How Much Love Fades Away

Du Jinnian's heart is clenched. He carefully reaches out his hand and shakes it in front of Cheng ZiNuo's eyes - Cheng ZiNuo doesn't have any reaction.

What's going on?

Why can't Zi Nuo's eyes be seen?

Du Jinnian was struck by lightning.

"Du Jinnian, where are you? Do you hear me

Du Jinnian's silence makes Cheng ZiNuo aware that something is wrong, and her voice is mixed with some panic.

Du Jinnian, bearing heartache, quickly grasped Cheng ZiNuo's hand and gently comforted Cheng ZiNuo, "Zi Nuo, don't be afraid. You just came out of the operating room. Have a good rest first. If you cooperate with the doctor in the later stage, you will recover soon. "

"Du Jinnian, tell me the truth, am I blind? Is that right? "

Cheng ZiNuo found that Du Jinnian didn't answer her question directly, and that kind of ominous premonition attacked her more and more strongly.

She wanted to turn her head, but there was a stabbing pain in her neck. She could only keep her eyes wide open, trying to see a little light

Or can't see anything, except darkness is darkness.

Du Jinnian has no bottom in his heart. If Cheng Zenuo is temporarily blind, it's hard to say. If he is permanently blind, Cheng Zenuo will not be able to bear such a heavy blow.

Don't want to let Cheng Zi Nuo collapse, Du Jinnian reached out and stroked Cheng Zi Nuo's waxy face, and his black eyes were full of love. "Zi Nuo, wait for the doctor to diagnose you later, and then make a conclusion. Don't think about it, OK?"

Cheng Zi Nuo's heart is full of fear. At this moment, she can't see anything, so how can she not think wildly?

She was afraid that she would become blind, so she anxiously urged Du Jinnian, "Du Jinnian, go and call the doctor to come and see for me, go quickly!"

In fact, Cheng ZiNuo has just finished the operation, and her body is still in a weak state. Even if Du Jinnian calls for the doctor to diagnose Cheng ZiNuo, Cheng ZiNuo can't do all kinds of examinations immediately, and the doctor won't allow it. But in order not to make Cheng Zi Nuo angry, Du Jinnian still follows Cheng Zi Nuo's will.

The doctor came to the ward soon. He checked Cheng's eyes and his head. Then he frowned and asked seriously, "Ms. Cheng, are you often hit on your head?"

Cheng Zi was stunned, then nodded.

Du Jinnian, standing next to the doctor, gradually tightened his hand on his side. He nervously asked the doctor, "doctor, does my wife's eye problem have something to do with the impact on her head?"

The doctor told Du Jinnian truthfully, "I found that there were faint superimposed scars on your wife's forehead and back of her head, so I can't rule out this possibility. The day after tomorrow, your wife's mental state will be much better than it is now. The day after tomorrow, you accompany your wife downstairs to have a brain CT examination, and then make a conclusion when the examination results come out. "

The atmosphere became quiet and depressing.

Cheng ZiNuo did not miss hearing that Du Jinnian had just told the doctor that she was his wife, not his ex-wife.

The bitterness spreads in my heart, and Cheng Zenuo's eyes turn red.

Two days later, Du Jinnian accompanied Cheng ZiNuo to have a brain CT examination. The result showed that there was a small blood clot in Cheng ZiNuo's brain, which caused hypoxia in the brain and compressed the optic nerve. Therefore, Cheng ZiNuo must have a blood clot removal operation“ Doctor, if the blood clot in my brain is cleared, I can recover my vision? " Cheng asked the doctor with great expectation.

The doctor hesitated for a moment and answered in a deep voice, "Ms. Cheng, I can only say that after the blood clot in your brain is removed, your vision recovery rate is 80% or 90%. After all, it has something to do with your own constitution. What's more, it's not easy to get rid of blood clots in your brain

Just for your vision, or to eliminate your risk of brain obstruction. "

Cheng Zi Nuo can't help but grasp Du Jinnian's hand, her heart has lost rhythm.

Du Jin young patted Cheng Zi Nuo on the shoulder, encouraged Cheng Zi Nuo, "Zi Nuo, you have to have confidence in yourself, but also believe in the current medical level, you will be OK."

Cheng ZiNuo didn't speak. She didn't know whether she could see the light again until she had cleared the blood clot in her brain.

Because the doctor did not give a definite conclusion, Cheng Zenuo and Du Jinnian's hearts were hanging, and the nerves of the whole body seemed to be tense.

The waiting process is long and painful, because the doctor said that Cheng ZiNuo must wait until the wound on her neck is completely healed before the blood clot removal operation. During this period, she has to keep all the indicators of her body healthy. Otherwise, if one of them is not qualified, the operation will not be carried out. Most importantly, she can't stop taking antithrombotic drugs.

Cheng ZiNuo doesn't have that kind of antithrombotic drug in China. It needs to be imported from abroad. There are only five pills in one box. Before the operation, Cheng ZiNuo had taken 15 boxes and spent more than 15000 yuan. Unfortunately, imported drugs are not reimbursed.

Of course, Du Jinnian never told Cheng Zenuo about this.

He contracted all the medical expenses of Cheng ZiNuo, so far, hundreds of thousands of them have gone in.

As long as Cheng Zenuo can recover, he doesn't care how much he spends for him.

If money can be exchanged for a healthy Cheng ZiNuo, how can he prevent his final ruin?

You can earn more money when you have no money. If you have no people, you really have no money.

He doesn't want to lose Cheng.

"Du Jinnian, you can rest assured that the money you spent for me will be returned to you slowly after I leave hospital." In the ward, Cheng ZiNuo said to Du Jinnian seriously.

Du Jinnian stares at Cheng ZiNuo with empty eyes and a bitter smile, "ZiNuo, you are my wife. When you are sick and hospitalized, I will pay for your treatment and then take care of you. I should do it for you. You don't need to pay me back. "

Cheng ZiNuo's breath stagnated. She bowed her head, and her heart began to ache. She said in a low voice, "Du Jinnian, I'm not your wife, I'm just your ex-wife. I know what you've done for me while I'm in hospital, and I won't owe you

Du Jinnian holds Cheng ZiNuo's face in both hands. There is pain in his deep black eyes. "Do you have to be so clear with me, ZiNuo? Even if you don't forgive me, at least give me a chance to make up for you? I said, you will always be my wife. As long as you don't find another person, I won't give up and save you. "

In the last two sentences, he said so firmly.

Tears slip down, drowning the face of Cheng Zi Nuo, facing the endless black

Dark, she knocked down Du Jinnian's hand, "what if I can't see after the operation? By then, I would have been completely blind. What's your plan to save a blind man? Do you find stimulation for yourself? Or hurt me more abnormally? Du Jinnian, wake up, everything can't go back! "

She was totally at a loss about her future. She didn't dare to think about what her future life would be like if she really became blind. It seems that life has never been willing to treat her well. It will only push her to the end again and again. Du Jinnian hugs Cheng ZiNuo tightly with a firm attitude, "no matter what you become, I will not leave you unless I die."

Cheng ZiNuo said nothing. She buried her face on Du Jinnian's broad shoulders, and the big tears one by one soaked Du Jinnian's clothes

Half a month later, Cheng Zenuo was pushed into the operating room again.

Standing outside the operating room, Du Jinnian's heart seemed to rise to his throat, and his palms were full of sweat.

Zi Nuo, when you come out of the operating room, will you see me?