How Much Love Fades Away

After going through the pain after the operation, Cheng ZiNuo's state returns to normal. Du Jin holds Cheng ZiNuo's hand lightly and asks cautiously, "can you see me now, ZiNuo?"

Cheng ZiNuo takes out her hand from the palm of Du Jinnian's hand and carries it to the air to fumble. At the same time, she tries to keep her eyes wide open, trying to see Du Jinnian's figure.

However, her eyes were still dark and she could see nothing.

She's still blind.

Cheng ZiNuo sat on the bed, motionless, without any expression on his face, but his heart seemed to be breaking bit by bit.

Du Jinnian didn't expect that Cheng ZiNuo's eyesight would not recover. He raised his hand difficultly and stroked Cheng ZiNuo's face slowly in a gentle tone. "Zi Nuo, don't be afraid. It's all temporary. I will try to cure your eyes."

Tears have surged into Cheng ZiNuo's eyes, her lips are trembling slightly, but she has been holding back, not allowing her tears to fall.

She took away Du Jinnian's hand and tried her best to restrain her emotions, making her voice sound extremely quiet. "Jinnian, I'm ok. You go out first."

The more Cheng ZiNuo said that, the more worried Du Jinnian was that Cheng ZiNuo was pretending to be strong. He felt that Cheng ZiNuo's heart had collapsed now. Therefore, he insisted on staying with Cheng Zi.

"Zi Nuo, if you want to cry, I'll give you my shoulder. Don't suppress yourself." Du Jinnian stares at Cheng Zenuo, who has no expression on his face. His words are sincere.

Cheng ZiNuo struggles on the edge of despair. She is afraid that she will lose control in front of Du Jinnian. She has to raise her tone and expel her voice. "Du Jinnian, I don't want to hear your nonsense. You go out quickly!"

"Zi Nuo"

"Get out!" Cheng Zi Nuo interrupted Du Jinnian's words and sternly ordered.

Du Jinnian doesn't want to make Cheng ZiNuo angry, so he has to leave the ward first.

At the moment when the door closes, Cheng Zenuo's tears, which had been suppressed for a long time, suddenly burst out like a torrent, drowning her face.

Why is life so cruel to me?

What did I do wrong?

Should I not have taken my brother in at the beginning?

Was my decision wrong from the beginning?

But Ziyan is my brother. How can I ignore his life?

I've really tried my best to him. I hope he can repent with all my heart. OK

He is a good man.

How can I expect that he can't turn back, and even that he has to pull my sister on his back before he jumps off a building to commit suicide?

My brother died and I was blind. Is this the so-called Providence?

What are you going to take away from me next?

Do you want to die?

I just want to live and my family to be safe. Is that a sin? Is that unforgivable?

Why should I torture me when I don't do anything harmful to nature or get something for nothing? For what?

Cheng Zi Nuo can't understand how she thinks. She has too many grievances, too many unwilling. With heartache like a knife, Cheng Zenuo buries himself in the quilt and wails

Du Jinnian, standing outside the door, heard the cry of Cheng ZiNuo. The cry of grief was like sharp arrows, penetrating his body and choking pain.

He came to the doctor's office and asked Cheng's attending doctor, "doctor, is my wife's eye really hopeless?"

The doctor frowned and shook his head. "It's not hopeless. There's another way to make your wife's vision recover, but wait."

Du Jinnian suddenly clenched the doctor's arm, anxious, black eyes full of expectations and entreaties, "doctor, I beg you, I must cure my wife's eyes. I don't care how much it costs. I just want my wife to see the light again. My wife is a very good person, so many years, she is really too hard. If she's blind, it's not fair to her

He is sorry for Cheng Nuo too much, so he wants to spend the rest of his life to love her, love her and love her. Even if he wants to use his eyes to get a light for Cheng ZiNuo, he will not hesitate. He owes Cheng ZiNuo. He should pay it back.

He loves Cheng ZiNuo. He has always loved Cheng ZiNuo. He has never lost a cent. As long as Cheng Zenuo is well, his guilt and regret will be less.

Doctor's lips across a touch of bitterness, he advised Du Jinnian, "Mr. Du, if you want your wife's vision to recover, we can only wait for the cornea to appear, and then corneal transplantation. So don't worry. It's not a worry. "

"Then use my cornea, so you don't have to wait." Du Jinnian blurted out.

The doctor shook his head decisively. "Mr. Du, living people are absolutely not allowed to donate eyeballs or corneas. All aspects are not allowed. Donation of eyeballs or corneas must be made after death

Donation is voluntary before death or with the consent of family members after death, and all kinds of procedures should be completed. "

Du Jinnian was stunned, and his gaunt face was lost. He looked at the doctor sadly, "doctor, how long does my wife have to wait? one month? a year? Or do you have no idea? "

The doctor patted Du Jinnian on the shoulder and said, "Mr. Du, let it be. Now, take good care of your wife, comfort her, encourage her, and don't let her lose confidence in life. "

let nature take its course.

The outsider did not encounter the situation of Cheng ZiNuo, of course, can easily say the word.

However, Cheng ZiNuo is the client, and the most painful thing is her. How can she let it be?

Du Jinnian stood in front of the French window in the corridor, smoking one after another. The misty smoke obscured the melancholy on his face.

Zi Nuo, how can I make you face the dark life bravely?

With a heavy heart, Du Jinnian goes back to the ward to take care of Cheng ZiNuo.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he opens the door, Cheng Zenuo is gone!

Du Jinnian's heart suddenly trembled violently!

He ran to the nurse station and asked the nurse, "nurse, my wife is an 18 bed patient. Where has she gone?"

The nurse told Du Jinnian truthfully, "Mr. Du, a middle-aged woman who claimed to be a relative of Ms. Cheng pushed Ms. Cheng out to disperse."

relative? Middle aged women? An ominous premonition suddenly hit Du Jinnian's heart. He immediately asked the nurse anxiously, "nurse, what's the middle-aged woman's name? Which way are they going? "

"His name is Chen Fang. She pushed Ms. Cheng to the back garden

Chen Fang: Cheng Ziyan's foster mother?

Without time to think about it, Du Jinnian rushed to the back garden.

In the back garden, Chen Fang pushes Cheng ZiNuo in her wheelchair to a sloping road step by step.

Cheng can't see anything. She can only hear the wind and the whistle.

"Aunt Chen, where are you taking me?" Cheng ZiNuo asks Chen Fang in confusion.

Chen Fang didn't answer Cheng ZiNuo, and her eyes were cold.

The next second, she clenched her teeth, heart a horizontal, forcefully pushed the wheelchair on the way down

It's a steep road!

Cheng ZiNuo feels that the wheelchair is sliding rapidly with her. She can't stop it. There is a truck whistling nearby. Chen Fang wants to be killed by the car!

Fear came unstoppably, and the panicked Cheng Zi Nuo cried out for help