How Much Love Fades Away

An Huilan heard Du Jinnian's words, can't help but be surprised, "son, your brother wants to marry Zi Nuo?"

Du Jinnian calmly nodded and truthfully told an Huilan, "Mom, Lu Xuanyu has always been interested in Zi Nuo. He hopes to end his wish to marry Zi Nuo before he dies."

An Huilan immediately turns her head to look at Cheng ZiNuo and asks confusedly, "ZiNuo, you are not willing to forgive Jinnian. Is it because you already have Xuanyu in your heart?"

Cheng ZiNuo took a cold breath, but his heart felt a kind of raw and cold pain.

She held back her tears and said in a deep voice, "aunt an, Jinnian, I've always been grateful to Xuanyu. In my most difficult years, it was Xuanyu who helped me. He paid too much for me, but he never asked me to repay him a cent. Every time I gave the money back to him, he always slipped it back into my bag. Anyway, I owe him. Now is the time for me to repay him. "

Du Jinnian was deeply hurt by Cheng ZiNuo's words. He clamped Cheng ZiNuo's shoulder, and his handsome face was full of pain. "So you should sacrifice your happiness to repay it? Zi Nuo, Lu Xuanyu is using your kindness to kidnap you morally. He is controlling you. He is selfish! "

Cheng ZiNuo stares at Du Jinnian and shakes his head with tears. "Jinnian, I won't marry Xuanyu. I just want to accompany him and take care of him. I hope he will have a good time in the remaining five years and not have too many regrets

"If I want to take care of Lu Xuanyu, I can find the best personal care to take care of him. Even if I can take care of him, you have no obligation to sacrifice your precious five years for him. I'll take charge of Lu Xuanyu. All you have to do is remarry with me. Let's start again. Do you understand? "

Du Jinnian is really afraid of Cheng ZiNuo. When he comes to the Lu family, he will never come back. He won't taste the loss of his lover again!

His lips were full of bitterness. Cheng ZiNuo took Du Jinnian's hand away, and his voice was a little hoarse. "Jinnian, what I owe Lu Xuanyu is what I owe. I want to pay it back. He doesn't want my money, and he doesn't want everything about the Du family. He just wants my company. If I can't even accompany him, I'm really heartless. I don't want to upset my conscience. "

With that, she forced up a warm smile at an Huilan, "aunt an, go, I'll take you to see Xuanyu."

"OK, we'll go right away!"

At this moment, an Huilan is most anxious to see her eldest son, Lu Xuanyu. As for the complicated relationship between Cheng ZiNuo, Du Jinnian and Lu Xuanyu, she has no time to care.

Du Jinnian catches up quickly. He grabs Cheng ZiNuo's arm. Junyan is full of pleading, "ZiNuo, don't go!"

Cheng ZiNuo turned back, her tears finally fell, drowning the pale and thin face.

She didn't want to go, but she had no choice.

"Jinnian, let go." Cheng Zenuo made a low voice.

Du Jinnian didn't let go. Instead, he clenched Cheng ZiNuo's arm more tightly, and his heart was as painful as a knife.

"Zi Nuo," Du Jinnian locked Cheng Zi's tears tightly, his voice trembled slightly, "I just want you to say: do you still love me

Cheng ZiNuo meets Du Jinnian's gloomy vision of sadness spreading. Douda's tears fall down more and more violently, and all of them fall on the back of Du Jinnian's hand. However, the strength is as painful as hitting her heart and suffocating.

For a long time, she found her voice, so cold, so determined, "Jinnian, I still said that: I never asked you to love me."

I love you. I always love you. But we can't be together. What he really wants to say, Cheng Zenuo can only knock off his teeth and swallow blood.

Du Jinnian was like a sharp arrow through the body, fixed in place, even breathing seems to be fatal pain.

An Huilan's face was already full of tears. She pushed Du Jinnian away and dragged Cheng Zenuo forward without looking back

At Lu's, Cheng ZiNuo rings the doorbell.

It's Lu an who came to open the door.

Seeing Cheng Zenuo again, Lu an was very excited, "Zenuo, I knew you would come back, I knew it!"

In between, she didn't miss an Huilan standing beside Cheng ZiNuo.

Cheng Zi Nuo smiles to Lu an an, "an an, I won't ignore Xuanyu. By the way, aunt an wants to see Xuanyu. Will you call Xuanyu out? "

Soon, Lu an pushed Lu Xuanyu in his wheelchair to the living room.

Seeing Cheng ZiNuo, Lu Xuanyu's gloomy expression suddenly became clear. He laughed brightly and pretended to cry with joy. "Zi Nuo, I knew you wouldn't leave me. You're such a good woman. How can you leave me?"

He totally regarded an Huilan as the air and didn't even bother to look at her.

An Huilan side head, quietly wipe tears.

Cheng Zenuo loves an Huilan. She pushes Lu Xuanyu in the wheelchair to an Huilan and says to Lu Xuanyu gently, "Xuanyu, Jinnian has told aunt an about you. Aunt an will come to see you soon after she knows. Anyway, she's your biological mother. Why don't you have a word with her? "

Lu Xuanyu glared at an Huilan and said, "I have nothing to say to her! Ann, please let her go!

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An Huilan was very sad. She leaned over to hold Lu Xuanyu's hand. Her tears were mixed with shame and regret. "Son, mom admitted that she had done wrong before. Mom will make up for you. Don't ignore her, OK? Son

"Make up for it?" Lu Xuanyu seemed to have heard a big joke. He sneered coldly and said, "I'm dying. What do you want to make up for me? Wait for me to die, burn more paper for me? An Huilan, do you think I'm stupid? Don't be hypocritical in front of me

As soon as Lin Minyi comes in, she hears Lu Xuanyu criticizing an Huilan. She thinks it's too much for Lu Xuanyu to say those words to her elders, so she blames Lu Xuanyu. "Xuanyu, Ms. an is your mother. How can you talk to your mother?"

Lu Xuanyu has resentment in his heart. He angrily refutes Lin Minyi, "she doesn't want me as her own son. Why do I treat her as my own mother? My own mother is not as good to me as your foster mother! "

An Huilan is speechless. She knows that she is being treated so harshly by Lu Xuanyu now. It's all her fault.

She was tortured by endless guilt and remorse, and tears poured down her eyes. "Son, mom was wrong. It was mom who was sorry for you. Mom was really wrong. You go home with mom and let mom make it up to you, OK? "

Lu Xuanyu looked coldly at the crying an Huilan, with a indifferent tone, "do you really want to compensate me?"

Anhuilan desperately nodded, "son, mother is really to compensate you, what you let mother do, mother promised you."

Lu Xuanyu's hands on his knees became fists, and his eyes were filled with cold light. Every word said, "well, you'll die right away!" Cheng Zenuo was surprised by Lu Xuanyu's words, and the whole person stepped back, "Xuanyu, how can you let your own mother die?"

Lu Xuanyu didn't seem to hear Cheng Zenuo talking to him at all. He raised his hand and pointed to an Huilan, who was shocked. He said, "don't you want to compensate me? I may not have to die in five years, I don't want to be lonely after I die, so you go down and wait for me first. Are you going to die or not? "