How Much Love Fades Away

Cai Zhize understood that anyone who heard the doctor tell him that he had a malignant tumor would feel as if the sky had collapsed in an instant.

Cheng ZiNuo's deliberate calmness makes Cai Zhize see the collapse of Cheng ZiNuo's heart. Because Cheng ZiNuo's hand has been shaking in CAI Zhize's palm, Cai Zhize feels very clearly.

Cai Zhize stares at Cheng ZiNuo, who is already pale, and his tone is gentle. "ZiNuo, our medical team will soon decide the most suitable operation plan for you and minimize the damage to you."

After a long time, Cheng ZiNuo found her voice. She looked up at Cai Zhize and said, "Zhize, what part of me has a malignant tumor? Is it early or late? "

Cai Zhize's heart began to ache. He told Cheng Zenuo truthfully, "the tumor grows on your cervical gland. It belongs to cervical adenocarcinoma, and the anterior wall is stage I. Because the discovery is timely, what is certain is that you don't need chemotherapy. "

Cheng Zi Nuo took a cold breath, but there was a kind of cold pain all over her body, which made her blood vessels seem to split.

Until this moment, Cheng Zi Nuo still feels inconceivable. She looks at him blankly

Cai Zhize said, "Zhize, can you make a wrong diagnosis? I was short of progesterone before, but later you adjusted it for me. I never feel where I feel pain, how can I get cervical adenocarcinoma? "

"Your lack of progesterone is caused by the lack of nutrition, and your risk of cervical adenocarcinoma has a lot to do with your frequent major mood swings. What's more, it won't make you feel any pain. The main symptoms are excessive bleeding, fatigue and so on. If you think about it, you must have the symptoms I mentioned recently. "

Cai Zhize didn't want to tell Cheng ZiNuo about this, but Cheng ZiNuo is his patient. He can't hide it from Cheng ZiNuo. He is responsible for Cheng ZiNuo's illness.

A word awakens the dreamer.

Cheng ZiNuo suddenly realized that she was always sleepy and listless during this period of time. Moreover, there was a disorder during the holidays, and the color and quantity were quite different from before.

Her mood is really subject to major fluctuations. Xiaojun has an exclusive reaction and is hospitalized again. Lu Xuanyu pretends to be ill and pesters her. An Huilan prevents her from remarrying with Du Jinnian... Too many blows have tormented her to near collapse.

So, she had cervical adenocarcinoma.

Cancer

All cancers are fatal.

So, she's going to die.

When Cheng Zi Norton felt that the push of fate slapped her into the rolling sand. She sank deeper and deeper, and finally fell into the abyss - the salted fish had no chance to turn over.

Tears in the eyes, but Cheng Zi Nuo endure, has been endure, do not allow them to fail to slide. She seemed to hear her heart breaking little by little.

What's the use of crying?

She'll still die.

Cheng Zi Nuo didn't shed a tear in the end. She was so silent that she was calm as never before.

Cai Zhize was worried about Cheng ZiNuo. He reached out and stroked Cheng ZiNuo's cold face. "ZiNuo, now medicine is very developed. As long as you finish the operation and take good care of yourself later on, you will still be the same as normal people."

Cheng ZiNuo smiles bitterly. She looks at Cai Zhize and asks the question she doesn't want to ask and is afraid of. "Zhize, how long can I live after my operation?" Cai Zhize doesn't want Cheng ZiNuo to think wildly. He clenches Cheng ZiNuo's hand, and his eyes are warm and firm. "ZiNuo, as long as you cooperate with the doctor's treatment, you can do a good job later

If you take good care of yourself and adjust your mind, you will live a long life. "

Cheng ZiNuo no longer spoke. She knew that CAI Zhize didn't want to make her sad, so she didn't tell her the specific number.

But this did not dispel her fear that she would leave too early.

She's dead. What about Xiaojun? What about Du Jinnian?

The atmosphere is depressing and sad.

After pondering for a few seconds, Cai Zhize asked Cheng ZiNuo with concern, "ZiNuo, I think it's necessary to inform your family about your situation. I'll call them for you and tell them who you have in Hong Kong City."

I don't know why, Cheng ZiNuo blurted out, "my ex husband - Du Jinnian."

Yes, Du Jinnian - her ex husband, her son's father and family.

Hearing Cheng ZiNuo say his ex husband Du Jinnian, Cai Zhize was stunned. Then he picked up his mobile phone and said, "ZiNuo, what's Du Jinnian's phone number?"

Unexpectedly, Cheng Zenuo suddenly snatched Cai Zhize's mobile phone. Mu Lu was sad. "Zhize, please don't tell Jinnian about me. No one will tell me, OK?"

Seeing that Cheng ZiNuo was ready to fight hard, Cai Zhize's heart ached, "ZiNuo, when you have an operation, you need to have your family waiting outside the operating room, and you have to wait

After the operation, there must be family members. Tell me, what's Du Jinnian's phone number? "

Cheng ZiNuo's psychological defense line is about to collapse. She resists the last trace of reason and asks Cai Zhize again, "Zhize, please don't tell anyone, especially Jinnian. It's not easy for each of us, so why let ourselves implicate others? Can I beg you? "

"Well, I'll listen to you. You have a good rest first, and I'll let the nurse accompany you to do the preoperative examination later. "

Unable to resist Cheng's stubbornness, or to make Cheng angry, Cai Zhize has to follow Cheng's will.

Who knows, when Cai Zhize opened the preoperative checklist and led the nurse to Cheng ZiNuo's ward, Cheng ZiNuo left the hospital with his own things.

On the bed is a letter from Cheng Zenuo to CAI Zhize

Zhize, I'm sorry that I've caused you a lot of trouble since I came to Hong Kong City. Thank you for your care.

I want to pay you back the money you spent for me, so I put the cash under the pillow, and you can see it when you lift the pillow.

Now that I have cervical adenocarcinoma, I have to accept the cruel reality.

No matter crying or complaining, it doesn't help. I still have to cure my illness, and I still have to suffer what I should suffer.

So, I want to open up. This is my life. I live through it.

When I finish the operation in London and take good care of my health, I will settle Xiaojun first, and then continue to work.

In the rest of my time, I will work harder to make money and give Xiaojun a future free of food and clothing.

Zhize, don't worry about me. I'll take care of myself. see you around.

——Cheng ZiNuo

Cai Zhize's hand holding the letter trembles slightly. Cheng ZiNuo's departure makes his heart empty.

He lifted the pillow - and sure enough, there was a thick pile of cash there.

Zi Nuo, your strength makes me very sad.

Why do you have to be alone?

Cai Zhize was reluctant to give up Cheng ZiNuo. After thinking about it, he asked his father for Du Jinnian's phone number and dialed, "Du Jinnian, I'm Cai Zhize. I'm sorry to tell you that your ex-wife Cheng Zenuo was found to have cervical adenocarcinoma. But she doesn't do surgery in China. She decides to go back to London. If you still have feelings for her, you can go to London immediately to find her... "