How Much Love Fades Away

Cheng ZiNuo looks up at Xu Zhiwen with a serious face. His tears are complicated. "President Xu, I --"

Xiaojun is afraid that chengzinuo will refuse. He clenches chengzinuo's arm and interrupts chengzinuo's words, "Mom, you can promise Uncle Xu! For so many years, you have not seen how Uncle Xu treated you and me. He is really a very good person. I wish he could be your husband. Mother

Outside the door, Du Jinnian naturally did not miss Xiaojun's words, his heart throbbing.

He had no heart to listen any more. He turned and left.

In the corridor, Du Jinnian's steps were heavy, as if he had stepped on his heart again and again, and his breathing was suffocating.

Du Jinnian, Xiao Jun, has just said that he hopes Xu Zhiwen will become Zi Nuo's husband.

By implication, he would like Xu Zhiwen to be his father.

In Xiaojun's mind, you are not qualified to be his mother's husband or his father.

Up to now, Xiaojun regards you as a failure. As a husband, you are not consistent with your lover. As a father, you don't give your children a complete home.

But who really understands your inner pain?

Do not understand do not understand it, all of this should be your own to bear, otherwise, you are still what man.

Zi Nuo is right to choose Xu Zhiwen. You have to be happy.

In his career, Xu Zhiwen has everything a successful man should have. In his life, he is strict with himself, clean and healthy, and has no gossip. In his feelings, he is dedicated to Zi Nuo and takes good care of Xiao Jun. he can bear the title of ideal husband.

In any case, Xu Zhiwen is worthy of Zi Nuo.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, what you have paid for Zi Nuo over the years is far less than what Xu Zhiwen has paid for Zi Nuo.

Zi Nuo can make a breakthrough in the field of fashion design

The contribution of Zhiwen is indispensable.

And you, what did you give Zi Nuo?

Perhaps, in addition to injury, it is freedom.

So that in the end, the only thing you can really give ZiNuo is freedom.

Because Zi Nuo is likely to be killed if he follows you.

After all, you don't know when to find Qin Songping or when to solve the problem between you and him.

Therefore, while Qin Songping does not know your relationship with Zi Nuo, you must break up with Zi Nuo, so that you will not involve Zi Nuo.

Du Jinnian, Zi Nuo and Xu Zhiwen together can be regarded as having real dependence. You should sincerely bless them.

So, it's time for you to let go. As Zi Nuo once said to you: Du Jinnian, missed is missed, everything can't go back.

Put it down.

The rain is falling more and more, accompanied by the whistling wind from the ear across, cold, sad and lonely.

Du Jinnian stopped a taxi and drove to the hotel

Cheng Zi Nuo raised his hand to help Xiaojun wipe away the tears on his face, and said in a low voice, "Xiaojun, mother can promise you not to send you to your father, but mother won't marry your Uncle Xu." On one side, Xu Zhiwen lowered his head and lost his eyes.

With tears in his eyes, Xiao Jun asks Cheng ZiNuo, "Mom, why don't you marry Uncle Xu? Isn't Uncle Xu good? "

Cheng ZiNuo shook his head, and then seriously told Xiaojun, "no, your Uncle Xu is a very good person. His mother didn't marry him because she didn't love him at all. She always regarded him as a leader and a good friend. Two people together need to love each other for a long time, if it is wishful thinking, the relationship will soon break

"Mom, since you admit Uncle Xu is a very good person, why don't you love him? Do you think he is inferior to his father? In my opinion, he loves you more than his father, and his father doesn't love you at all. If his father loves you, how can he not want you? "

Xiaojun is trying to do ideological work for Cheng Zenuo. He feels proud

It's a pity that his mother is not with Xu Zhiwen. He doesn't want his mother to miss such a good man as Xu Zhiwen.

"Xiaojun, uncle is really happy. You like uncle. Thank you

Xu Zhiwen was moved by Xiaojun's support. He put his hand around Xiaojun and gave him a soft kiss on his forehead.

Xiaojun stared at Xu Zhiwen and said sincerely, "Uncle Xu, what I said is the truth. Mom may be a fan of the game. I hope mom can get out of the misunderstanding quickly. "

Xu Zhiwen nods to Xiaojun. Then, he holds Cheng ZiNuo's hand and his eyes are gentle. "ZiNuo, for the sake of Xiaojun's efforts to bring us together, just try to like me, OK? Feelings can be cultivated. "

If you just can't be attracted to a person, then feelings can't be cultivated.

Under the bitter heart, Cheng ZiNuo took his hand back from Xu Zhiwen's palm and said firmly, "Mr. Xu, I can't cheat you or myself. I really can't establish a kind of love with you

In my opinion, you are only suitable to be my leader and friend. "

Cheng ZiNuo's words hurt Xu Zhiwen's heart. He insisted on calmness and said in a low voice, "you still haven't put down Du Jinnian, have you?"

Cheng began to avoid Xu Zhiwen's sharp vision and fell into silence.

Even she did not understand why she could not let go of Du Jinnian.

Maybe I've loved deeply and been hurt deeply, so it's so hard to put it down.

She once asked herself: Cheng Zenuo, do you still love Du Jinnian?

She said: No. He doesn't want me, why should I love him?

Then she asked herself: do you hate Du Jinnian?

She said: hate. He hurt me so much, how can I not hate him?

In that case, why can't you let him go?

Yeah, what can't you let him go?

But she just can't let go. What can she do?

So many years of feelings, she put into the whole heart of love, a trace of thoughts are not, how can Du Jinnian say not to do?

She is wronged, she is frustrated, she is unwilling! However, she forgot that there is love, there is hate.

All her hatred for Du Jinnian comes from her love for Du Jinnian.

More undeniable is the fact that she and Du Jinnian have a child - Xiaojun.

The longer Xiaojun grows, the more he looks like Du Jinnian. He not only looks like Du Jinnian, but also carries the shadow of Du Jinnian in every move.

Just ask, when she is looking at Xiaojun, how can Du Jinnian's face not appear in her mind?

"Mom, why don't you talk? Answer Uncle Xu quickly. " Xiaojun is very anxious.

With a faint smile on his lips, Cheng ZiNuo raised his hand and looked at his watch. He changed the topic, "Xiaojun, it's getting late, you know

Have class early and have a rest early, OK? Uncle Xu and I went back first. We'll see you tomorrow afternoon when you have a holiday. "

At the end of the speech, Cheng ZiNuo took Xu Zhiwen's hand, "Mr. Xu, let's go, let Xiaojun have a rest early."

When he got to Xu Zhiwen's car, Xu Zhiwen clamped Cheng ZiNuo's shoulder and looked at Cheng ZiNuo affectionately. "Zi Nuo, tell me, what can I do to make you accept me?"

"President Xu"

"Don't call me president Xu, call me Zhiwen."

Cheng ZiNuo sighed and nodded, "OK. Zhiwen, between us, it's not how you do that I can accept your question, but I don't feel excited about you at all. It's not forced. In my heart, you are my good leader and good friend. I really cherish our relationship with colleagues and friends. "

Xu Zhiwen doesn't think so. He retorts to Cheng Zenuo, "don't you think that if you are alone all the time, Xiaojun won't worry about you? You're his mother. As your son, he doesn't want you

Have a partner to rely on and give him a complete home? Do you think too much about your feelings and ignore Xiaojun's inner desire? "

A word awakens the dreamer.

Cheng ZiNuo was stunned.

What Xu Zhiwen said is right. She really ignores Xiaojun's feelings.

As an adult woman, she may be strong enough not to be afraid of dying alone, but Xiaojun is still a child, and he is eager to have a complete and warm home.

Cheng Zenuo, you are Xiaojun's mother, Xiaojun is your heart.

You only care about your singleness. What about Xiaojun?

Don't forget, all you can give Xiaojun is maternal love, not paternal love.

So, do you want to marry Xu Zhiwen for Xiaojun?