How Much Love Fades Away

Cheng ZiNuo suddenly feels funny. She can't help asking herself:

Zi Nuo, what do you want to do so much?

You need to live your life step by step instead of worrying about it.

Let's live in the moment first.

After a short silence, she gave Lu an a cool smile, with a gentle tone and unquestionable firmness, "An'an, we can't predict what will happen in the future. No matter what kind of life, it's our own choice. It's true that we try to manage it well. "

After pondering for a few seconds, Lu an nodded in favor of it

Seeing Lu an off, Xiaojun comes back from school.

The little guy handed the two people's round trip tickets to Lapland in front of Cheng ZiNuo, with a smile on his face, "Mom, I'll accompany you after school today

A classmate went to the lucky draw, he asked me to try, I tried, and I won the round-trip ticket of Lapland two-day tour. My mother wants to see the aurora in Lapland very much. Shall I accompany my mother to see the aurora

Seeing the ticket in Xiaojun's hand, Cheng Zenuo was surprised. "Xiaojun, your luck is too good. Are you a lucky star?"

Xiaojun raised the handsome face that looked like Du Jinnian, elated, "Mom, if I'm a lucky star, I'll trust you and dad. Without you and Dad, where can I come from? "

Suddenly aware that he mentioned Du Jinnian, Xiaojun thinks that he may have hurt Cheng Zenuo's heart. He quickly keeps silent in shame.

Cheng ZiNuo is really touched by Xiaojun's words - no matter what kind of love hate entanglement between her and Du Jinnian, they never slander each other in front of Xiaojun. Therefore, in Xiaojun's mind, his parents are always perfect. He always gives birth to him and raises his mother

Be grateful to Dad.

"Good boy, you are the pride of mom and dad."

Cheng ZiNuo can't help but reach out to embrace Xiaojun, tears in his eyes.

Xiao Jun hugged Cheng ZiNuo and asked again, "Mom, let's go to Lapland to see the aurora, OK?"

Cheng Zi Nuo nodded tearfully on Xiao Jun's shoulder, "OK, let's go to Lapland to see the aurora."

Once upon a time, she hoped that Du Jinnian would go to Lapland with her for honeymoon and see the aurora.

Because some people say that seeing the aurora will make you happy all your life.

After being busy for so long, she and Du Jinnian would like to fly over mountains and rivers with rare leisure time, and finally stand in the vast white world of the Arctic Circle, hand in hand, to witness the dreamlike beautiful Aurora together.

Two people together in the snow white head, so together in the aurora blessing, happy life.

Unfortunately, this wish will never come true.

From near to far, from east to west, from deep to shallow.

From the highest to the sun and moon of the Ming Dynasty, from the closest relatives to the sparse couple.

(the nearest and farthest are things; The deepest and shallowest is Qingxi.

The highest and most obvious is the sun and the moon, and the most intimate and unfamiliar is the husband and wife.)

Today, Cheng ZiNuo really admires Li Ye's use of such unique words to express his helplessness and regret of life. It is like a flower, which falls all over the ground after the colorful, telling the truth of the world. Such a subtle deep feeling of love and hate, if not once the sea, which after the guidance to sail.

Zi Nuo, in fact, you should be happy.

Although the man you love can't accompany you to see the aurora in Lapland, your dear child can accompany you.

There is a loss, there is a gain, this is also to make up for your shortcomings.

You have to be content.

Cheng Zenuo, who wants to open up, learns to enlighten himself and make himself optimistic.

However, Cheng ZiNuo turns to think that Xiaojun is a child after all. Will there be a fake lottery?

So she asked Xiaojun anxiously, "Xiaojun, are you sure this ticket is valid? It's not a lie, is it? "

Xiaojun patted his chest and assured Cheng ZiNuo, "Mom, you can take 10000% of your heart. I called the airline to confirm it. It's absolutely true. If you don't believe it, you can call their staff again to confirm it. "

In order to prevent Xiaojun from being cheated, Cheng Zenuo calls the airline to confirm it in person, and only after being confirmed by the staff can she be relieved.

At night, when he was about to go to bed, Xiao Jun may have been playing football with his classmates for too long in the daytime, sweating all over his body, being blown by the cold wind and starting a fever.

Cheng ZiNuo had to hurry to send Xiaojun to the hospital. The doctor opened a bottle for Xiaojun, and Xiaojun hung a bottle in the infusion area.

Considering that it takes a long time for Xiaojun to hang a bottle, he may be hungry, so Cheng Zenuo goes downstairs to buy Xiaojun a snack.

When the elevator goes down to the tenth floor, people are overloaded. The elevator operator suggests that one person must go out to run the elevator.

Cheng ZiNuo saw that the last person who came in was a thin old woman in a wheelchair. In order to provide convenience for her, she had to go to the first floor and took the initiative to walk out of the elevator.

She's going to wait for the next elevator.

Just as Cheng ZiNuo was waiting, suddenly, a familiar low alcohol voice came from behind her, "Linlin, you don't have to take care of me again. I will be discharged the day after tomorrow. It's very late. Go home early and have a rest. "

Cheng ZiNuo's heart suddenly trembles violently, and she turns her head subconsciously.

Seeing Du Jinnian's arm in plaster cast, she was shocked: How did Du Jinnian's arm suffer so serious injury?

Obviously, Du Jinnian didn't expect that he would meet Cheng ZiNuo in the hospital. He was stunned for a moment. Then he walked quickly to Cheng ZiNuo and worried, "ZiNuo, why are you in the hospital and not feeling well?"

Kong Linlin didn't speak. Her hand holding the leather bag strap was tightening, revealing her complicated emotions.

Cheng Zi Nuo shook his head, "I'm in good health. I'm here to see a friend of mine."

She told a lie to Du Jinnian. Since Du Jinnian was injured and lived in the hospital, why did she take Xiaojun's affairs to add trouble to him. She can take care of Xiaojun herself.

Once again, the elevator went down to the tenth floor. The door opened and Cheng went in calmly.

Before the door closed, she pretended to wave to Du Jinnian and Kong Linlin naturally, "goodbye." Kong Linlin is afraid that she and Cheng ZiNuo will take the same elevator. She feels guilty and tells Cheng ZiNuo the truth. Therefore, she chooses to go downstairs on foot.

The elevator is falling rapidly, as if Cheng Zenuo's heart is also falling, falling into the turbulent sea

Zi Nuo, don't worry about Du Jinnian any more. He has his fiancee and proud employees to take care of him. It's not your turn to worry about him.

Don't think about him. Don't think about him.

Next week you will fly to Lapland with Xiaojun to watch the aurora. Have fun, OK?

In the dark night, the cold wind is piercing. Cheng ZiNuo wraps up her coat, but her pace is hasty but heavy. She comforts herself repeatedly as she walks.

But the more she comforted herself, the more she remembered Du Jinnian's face that seemed to be reluctant to part with her. Her tears fell uncontrollably

A week later, Cheng ZiNuo and Xiaojun arrived at luowaniemi airport in Lapland.

Cheng ZiNuo stopped a car and sat with Xiaojun. Then she pointed to the location of huahongxing on the map and told the driver, "Sir, please take us here. Thank you."

When the car arrives at the gate of the hotel, Cheng ZiNuo takes the gold from his wallet and hands it to the driver.

Just as the driver turned his head and took off his sunglasses and hat, Cheng Zenuo's face was full of incredible words!