How Much Love Fades Away

Du Jinnian sees Xiaojun outside the door through monitoring. All the room cards are in Xiaojun's hands.

"Xiaojun, open the door and let Dad out."

Du Jinnian anxiously orders Xiaojun.

"Xiaojun, no mischief. Open the door and let your father go back to his room!"

Cheng ZiNuo also rushed over at this time. She felt that Xiaojun locked her and Du Jinnian in the same room, which was a bit wayward, and her emotion became excited unconsciously.

Xiaojun refused to open, stand firm, "Mom, Dad, you haven't met for a long time, take advantage of such a rare reunion opportunity, you have a good exchange. My father's room is just across the door. I can live in my father's room tonight. "

With that, Xiaojun directly turned to open the door of the opposite room, walked in without looking back, and finally closed the door.

The little guy leaned on the door, with a warm smile on his mouth.

Gradually, his eyes turned red and his heart began to ache.

Mom, your health is not very good. Let dad take good care of you tonight.

If Dad comes into his room, you will take care of me regardless of your body.

I'm no longer a child. I can take care of myself.

In fact, I know that as long as Dad accompany you more, you will be a little more happy.

I hope you are happy, mom.

Because he cherishes Cheng ZiNuo, Xiaojun climbs to the bed and tears silently with his pillow

Du Jinnian is locked in Cheng ZiNuo's room by Xiaojun. Standing in the same place, he looks awkwardly at Cheng ZiNuo with a complicated expression. "ZiNuo, I don't know Xiaojun will --"

"Since it's all like this, you'll stay tonight. You are tall, you sleep in a big bed, I sleep in a cot

Cheng ZiNuo didn't let Du Jinnian go on, she followed Xiaojun's idea.

She can call customer service, let customer service come up to open the door, but think of Xiaojun some painstaking, she still give up.

Mother and son are connected. Besides herself, her son Xiaojun is the one who knows her best in the world.

After feeling, Cheng Zenuo comforts himself in the bottom of his heart: Zenuo, no matter what you do, if you think you are for your son, you will have no regrets.

Du Jinnian immediately stopped Cheng ZiNuo, who was holding a pillow and quilt and was going to sleep in the children's bed. He gazed at Cheng ZiNuo with gentle eyes. "ZiNuo, you have had an operation, you will curl up your abdomen when you sleep in the children's bed, you sleep in the big bed, I sleep in the children's bed."

At the end of the speech, he takes down the pillow and quilt from Cheng ZiNuo and goes straight to the children's bed.

Although Cheng Zenuo is not willing to let Du Jinnian's tall and elegant man curl up in a children's bed all night, she can't brazenly say to Du Jinnian that she has a fiancee -- come and sleep with me in the big bed. Therefore, she no longer quarrels with Du Jinnian.

After washing and gargling, Cheng ZiNuo takes out an infrared physiotherapy lamp to do physiotherapy for his leg. Du Jinnian is shocked by his eyes. "What's wrong with your leg, ZiNuo?"

The edge of his lips was full of bitterness. Cheng ZiNuo said in a low voice, "postoperative sequelae - leg swelling. Infrared rays can help my leg to reduce inflammation. I will fully recover after another week." Du Jinnian heard Cheng Zenuo say that her leg swelling is a postoperative sequela, his heart suddenly a pain.

A strong sense of guilt came unstoppably, and Du Jinnian secretly blamed himself for his carelessness——

Du Jinnian, how can you neglect that Zi Nuo still has postoperative sequelae?

You really pay too little for Zi Nuo.

Even if you spend the rest of your life to make up for Zi Nuo, it's not enough.

You will always be in debt to Zi Nuo. You will always be in debt.

Heart seems to be dripping blood, Du Jinnian heavy steps to Cheng Zi Nuo, sorry to apologize, "Zi Nuo, sorry."

Cheng Zi Nuo laughs and feels miserable. She shakes her head. "I'm sick because I'm not in good health. You don't need to apologize to me."

Du Jinnian's hands were shaking and his breathing became short.

At this moment, he wants to rush over and hold Cheng ZiNuo tightly and tell her in a loud voice:

Zi Nuo, I really love you!

What I changed my heart, what I want to marry other women, are all my lies to you.

I'm really fed up with not being able to be with you. I don't want to care about anything. I just want to stay in Lapland forever with you and Xiaojun. Let me take care of you until you get old, OK?

Du Jinnian's heartache has reached the extreme, just a little bit, he will tell the truth to Cheng ZiNuo.

He couldn't remember how many times he was so worried.

Who can feel his pain?

But in the end, reason kept him in control.

He can't do that.

He can't be so selfish.

Break up is he put forward at the beginning, he broke Cheng Zi Nuo's heart.

Therefore, Cheng Zenuo will seek a more suitable life if he leaves. What qualifications does he have to control Cheng Zenuo's life?

After calming down, Du Jinnian took out his mobile phone and dialed the male assistant Xiao Chen's phone, "Xiao Chen, you go to the Mingxuan traditional Chinese medicine hospital on Huayuan road tomorrow to pay a year's physical therapy fee in advance, and let the old traditional Chinese medicine doctor go to Zi Nuo's house to give Zi Nuo physical therapy on a regular basis."

Listen to Du Jinnian mention Mingxuan traditional Chinese Medicine Museum, Cheng Zenuo immediately stopped Du Jinnian, "Du Jinnian, you don't need to let Xiao Chen go there, Xuanyu has done it for me."

Du Jinnian was shocked.

Then, he forced up a faint smile and said, "Zi Nuo, Xuanyu really cares about you. If you can, you might as well consider him."

Cheng ZiNuo's hand on the infrared physiotherapy light switch gradually tightened. She didn't look up and her voice was indifferent. "Du Jinnian, I don't think about Xuanyu. It's none of your business."

"But I don't want you to be alone all the time."

When Du Jinnian said this sentence, his voice was obviously hoarse.

Cheng ZiNuo held back his tears and raised his head stubbornly. "Don't worry, I can't die. I'm very strong. Even if I'm really alone all the time, I can live well. " Du Jinnian hears that Cheng ZiNuo has a sharp backbone between the lines. Cheng ZiNuo's strength makes him appreciate it and also makes him feel sad.

Zi Nuo, you will live a long life. You will.

No matter what you think of me, I will stand behind you and support you silently.

I will try my best to make it up to you, as long as you live well.

What she wanted to say was stuck in her throat, but Du Jin didn't say it at the end of the year.

He sat down by Cheng ZiNuo's bed and put his hand on Cheng ZiNuo's knee.

Cheng ZiNuo's body can't help shaking, she quickly took away Du Jinnian's hand in defiance, "Du Jinnian, what do you do?"

Du Jinnian smiles at Cheng ZiNuo, and his black eyes flow tenderly. "ZiNuo, I learned to press your legs with the old Chinese medicine doctor of Mingxuan traditional Chinese Medicine Museum. I'll press them for you to make your legs easier. Believe my technique, I often press my mother's leg, the effect is very good

With that, he put his big palm on Cheng ZiNuo's knee again.

At the thought of Du Jinnian's fiancee, Cheng ZiNuo resents Du Jinnian's close physical contact with her.

She wants to take away Du Jinnian's hand again, but Du Jinnian doesn't allow her to move any more and presses her leg forcibly——

Du Jinnian's slender, warm fingers along her cool knees across the gentle arc, all the way slowly down to the calf

And then to the sole of the foot, his movements are sometimes gentle and sometimes powerful, and the rhythm is very well controlled.

It has to be said that Du Jinnian's technology is comparable to that of the old TCM doctors in Mingxuan TCM Museum.

Cheng ZiNuo quietly looks at Du Jinnian, who is deeply buried in pressing her legs. Her eyes are full of sour heat, and the warm current in her heart is spreading.

She must admit that Du Jinnian has always been a person who knows what to learn and how to master it.

You know, this is where she used to like him and worship him.

But what's the use?

She's devoted to him, but he's looking for something new.

People are changeable, things are not.

Cheng ZiNuo doesn't want to think about those unhappy things any more. She forces herself to calm down, and tears are forced back by her.

Because Du Jinnian was too comfortable, and she had been on the plane for so long, Cheng Zenuo was really tired, so she leaned on the head of the bed to sleep.

Du Jinnian gets up and carefully flattens Cheng ZiNuo's body and covers the quilt for him.

Just as he was about to go to the children's bed, Cheng Zenuo, who was immersed in his dream, suddenly held his hand. His sad sleeping face was very touching. "Husband, don't go, hold me, OK?"

Du Jinnian hesitated for a while. Then, he gently lay down beside Cheng ZiNuo with his eyes closed and hugged him tightly.

"Zi Nuo, I'm not going. I'm here. Sleep, my baby

He couldn't help falling a long kiss on Cheng ZiNuo's lips. Then he hugged Cheng ZiNuo more tightly for fear that Cheng ZiNuo would disappear in the next second.

Cheng ZiNuo nestles in Du Jinnian's broad and warm arms and sleeps soundly. Since her divorce, she has suffered from insomnia for a long time. This is the first time that she has such a good sleep, stable and steady.

Maybe she really missed Du Jinnian too much. When Acacia was finally placed, her whole body relaxed.

I remember singing in a song——

The sky is endless like freedom

Know that heart is too lonely in the wind

Just let her stay in your arms

I'd rather be a boat if you were the sea

At least let her land in your arms

It's a long night. Du Jinnian doesn't feel the slightest sleepiness. He just quietly looks at Cheng ZiNuo sleeping in his arms. His heart hurts like a knife——

Du Jinnian, how long have you not held Zi Nuo like this?

Zi Nuo is so thin that you are distressed.

If that drizzled afternoon, you did not let Zi Nuo sit on your bike, perhaps, Zi Nuo would not bear the suffering now.

Why do you fall in love with Zino?

And why let Zi Nuo fall in love with you?

You're not supposed to be the heist in her life.

When will all this end?

Suddenly, Cheng ZiNuo talks in his sleep again

Jinnian, do you understand that I am willing to go with you in the wind and rain, but you let go of my hand.

Am I really bad?

Or you don't deserve me?

How did you change your mind?

Are you willing to miss it like this?

Du Jinnian seems to hear the sound of his heart breaking. The crystal lamp hanging on the ceiling is shining in the air, reflecting his melancholy face, like tears.

Falling into silent grief, Du Jinnian repeatedly asked himself: Yes, Du Jinnian, are you willing?