How Much Love Fades Away

One side of the small Jun see this scene, his cheek can't help a hot, and then cover mouth snicker, heart warm.

No matter how his mother and father treat each other, in his mind, his mother and father will always be his mother and father. He still hopes that they can get back together and form a complete family.

When Cheng ZiNuo wakes up and wants to push Du Jinnian away, Du Jinnian hugs her tightly, as if to drown her in his gentle breath.

Suddenly, Du Jinnian's lips burst of pain, strong smell of salty quickly spread in the mouth.

He can't help but let go of the Cheng Zi Nuo, the bright red blood drips in the corner of the mouth.

Pop!

Cheng ZiNuo gives Du Jinnian a loud slap in the face.

Hot tears fell, drowning Cheng's face. She angrily yelled at Du Jinnian, "Du Jinnian, you are not a man! We are divorced. You don't want me! Now that you have a fiancee, you are still doing this to me in front of our children

"Mom..."

Xiaojun didn't expect that his mother would be so angry. He even beat his father, which scared him to stop talking.

Angry Cheng ZiNuo looked down at Xiaojun, his eyes were sharp, and he gave a sharp warning, "Du Mingjun, listen to me, your father just did that to his mother! If you don't respect other women behind your fiancee's back like your father in the future, let mom know, mom will never be polite to you! "

Small Jun timidly looking at Cheng Zi Nuo, a word dare not say, can only repeatedly nod.

Du Jinnian's left face is burning with pain, but his heart is more painful.

How he regretted that he had found the rotten excuse of having a fiancee to make Cheng ZiNuo give up his heart. As a result, driven by his irresistible love, he repeatedly lost control of Cheng ZiNuo, leading to a deeper and deeper misunderstanding of Cheng ZiNuo.

"Zi Nuo, I'm sorry. It's my fault. Don't scare the children. "

Du Jinnian sincerely apologizes to Cheng Zenuo.

"Xiaojun, let's go back!"

Cheng ZiNuo no longer has the mood to appreciate the aurora, she tears up Xiaojun's hand, straight ahead.

Xiao Jun is dragged by Cheng ZiNuo and can't stop. From time to time, he looks back at Du Jinnian standing in the same place. In his eyes, he is reluctant to part.

Du Jinnian seems to be frozen in the snow, looking at the figure of Chengzi Nuo and Xiaojun disappearing at the end of the vast white world

His heart seemed to sink into a boundless abyss

Back home in Hong Kong City, due to the tiredness of the journey, Cheng Zenuo falls asleep with Xiaojun in his arms.

Although a little unpleasant happened in Lapland, it is strange that her insomnia disappeared since she met Du Jinnian. At least when she and Du Jinnian were in the same room, she had a sweet sleep, and at this moment, in her own home, she also had a deep sleep.

Maybe it's because of Du Jinnian that she has some regrets in her heart. Therefore, the person who can treat her insomnia is also Du Jinnian. Heart disease still needs heart medicine.

The next morning after breakfast, Xiao Tao told Cheng Zi Nuo, "sister Zi Nuo, Mr. Du sent me the doctor's address. He told me to take you to see the doctor about your insomnia."

Cheng ZiNuo's lips were full of bitterness. She shook her head, "peach, no need. I know my own situation. " Xiao Tao clenched Cheng Zi Nuo's arm and pleaded, "sister Zi Nuo, I can't help but finish the task that Mr. Du gave me, so let me take you to the doctor, OK? Do you want to keep sleeping by taking medicine all the time? It's too dependent and harmful to you. "

Cheng ZiNuo stares at Xiao Tao and says sincerely, "Xiao Tao, I've been trying to keep sleeping without taking medicine

Yes, although the process is long and painful, but I will stick to it. I believe I can overcome insomnia one day. But I really want to ask you, "are you going to be a nanny for your whole life?"

In Cheng Zenuo's opinion, Xiaotao is still very young after all, and his good years should not be wasted on serving others. She can make good use of her time to improve herself and live a better life.

Xiao Tao lowered her head in shame, and her voice was low. "Sister Zi Nuo, what can I do if I'm not a nanny? When I was a child, my family was poor, and my parents preferred boys over girls. I didn't read much, and I was not wanted for a decent job. So, all I can do is babysitter, at least the salary is good, and I can support my brother and me

Cheng ZiNuo thinks that Xiaotao misunderstood her meaning. She explains to Xiaotao quickly, "there is no distinction between high and low in labor, but there is different division of labor in society. Don't feel inferior when you are a nanny, or think what I just said is discriminating against you. I never look down on anyone. I just think you can make yourself better. "

Xiao Tao frowned, confused, "sister Zi Nuo, can you tell me more about it?"

Cheng ZiNuo holds Xiaotao's hand and takes a serious attitude. "For example, you can use your vacation time to take a class, learn some financial or business knowledge, and get a certificate. In the future, you can do a job that you prefer and pay more. After all, people's future is not determined by where you are at the moment, but by the direction you are going

Xiao Tao understood Cheng ZiNuo's words, she nodded, and then looked at Cheng ZiNuo blankly, "but, if I

If I apply for classes, my economy will be stretched, which will lead to my life and my brother's not as good as they are now. "

Cheng Zi Nuo smiles to Xiao Tao, and his tone is firm. "You don't have to worry about this. I'll pay you the money for your class, and you can go to study at ease."

Peach grateful, tears Shua down, "Zi Nuo elder sister, how can I let you help me like this?"

"You take good care of me and Xiaojun. Shouldn't I show you something? What people do is mutual, no one owes who. Once you owe it, you have to pay it back. You can't even run. So it's better not to be in debt in the first place. Besides, you and I are both women. It's not easy. Let's make allowance for each other. "

What Cheng Zi Nuo said is from the bottom of his heart.

Du Jinnian asks Xiaotao to take care of her and Xiaojun. She doesn't have to worry about Xiaotao's salary at all. Du Jinnian does it all by himself. She won't take advantage of it. She wants to help Xiao Tao change the status quo for her kindness, carefulness and responsibility. It can also be regarded as an explanation to Du Jinnian. She asks for a clear conscience.

Xiao Tao can't help but open his arms to embrace Cheng ZiNuo. His voice is hoarse. "Sister ZiNuo, you're so good. It's a pity that you and Mr. Du are separated. You two shouldn't just miss it. "

Heart bursts of pain, Cheng Zi Nuo's eyes began to turn red, she held back tears, corrected Xiao Tao's words, "it's not me and Du Jinnian who separate, it's Du Jinnian who first proposed to separate from me. In this world, there are so many should not, in the final analysis, all

It's a matter of willingness or not. Since Du Jinnian doesn't want to go down with me, I don't have to pester him. " But in fact, she really can not entangle with Du Jinnian?

At least for now, even if she can, Du Jinnian can't.

Because she and Du Jinnian have a child, which is an indisputable fact.

For the sake of their children, they are also less likely to die of old age.

However, after Du Jinnian married his fiancee, how could his new wife not ask him to have a child of their own?

At that time, Du Jinnian may gradually reduce the contact with Xiaojun.

So in the end, Du Jinnian and his mother and son may have been passers-by since then.

At the thought of this, Cheng Zenuo felt sad.

Suddenly, someone was knocking at the door.

Xiao Tao goes to open the door.

It's Kong Linlin.

Cheng ZiNuo immediately went to meet, "Linlin, please come in."

Kong Linlin follows Cheng ZiNuo into the living room. Then, she is determined to keep her eyes fixed on Cheng ZiNuo

He said, "Zi Nuo, actually I told you that Du Jinnian was going to marry a foreign woman that day."

Unexpectedly, she didn't have time to say what she said behind her. After a long business trip, romantic came in with her suitcase.

Seeing the red and swollen eyes of Romani, Cheng ZiNuo can't help but worry, "have you ever cried, Mary?"

Romance slumped down on the sofa, silent.

Aware that the atmosphere is not right, Kong Linlin feels that it is not the right time for her to come today. She wisely says goodbye to Cheng ZiNuo, "ZiNuo, you talk first. I'll come back another day. Bye."

At the end of the speech, she turned and left.

Cheng ZiNuo sat down next to Romani and handed her a tissue. "Aren't you on a business trip with Zhiwen, Manli? Why, he scolded you? "

"No," she said, shaking her head. I just saw how difficult it was for the children in the mountain area to go to school one by one, and they had to wade through mountains and rivers. They were really hard-working. All of a sudden, I feel that I'm a little bit in the middle of fortune and I don't know my fortune. I've been around my third brother all day. Even if I work hard, it's just to make my third brother like me. I see my narrowness, and I shouldn't be

Cheng ZiNuo was surprised by the words of Romani. She suddenly felt that the Romani in front of her was very different from the one she used to know. She was pleasantly surprised to find that her thoughts had changed, matured too much, and rose to a higher level.

"So, what are you going to do next?"

Cheng ZiNuo asked Romani with concern.

"I'm going to take all my savings out to build a primary school for children in the mountain area, and then go there to help teach. I want to do something meaningful for the children there. "

"No way!"

Who knows, as soon as the voice of romance falls, Xu Zhiwen's sharp voice comes.

Cheng didn't expect Xu Zhiwen to come.

She hurried over and said, "Zhiwen, this is Mary's decision. She knows what she is doing. Don't interfere with her." "I won't listen to you, third brother," she said

"If you have to go to the remote mountain area to suffer, don't stop me from associating with Zi Nuo!"

Xu Zhiwen blurted out.

Cheng ZiNuo is astonished!

Xu Zhiwen hasn't given up on her yet?