How Much Love Fades Away

After work, Cheng ZiNuo sneezed several times and found that he might have a cold, so he went to a drugstore to buy over-the-counter drugs.

With two boxes of cold granules, Cheng Zenuo goes to the front desk to pay.

Suddenly, her side thought of the familiar voice line, "beauty, how much is this?"

Cheng ZiNuo subconsciously turns back and sees that it's Chu Xiaolu. She is stunned.

Then she looked down at the pregnancy test stick in Chu Xiaolu's hand.

Chu Xiaolu is pregnant with Du Jinnian's child?

Cheng Zi Nuo's mind suddenly flashed such an idea.

Chu Xiaolu is also obviously surprised to meet Cheng ZiNuo in the drugstore, probably because she is guilty. She quickly avoids Cheng ZiNuo's eyes, pays for the pregnancy test stick in a hurry, and leaves like a fugitive.

Watching Chu Xiaolu's car disappear at the corner, Cheng Zenuo's heart seems to sink.

She didn't expect that Du Jinnian and Chu Xiaolu would have children so soon. After all, she hasn't seen Du Jinnian and Chu Xiaolu have a wedding.

But she turned to think that maybe the two of them were traveling to get married and took a low-key route.

However, when Du Jinnian had another child, his love for Xiaojun could not be the same as before.

I am also a woman. I will have children with Jinnian in the future. Shouldn't my children have fatherly love? I don't allow you to let your children and my children rob Dad!

What Chu Xiaolu once said keeps ringing in Cheng ZiNuo's ears, like a sharp knife cutting her body again and again.

Du Jinnian, Xiaojun and I have completely lost you.

Tears welled up in Cheng Zi Nuo's eyes, but she forbade them to slide down.

The staff of the drugstore saw that Cheng ZiNuo was in a trance and asked carefully, "lady, are you sure you want to take these two boxes of cold granules? Would you like to get a doctor to prescribe more medicine? "

Cheng ZiNuo returned to her senses. She was embarrassed and said, "no, thank you."

With that, she took out her mobile phone and scanned the payment code.

When he got home, Cheng Zenuo sat on the sofa with his head in his hands and said nothing.

Since seeing Chu Xiaolu buy a pregnancy test stick in the drugstore, she has been in a bad mood.

Frankly speaking, she is afraid that Du Jinnian will give all her love to his children with Chu Xiaolu, and gradually alienate Xiaojun

And even no more.

Although she successfully passed the operation, it is an ideal medical data that her life can last for up to ten years. This is still on the premise that the cancer does not recur or metastasize. In case of cancer recurrence or metastasis within five years, she may not live for less than ten years.

So, it's a cruel fact that her company with the little girl is getting shorter and shorter.

It's very hard to say that Xiaojun may lose his mother before he is 18.

By that time, Du Jinnian was already taking care of his new home, because Chu Xiaolu would never let Xiaojun participate in their family.

So Xiaojun became an orphan.

Poor boy, life is hard. When Cheng ZiNuo thought of these, his heart seemed to be dripping blood.

Because of all the above, in order to prevent Xiaojun from being helpless in the future, Cheng Zenuo is not willing to stop making money. With enough money, Xiaojun will have enough food and clothing, and his health will be protected.

She even taught Xiaojun to be independent early: let him learn how to wash and cook, take part in various summer camps to exercise his outdoor survival ability, and use his brain flexibly to earn extra money, etc.

As a mother, when you have children, you are responsible for them.

Although children and grandchildren have their own happiness, when you are alive, you must go all out to fight for more favorable conditions for your children.

This is also for the benefit of children, better than you drag children.

Fortunately, Xiaojun is competitive, intelligent and sensible, and outstanding in all aspects.

According to the current form of normal development, even if Xiaojun is really a person in the future, he can adapt to it like a fish in water.

Of course, there is still a premise: Xiaojun's illness has not worsened.

In the study of lung transplantation, the probability of survival for more than five years in patients who have received lung transplantation is about 35%, and the probability of survival for more than ten years is not zero, but the number is small.

Xiaojun's lung transplantation operation has been over five years, excluding an adverse reaction last year. After treatment, his condition was controlled, and he did not have any abnormalities.

The doctor said that with the continuous improvement of Xiaojun's condition, the anti rejection drugs and the monitoring and prevention of postoperative complications, Xiaojun's survival for more than 10 years is not a problem.

For this reason, Cheng ZiNuo prays that God will bless Xiaojun for a long life, and that she will never have cancer recurrence or metastasis, so that she can accompany Xiaojun to old age.

Noticing that Cheng ZiNuo seems to be sad, Xiaojun walks over and worries, "Mom, are you not feeling well today?"

The thought is interrupted, Cheng Zi Nuo raises a head.

She reached out and stroked Xiaojun's handsome face, gazing at the deep black eyes that looked like Du Jinnian, and her heart was throbbing.

The longer Xiaojun grows, the more he looks like Du Jinnian, including some living habits with the shadow of Du Jinnian. For example, when he comes home, he takes off his socks and goes to the bathroom to soak his feet. When he thinks about problems, he likes to rub his eyebrows. When he is not happy, he is used to standing in front of the window and looking at the sky without saying a word

Even lonely, Xiaojun followed Du Jinnian. In the past, Du Jinnian was with Cheng ZiNuo. Du Jinnian always put his hand on the soft left side of Cheng ZiNuo before going to bed. Today, Xiaojun has inherited his father's "fine tradition.".

Cheng ZiNuo knows that this is not an expression of their attachment complex, but in the face of the people they love, they can take off all their armor and show their true selves.

In fact, the stronger people are, the less secure they are.

They just want to seek the inner belonging of that side in the quiet of night.

Fortunately, Cheng Zenuo has successfully guided Xiaojun to sleep alone, relieving Xiaojun's ideological burden.

But he inherited this habit from his father, and it is estimated that he will "relapse" in his beloved wife in the future.

I hope that in the future the other party will not mistakenly think that Xiaojun's behavior is Ma Bao's performance. Xiaojun is a real man.

If Xiaojun is a man who sticks to his feelings, he will beat his father too much. Taking a deep breath, Cheng Zenuo says to Xiaojun, "Xiaojun, your father is going to have a new child. With a new child, your father may gradually alienate you. My mother told you in advance that I hope you will be ready for it as soon as possible. "

Xiaojun is shocked.

It took a long time for the little guy to find his voice, and his face was covered with a calm and determined smile, "Mom, dad has his life to live, we have our life to live, and everyone is OK. In addition, you must promise me - you must live longer with me and strive for a long life. Our two mothers and children should enjoy the world. "

Xiao Jun's strong let Cheng Zi Nuo happy, also let Cheng Zi Nuo distressed.

She nodded to Xiaojun, and then hugged him into her arms. The hot tears finally came down, "good boy, mom is proud of you. It's enough for mom to have you. We work hard and nothing can crush us

Goodbye, Du Jinnian.

From now on, we will not disturb each other, we will be safe.

Cheng Zenuo said goodbye to Du Jinnian at the bottom of his heart.

Suddenly, the phone rings.

Cheng ZiNuo immediately took it up to check. Unexpectedly, the pop-up news instantly made her mobile phone fall to the ground, and the screen broke——