How Much Love Fades Away

The rain falls on the umbrella and makes a sad sound. The strength is like hitting Cheng ZiNuo's heart again and again, choking like pain.

If it wasn't for her covering her face tightly, Du Jinnian would have seen her face full of tears at this moment.

Du Jinnian, I understand that I am a stranger to you now.

You see, at this time you treat me how friendly, afraid of me in the rain, give me an umbrella.

How ridiculous, we two fell in love for ten years, to the end, you are extremely indifferent to me, I'm not even as good as a stranger in your eyes.

Do you really think Xiaojun and I are dead?

We mother and son have disappeared from your world. Are you so happy?

How I regret meeting you.

Knowing you is the biggest mistake I've ever made in my life.

I won't make mistakes again and again!

Cheng ZiNuo's mood is on the verge of collapse, she almost said this, but the only trace of reason left for her to keep silent.

She didn't say a word. She just grabbed Du Jinnian's umbrella and strode forward without looking back.

Du Jinnian, you'd better have a high fever tonight because of the heavy rain!

Cheng Zi Nuo in the bottom of his heart, angry voice, hot tears already blurred her sight

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Suddenly unable to defend the ground, Du Jinnian's deep and sad voice came from behind her, like a sharp arrow piercing her body - madam, your back is too much like my ex-wife. Unfortunately, she died. I'm sorry for her!

Du Jinnian, of course you're sorry for me and Xiaojun.

I will let you pay it back, I will!

When Cheng ZiNuo heard Du Jinnian's words, she didn't stop. She just ran faster and faster, as if every step heavily stepped on her heart, very painful, very painful

When Cheng ZiNuo returns to his apartment, Lu Xuanyu has coaxed Xiaojun to sleep.

Seeing that Cheng Zenuo's eyes turned red after taking off his sunglasses, Lu Xuanyu could not help but worry, "Zenuo, have you ever cried?"

Cheng Zi Nuo gave a bitter smile and shook his head, "no, it's just that my eyes are uncomfortable. I rubbed them too many times."

Lu Xuanyu thinks Cheng ZiNuo is lying. Cheng ZiNuo must have met something, otherwise she would not come back so late.

He took Cheng Zi Nuo's hand and said softly, "Zi Nuo, we are friends. Don't cheat me. Tell me the truth, what happened to you? "

An irresistible impulse to talk swept in. Cheng Zenuo sat on the sofa and said in a deep voice, "I met Du Jinnian twice today."

Lu Xuanyu was shocked, "what? Du Jinnian also came to London? "

Cheng ZiNuo nodded.

Lu Xuanyu raised Cheng Zenuo's face in his hands and asked anxiously, "Du Jinnian bullied you again, didn't he? You tell me, where is he now? I'll teach him for you! "

Cheng ZiNuo took Lu Xuanyu's hand and said in a hoarse voice, "he didn't bully me. He didn't even recognize me. It's just because I see him, I feel very painful. " Lu Xuanyu felt aggrieved and unwilling for Cheng ZiNuo. He said angrily, "that bastard is not worth your heartache for him. Next time I meet him, I will beat him up and take out my anger for you!"

Cheng Zi Nuo raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corner of his eyes, and his heart was cold.

She is not for Du Jinnian, she is for herself.

Her heart aches that she has wrongly paid ten years of love for a cold man she shouldn't love.

Don't want to talk about Du Jinnian, Cheng Zenuo changed the topic, "Xuanyu, it's late, you go back to rest early, thank you for taking care of me and Xiaojun, I will thank you very much in the future. I do what I say. "

Lu Xuanyu kept his eyes fixed on Cheng ZiNuo and said sincerely, "ZiNuo, I don't need you to thank me. What I do for you is out of my willingness. I'm leaving, and you're going to have an early rest. I'll pick you up to the hospital at nine tomorrow morning. "

With that, Lu Xuanyu turned and left.

In the dead of night, Cheng Zenuo lay in bed without any sleepiness.

Tomorrow, she's going to see a doctor. It's hard to say whether her face can be cured.

Looking at the crystal pendant on the ceiling flashing in the air, her heart seemed to hang up

When Lu Xuanyu applied for a visa for Cheng ZiNuo, he paid 200 pounds of immigration health surcharge for Cheng ZiNuo. He also registered in the local medical system in time and made an appointment successfully. So the next day, Cheng ZiNuo arrived at the hospital without the trouble of queuing up and could go in and find a doctor directly.

Dr. white examined the "hornet's nest" scar for Cheng ZiNuo, and then he looked serious and thoughtful.

Cheng Zi Nuo has no bottom in her heart. Her hands are tightening, and her palms are full of sweat.

Lu Xuanyu asked Dr. white nervously, "Dr. white, can Zi Nuo's scar be removed?"

Dr. white raised his glasses and said seriously, "it can be removed, but Ms. Cheng's skin is sensitive. If skin transplantation is used, I am worried that Ms. Cheng will have rejection soon. Once there is rejection, the operation is in vain. "

Cheng ZiNuo's heart suddenly trembled violently, her face was full of loss, "Dr. white, so you don't mind if I have skin transplantation, do you?"

"Yes." Dr. White did not deny it.

Cheng ZiNuo's heart seems to fall to the bottom.

Before she came to the hospital, she was more or less hopeful. Now she listened to Dr. white

After that, the faint light in her heart went out completely.

"However, we can consider other treatment options." Dr. White came out of the blue.

"What else is the treatment?" Lu Xuanyu asked anxiously.

"I need to discuss with the team first, and then come back the day after tomorrow when the results come out. At that time, Ms. Cheng, see if you want to do it. " Dr. white suggested.

Since there are other treatment options, it proves that there is still the possibility of restoring the original appearance, and Cheng Zi Nuo suddenly feels that the dim light is on again.

In any case, she has to try. If she doesn't try, she will die“ Dr. white, I'll go through the procedure of hospitalization today. No matter what plan you use to treat me, I'll decide to do it. " Cheng ZiNuo said it firmly.

"Well, go through the formalities. Ms. Cheng, you can rest assured that we will do our best to treat you. " Dr. white handed the medical card to Cheng Zenuo.

A week later, after receiving a series of physical examinations, Cheng was pushed into the operating room without any problems.

During the operation, Cheng was sober.

Anesthetics made her lose pain. She heard the small sound of the instrument on her skin, and felt the cold of the metal instrument across her skin. She didn't know how the doctors were dealing with her "hornet's nest" scar.

The operation took four hours to complete, and three days later, Cheng was able to remove the gauze.

In a short period of three days, Cheng ZiNuo seems to have spent three lives, long and suffering.

The moment you sit in front of the mirror, Cheng ZiNuo's nerves are tense.

She was eager to see what she looked like after removing the gauze, but she was afraid to see what she looked like after removing the gauze.

She even breathed carefully.

The moment the gauze falls, Cheng Zenuo stares in shock