How Much Love Fades Away

Du ZiNuo seemed to hear her heart breaking bit by bit. She forced herself to keep calm. She looked at Du Jinnian coldly and said in a deep voice, "Sir, you have recognized the wrong person."

At the end of the speech, she got up to leave.

Du Jinnian grabbed her arm and said firmly, "Zi Nuo, I'm sure it's you. Don't go!"

Cheng Zi's heart is bitter. She really wants to ask Du Jinnian: Du Jinnian, who do you think you are? This is London, not the port city. Do you still want to control me in London? It's beyond our capacity!

However, reason makes her not speak out. She is still working for the boss in the restaurant. Du Jinnian is her guest now. She can't offend the guests. Otherwise, she would lose her job.

She tried to squeeze a friendly smile at Du Jinnian and politely said to Du Jinnian, "Sir, you really recognize the wrong person. Please let me go. I have to work. "

Du Jinnian is sure that he doesn't recognize the wrong person. He simply takes Cheng ZiNuo to the rest room.

Worried about being seen by the boss, Cheng ZiNuo struggled desperately and cried anxiously, "let me go! If my boss sees me, I'll lose my job! Let go of me -- "

Instead, Du Jinnian continued to pull Cheng ZiNuo forward as if he had not heard what Cheng ZiNuo was saying, and the pace was faster and faster.

He wants to ask Cheng ZiNuo alone, what has she experienced in these days when he thinks she is dead? Why is she in London? Why do you serve in this Chinese restaurant? And her face, how did it become different from before?

He also told her how guilty he had been and how much he missed her. He owes her an apology.

Chengzi see Du Jinnian didn't stop meaning, she some unbearable.

"I want you to let go!"

Suppressed for a long time of anger finally broke out, Cheng Zi Nuo struggled to get rid of Du Jinnian's big palm, then stretched out his hand toward Du Jinnian's left face is a loud slap in the face.

The slap was for the dead child in her stomach.

Pop!

When Du Jinnian covers his left cheek, Cheng ZiNuo slaps Du Jinnian's right face again.

This slap is for herself and Xiaojun.

She hates Du Jinnian, she hates him!

Unfortunately, the boss saw Cheng ZiNuo start to Du Jinnian.

He ran over angrily, pointed to Cheng ZiNuo's nose and scolded, "Cheng ZiNuo, what are you? You dare to beat our guests! I'll fire you now. You can't get a cent! "

"Are you blind? Can't you see that I have the same ancestor as you? I don't need you to dismiss me. I'll quit myself! "

Cheng Zi Nuo is also angry, she went out.

Why must she meet Du Jinnian again and again? If it had not been for Du Jinnian, she would not have been so unlucky.

Screw it!

If you don't do it, you can't do it. It's a big deal to find a new job.

Death can't help her, but work can still defeat her?

She has sound limbs and developed mind. She doesn't do anything harmful to nature. She is not lazy and diligent. She is not afraid of no way out. As soon as the words are finished, Cheng ZiNuo takes off her apron and falls to the table. She leaves without looking back.

Du Jinnian chased him out. He stopped Cheng ZiNuo and said sincerely, "ZiNuo, I owe you a sorry."

"Mistakenly, sir. If you keep following me, I'll call the police. "

Cheng ZiNuo is always restraining her sadness. She doesn't shed a tear. She is as indifferent as a woman warrior.

Du Jinnian, you owe me more than a sorry, you owe me too much! One day, I'll make you double!

Heart bursts of pain, Cheng Zi Nuo heard another himself shouting in the body.

Du Jinnian wanted to say something, but he wanted to say nothing. He knew that no matter what he said,

Cheng will not forgive him.

Cheng ZiNuo pushed Du Jinnian away and went on.

Unexpectedly, Du Jinnian caught up with him again. He handed his brown shoulder bag to Cheng Zenuo in a low voice. "When you came out, you forgot to take your bag. The owner of the restaurant left your bag outside the door. I picked it up for you and gave it back to you."

Cheng Zi was stunned for a moment. Soon, she took her shoulder bag and ran all the way. At that moment, all the camouflaged strength collapsed. Her tears, like the torrent of breaking the dike, quickly drowned her face

Cheng Zi Nuo is walking on the wet street like a wandering soul. It's raining again. London is really a rainy city, probably like her, there are too many grievances and unwilling, so tears turned into rain.

All of a sudden, Cheng ZiNuo is sad. She remembers that she was so determined when she left the Chinese restaurant in order to maintain her poor self-esteem in front of Du Jinnian. But she forgot that she had been working hard all day to wash the dishes, until her hands were sore and her fingers were blistered. In the end, she didn't get any money.

Ridiculous. She's been a coolie all day.

While she slapped Du Jinnian, the cruel reality slapped her.

She is short of money now. She needs money more than anyone else.

How can she and Xiaojun survive without money?

Jobs can be found again. How can it be so easy to find suitable jobs? especially

She's still in a foreign country.

When people have no money, everything is vulnerable.

Heroism can't solve the economic difficulties at all. She regrets that she didn't calm down at the critical moment.

She has to admit that her hatred for Du Jinnian is far more than her rationality.

For a moment, she felt that the world had forgotten her. She became a homeless orphan.

I remember ten years ago, she made a wish on her birthday that she and Du Jinnian would form a warm home for them in the future. Whenever she comes home, her husband takes care of her.

Time is like sand in your fingers. Ten years pass in a flash.

At this moment, she is in a strange city, flying in the drizzle, she looks at people coming and going, ask, where is her home? In those crowded windows, no lamp was on for her.

She is still a person.

She wasted her best years.

Mood collapse, Cheng Zi Nuo squatted in the corner, two hands holding his shoulder bag and knees wailing.

She kept asking herself: Cheng Zenuo, can you hold on? Is it going to last?

After asking, she replied to herself: if you can't make it, you have to make it. You have Xiaojun and yourself. Anyway, you have to make it!

But life is really hard. She felt so tired.

Suddenly, Cheng Zenuo's shoulder bag fell to the ground, and something fell out of it.

When she saw what fell out, for a moment, her whole person was frozen!