How Much Love Fades Away

He Jingting see the situation is not good, immediately run to the doctor.

Lu An'an was frightened by Cheng ZiNuo who vomited blood. She kept stroking her back for Cheng ZiNuo, who was coughing. Her heart seemed to be hanging in her throat. "What's the matter with you, ZiNuo? Don't scare me, will you? "

Cheng ZiNuo felt as if his body had been torn, especially in the wound of his lower abdomen. If he was roasted by the fire, he suffered to death.

Why did I cough and vomit blood all of a sudden?

An ominous premonition came to Cheng Zenuo's mind

The doctor rushed to the ward and saw that Cheng ZiNuo's throat was inflamed. The initial diagnosis was caused by a moderate wind cold.

But the moderate wind cold cold should not make Cheng Zi Nuo cough to vomit blood, so the doctor asked Cheng Zi Nuo, "Ms. Cheng, do you often cough to vomit blood before you have a cold?"

Cheng Zi Nuo covered his stuffy chest and shook his head, "doctor, I love you

A cold sometimes coughs, but it's all mild. This is the first time it's so serious, and it coughs up blood. "

Suddenly she remembered what she had missed, and she added, "by the way, doctor, I have suffered from cervical adenocarcinoma, and the position where my lower abdomen was injured used to be the incision after surgery."

Hearing Cheng ZiNuo say this, the expression on the doctor's face became complicated. After a few seconds of silence, he said in a deep voice, "well, Ms. Cheng, I'll give you a list in a moment. You ask your friend to take you to the appointment window downstairs to make an appointment for a lung CT scan."

In a flash, Cheng Zenuo's heart was hit by the huge stone.

She pretended to be calm and nodded to the doctor, but her hand wrinkled the sheet.

No need for the doctor to say that she also understood that the purpose of the doctor's request for her lung CT scan was to confirm whether the cancer had metastasized to the lung.

If the cancer doesn't metastasize to the lungs, it's all right.

If the cancer had metastasized to the lungs, then... Her condition had deteriorated.

I don't know why, Cheng ZiNuo always feels that this time he is more or less unlucky.

Because it was the first time she coughed so horribly, she vomited a lot of blood.

After the doctor left, he Jingting found that Cheng ZiNuo lost his soul, and his heart suddenly hurt.

"Zi Nuo," he Jingting gently holds Cheng Zi Nuo's hand and looks gentle, "don't worry, it's nothing. Doctors let you do lung CT scan is also follow the normal diagnosis and treatment procedures

Cheng Zi Nuo a bitter smile, dim eyes only at a loss, "Jing Ting, I can only listen to fate now."

Her attending doctor, Cai Zhize, once told her that as long as her reexamination results were normal for five consecutive years, she would recover.

Now it's the second year since she finished her surgery for cervical adenocarcinoma. Even half of the five years have not passed, and her body has been abnormal

.

Cancer is doomed to be merciless and fatal.

Relapse or metastasis is coming, it's not up to you to choose, even if you've worked hard to live.

He Jingting can't bear Cheng ZiNuo's depression. He holds Cheng ZiNuo's shoulder and forces him to look into his eyes. "ZiNuo, the doctor hasn't made a conclusion about your illness. Why do you block your way first? Why don't you think that after you have done a strong CT scan of the lung, the results show that it is normal, and you will be more assured? Don't think about it, will you? " Lu an an on one side quickly raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corner of his eyes, echoing he Jingting, "yes, Zi Nuo, your previous reexamination is all right. How can you do a lung CT scan this time? Besides, the lung CT scan is not done once every six months. It happens that you will go to CAI Zhize for reexamination next month. If you want to do this project, you should be doing this reexamination project here in advance. "

What he Jingting and Lu An'an said is not unreasonable. Cheng ZiNuo's mood has slightly improved, and her mouth has a shallow smile

"Well, I don't think about it. I'll let it be. "

The staff made an appointment for Cheng ZiNuo's lung CT scan at 9 a.m. the day after tomorrow. Even if he finished the lung CT scan, he couldn't get the result immediately and had to wait for two days.

This process is long and painful for Cheng ZiNuo.

Based on her body, plus no results, she can't stop guessing.

This is an inevitable torture.

Cheng ZiNuo thought that he was calm enough to live and despise life and death, but this is not the case.

She has children to support, Du's group to run, Du Jinnian to wait, she has gone so far... She has too much concern.

So, she still doesn't want to be killed by cancer.

She wants to live, more than anyone else.

Every minute is precious to her, and she is not willing to waste it.

That's why she's very afraid that the cancer will spread to her lungs

Once the lung is operated on again, she will not live long.

She is not reconciled!

Back in the ward, Cheng Zenuo curls up in the quilt and falls into endless silence.

Lu An'an just wants to comfort Cheng ZiNuo. Her mobile phone rings suddenly. Seeing that it's her mother, she walks out of the ward to answer the phone.

He Jingting looks at Cheng ZiNuo's thin and lonely back and sighs. He helps Cheng ZiNuo tuck in the corner and whispers, "Zi Nuo, believe me, you'll be OK."

Cheng ZiNuo didn't turn around. She was staring at the gray sky outside the window. Her voice was a little hoarse. "Jingting, do you believe that people's good luck is limited?"

He Jingting shook his head and answered firmly, "I don't believe it. I just believe that the harder you work, the luckier you are. "

Cheng ZiNuo gave a weak smile, mixed with irony.

She turned her head, eyes faint crystal in the blink, "before, I always feel very lucky, meet their favorite people."

Have a sensible and obedient child, the career is booming and so on. However, when I have cancer and Jinnian and I miss it, I finally admit that people's good luck is limited. If you get what you deserve, you will lose what you don't want to lose. "

"Zi Nuo, why don't you think there's another word called" the best is the worst? "? I can tell you very clearly that your body will be OK, and Du Jinnian will come back to you. "

He Jingting doesn't know whether Cheng Zenuo will be OK or not, and whether Du Jinnian will come back to her, but he must give Cheng Zenuo confidence and cheer her up. Seeing that Cheng ZiNuo didn't say a word, he Jingting took a coin out of his pocket and said, "ZiNuo, if you don't believe me, I can flip this coin to make you believe it. If this coin falls into my palm three times from the air, all of them are positive, then it proves that I am right. Do you dare to fight with me? "

"Jingting, you believe in this kind of children's game. I'm not a three-year-old. "

Cheng is only concerned about her lung CT scan results, in addition to that

She has no idea.

He Jingting insisted on his position, "Zi Nuo, I'm serious. Just fight with me once, OK?"

Then he tossed the coin into the air——