How Much Love Fades Away

People's Hospital of Hong Kong City Center.

The doctor gave Cheng ZiNuo a detailed eye examination and diagnosed that Cheng ZiNuo's eyes were inflamed.

Originally, the doctor was going to prescribe two kinds of eye drops for Cheng ZiNuo, but when he put Cheng ZiNuo's medical card on the instrument, the computer screen showed Cheng ZiNuo's case.

Cheng Zi Nuo's vision is now back to normal, see the doctor suddenly frown, she asked perplexedly, "doctor, do you think what's wrong?"

The doctor looked up at Cheng ZiNuo and asked seriously, "Ms. Cheng, before you came to the hospital, do you have any other symptoms except that your eyes are uncomfortable and your vision is blurred?"

Cheng told the doctor truthfully, "at that time, in addition to the discomfort in his eyes, he felt dizzy and dizzy

"Do you still feel dizzy?" The doctor continued to ask Cheng ZiNuo.

Cheng Zi Nuo raised his hand and stroked his forehead, "a while, not always."

Du Jinnian, standing next to Cheng ZiNuo, can't help holding his hand on his side. His heart seems to be full of joy

Up to my throat.

He is afraid that Cheng Zenuo will be

As soon as he had that bad idea, he immediately stopped himself from guessing, but through the doctor's complicated expression, he couldn't help worrying about Cheng ZiNuo.

The doctor handed Cheng ZiNuo's medical card to him and said, "Ms. Cheng, I suggest you go to your original doctor, director Cai, and have a brain CT scan to see if there are any problems in your brain."

As soon as Cheng ZiNuo listens to the doctor's request that she go to CAI Zhize for a list of brain CT scans, she stops breathing.

"Doctor, do you feel that I may have cancer metastasis?"

It took a long time for Cheng to find his voice.

The doctor didn't hide his thoughts from Cheng ZiNuo. He nodded, "I doubt it, but doubt doesn't mean it must be. We won't know the details until the results of the inspection come out. If there is a problem, find it early and solve it early. Of course, no problem, the best. "

Du Jinnian is afraid that the doctor's words will irritate Cheng ZiNuo. He quickly pretends to calm down and comfort Cheng ZiNuo, "Zi Nuo, don't think much about it. The doctor also wants to make a more accurate diagnosis, and then better prescribe the right medicine to the case. Let Dr. Cai give you a list of brain tests. If there is no problem, you can rest assured. "

But what if there is a problem?

The nervous Cheng Zi Nuo finally kept the restraint, did not say this sentence.

It was less than six months since her last reexamination. The examination results at that time showed that all of them were normal. She was glad that she had passed another year without cancer recurrence or metastasis. She was getting closer and closer to recovery.

However, six months had not passed, she so quickly developed symptoms of eye inflammation, and most likely caused by cancer metastasis to the brain.

When he arrived at the gynecological clinic, Cheng Zenuo told Cai Zhize about his situation in detail, and conveyed the words of the ophthalmologist to CAI Zhize.

After listening to Cheng Zenuo's story, Cai Zhize's heart suddenly trembled violently!

He didn't expect that Cheng Zenuo would have a sudden situation. After all, the previous review showed that everything was normal.

In order to let Cheng Zenuo calm down, Cai Zhize advised, "Zenuo, the previous review is all right, not necessarily this brain CT scan. Sometimes, a lot of tests are done for more accurate and effective treatment, not the kind of bad results you think Du Jinnian immediately echoed, "yes, Zi Nuo, don't be nervous. We have to check what we should do. What we want to do is to be at ease."

Cheng ZiNuo's lips were full of bitterness. She didn't say anything.

It's no use saying anything until the results of the brain CT scan come out.

In the test room, the instrument makes a dull buzzing sound, pushing Cheng Zenuo on the bed into the round black hole.

Cheng ZiNuo closed his eyes tightly, folded his hands in his abdomen, and his heart beat out of rhythm.

It's ironic to think that today is the day when she and Du Jinnian make an appointment to go to the marriage registration office to get the marriage certificate. As a result, her health is not as good as it should be. It's bad for her and Du Jinnian.

Cheng Zenuo, the plan is not as fast as the change. Maybe it's specially arranged for you.

You should have got your marriage certificate at the marriage registry. Ironically, you got a lot of medical checklists at the hospital.

If there is no problem with the results of the examination, everything will be easy to say.

If there's something wrong with the results, you're... Going to die.

The death rate of cancer metastasis is horribly high. This time, it is transferred to the brain. Even if the tumor is removed, it will spread to other parts later, even at an amazing speed. In short, it is to make you die quickly.

It's the will of heaven.

It's not easy to find Jinnian.

Jinnian managed to walk again.

It's hard for you to get through to the day of remarriage.

Unfortunately

Tears revolve in the eyes of Cheng Zenuo, her lips are shaking, but she holds back and does not allow herself to cry.

What can she do now?

It's not that she doesn't try to live, but that even if she does, her body still doesn't allow her to live for a long time.

This may be her life.

What's the fate of a person's life? It may be predestined on the day of birth.

The final result is the same whether the experience is plain or vigorous.

When she was young and frivolous, like the hot-blooded young people in those movies, she firmly believed that my life was up to me. She was not afraid of heaven and earth. She was full of initiative.

Young is good, energetic, healthy, what worries?

However, diseases come down like mountains, especially cancer. It's not up to you to say that taking your life means taking your life.

Jinnian, I'm not reconciled.

We haven't remarried yet.

I can't bear you, our children

Cheng Zi Nuo's tears finally fall down, and her ears are still dreary

It sounds like a cry. She didn't want to die.

She has too much to worry about

It's already noon after the brain CT scan, and the results will not come out until 3 p.m.

Du Jinnian sends Cheng Zenuo home.

Sitting in the car on the way back, Cheng Zenuo looked at the gray sky outside the window without saying a word, with empty eyes.

Du Jinnian, who is driving, holds the steering wheel tightly, and his heart aches inch by inch.

He knows that Cheng ZiNuo is afraid of the examination results. In fact, he is also afraid.

If the result is not good, then he will lose his lover.

He and Cheng Zenuo just got together

How unfair this is to them, especially to Cheng Zenuo.

"Zi Nuo, you've been working too hard recently, and you'll feel dizzy only when you have low blood pressure. Excessive accumulation of heart fire will cause eye discomfort. These doctors have told you, have you forgotten? That brain CT is just a process. So, you'll be fine. "

Du Jinnian doesn't want Cheng Zenuo to be unhappy. With that, he turns on the car radio,

Find the music channel and try to transfer Cheng Zenuo's thoughts

At 3 p.m., Du Jinnian went to the hospital to get the brain CT scan results for Cheng ZiNuo, while Cheng ZiNuo stayed at home to get the news.

Du Jinnian doesn't want Cheng ZiNuo to have too much pressure, so he asks Cheng ZiNuo to stay at home.

The waiting process is the most painful. Every minute seems to be suffering. Cheng Zenuo's heart is strained