How Much Love Fades Away

Hearing the footsteps of Du Jinnian's departure, Cheng Zenuo's heart sank gradually.

She knew that Du Jinnian would never forget her words. She bet that Du Jinnian would listen to her this time.

So, she waited for the news of Du Jinnian.

When dusk comes, Cheng ZiNuo receives a call from Du Jinnian, "ZiNuo, I won't divorce you, but I will let ansu leave nuominian clothing and transfer her to the headquarters of Du's group. Kong Linlin continues to be the marketing director of Nuo Nian clothing. "

Cheng ZiNuo's heart suddenly relaxed.

She won.

However, Du Jinnian just transferred an Su Su from nuominian clothing, and did not dismiss an Su Su. She could not help but worry, "Jin Nian, even if an Su Su went to the headquarters of Du's group, she would be harmful to Du's group. You -- "

"Cheng Zi Nuo, don't push an inch!"

Du Jinnian didn't let Cheng Zenuo go on. He hung up.

Cheng ZiNuo wanted to call Du Jinnian, but on second thought, Du Jinnian might refuse to answer, so she had to give up.

In any case, Cheng ZiNuo thinks it's good for Du Jinnian to let ansu leave nuoyin's clothes, because ansu has no chance to make trouble in nuoyin's clothes. In the future, she and Kong Linlin can manage nuoyin's clothes with ease.

Cheng Zi Nuo prayed silently: I hope that an Su Su's going to the headquarters of Du's group can be watched out by those shrewd high-level people all the time and nip an Su Su Su's conspiracy in the bud.

When Xiaojun comes back from school for dinner, he finds that Cheng ZiNuo seems to have something on his mind, so he asks Cheng ZiNuo, "Mom, are you unhappy?"

Cheng ZiNuo clenched the chopsticks in his hand and gave Xiaojun a smile, "Xiaojun, mom is not unhappy. Come on, you can order more."

Finish saying, she evades small handsome sharp vision, bow head to small handsome

It's a dish.

As a son, Xiaojun knows his mother too well.

Mother such a dazed look, Xiaojun has seen more than once or twice. Moreover, he concluded that after his mother met his father, there was a temporary unsolvable problem between them, so that his mother would have such a blank look.

"Mom," Xiaojun holds Cheng ZiNuo's hand, and worries emerge in his deep black eyes that look like Du Jinnian, "does Dad make you angry today?"

Cheng ZiNuo is stunned. She is surprised that Xiaojun can guess the reason why she is in a bad mood.

The mother of Anemarrhena is like a son.

Cheng zinuoqiang holds up a faint smile, she patted Xiaojun on the shoulder, "Xiaojun, don't worry, your father didn't make me angry. We just had some differences at work. "

"Mom, how do I feel that you and dad have more and more differences in work recently? If the differences are not resolved in time, I am very worried

Heart, you two will gradually form two factions, to the point of power struggle. "

There are two reasons why Xiaojun says so

First, he often hears Cheng ZiNuo call Du Jinnian when he comes back at night. What he says is all about the company's strategy. At the beginning, Cheng ZiNuo's tone was still very calm. Slowly, her tone became higher and higher, arguing with Du Jinnian on the other end of the phone. Second, he has the habit of paying attention to business news. He has seen many famous couples start from scratch and work hard to develop the company. It's really enviable. However, when the company's business became bigger, the two sides repeatedly disagreed, which led to the intensification of contradictions. The once troubled couple staged a power struggle and turned into enemies.

Therefore, Xiaojun is afraid that his parents will go to this extreme.

"Xiaojun, don't think too much about it. Mom and dad are adults. If they have differences, they will try to solve them. But it doesn't mean they can solve them step by step. You can read your book and do what you should do at this stage. Do you understand

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Cheng ZiNuo understands Xiaojun's good intentions. She is shocked by Xiaojun's foresight at a young age. She is also distressed that Xiaojun's young heart is carrying too many hardships beyond his age.

In the final analysis, she feels that she and Du Jinnian still owe Xiaojun too much.

They can give Xiaojun rich material life, give Xiaojun maternal love and paternal love, but can not give Xiaojun a complete home.

As everyone knows, while she and Du Jinnian are concerned about Xiaojun, Xiaojun is also concerned about them.

Under Xiaojun's innocent face, there is a heavy soul.

This should not be borne by Xiaojun at his age.

And this makes Xiaojun more mature and sensible than other children of the same age.

It's not that she doesn't live with Du Jinnian, but Du Jinnian doesn't trust her any more. Du Jinnian is separated from her, which is permanent.

So it's not her fault.

But Xiaojun is a child, the child is innocent.

Cheng ZiNuo is sad and helpless about this, sighing that people have their own lives.

But for her son, she always did her best.

Maybe that's right - children and grandchildren have their own happiness.

She hopes that Xiaojun will have a person who he loves and loves him in the future. They will form a warm and happy family, and their children will be in pairs, and the family will be happy to grow old.

Xiaojun understood the meaning of Chengzi Nuo's words. He nodded seriously, "Mom, I understand. I won't let you and Dad down."

The corner of Cheng Zi Nuo's mouth rippled with a shallow radian, showing gratification, "good, eat quickly."

Xiaojun picked up the chopsticks again and was just about to eat. He thought of something again and asked Cheng ZiNuo nervously, "Mom, is your relationship with dad really irreparable?"

Cheng ZiNuo's heart suddenly aches. She stares at Xiaojun and finds her voice line after a long time. "Xiaojun, how mom and dad will not affect your love at all."

Xiaojun didn't speak any more. He buried himself in his meal.

Cheng ZiNuo didn't miss Xiaojun's red eyes. The little guy has been holding back tears and pretending to be strong.

In the dead of night, Cheng Zenuo gets out of bed and goes to the bathroom.

Passing by the door of Xiaojun's room, she heard Xiaojun talking in her sleep, "Dad, don't leave your mother, come back to your mother, OK? Dad... "

Cheng ZiNuo's heart is like a knife, tears drown her face.

Collapsing, she rushes to the bathroom, turns on the tap, sobs in a low voice at the water flowing into the sink... After crying enough, Cheng ZiNuo comes to Xiaojun's bedroom.

Xiaojun is still sleeping, he no longer talks in his sleep.

Cheng ZiNuo reaches out to touch Xiaojun's face. It's cold and wet.

Remorse and guilt rush to my heart. Cheng ZiNuo leans down and kisses Xiaojun's forehead. The voice from the bottom of my heart rings out, "Xiaojun, I'm sorry."

The wind whistling past the window rustled the leaves.

Cheng Zi Nuo lay on the bed without any sleepiness.

Xiaojun's words kept echoing in her ears: Mom, is the relationship between you and dad really irreparable?

This is also the question she wants to ask Du Jinnian.

Zi Nuo, do you and Du Jinnian really intend to spend the second half of their lives in permanent separation?

Is this the life you really want?