How Much Love Fades Away

Du Jinnian was stunned. He could not help holding Cheng ZiNuo's shoulder. His black eyes were deep. "ZiNuo, what are you talking about?"

Cheng ZiNuo stares at Du Jinnian and repeats, "Du Jinnian, let's divorce."

Du Jinnian's heart was throbbing. He wanted to say something. Considering that it was outside the company, he took Cheng ZiNuo's hand and said, "what's the matter, let's go back and say."

Arriving at the residence of Cheng ZiNuo, Du Jinnian stares at Cheng ZiNuo, puzzled, "well, why do you want to divorce me?"

Cheng ZiNuo's lips were full of bitterness, and she said in a deep voice, "I've already finished

Tried too many times, I want to remember our past, find our feelings, but my mind is still a blank. I don't want you to try to please me in a different way every day. We are all too tired. "

Du Jinnian's eyes were shocked.

After a short silence, he clenched Cheng Zi Nuo's hand and said sincerely, "Zi Nuo, if you can't remember the past, don't think about it any more, OK? As you said, live in the moment and cherish the moment. I'm willing to please you. I don't feel tired. "

"Du Jinnian, you don't understand. You are my husband and Xiaojun is my son. In your heart, I am the one you love most, and I am still the one who loves you most. Therefore, your love for me has not diminished at all. But the truth is,

I'm not Cheng Zenuo in the past. I don't remember anything. Whenever I face your love for me, I am at a loss and feel guilty. "

Cheng Zi Nuo's tears fall down, and his heart is dripping blood.

In the final analysis, what she wants to get back is not her memory, but her love for them. But she can't seem to find this love.

Her world seems to have a huge gap, no matter how hard she tries to fill a gap.

Du Jinnian holds Cheng ZiNuo's cool face in both hands, and asks Cheng ZiNuo to look into his eyes. "ZiNuo, Xiaojun and I love you as we should. You shouldn't feel guilty. You don't owe us anything. If you can't remember our family's past, don't think about it. In terms of feelings, we should cultivate them gradually. Can you give yourself a little time? "

Cheng Zi Nuo sneered, and he was very sad.

At this moment, her state of mind is mournful, "is this a problem that time can solve? I've been awake for almost a year. I don't remember anything, including feelings. Du Jinnian, do you want me to say it to my heart? I still don't like you. "

She didn't like him.

She once loved her husband for more than ten years. Now, because of her amnesia, she doesn't like him at all.

This is the most ironic and cruel thing to her.

Du Jinnian was shocked.

His hands fell slowly and his head was buzzing.

For a moment, he was confused.

He can't say anything.

His wife wants to divorce him, not because she can't remember him, but because she doesn't love him.

Do not love anymore.

Yeah, a marriage without love, what are you doing together?

Maintaining family ties? Isn't that ridiculous?

His wife can't find the forgotten emotion, so where is the family affection?

To be decent?

Is it necessary?

They are respectable and not against their will. Why decorate their marriage with their outer shell?

For a long time, Du Jinnian found his voice line, "what about Xiaojun? Have you ever thought about children? "

Cheng ZiNuo took a cold breath and said in a low voice, "I said that I am Xiaojun's mother, and I will do my duty as a mother to him. No matter who Xiaojun is with after the divorce, I will not ignore Xiaojun. It can be seen that Xiaojun is very sensible and his psychological age is too mature than his actual age. "

There was silence.

Cheng ZiNuo said what she should say, no matter whether Du Jinnian agrees or not, her position will not change.

"Du Jinnian, maybe my amnesia just represents the end of our relationship for more than ten years. When it's over, it's time to break up. "

After saying this, Cheng Zenuo's heart is very painful.

This marriage, she and Du Jinnian have tried their best, no one sorry who.

It's just that you and I have lost once. It's a big deal.

Is that true?

Cheng ZiNuo doesn't know.

She is waiting for Du Jinnian's response.

"Zi Nuo," Du Jinnian finally said, "give us three months to each other. If after three months, you still don't love me, then I will promise to divorce you."

He is still unwilling to Miss Cheng Zenuo like this.

Even if Cheng Zenuo no longer loves him, he still loves him.

Cheng ZiNuo locked Du Jinnian's eyes tightly and fell into hesitation.

Du Jinnian holds Cheng ZiNuo's hand, and Mu Lu pleads, "Zi Nuo, I beg you for the last time."

"Well, I promise you. Three months. " Cheng Zi nods at last.

Seeing off Du Jinnian, Cheng ZiNuo looks at the vast night, and his heart seems to sink bit by bit

The early morning sun shines through the window into the room, and Cheng ZiNuo wakes up drowsily.

Suddenly, the doorbell rang.

Cheng ZiNuo gets up to open the door. When she sees someone coming from the monitoring room, she can't help but wonder, "excuse me, who are you?"

Qin Xiazhi outside the door was shocked. "Aunt, I'm your niece Qin Xiazhi. Why don't you know me?"

Qin Xiazhi just came back from a foreign performance a few days ago. In the morning, she heard Du Jinnian say that Cheng ZiNuo went back to her residence. Because she had something on her mind, she didn't have time to ask for details, so she immediately came to see Cheng ZiNuo.

Cheng ZiNuo calls Du Jinnian to confirm. She only opens the door when she gets Du Jinnian's response.

"Qin Xiazhi, did you have breakfast? If you don't, wait until I'm ready, and we'll eat together. "

"Auntie, why do you talk to me in a different way? And you just asked me who I am, as if you didn't know me at all. " Qin Xiazhi found something wrong.

Cheng ZiNuo sighed and told Qin Xiazhi truthfully, "to tell you the truth, I've been in a coma for a long time, and I don't remember anything when I wake up."

Qin Xiazhi was stunned.

"Little aunt, then my little uncle and Xiao Jun, do you agree?"

She didn't go on.

Cheng ZiNuo understood Qin Xiazhi's meaning, and she nodded.

Qin Xia to chest a burst of pain, eyes in the acid heat in the diffuse.

She performed in other places for several months and went to see her mother when she came back. Hearing that Cheng ZiNuo woke up, she was overjoyed and came to visit quickly. Unexpectedly, Cheng ZiNuo didn't remember anything.

"Auntie, didn't the doctor prescribe some medicine to help you recover your memory?"

Qin Xiazhi said, bean big tears Susu to whereabouts.

It's so changeable.

She loves Cheng ZiNuo and Du Jinnian and Xiaojun.

Cheng ZiNuo shook his head, his face full of regret, "I have done many tests, the doctor said no problem. Your uncle, they also help me to find my memory. They have tried many ways. Unfortunately, it doesn't work. "

Qin Xiazhi buried his tearful face between his hands and cried.

She has other purposes today. Since Cheng ZiNuo has become like this, does she want to talk about it?