How Much Love Fades Away

The mist filled his eyes, and his heart was throbbing. Cheng ZiNuo held back his tears and looked at Du Jinnian, who was full of remorse. He said in a low voice, "Du Jinnian, do you think you can make up for all the damage you have done to me by saying sorry to me? Can we make our dead child live? useless. It's too late! "

At the end of the speech, Cheng ZiNuo pulls Xiaojun's hand and leaves without returning.

On the taxi, Cheng Zi Nuo's mood instantly collapsed, she burst into tears.

Du Jinnian, I'm a woman who loved you deeply, but was hurt by you.

I'm not the clothes you want or don't want!

Since you let go of my hand, it has been many years, I forget how to smile sincerely.

I have been waiting for you to show up, waiting for you to give me a hug, tell me, those are not my fault.

However, you have pushed me into the dark abyss again and again, until you trample my heart to pieces.

When I need you to recover, you don't. When you want to recover, my heart is dead.

Xiaojun hands the tissue to Cheng Zenuo and comforts him painfully, "Mom, don't cry, OK? When you cry, Xiaojun is very sad. Isn't it a good thing that Dad already knows he's wrong? Don't you tell Xiaojun that if people are not saints, they will be saved if they can correct their mistakes. "

Cheng Zenuo wipes the tears from the corner of her eyes and calms her breathing. She looks at Xiaojun with tears in her eyes and says, "Xiaojun, the things between father and mother have nothing to do with you. You are still young now, and you don't understand many things. You will understand them in the future. When your father comes to see you or wants to take you back to his house, his mother won't stop him. You two can get along as much as you want. "

Xiaojun is staring at Cheng ZiNuo. His clear black eyes are very like Du Jinnian's. The cloth is full of love. He seriously asks Cheng ZiNuo, "Mom, don't you really want to forgive dad?

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Cheng Zenuo doesn't want to hurt Xiaojun's heart. Instead of answering Xiaojun, she changes the topic, "Xiaojun, your task now is to study hard. Next month you will be transferred to the primary school in Hong Kong City. The teaching environment at home and abroad will be different. You need to adapt as soon as possible. Do you understand? "

As soon as the voice fell, Lu an called her.

As soon as Cheng Zenuo gets through, Lu an's worried voice comes, "Zenuo, is the problem solved? Are you and Xiaojun OK?"

Cheng Zi Nuo clenched the mobile phone, nodded, "an an, it's OK, don't worry."

Lu an an breathes a sigh of relief. She gently says to Cheng ZiNuo, "that's good. I'll come to your house to see you and Xiaojun later."

Half an hour later, Lu an came to Cheng Zenuo's home.

I haven't seen Lu an for a long time. Seeing Lu an's slightly raised abdomen, Cheng Zi Nuo mulu is delighted, "an an, you're pregnant."

Lu an an reached out and gently stroked his belly. A sweet smile rose from the corner of his mouth. "Yes, Zi Nuo, it's been more than three months."

Cheng Zi Nuo stretched out his thumb to Lu An'an, and the color of appreciation appeared in his eyes, and he could not hide his worry, "An'an, you really have courage. However, although I have always supported you and Lu Jing together, I am also worried that you will work too hard alone in the future, just like your relatives. After all, you are 20 years behind Lu Jing. "

Lu an calmly smile, sincere words, "I don't know what other people's outlook on life is, I only know that my life is always in the process of pursuing, ideal school, work, love, children, etc. I seek and achieve a better self in these pursuits. Now that I've made a choice for what I like, I'll go through the wind and rain. I don't regret it. " After listening to Lu An'an's words, Cheng Zenuo can't help hugging Lu An'an. Tears blur her eyes.

"Ann, in fact, you are much luckier than me. Life has always been kind to you." Cheng's voice became hoarse.

Lu an an hears the sadness in Cheng Zi Nuo's words. She asks Cheng Zi Nuo with concern, "Zi Nuo, has Du Jinnian saved you?"

Cheng ZiNuo's lips across the rich bitter, her tears fell down, "Du Jinnian hurt me too much, I will not look back."

"Isn't that all caused by misunderstanding? Now that the misunderstanding is over, you can start over. I remember you told me that he gave his life to save you many times. I feel like he's always loved you. And when he sees that you have contacts with other men, he has misunderstandings and jealousies. I also think he does that because he loves you. "

Lu An'an can see that Cheng ZiNuo hates Du Jinnian, but only when there is love can there be hatred. She doesn't want to see Cheng ZiNuo and Du Jinnian just miss it.

Cheng Zi Nuo suddenly sneered, infinite irony, "he just because of guilt.". No matter how guilty he is, he can't make up for our dead child or the harm he has done to me. "

Looking down, he sees Lu An'an's slightly raised abdomen, and Cheng ZiNuo's heartache is like a knife cutting.

"Zi Nuo, the onlookers see clearly. I'm an outsider. I think Du Jinnian always loves you. You should give him a chance." Lu an is still kind-hearted and persuades Cheng ZiNuo not to hope

Cheng ZiNuo is deeply in the shadow of the past and can't get out.

"There's no chance." Cheng ZiNuo has made up her mind. She will not look back.

The next morning, Cheng Zenuo was ready to go to work. She just reached for the door and the doorbell rang.

Seeing that Du Jinnian was in the surveillance room, she was shocked.

After opening the door, Cheng Zi asked Du Jinnian in a deep voice, "what are you doing here?"

Du Jinnian's smile was warm and his eyes were soft. "Zi Nuo, I'll take you to work. In the future, as long as I am free, I will send you to work and pick you up. "

"Du Jinnian, I don't need it. I have my own car. You go back. " Cheng ZiNuo resolutely refused.

She picked up the car key, locked the door and hurried downstairs.

Du Jinnian catches up with Cheng ZiNuo, grabs Cheng ZiNuo's arm and pleads bitterly, "Zi Nuo, I admit I'm sorry for you before. I really know my mistake. I really want to save you, don't leave me

, will you

Cheng ZiNuo stares at Du Jinnian with no expression and says, "Du Jinnian, if we miss it, we will never go back."

Du Jinnian won't give up easily. He clenched Cheng ZiNuo's hand and said firmly, "ZiNuo, since God has given me a chance to save it, I will never miss you again."

Nine times out of ten things in life are not satisfactory, but he knows in his heart that losing Cheng ZiNuo is another thing. Therefore, he should not miss and fail again.

The next second, he gave a princess hug to Cheng ZiNuo directly, and walked forward with great strides.

Cheng ZiNuo didn't know what Du Jinnian was going to do. She struggled in panic, "Du Jinnian, what are you going to do? Let me go! Let me go... "