Hubby,love is so hard

Ji Yan stands up slowly facing the wind and rain. Her clothes are soaked and stained with blood that can not be washed away. Her legs are full of mud and scars. She is calm and numb, and she helps Fu Qingqing who always closes her eyes.

She slowly and carefully supported her weak mother and walked to the road in the storm. She was determined by her back. The never cold air was like a shield, which erected an indestructible barrier around her, and no one was allowed to get close to her.

Maggie looks at Ji Yan's back all cold. She doesn't miss Ji Yan's last look at her. It's as if she wants to devour her whole body. The darkness makes her afraid.

"Ah Shen," she rushed to the stairs, as if lost the soul of Shang Jin Shen side, deeply calling.

The man motionless looking at the front of the person step by step slowly back, as if she wants to completely out of his world, how can he allow? He just came late. What happened to her that made her hate him so much?

"Ji Yan, Ji Yan!" He pushed Maggie's hand away and ran after her.

"Shang Jin Shen!" Maggie crazy roared, want to call back the figure he left, why, why she is like this, he also chose to chase her?

What's wrong with her? Why does Ji Yan say it's over, but he still doesn't give up?

Shang Jin Shen can't seem to hear Maggie's voice any more. He's suddenly very scared. He's as helpless as when he was kidnapped as a child. She's leaving him, and he can't understand.

But he knows that he doesn't want her to leave. How can his Ji Yan leave him?

We agreed to be together.

"Ji Yan, Ji Yan." He kept calling her name. In the dark, she didn't even look back, as if she wanted to walk out of his life forever.

"Chide... Hiss..." a sharp and harsh brake sound came, accompanied by the driver's swearing voice: "shit!"

"Ah Shen," Maggie looked at the scene with wide eyes, and suddenly rushed to his position. Shang Jin's head crashed into the front of the car, but his eyes were fixed on the last figure that was going to disappear in the rain.

"Ji Yan," he weak light call, thick affection congealed in the mouth, spit out his love and give up, but she, never heard.

"Ah Shen, ah Shen, how are you? Why are you so stupid? Ambulance, call an ambulance Maggie yelled at the driver, looking flustered.

During this period of time, she seems to fall into a vast white dream, no emotions, nor a trace of emotional perception, just like, for a moment, she does not know who she is, why, will be here?

Day by day, she did not know how long it had been, until that day her eyes were so sour that she burst into tears.

"Awake?" A beautiful voice suddenly appeared in her world, appeared in her ear.

Her fingers moved, slowly opened the sour eyes, a little light appeared in front of her eyes, and then the thing that came into her eyes was a strange and beautiful face.

For a long time, she couldn't find the focus in her eyes, just like a dull wooden man, as if he was just an object and couldn't stir up any waves for her.

The handsome man also looked at her for a long time. When he saw her for the first time, she closed her eyes. Now he knows that she has such beautiful eyes.

Unfortunately, if more waves could flow, he could imagine how beautiful those eyes would be in his mind.

"Don't sleep when you wake up. Time is not used to miss like this." like his appearance, his voice is gentle and dripping. It's no exaggeration to say that it's the best sound in the world.

Her eyes finally moved for a while, lips slightly pulled out of the voice hoarse ugly: "you, who are you?"

He showed a warm smile and whispered: "Lin Feng."

"Where am I?" She lowered her eyes to cover the emotion of her eyes.

He only asked more questions and replied, "I'm sorry to have seen your documents privately. This is Haicheng, China. Seeing that you are Chinese, I brought you back to make decisions without authorization."

Unconsciously, she came back to China again. Her eyes moved again and she continued to ask calmly: "the one with me..."

She didn't even say her name. Her heart was torn apart. She didn't even dare to call her mother again. What's the right for her to call her mother again? She killed her mother.

Like feeling her suddenly depressed mood, the handsome man's voice was much lower, and his face became calm: "he has passed away, waiting for you to wake up..." he couldn't go on, because he heard her weak sobbing.

He didn't say anything more, just stood at the edge of the hospital bed and quietly looked at her. Her cry became louder and louder, and the sadness and despair in her heart almost drove her crazy.

Is the reality so hard to face that she doesn't want to wake up all the time? She buried herself in her knees and burst out crying, as if to cry out all the sadness.

For a long time, her cry gradually lowered, her head did not lift, she knew that the person is still, she said: "can you take me to see her?"

"Well," he replied, looking at her with pity.

Ji Yan is wearing sick clothes. Her face is pale and her eyes are red. She is extremely pitiful. She was holding her old clothes with bloodstains, quietly and unpopular, following the man behind.

After a long time, he stopped and pointed inside.

Ji Yan raised her eyes, took a breath, and stepped in.

She stood still, her eyes fluctuated again. She reached out and lifted the white cloth.

Her mother's gentle and quiet face appeared in front of her, if not without breathing, what a beautiful picture it would be?

"Mom," she called softly, lowered her head and knelt on the cold floor, then put her face to Fu Qingqing's cold hand, and a tear slipped down uncontrollably.

"Mom, mom, I'm sorry, I hurt you," she sobbed, "I haven't been filial to you, I haven't let you enjoy happiness, I'm sorry, it's all my daughter's fault."

"I won't let you die in vain. I won't let her go. If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have lost you as soon as I saw you." Her voice of determination and hatred filled the cold and dark room.

"Mom, I will never love again. My daughter is so painful here, so painful and so painful," she put her hands on her heart, her face heartbroken.