Hubby,love is so hard

？？ Ji Yan and Xiao Yanfeng have three question marks in their heads.

Until Lin Feng finally stopped, Xiao Yanfeng looked at a piece of grass and then turned back and asked, "Dad, did you bring me and mommy for an outing?"

Outing? Lin Feng really has leisure, Ji Yan thought.

Lin Feng laughs and takes out tents, grills and other things from the trunk. Ji Yan understands that this is camping. Is it necessary for this person to be so mysterious?

"Wow, are we going to live out today?" It seems that xiaoyanfeng is the happiest now.

Lin Feng sees that Ji Yan smiles because of Xiao Yanfeng's exclamation, so he also puts down his heart. He's afraid that Ji Yan won't be happy with his decision.

After Lin Feng gives Yan Feng a kite, he starts to choose a good place to set up a tent. Ji Yan helps and asks: "why do you suddenly think of coming to camp?"

"Don't you remember?" He turns his head to look at her to ask a way, Ji Yan is obviously confused appearance.

Lin Feng sighed and said, "you forget that Yan Feng asked what camping is before. At that time, he wanted to try it, but he was too young at that time. You were worried about his health..."

Smell speech, Ji Yan is silent for a while just slow voice way: "still you have a heart."

She has long been busy forgetting this matter. Yanfeng himself is always sensible and doesn't ask for anything, so he hasn't mentioned it to her. Now think about it, she may be an incompetent mother, right?

"You've done a good job. Let me do the rest," Lin Feng said suddenly. He knew what she was thinking. This kind and close confession suddenly blurted out.

Finish saying, he just some worry Ji Yan's reaction, a pair of gentle eyes full of expectation tightly looking at her.

Jiyan heart a stagnation, then some complex looking at Lin Feng, for a long time, she slowly, quietly began to say: "Lin Feng, I did not tell you about my past?"

He did not reply, and his heart began to grow heavy with her words.

Ji Yan opened her lips and said, "I'm sorry, Lin Feng. I thought you should know my decision."

"You're fine, but I can't." For the first time, she faced his feelings directly and gave a direct answer, a cold and heartless answer.

The smile on Lin Feng's face was lost, and the whole person was cold: "why not?"

Ji Yan sees that his persistent eyes are a little weak. To be honest, it has been many years, but Lin Feng seems that she will never give up, even though she keeps distance.

"Lin Feng, I can't decide my life as easily as you think. I can't let go of what happened in the past. My mother and my children were killed because of me. I'm not qualified to care only about my own happiness." For the first time, she threw her heart to express her feelings. It was like tearing her own wound. It was very painful, but it had to be said that she didn't want to delay Lin Feng.

As she said just now, Lin Feng is very good.

Lin Feng heart is also a tremor, he finally wait until she is willing to speak, but more let him suffer is that she refused as always.

How could he give up when he was angry with her and pitied for her?

"Ji Yan, you are your own. I don't interfere. I also want to follow my own heart." Words is to express his decision, he does not give up!

"You don't have psychological burden. You don't want me to love you, but I don't want to love others. In this way, I'm willing to wait, even if you don't choose me in the end." He firmly said that there will always be a day to wait, right? Just like today, he also waited for her to face.

Ji Yan looks at Lin Feng like that. She even thinks that if she meets Lin Feng at the beginning, will she have a simple life and love?

But there is no if in life, she turned her head and said, "come and prepare lunch. Yanfeng will be hungry later."

She doesn't want to talk about this topic any more. Everything will be settled by herself. Maggie is still at large. She doesn't even have time to sort out her mood.

Lin Feng didn't force her either. In fact, he never had the heart to force her. When he heard the words, he really went to prepare lunch. It was the lunch he had prepared in advance.

They spread a piece of cotton and linen cloth on the grass under the tree. It was full of sushi, fruits and other food. Xiao Yanfeng tasted it and commented seriously: "it's good, Dad. Your craft has improved again."

Lin Feng laughs and gives Ji Yan a piece of sushi. Ji Yan is stunned and doesn't say anything to eat. Xiao Yanfeng looks back and forth at them, always feeling strange.

After dinner, Ji Yan sits on the grass to clean up the tableware. Lin Feng is pulled by Yanfeng to fly a kite. Looking at two people, big and small, happily flying a kite, Ji Yan smiles.

After solving all the problems, she is willing to live like this all her life.

"Dad, Mommy is asleep," said Xiao Yanfeng, looking at Ji Yan, who was lying on the grass with her eyes closed.

"En, Shh," Lin Feng took a blanket from the car and gently covered Ji Yan's body, then looked at her quiet face with a smile.

"You also sleep for a while," he touched Xiao Yanfeng's face, let him lie on his legs, Yanfeng very clever began to nap.

Lin Feng took a deep breath by the tree and thought it was a beautiful scene. Maybe he would keep it in mind for a lifetime.

He laughed, took a book, quietly began to look, the wind blowing, the sun is just right!

When Ji Yan and Yan Feng woke up, Lin Feng was preparing a barbecue rack not far away. He prepared a lot of delicious food for barbecue tonight.

Xiao Yanfeng has not experienced this kind of experience, so he blinks his big eyes and looks at it strangely. After a while, he starts to help. It has to be said that Yanfeng's learning ability is too strong.

Ji Yan is not good at these, can only do chores, slowly sunset, the sun fell on them are warm a lot.

"Wow, eat well, I want the chicken wings," Xiao Yanfeng raised his hand and ran happily.

"How does it taste?" Lin Feng hands Ji Yan and Yan Feng a chicken wing, and asks gently.

"The first level is great," Ji Yan nodded. Lin Feng's craftsmanship is more and more refined as Xiao Yanfeng said. It's really delicious.

"Let me try baking. I'm going to bake a corn for Mommy," said Xiao Yanfeng, who suddenly ran over and was eager to try.

Lin Feng laughingly hugged the little guy and said, "OK, I'll teach you."

"Come and get the corn and brush a layer of honey first." Lin Feng teaches Yanfeng hand in hand, quite patient. Ji Yan looks at it with a smile on her face.

Later, when the corn came to Ji Yan's hand, there was nothing else but a little coke.

"Is Mommy delicious?" Yan Feng looks forward to Ji Yan and asks.

Ji Yan thought for a moment and answered seriously, "this is the best corn I've ever eaten."