Hubby,love is so hard

Back home is a busy, such as two people lying in bed when it is close to dawn.

Although he had a full day, Shang Jin Shen still felt that there was still a force in his body.

The big palm goes in from the bottom of Ji Yan's coat. The soft touch is unforgettable. From his navel and slender waist, he walks all the way to his favorite white and soft.

Ji Yan claps his big palm sleepily and mutters, "sleep!"

"Well, you sleep. Don't worry about me." With a neat answer, Shang Jin Shen didn't hesitate at all and didn't feel ashamed of his shamelessness. He began to take off his fragrant clothes with his other hand.

Never mind

Gripping her teeth tightly, Ji Yan refrains from scolding, rather speechless: don't worry about you! Then you'd better take it easy!

……

"Here we are, young master." The driver parked the car in a quiet and elegant place. It was sparsely populated, but it was rare for it to be clean and not messy. Everything was in good order, but the withered leaves on the roadside gave birth to a sad atmosphere for no reason,

"Well." Shang Jin cold voice should way, take Ji Yan's hand out of the car, told the driver to pick them up in an hour.

Taking a deep breath, Ji Yan tilts her head to look at Shang Jin Shen and says with emotion, "the air here is good!"

"It's all the smell of the dead. It's really good."

In a word, Ji Yan doesn't know whether to inhale or exhale. She can only widen her pretty eyes to express her dissatisfaction.

Shang Jin looked at her with a smile in his eyes. After a while, he took her shoulder and went to the cemetery.

The cemetery is very big. Most of the people who come to sweep the tomb are full of sadness. Even if the deceased is dead, what they can't put down is still living in their hearts.

Along the gray escalator winding up, there is no vitality, only cold floor tiles, there are some dead leaves when not up, and here under the broom of the tomb sweeper, empty and desolate.

"Here it is." Shang Jin Shen pointed to a black and gold inlaid tombstone. He could see the black-and-white picture on it. He was a handsome man.

It was a picture of him a few years ago. It was not as gloomy as it is now. There was a warm smile in his eyes.

Ji Yan squats down slowly and puts her bouquet in front of the tombstone. The simple "Shang Yu'an's tomb" is the end of this man's life.

Even though not many people came to see him, he still laughed so happily. Ji Yan stares at the face on the tombstone, and can't help thinking, if he can be as easygoing as he was, and doesn't cling to those meaningless desires, will he still live in this world.

Even if it is not her, even without her, he should be able to find a woman suitable for him and enjoy the beauty of life.

Until now, Ji Yan realized that many hatred that she couldn't put down was not worth mentioning in the face of life and death. She couldn't hate a person who had already died, so what was the original obsession for.

"Do you think he had a happy time in the world?" Dishonorable birth, unhappy childhood, short-term love, unsuccessful career

Standing up in front of the tomb, Ji Yan stares at the tombstone and doesn't squint, her eyes ache.

"I don't know, but happiness is given by myself. If people begging on the street want to become millionaires, then you can't give them happiness. Do you know?" Shang Jin deeply looks at Ji Yan's side face, tone is light.

Some people have too much desire, too much ambition, and want to have what they can't get. What they can't have becomes obsession. Obsession makes a person crazy, and madness leads to hell.

So he didn't have EQ Yu'an. Every step of his way was his own way. He didn't force him or make a choice for him.

The wind blows quickly, blowing up the petals scattered in front of countless tombstones. Ji Yan sees that the old grave sweeper is chasing those leaves, stumbling, not very flexible.

"Let's go."

Maybe Shang Jin Shen is right. Everyone's way is their own choice. Sympathy is the cheapest feeling of human beings.

Just... At the beginning, the young man who laughed at her and was happy with her, made her angry and made her cry, finally left early.

Shang Jin took hold of her wrist. Now it's different there. Staring at her red eyes, she suddenly became angry and opened her lips. "Ji Yan, you have too many people in your heart."

After leaving her hand, Shang Jinshen looked back and clearly told himself that it was her character that made her different from his kindness, but... He would still remember that this man was also the one she loved at first. They had many things he didn't know. This was the only place Shang Yu'an had won over him. He was a bit late in the end.

Shang Jinshen can't help laughing at himself for worrying about a dead man. He is really hopeless!

For a while, Ji Yan is so dull that she doesn't know what his sudden temper is all about.

"And don't go home." Shang Jinshen just stopped ten meters away. He couldn't bear to leave her alone here. When he left, he vowed to teach her a lesson. As a result, he slapped himself in the face.

Raising the corner of her mouth, Ji Yan quickly replied, "yes!"

Catching up with him, Ji Yan took his arm and hesitated several times before she said, "my heart is not small, but it's not big. I can only live with one person for love."

Xu is worried about more than him, but he is definitely the second most important one. As for the first one, Ji Yan can't help smiling at the thought of that lovely face. The life she cares for is of course the most important person for her.

"Then why are you looking at that dead man crying?" Shang Jin Shen stopped and asked.

He's just a dead man. He has to put down his memory all day. That's something he can't accept.

Eyes turn up and slip around. Ji Yan is helpless. It's a pity for the dead. Besides, there is a story in the deep memory. Now it's sad to miss it.

She said with a faint smile, "I think from now on, all my feelings for him can be put down, not to hate or complain, just like an ordinary friend, so I can't remember my friend?"

……

Shang Jin Shen has nothing to say. If she really wants to say that, he can't pick any more thorns. Shang Yu'an may have been a man who betrayed her, pestered her and didn't mean to hurt her, but she doesn't know how many times that man tried to kill him.

He gently raised the corner of his mouth and let her take his hand. Shang Jin Shen did not say anything, but accepted her explanation.

A dead person can't make any waves, so why doesn't he let her have more beautiful things in her life? Those evils can still be hidden, just hide them.

"Ji Yan, liking me is the most cost-effective deal you've ever made. I only love you in my heart, but your heart is full of love. It's filled with too many other people."

Perhaps, as she said, he is the only one for her in love, while he is the only one for her in emotion.