Hubby,love is so hard

"What's the matter?" Suddenly there was a voice. Qi Zheng wiped away his tears and stood up.

She can't let him know that if this kind of beauty can only be supported by lies, she will admit it.

Turning around, she raised a smile, "the wind here is so strong, it makes my eyes red. It's really annoying!"

She pouted and complained, as if she was really fascinated by the wind. The back of her hand covered her eyes and kept rubbing.

Lin Feng came over and pulled down her hand. Her eyebrows frowned slightly. She was dissatisfied with her actions. "It's not a child. How can you wipe your eyes with your hands?"

Although he was blaming, the worry in his eyes was obvious, so real that she believed it.

"I see." Qi Zheng held his arm and laughed brightly. "Let's go. Don't stay here for a long time, or you will be lost."

Qi Zheng dragged him forward. He was in a hurry. He seemed to be afraid and running away.

"What's the matter with you?" Lin Feng stopped and noticed that she was not quiet. "If you have something, just say it. Don't hold it in your heart."

Lin Feng looked at her back, thin and symmetrical, but she stood there, like a puppet controlled, rigid and mechanical.

Around in front of her, Lin Feng looked at her, only to find that she had tears.

Qi Zheng squats down powerlessly, buries his face in his thighs and lets his tears soak the cloth.

What she didn't want to cry, Qi Zheng's brain was blank, but she knew that she couldn't cry.

Crying, Lin Feng will find, find her abnormal, will know that she has known the existence of another woman.

That's the woman he really likes, Qi Zheng can't help thinking.

She finally burst into tears, filled with grief and despair.

Lin Feng is at a loss for a moment. When he looks at her crying, he will feel sad. However, except for Ji Yan, he has never comforted any other women. He can only stand by and wait for her to finish crying and her mood to stabilize.

I don't know how long I've been crying. Her eyes are so dry that there are no tears to flow. Qi Zheng stops crying. For this relationship, she cries all her tears.

She looked up, her pretty eyes worried, out of pity or sympathy?

No matter what it is, it will not be what she wants. What she needs is love, but he can give her everything except love.

He got up slowly, his feet numb, but Qi Zheng gritted his teeth and didn't want to show half of his fragility in front of him.

"I see. There's a woman like me." All of a sudden, Qi Zheng sneered, as if to ask him, "wrong, am I very much like her?"

Lin Feng's expression is cold, but the hand hidden in the windbreaker clenches into a fist and shakes.

"How do you know?" Word by word, Lin Feng knew for the first time that it was so difficult to say.

He is ready to give up Ji Yan, ready to live a new life with her, but let her find out.

Lin Feng knows that it's not her fault. It's his fault. He's sorry for her.

He pointed to the bottom of the rocking chair. Qi Zheng was hoarse. My eyes were red. "I saw the picture."

Lin Fengshun looked at it with her fingers and vaguely saw the white corner of the photo. Then he remembered that it should be the photo he couldn't see last time.

Taking a deep breath, Lin Feng tried to relax his muscles in vain.

"Well, what are you going to do?" Looking at her eyes, Lin Feng's face was expressionless, and the unknown waves were hidden under his cold voice.

Will she give up on him?

Think of this, Lin Feng heart jump up a flustered, he can't accept.

He was waiting for her answer.

"Let's break up." It doesn't seem that it's hard to say it. It's just that the heart is twitching with pain, and the numbness of the soles of the feet surges up to the top of the head along the meridians.

Break up

Lin Feng nodded mechanically, but could not help asking, "is there no other way?"

Until now, he found that he was so reluctant to leave her. He was used to having her and being treated well by others

"No more." Qi Zheng bowed her head. She thought her tears were in her eyes again. Her voice was low, like saying to herself, "Lin Feng, do you know? When I found the photos, I felt that the sky collapsed, but I didn't want to break up with you. I wanted to pretend that I didn't know. Even if it was fake, I also wanted to be the substitute, to be with you all the time, to make you happy. But when I saw you, I found that I was wrong. "

Tears drew an irregular circle on the floor. Qi Zheng went on to say, "I'm wrong. There's no accommodation in love. Fake and shoddy products are fake and shoddy products. I can't give her the happiness she gives you. You've been smiling all the time, but you know, your smile never enters your eyes."

"So let's break up."

……

After a long time, Lin Feng throat dry, trying to squeeze out a word, "good."

So it is, do not cherish all leave, not happy to let go.

This love, so was sentenced to death.

Qi Zheng was the only one left in the new house that originally belonged to two people.

Lin Feng persistently gave the house to her, because her name was also on the house property certificate.

Qi Zheng is leaning against the window. It's snowing heavily. She can't help worrying. His cold is not good yet. Is this kind of weather going to aggravate his illness again? He certainly doesn't want to take medicine. He must still be working with his notebook. He hasn't eaten well for a few days

Ah, what was she thinking about? She scratched her hair and kneaded it into a mess. She looked bitter and upset.

It's all separated. What is she worried about! Even from a cold to pneumonia

No, what if I have pneumonia! Qi Zheng couldn't help but put on a pair of brown snow boots and a black knee down jacket. He was in a hurry to run outside.

"Benedict, Benedict, Benedict."

When Lin Feng heard the knock on the door, he lay on the sofa and turned over. He wanted to start, but his voice was so hoarse that he couldn't make a sound. No syllable came out, and his throat was torn.

Finally, hard to get up, the outside knock more and more urgent, straight to knock the door.

Lin Feng frowned hard. The distance from the sofa to the door was not a few meters. He walked for more than a minute.

Turning the doorknob, Lin Feng looked up, his hand was stiff there, and he spoke slowly for a long time, "are you... Coming?"

It seems that Lin Feng doesn't believe the scene in front of him. He uses the tone of inquiry, for fear that this is his fantasy.

"Well." Qi Zheng nodded, pink lips slightly pursed, "I'll go to the nearby shopping mall to buy vegetables, and come to see you by the way."

Qi Zheng can't help but spit on herself. She even lies so falsely. Here is eight subway stations away from where she lives. She's crazy to come here to buy vegetables.