I accidentally hit on you

Chen yucan accidentally left a travel magazine on the sofa. She thought that li jinsheng might have picked it up at some point. She opened the magazine.

Looking at the mountains and lakes on the magazine, blue water and blue sky. It was so clear that she suddenly felt a sense of trust. National customs and exotic atmosphere made her not understand why the people living there can be in a poor material environment but full of happiness.

Ever since her child left, chen yucan had no interest in anything. However, looking at her already messed up life, chen yucan was deeply annoyed. The loss of hope and belief in life, let her want to really find the meaning that can let her continue to persevere.

When li jinsheng came back, he saw chen yucan sitting on the sofa, not knowing what she was looking at with her computer. He did not say anything. He walked over and saw that there was a web page about airline tickets.

"Do you want to travel? Then I'll come with you after I leave with the company. "

Li jinsheng controlled his emotions and tried not to hurt chen yucan.

"No, I think I can go by myself. I've booked the plane ticket. "

Chen yucan said faintly, her tone filled with determination that she could not refuse.

Li jinsheng did not understand why he had been accommodating chen yucan and taking care of her emotions. However, chen yucan still wanted to leave him and never considered his feelings.

Looking at chen yucan like this, li jinsheng felt powerless in his heart. At the same time, he was even more furious with chen yucan.

"What on earth are you going to do? Always so single-minded have you ever considered anyone else! "

Li jinsheng shouted at chen yucan. This was the first time he was angry at chen yucan after her miscarriage.

Chen yucan looked at li jinsheng in disbelief. She did not expect him to be so emotional about this matter. It was as if it had been lit up all of a sudden.

"Why should I discuss everything with you? Can't I just decide my life? "

Chen yucan asked angrily. But her eyes were already filled with tears. Chen yucan like this made li jinsheng feel sorry for her.

"I don' t want to interfere with your life, I just hope that you can consider my feelings before you make a decision. "

Li jinsheng lowered his voice and tried to calm himself down.

"But I have to leave, and I want to get out of the shadow of our first child, so this time let me go alone for a while, okay? "

Chen yucan said to li jinsheng seriously. Her eyes were filled with stubbornness.

Li jinsheng also knew that he could not stop chen yucan from making the decision. He did not say anything, but quietly lit a cigarette and walked to the window sill.

Or bright or dark fire flickered in the dark, li jinsheng lonely back view in chen yucan eyes. She did not know what it was like. She wanted to walk over to li he and jin sheng, but she stopped in her tracks.

Since the child left her, chen yucan not only did not know how to face her heart, but also how to face li jinsheng.

She would also be grateful that li jinsheng had always been by her side to take care of her. She had never blamed herself for losing her child. However, she had tried it before but could not cross the barrier in her heart.

"Give me some time to adjust and I'll be back. "

Chen yucan said to li jinsheng after thinking for a long time.

After that, there was a long silence, and the air seemed to freeze. Li jinsheng seemed to recall the smell of the cigarette that chen yucan was not used to and quietly put it out.

"Well, go to bed early. "

Li jinsheng's voice was hoarse.

"You too. "

Chen yucan said to li jinsheng. Suddenly, she looked at li jinsheng and felt an indescribable emotion. She seemed to have heard a faint sigh from li jinsheng, but it landed heavily on her heart.

The next morning, after li jinsheng woke up, he found that chen yucan had already left. He looked at the suddenly quiet room and felt lonely.

Li jinsheng took out his phone and called chen yucan.

"Hello, the number you dialed is switched off ..."

Li jinsheng smiled bitterly and hung up the phone.

This willful and persistent chen yucan made him helpless to chen yucan. Now, he could only comfort himself and hope that chen yucan could really figure it out. It might not be a bad thing for her to travel.

"President, what are you looking for me for? "

Li jinsheng's assistant walked in and said to him.

"I have something to tell you. Find out where chen yucan is going and send someone to take care of her secretly. Don't let her find out. Can you do this right? "

Li jinsheng said seriously. Since chen yucan had to go outside to find a way to break through her mental demons, he could only try his best to protect her from any harm.

"Yes, president, I understand. "

The assistant nodded and promised li jinsheng.

"Sister, can you lend me some money? Mom asked me to buy her soy sauce, but I lost the money. Mom would have killed me if she knew. "

As chen yucan was walking on the road, she suddenly met a poor little girl who wanted to ask her for help.

Looking at the frightened look on the little girl's face, chen yucan suddenly remembered that when she was young, she had been worried and scared for a long time because she lost the tuition fees that her mother had given her. In the end, she had made her mother's month more difficult because of her.

"It's all right, don't worry. Sister will help you. "

Chen yucan opened her wallet and put 100 yuan in the little girl's hands after thinking about it.

"Sister, soy sauce doesn't cost that much. I can't take these. "

The little girl pushed away the money in chen yucan's hands in fear.

"Take it. Just take the rest of the money from the soy sauce and use it as your pocket money. If you want to buy anything, just take it and buy it. "

Chen yucan rubbed the little girl's hair and said gently.

"Then ... Sister, wait until I get the money back for you! "

The little girl said with determination.

"Nan nan, what are you doing there? Why haven't you brought the soy sauce I asked you to buy? I don't know if everyone is waiting for soy sauce to eat! "

Suddenly, the woman's shrill voice came over, and her face was filled with an irrepressible bitterness.

"This is ... Your mother? "

Chen yucan said to nan nan in a low voice. Nan nan did not say anything and merely nodded her head gently.

Chen yucan could tell that nan nan was afraid of her mother and gently patted her back.

The woman walked forward and her eyes lit up when she saw the money that nan nan was holding.

"Nan nan, tell mom how you got the money. "

The woman quickly put the money in nan nan's hands into her pocket as if she was afraid that others would take it away. Chen yucan suddenly felt that it was ironic. She did not expect such a person to give birth to such a sensible child.

"This is ..."

Looking at nan nan's troubled look, chen yucan said," she found this. "

Only then did the woman's attention shift from money to chen yucan. She looked at chen yucan's outfit and her attitude slowly changed from her disdain at the beginning to an undisguised flattery.

"Well, thank you! "

Chen yucan looked at the secular world in the woman's eyes and couldn' t help but get impatient, but she still didn' t reveal anything.

"Then why haven't you bought your soy sauce yet? "

The woman's attitude towards nan nan was completely different.

"I'm sorry mom, I lost the money. This money ... I didn' t pick it up, but my sister lent it to me ..."

Nan nan struggled for a while before deciding to confess to her mother. Chen yucan didn' t expect her to be able to admit her mistake. This courage was rare for a young girl.

Thinking of the children in this world that she had never seen before, she couldn' t help but love nan nan even more.

"What? You little loser! Is the skin itchy again recently, why this little thing all do not do well! What's the use of raising you! "

The woman's expression suddenly became scary. Her vicious face made chen yucan shudder unconsciously.

The woman was about to rush up and hit nan nan when chen yucan stopped her.

"It's just soy money, isn't it? The child also knows his mistake, this is why? "

Seeing that it was chen yucan, the woman stopped her. The woman did not expect chen yucan to be so generous, and her heart was filled with devious thoughts.

"I'm sorry, young lady, but I've made you laugh. I don't usually spoil the child. "

The woman said with an embarrassed smile, but there was a scheming and sizing up in her eyes.

"Well, your child is very sensible. If I had a child like that, I'd be happy. "

Chen yucan looked at nan nan with affection that she did not even realize.

The woman observed chen yucan's affection for nan nan and suddenly asked chen yucan seriously," miss, are you here to travel?" Did you find a place to stay? "

Chen yucan was not used to the woman's enthusiasm, so she was stunned for a moment before she realized what had happened.

"Ah ... Not yet. "

The woman clapped her hands excitedly and said," then come and stay at eldest sister's house. Anyway, you still like nan nan so much. It just so happens that you two can stay a little longer. Nan nan could also have a companion. "

Chen yucan had never had a good impression of a woman who pretended to be intimate with her. Initially, she wanted to refuse, but when she heard that the woman had moved nan nan out, chen yucan also wanted to spend more time with this sensible little girl.

"Thank you, then. I'll pay the room as usual. I'm gonna have to trouble you guys for a while. "

"It's all right. We should have helped each other. "

The woman said with a smile. Her heart was already filled with joy.

Chen yucan put her luggage in the woman's house. She did not know why she always felt that the atmosphere was very strange.