I Am a Master of Light Novels in Japan

"Oops..."

Then she showed a bitter and embarrassed expression, lowered her head and looked at the very happy expression fixed on her phone. She always felt like an old customer who went to the Cowherd shop in Kabukicho for fun. , Even she herself felt that her approach was too rascal, how did she act on Li Yan...

"What the **** did I do...a bit even I look down on myself..."

Gong Senkui felt quite embarrassed about his gaffe after being drunk, and thought silently.

However, in desperation, she continued to see what would happen in the next twenty minutes.

【Sha Sha Sha...】

The result happened to be the second sub-video, time: 12:41.

After finally placing Miyamori in the passenger seat, Li Yan took Miyamori's car key and started the car's engine.

[Miss Gong Mori, wake up, your home is there, is there a phone call from a friend? ] Li Yan asked.

As a result, the camera turned over. As a result, at this moment, Gong Senkui was already sitting in the passenger seat, sleeping unconsciously.

Immediately afterwards, the silent Li Yan seemed to think in the direction of Gong Senkui for a while, silently explaining.

[...It's almost one o'clock now, and I can only send you to my friend's house for temporary stay. 】

In the quiet and brightly lit Tokyo streets, at 12:43, there were fewer vehicles on the highway than in the previous period. It started from the Meguro area, through the mountain shortcuts, and drove in a dense wooded passage for about 10 minutes.

【parking……】

Suddenly, in the quiet driving process, Miyamori's uncomfortable voice came from nearby.

[Hurry up... I always feel that something is going to come out...]

Then, Gong Senkui in the video said something that made Li Yan quite concerned.

[I'll stop right away, so bear with it again, don't vomit in your own car! ] Li Yan's voice seemed a little anxious.

As a result, the vehicle gradually stopped at a doorway similar to a forest park. As a result, the video camera seemed to quickly unfasten the seat belt, pushed the car door into the gutter of the mountain road, bent down and vomited.

In the camera, Li Yan delivered her a bottle of mineral water by express delivery. After rinsing her mouth with mineral water with an uncomfortable expression, Li Yan helped her back into the car again.

"..."

Gong Senkui watched the video, and suddenly, the whole person fell silent.

I don’t know why, when I saw a passage in the camera where Li Yan was taking care of her, my heart suddenly became warm...

Forty minutes of the video, it can be seen that Li Yan did not do any impolite behavior to her. On the contrary, she has always caused him troubles of one kind or another.

In the thirty-minute journey, she vomited a total of three times, and after the third time, she asked to sit slowly at the overpass stairs under the street lamp...

Under the dim light, sitting with his knees in his arms, he put on Li Yan's coat in the cold winter.

[Uncomfortable...Why is it so uncomfortable...]

When she was drunk, she whispered and asked in a low voice.

[It's just the effect of alcohol, don't worry, wash your face with a hot towel after you go back, and just sleep for a while...]

Li Yan, who was sitting aside, said.

In the camera, under the lights of the vehicle hazard warning lights, in such a quiet night, Miyamori outside the camera does not know what the scene and mood was at that time, but she knows herself in the camera, and It's not about the influence of alcohol.

Above the snow, there is a bright starry sky. In the video, the self in the video is in a low voice, and the uncomfortable expression gradually calms down, saying: [No, it is definitely not physical discomfort, I... what am I doing, why should I join the animation? The company, why are you doing busy work...]

[After graduating from the junior college...I didn't have any purpose, just to find a job for employment... Sure enough, this kind of feeling is not enough... Can I only achieve this level? 】

In the camera, she buried her face in her arms and asked sadly.

【……what do I do? Just go on working aimlessly, get married, resign, be a housewife, and die until I am old... Obviously I told my friends that I would make an animation together. As a result, not only is Essassin confused, but I am also confused... …The purpose of people's work is to support themselves, right? 】

"..."

Seeing Gong Senkui here, it was the first time I realized that after being drunk, he didn't need a spiritual clone, so he could bluntly speak such painful, sad, and confused words.

She often feels depressed when she is busy. Only after she comes into contact with work, she gradually understands the indifference and hardship of the society. In this era, there is a long distance from her high school aspirations... The material source for survival comes forever. It is not easy, the social emotions are so distorted and complicated, covering too many gray figures...

At 12:51, she was sitting on the steps of the overpass, tears flowing, she was still very strange to a young man who was one year younger than herself and confided in her hardship and confusion.

These, even in front of friends and parents, cannot complain.

The self in the camera, after being drunk, is laughing and crying... Maybe this is the real self, this self is also a lot of other people in busy work...

However, Li Yan in the lens seemed to be listening, and he kept exhaling the misty breath in the lens.

[... To make money and work for the sake of life is not a meaningless thing in itself. 】

Li Yan suddenly answered.

[Although the world economy is much easier than at any time in history, food and clothing are no longer a problem, people have higher and more admired dreams... But no matter when and where, the most important thing is to support yourself, Miss Gong Mori , You are confused when you have no dreams or goals. In fact, whether in Tokyo or everywhere, there is still not enough to eat. You are busy running around just to survive and just to shelter from the wind and rain. 】

In the cold wind, Li Yan's voice was so cold, telling his feelings.

In the camera, I was looking at each other in surprise, and the expression was exactly the same as the expression of Miyamori who was watching the video quietly in the conference room at this moment.

The camera cannot see Li Yan's expression, but only from the somewhat sluggish and surprised expression in the camera, he seems to be able to imagine it.

[How to respond to this feeling after encountering a frustrating thing. People always have two ways. One is to look at someone worse than themselves, so as to prove that they are not alone. The other kind is to look at someone stronger than oneself, so that you can spur such a weak and weak self...]

[...So, if it’s something you can get at your fingertips, it’s not a dream at all. The front of your dream is always dark, and you won’t be able to see it until you get to the nearest, but it doesn’t mean you are not moving forward, so , Don't be fooled by the darkness in front of you, Miss Gong Sen. 】

The wind is so light and the words are so quiet.

During the time when someone was comforting, she did not remember...

In the road and street where there are only two of them, the video is almost coming to an end. That's how Li Yan sent her to Gabriel's room, and then the video officially ended at 1:09.

"..."

Gong Senkui was silent and didn't recover for a long time.

I originally watched this video just to ensure my own safety, but as a result, I saw everything that happened last night with a vague impression as if I had traveled across different world lines. It was a magical feeling, just like watching a movie, but this is The reality is still the memory she has forgotten after experiencing it herself...

"...Really speaking, this gentleman."

Gong Senkui showed a slight smile, not sure whether it was caused by the heating or the warmth in her heart, she felt a little warm on her cheeks, and whispered.

"But what Mr. Li said really makes sense."

Suddenly, Ema Yashara's voice came from behind Miyamori.