I Am a Master of Light Novels in Japan

"Yes, what's the matter?"

Li Yan asked with some doubts.

"You are not a high school student, nor a college student anymore. Have you considered finding a suitable girl to accompany you?"

Xiaolin smiled faintly, and asked Li Yan suggestively.

"Cough cough cough!!"

This question immediately swallowed all the ramen in Li Yan's mouth into the trachea, causing him to cough immediately.

"Wh, what?" Li Yan looked at Xiaolin in astonishment and asked.

Kobayashi looked at him suspiciously, and said, "What are you surprised about? You are not young anymore, now you have a job, although you don't need a job here in Japan and you won't delay your relationship..."

"..." Li Yan was silent for a moment.

The night wind shook the lantern above his head. Li Yan was thinking about something quietly, his expression was a little complicated, he seemed a little interested, but also a little jealous, his eyelids drooped slightly, and some of them felt troublesome about such topics.

"After all, do you have a girl you like now?" Xiao Lin asked.

"This...this..." Li Yan hesitated and didn't seem to deny it.

Xiao Lin smiled, took a sip of wine, and said, "You have a look on your face."

Before the night without stars, Kobayashi said: "What are you worrying about? I always think that you are enjoying your work recently and putting your mind on the students. However, this is not a good thing for you. It is waiting for you. , Waiting for your people, it’s not a good thing."

"..."

Li Yan's sorrowful eyes became even more apathetic.

As long as he is a man, why not yearn for an ideal heterosexual partner around him? Li Yan does not deny that he does not have such expectations.

It's just that he didn't know a few things at first, but now he knows them all.

When he fell into the depths of the deep sea, Li Yan saw not only the life of the little girl, but also the details and insights he couldn't know and saw that he shouldn't see. Careful emotional insider.

No matter what he did, he couldn't make up for this situation, and it was destined to be a dilemma that couldn't be turned back.

He did not pursue such a result. It should be said that he is not emotionally savvy, and there is not much warmth that can be found in the vast world. He did not feel warm at the beginning, and he did not have the salary they said. , But only after meeting them did he gather enough flames of hope. Along the way, he said several times that it is not easy to maintain the status quo, and he no longer desires a deeper future and emotions.

He may be able to tell himself rationally, as long as he truly likes the person he likes. But until now, Li Yan was confused. He didn't know, didn't understand, didn't understand, and was even afraid of such emotions. Now he has seriously thought about it, but there is still no answer.

After a moment of silence, Li Yan finally drank.

The bitterness comes from the mouth, but it starts from the heart.

"I will seriously...think about my heart."

Li Yan seemed to be talking to Xiaolin, as if he was talking to himself.

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The night was like ink, like stirring clean water. After taking a bath, the young man after a tiring work originally planned to lean against the wall for a while and let his hair dry before falling asleep, but he waited until he closed his eyes. , The tiredness and tiredness swept over, and in the dark room, the figure who was basking in a campfire gradually dropped its head, and the whole body was tilted to the side.

When I fell asleep, I didn't know the years, I didn't know the outside world, and I was groggy and dreamed of many things.

From when I was young, I realized that my parents were not around. I dreamed of my grandfather’s face, the face of the teacher who encouraged him to become stronger, and dreamed of the way back home every day, and dreamed that I saw my parents in the rain. In that scene, I dreamed of Sanhe Bunku, angels and demons, monsters and boys, the fate of **** girls, and the figure of a group of girls who have fate with him...

——【Li Yan. 】

Suddenly, the girl who couldn't see clearly turned her head and said his name to him.

"!"

Li Yan was shocked and woke up.

He leaned against the wall in a daze, and when he opened his eyes, he was already able to see the bright moon in the night of Tokyo, which was deep enough for this person.

The night wind was blowing Li Yan's hair, and he was sitting under the moon, alone.

Suddenly, a voice slowly asked: "What's the matter, look at your melancholy?"

"!?"

Li Yan was startled. Before he could react, a girl's figure sat beside him, still sitting cross-legged. She showed her white teeth, her hands shining on her face. He looked very vigorous and said: "General, long time no see, my heir."

"Wang..." Li Yan asked dumbly.

"Just call me Cranberry, or Master Cranberry, Senior Cranberry, Sister Cranberry." This agent who is still sitting in the gods is out of sight, but I will see her again a few years later. But she found that she hadn't changed at all, still that kind of optimism.

"Senior Cranberry." Li Yan hesitated and chose the most satisfactory one.

"It's been a long time since I saw you. I thought you were already asleep." Li Yan said to her.

Cranberry nodded and said: "It's indeed been a nap for a few years. After all, most of the danger has been relieved. I'm still developing. The developing girl needs to sleep more."

"So, so, what are you worrying about?" Cranberry grabbed Li Yan's shoulder and kept asking enthusiastically.

"...It's not a happy thing." Li Yan always felt that this agent was also a gossip girl. Seeing her with such an excited expression, he looked at her with disgust and said.

This lovely Chinese girl saw that he didn't intend to speak out, she was taken aback for a moment, then she thought for a while, smiled and covered his ears with her hands, and then whispered in his ears: "Don't forget that I am monitoring the world. As for the current agent of, you are shaken, haha, you guys are so confused that they don’t know how to respond to you and cherish you, girls who have been tempted by you, right?"

"Slow, slow..."

Li Yan's expression was stunned. He opened his eyes wide and looked at the cranberries on the side, and his thoughts hidden deep enough were actually spoken out.

This girl has been smiling, looking at him, and jokingly said: "Is that idiot? The simple reason is not clear. You find that everything you encounter is no longer a replaceable feeling, but an experience. Through the joys, sorrows, sorrows, and the years, you have been honing the emotions like gems that are burned out. Therefore, you owe every girl who puts so much emotion into you. You can't avoid any emotion.

I didn't notice it at the beginning, but once I knew it, it was another problem.

Li Yan listened to this ancestor girl’s explanation, but he did not refute anything. In the end, he asked, “So, what should I do better?”

"Don't you like her intently?"

Wang Hongmei smiled faintly, and explained: "But, it's a pity that the ending to greet you is... the other girls will be alone until they grow old by themselves, and they won't hate you forever..."

"what!?"

Li Yan's face turned blue when he heard it, and he was so horrified that he wanted to ask something, but he couldn't say anything.

The future foretold by the rulers of the past will never change.

"A certain girl will always travel, always use her own wisdom and talents to protect the world, leaving a legendary story, but also leaving behind an unfinished famous painting and die. There is also a girl who will not be hurt in the end. She inherited the family business, and when she finally grew old, she made the family business a charity, and the only property left to her was Van Gogh's "Sunflower." There was also a novel female writer who finally rejected the suitor in hesitation. , While writing silently, while silently searching for the boy who has never been able to reappear in the rain..."

At the end of the month, this agent told Li Yan about the future of some women.

"Enough, senior!"