I Am a Master of Light Novels in Japan

"Longing for freedom, longing for a more real self, is it really good for oneself?"

Yukoshita's mother asked Yukino in a suspicious mood.

Yukino's body trembled slightly and looked at her mother.

"A family must play a good role in the family's own status and identity, no matter what critical words there are, so far, no one is qualified to say that this is wrong."

"The more you come to the era of self-willedness, I hope you will understand that the relationship between people is not a fairy tale relationship. There is no pure goodness or pure badness. Don't trust others. This is what I have always hoped. You can know the truth. This is the truth that the ancestors have suffered a lot before they hope to pass on to the next generation."

“It’s not wrong to make good friends, follow a lifestyle that conforms to family rules, and grow in a healthy and positive direction, although... it seems that you don’t like it very much, including things like marriage.”

Yukinoshita's mother smiled and said, "I also know that many people criticize this kind of education. It is wrong to dominate the growth of your children for your own good. But the facts have proved that the mother gave you this kind of life, perhaps more helpful. Learn to be responsible, learn to control yourself, learn to be good, you and your sister think more than others. Of course, you have grown up now, and I also hope you can be assertive. I hope you can keep yourself And a free life, but I don’t want you to go the wrong way."

"...I know, mother."

Xuexiaxue Nai lowered her head slightly, her expression was a little low, and said to her mother.

"But if my mother's method is correct, why do I feel so painful?" Yukino Yukino asked her, looking at the plank with gloomy eyes.

Xuexia's mother's expression became even more sad.

Yukino Yukino's long black hair raised slightly. She raised her head and looked at her mother with bright eyes, and said, "I didn't understand it very early, not just for myself, but also for my friends. People. Can the distortions between people be smoothed out, whether I can become as good as my sister, whether I can be loved..."

Yukino looked at her mother with a slight smile, and said: "I even felt that for a long time, mother you regarded me as a substitute for my sister, so when I don't want to be compared, I hope to get what I can only have... "

"But, until recently, I have found all the answers."

Xue Na said to her mother in that calm smile.

"...Really?" Xuexia's mother listened to Xueno's words quietly, and said in a moment of silence.

"Yup."

Xue Nai smiled faintly, and said, "Sure enough, I was wrong."

"A lot of me are self-righteous. Probably, many people are as troubled as me by this seemingly accurate and inaccurate thing... I am me, I am not my sister, so naturally it is impossible for my mother to treat her sister like me. Treating me the same way, I have always been loved. Until today, I really realized that both my mother and sister love me, but I did not realize that it is so easy for people to ignore the important feelings around them. To pursue the precious value of others, but may lose more treasures without knowing..."

When Yukino Yukoshita said these words, in his memory, the family members of the family, Hachitani Hachiman and Yuihama Yui from the Ministry of Service, Li Yan in the rain, and the older sister who hugged her in the storm...

What Li Yan could see at once, but she couldn't see so clearly in this way.

After Li Yan was found by Xuexia’s mother, he was convinced that Xuexia’s mother persecuted him as a mother. A man without a mother, a writer who loves life deeply, realized this. Just told Xue Nao about this.

"Mom has to worry about the future of the family, and I gradually understand that you are not necessarily wrong, but, sorry, mom, I really like that person, even if he really does not fit the Yukoshita family, I still want Be yourself, the unique Yukino..."

Yukino Yukino's expression was firm and natural, so careless, and said, "These things are the real things that I can see clearly through that person's body."

Rustle...

After this passage was finished, there was no more sound in the study.

After that, Xue Na was gone. In the dim study room, only Xue Xia's mother was left alone, sitting in a chair, looking at the family photo in the study, and was dazed.

I don't know how long it took, a figure walked up to Xuexia's mother.

"How about the growth of Xue Nao Jiang?"

Yang Nai asked his mother with a smile.

Xuexia's mother closed her eyes, sighed slightly, and said indifferently, "I'm almost mad at you two."

"Hehe, that's the way my mother is. She is not good at communicating with Xue Nai, which has caused so many situations." Yang Nai smiled and said.

This elegant middle-aged Japanese woman sat quietly in a chair and was silent for a while before she asked: "Yonano, this way..."

"It's okay."

Yang Nai shook his head slightly.

She smiled calmly and put her hands on her mother's shoulders.

"it does not matter……"

on the other hand.

In the bathroom, Li Yan had been soaking in the bath, but he still didn't wait for Yukino to get his clothes back.

Finally, he heard someone knock on the bathroom door, and Yukino said to him: "The clothes have been dry-cleaned and dried. I put them in the basket."

"Okay, thank you, Yukino."

Li Yan stood up and said to Xue Nai.

The girl outside the door was silent for a moment, and said, "No, I want to thank you."

"?" Li Yan was stunned for a moment, and didn't quite understand what Xue Nai suddenly thanked him for.

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That day, after the clothes were dry, Li Yan finally successfully visited Xuenao's father and Xuexia's mother who later attended.

As for Li Yan's performance, generally speaking, he has been very orderly and has been working hard. People who don't know think that it has reached the stage of marriage proposal. It is not like this couple who only confirmed the relationship in less than a few days.

Surprisingly, the mother of Xuexia did not deliberately oppose Xueno's love affair on that day. No matter it was family, nationality, or social status, it did not appear from Xuexia's mother again.

Perhaps, that part of the reason was not an uncompromising factor at the beginning, but the point was more on some reasons that she knew but Xuexia's father did not know.

However, as long as you are an individual, you can probably see the importance of Xue Nai to Li Yan on that day...

Five years later.

One-by-one buildings located in the Nakano area of ​​Tokyo.

Li Yan moved a pile of documents from downstairs to the second floor, intending to stack them in the warehouse on the roof.

However, when I got to the front of the stairs, I ran into Yukoshita Yukino who was going downstairs.

Five years of time did not seem to leave a trace on this woman.

"What are you moving?" Xuexia Xuena asked curiously.

"Many of the school's documents are actually outdated, but maybe they will be useful in the future, so I will provide some references for teachers and juniors."

Li Yan said to Xue Nai.

Xuexia Xuena, who has been working in the dental hospital, is still jealous of colleagues and others. Li Yan, who has been a teacher for several years, has been busy working on student affairs and has been involved in unimaginable incidents many times.

However, even though the house was bought with a loan of more than 90 million yuan, the stairs were rather narrow, making it difficult for two adults to pass by.