I Am In Love with Myself

Not to mention the passage of time, nor the passing of the white horse, in short, it was five years in the blink of an eye.

As An Mu guessed, Dad An’s illness really couldn’t get better so quickly, but fortunately, he was found in time and treated in time. He was basically stable two years ago, and he was recuperating for two years. In addition to the need to take medicine every day, regularly. Going to the UK for re-examination is basically the same as a normal person.

In the past five years, An Mu has only returned to the country three or four times, and not every time he saw Jian Yixi, only two times, in a hurry, he didn't even bother to eat a meal.

An Mu was packing things in the room and preparing to go back to school. An Ma stood in front of the concealed door and knocked on the door.

"I am busy?"

"I'm not busy, what's the matter mom?"

Ma An came in, walked to the bed and watched her tidy up, but did not speak for a long time.

An Mu folded her clothes and looked up at An Ma.

Ma Ann sighed slightly and said, "You are very good, really, not because you are my daughter. I said that. You are really good. Many people say that. Jason still envied me as good as you. Heir to."

The opening of this kind of glorious praise often turns sharply in the back. An Mu stopped busy in his hands and pulled An Ma to sit by the bed.

"Just tell me what you want, mom."

"I...I want to say, is it necessary for you to go back to school? Who in the industry doesn't know that you have been admitted to Tsinghua University? Doesn't it matter if you know you have this ability? Now that the group is operating so well, you can go to school and get that degree. , Really meaningless."

An Mu lowered his eyes and said lightly: "I did not test Tsinghua University to prove anything, nor to get a degree, but because I wanted to go to this school. As for what you said is meaningless, you are just thinking from the perspective of most people, yes. For me, as long as I need it, it makes sense, and if I don’t need it, it doesn’t make sense to spend money every day."

An Mu raised his eyes to look at An Ma, his eyes were clear and gentle, and his whispering voice was soft and persuasive.

"The shopping mall is too impetuous and messy. Although I can learn a lot here and exercise myself, there are some things that I need to calm down to have a deeper experience. I have accumulated enough practical experience, and I need it now. It’s a relatively simple environment like the campus, which allows me to have a deeper understanding of life."

An Ma said: "Hurt! You see that you are still talking about philosophy with your mother. Your mother and I were also a university student. At that time, the college students of my mother were all great characters. How can they be everywhere like they are now?

I understand everything you say, but don’t forget that life is basically firewood, rice, oil and salt. The so-called “satisfaction” means that you can only enjoy life if you have enough food and drink. You don’t have the ability to make a living, and it’s useless to say anything. "

An Mu chuckled, and said coquettishly, "So our family can't afford a college student now?"

An Ma smiled helplessly and nodded her forehead: "You **** girl, mom tells you reality, you tell mom philosophy, mom tells you philosophy, you tell mom reality again, are you begging? "

An Mu rubbed his forehead, which didn't hurt at all, and returned to seriousness with a smile.

"Let's not talk about me now, let's talk about my dad. He doesn't say anything, but he doesn't accept the illness in his heart. He just feels that he can fight for another fifty years when he is not old.

Although I am the vice president, in the past five years, I have used me to make decisions on all matters of the company. My and my dad’s ideas are different, and conflicts will inevitably arise. Wasn’t it just because of the Elegant case that made it unpleasant?

One mountain cannot tolerate two tigers. It is difficult to work together even if father and daughter do not agree with each other. Rather than trying to persuade each other, it is better for me to withdraw so that I can get what I want to study and my dad can also show off. Why not? "

At one point, An Ma was speechless, she could only sigh with a smile: "It's really a girl who can't help but mother, I advise you, you can find a hundred words to refute me."

Compared to An's Ma's block, An's father is quite in favor of An Mu's return to school.

"Reading is not necessarily for academic qualifications, but also to cultivate yourself. Life is not only about making money, but there are many more meaningful things. The most important thing in our family is money. Do whatever you want. Dad will support you!"

An eye board was nailed, and An's mother stopped stopping, helped her pack her luggage, and told her a little bit more before letting her go back to China.

An Mu did not notify anyone, and went home first after getting off the plane. For the past five years, Jian Yixi has been living in their house. It was not that Jian Yixi stayed thick-skinned, but that An Mu let her live. Mom also meant the same.

The house is vacant and empty. It is one aspect that some people live without waste. It is also good for the house. There is smoke and fire, and the old saying goes that if you don’t live for three years, no matter how good the house is, it will become a haunted house.

After three o'clock in the afternoon, there was no one at home, and Jian Yixi was still in the company at this time.

Thinking that Jian Yixi had registered his own company when she was still a child, An Mu felt very emotional that her daughter had grown up.

Jian Yixi really worked very hard. After she left, Jian Yixi contacted her almost every day, but never said a word that crossed the boundary, as if the ambiguous past between them was a dream. Jian Yixi only asks about finance, and discusses the market prospects of biomedicine with her.

Jian Yixi first started with venture capital, and only started to register Xiling Biotechnology Company in the second semester of his junior year.

Before registering the company, Jian Yixi had already made a lot of money by relying on venture capital. He also did sufficient market research. He also spent two years as an intern in the company of the same school sister during the winter and summer vacations. After confirming that this is indeed promising, he started.

Now, Jian Yixi has graduated for more than a year, and Xiling Biology has developed quite well. She and that senior sister... seem to have the surname Xu. Although she and senior sister Xu are both in biotechnology, they have different directions in the camp. The two complement each other. , Xuejie Xu also introduced many customers to her.

An Mu was thinking about pulling open the shoe cabinet. Her toothless rabbit slippers were still in it. They were five years old, just a pair of old slippers. Why didn't they throw them away?

Not only her toothless rabbit, but Jian Yixi's little yellow duck slippers are still there. They look quite new, as if they haven't been worn much.

Seeing slippers, An Mu thought of Jian Yihu posing as Jian Yixi when she came home for the first time. She was only a little skeptical at the time. She deliberately said that the little yellow duck belongs to Jian Yixi and that the toothless rabbit belongs to Jian Yixi. Jian Yihu The stuffing was revealed on the spot.

An Mu had two pairs of cotton tows, which were replaced. After Jian Yihu passed the Toothless Rabbit, An Mu never wore them again.

An Mu originally wanted to throw it away, but this was given by Jian Yixi. At that time, she was keeping a distance from Jian Yixi and threw away the shoes she gave. Jian Yixi would definitely think more. An Mu was afraid of trouble, so he kept it. Unexpectedly, he stayed in the area until now.

The slippers that An Mu didn't wear five years ago, how could they wear them five years later?

An Mu took guest slippers.

After a simple wash, An Mu was too lazy to eat, and went straight upstairs to sleep to adjust the jet lag.

The room that hadn't been back in five years remained the same, as if she had never left, and the location of everything resembled yesterday.

An Mu lay in her clothes, thin bedding smelling of the sun, she couldn't help yawning comfortably, her beautiful eyes slowly closed.

——Is this a quilt that has just been exposed? She's not here, so what kind of quilt is she going to put on? Has anyone come to live here?

In a daze, An Mu fell asleep.

After the social gathering, Jian Yixi pulled Xu Qinglan over. It is rare to see her senior sister who was actually drunk. The senior sister’s secretary was too drunk to stop her from drinking, so she couldn’t send her back and asked about it. No one knows where the senior sister's house is.

Jane Yixi sighed, ignoring the hair that slid off the eyes, and took the senior sister into her car.

Xiao Wu, the secretary of the senior sister, knew her secretary Xiaoqin quite well, so Xiaoqin sent Xiao Wu to it, which was just right.

The senior sister has a good wine. Even if she is drunk, she doesn't cry or make trouble or go crazy. She closes her eyes quietly, as if she is asleep. Her cold white face can't see the drunken redness, only her eyebrows are twisted very tightly. Tight, as if there is some trouble.

Jian Yixi heard Xiaoqin occasionally mentioning that the elder sister has two younger brothers with congenital dementia. Dad abandoned them in his early years. Although the elder sister is now successful in her career, she still has a lot of troubles for outsiders.

The elder sister has it, why not she?

At the red light ahead, Jian Yixi stopped the car, picked up the phone and glanced at it.

There are a lot of new messages in the letter v, but none of them are from An Mu. For the past five years, she has been in contact with An Mu almost every day. It is her, not An Mu. An Mu has never taken the initiative to send her a message. Really There is no one, even more calls.

Once, she had a fever and was uncomfortable and sent a message to An Mu. An Mu was fine at the time and asked her to see a doctor quickly, but the next day, she deliberately refused to contact An Mu for one day, and An Mu did not contact her either. Don't worry about whether she will burn or not.

On the third day, she didn't give An Mu a anger, so she wanted to see if she died, she didn't care.

On the fifth day of anger, she couldn't help contacting An Mu. She was really wronged at the time and her tears fell, but she couldn't say a word of complaint.

How should she complain? In what capacity do you complain?

They were once best friends, and An Mu would worry about her at the slightest trouble, but she had messed up all of this abruptly.

Who said you must be together if you like it? Being friends is the best choice forever.

Over the years, Jian Yixi has really regretted, especially that she has ignored An Mu, An Mu will never take the initiative to contact her, and she regrets it even more.

If time goes back, she will definitely choose to be a friend for a lifetime, she won't confess to death, let alone entangle her.

Unfortunately, there is no if.

She can't change the past, she can only work hard for the present and the future.

An Mu, I will treat you as a friend, my best friend, at least on the surface, I will never cross the line easily, so...you also contact me once, OK?

If there is no extravagant hope, there will be no disappointment. Jian Yixi sighed slightly, telling herself how many times, but every time she picked up the phone, she subconsciously looked forward to An Mu's message.

Impossible, if she didn't take the initiative to contact, An Mu wouldn't care about her at all.

Stop wishful thinking.

Maybe An Mu doesn't plan to come back in this life.

Only you are stupid and desperately working hard, and I hope she will treat you with admiration when she comes back.

In fact, no matter how hard you work, she is not rare and can't see it.

As a person who used alcohol allergies as an excuse to hide from alcohol all the year round, Jian Yixi felt that she was drunk, too, so she felt drunk too, so she felt sorry for herself here.

Cheer up, Jian Yixi, An Mu is not uncommon, nor is it invisible, but she just doesn't want to give her hope.

As long as she makes An Mu clearly realize that she really doesn't love her, and only treats her as a friend, An Mu will return to what she used to be, and she will definitely.

Jian Yixi barely cheered up, drove back to her home all the way, and helped Xu Qinglan upstairs.

Of course, it is impossible for An Mu to let anyone live in her bedroom, and it is impossible for her to share the bed with the senior sister. Then let the senior sister sleep in her room, whoever is the living room sofa is fine.

Thinking about this, Jian Yixi unlocked the key and pushed the door open, and then clicked on the light in the living room.

The house was quiet and nobody was there, just as she had come home every time in all these years.

She didn't care about changing her shoes, so she had to put her senior sister on the sofa to lean back, and helped her take off her shoes. Then she turned back to the hallway and stretched out her hand to open the shoe cupboard door.

First took out her own slippers, then put her and senior sister's shoes in, and then went to get the guest slippers, Jane Yixi's hand suddenly stopped.

The guest slippers are disposable. A pack of five pairs is placed in the corner. There are never any guests at home, except for Mao Mao and the second brother, but Mao Mao and the second brother have special slippers. There is no need for disposable slippers at all.

Why... one pair is missing?

Jian Yixi's eyes shone, and she landed on a pair of strange high heels on the second floor.

This is... whose shoes?

The author has something to say: it’s late today, sorry little cute ones

The house leak happened in the evening rain. The move was not finished yet, and the census was conducted, and there was a fever. After I came back from the community, I took medicine and slept until after 9 o’clock. I barely finished writing. I’ll write some more for tomorrow. Not late QAQ