I Am In Love with Myself

Chen Han came in with the heavy cardboard box, and put it on the ground with a booming sound. The mouth of the box was opened, and a few bottles of fruit wine were placed on the top. The vegetables were all pressed underneath, and only a piece of tofu was placed in a corner that would not be crushed.

"So many, two meals will definitely not be finished." An Mu said.

Chen Han rubbed his forehead with sweat, and smiled while changing his slippers: "Then make a few more meals, anyway, I don't plan to leave anyway."

An Mu bent down and picked up the box of vegetables. It was really not normal. He was a little bit panting just carrying it to the kitchen. Chen Han was probably very tired along the way.

Chen Han first went to the bathroom to wash his hands. Then he entered the kitchen and saw Jian Yixi chopping chicken, walking over and naturally took the knife in her hand.

"You came all the way, as a guest, how can you let you cook? You talk to An Mu, and I'll come."

This is as if she is not a guest.

Jane Yixi held her empty hand, and she was about to be squeezed aside by Chen Han, so she hurried to grab the kitchen knife again.

"Teacher Chen is the one. You have helped us so much. How can I make you work harder? Let me do it."

"What are you polite? I have had a relationship with An Mu for so many years, and I should do anything to help her."

"But... but this is the chestnut chicken I promised An Mu to help her make."

"Chestnut Chicken?"

"I really don't know how to do this. Well, I will do something else and we will work together."

The seemingly harmonious but not very harmonious conversation ended, and the two looked back almost at the same time.

"You go to review and call you when you are done."

Although not in unison, it is roughly the same.

An Mu glanced at Jian Yixi with bright black eyes, then at Chen Han, who was smiling gently, hesitated for a moment, then pulled out a new apron and handed it to Chen Han.

"Then I will wait to eat something delicious."

An Mu believes that Jian Yixi can handle this kind of sophistication. Turning around, he really went back to the study to review, and he will have to take two exams tomorrow.

Chen Han took the apron and put it on and fastened it. From the corner of his eye, he glanced at Jian Yixi and glanced at her. After all, she was still young, showing too much emotion, and the corners of her lips couldn't be suppressed by the smile, and she was unhappy when she was robbed. It seemed to disappear without a trace in the blink of an eye.

Chen Han was keen, his slender eyelashes blinked behind his gold glasses, he looked down at his apron, then at Jian Yixi's apron, his eyes fell on the beautiful bow behind Jian Yixi.

The bow can be tied with either the forehand or the backhand, but if the backhand is tied by itself, the butterfly wings on both sides will be more casual. If others help with the forehand, they can pull the butterfly wings with extra strength. Look better.

Jian Yixi, this one looks very nice.

The eyes behind the lens had cooled for two degrees. Chen Han took out the fruit wine in the carton and put it into the refrigerator. The same dishes were taken out and prepared according to the planned menu.

"How are you at school?"

"Very good, thank you, Teacher Chen, if it were not for you, this matter would not have fermented so quickly."

"It's all said that you don't have to be polite, Mu Mu's business is mine."

Mu Mu...

Jian Yixi stopped the chicken-chopping hand and turned his eyes to look at Chen Han. Just because An Mu had tied her apron but didn't help Chen Han, she was so happy that she was gone in the blink of an eye.

"Thank you for that too, one yard goes one yard."

Chen Han was not unnecessarily polite. The clattering of plastic bags mixed with her gentle voice and asked: "Are you here on a special leave?"

"It seems that your relationship is really good. I am very happy for Mu Mu to make new friends so quickly. When you come back during the summer vacation, I will reimburse you for the travel expenses. I will live here when I come. If you make good food, you can study together, or you can go out to play and combine work and rest."

The chicken chopping hand paused again.

"Ms. Chen is not busy at work? Can you keep going to China?"

"I plan to return to China for development, so I will stay in Beijing most of the time."

Go back to China for development? Long live in Beijing? !

Jian Yixi closed her eyes, knowing that she shouldn't think about it, but she couldn't control herself.

An Mu has repeatedly emphasized that she has no such relationship with Chen Han. Can you give An Mu some trust?

Yes, trust! If even An Mu can't be trusted, who else is credible in this world?

Jian Yixi quickly convinced herself and continued to talk and laugh with Chen Han.

"That's also good. After all, no matter how good a foreign country is, we are also foreigners there. Even immigrants can't change their outlook. Our own family is the best. My mother always said that golden dens and silver dens are not as good as our own dog dens. The roughness is not rough."

Chen Han agreed: "Yes, I think so too. At first I was young and energetic. I always thought that foreign moons are rounder, but actually... my own apples are more delicious."

apple?

Jian Yixi treated it as a casual metaphor, and didn't care, and smiled and replied: "My own chestnut chicken is also delicious."

The kitchen is not big, but it is definitely not a small one. Two or three people working together can easily turn around. Jian Yixi and Chen Han do not interfere with each other, not only their hands are idle, but their mouths are not idle, you I chatted with each other sentence by sentence.

Chen Han is very talkative. She can speak wittyly in all walks of life, including the school's trivialities. As they talked, they talked about the early love between Jian Yihu and Qin Yige.

"Puppy love is not necessarily all bad. What is bad is only those who delay learning because of puppies, and even have premature intimacy. If it is a puppies love that urges each other to learn and does not cross the boundary, I think it is a good thing. After all, the school days are The most innocent, the feelings without the pollution of interests are purer and longer.

Moreover, feelings are also the best motivation for learning. For example, trying hard to enter a key university for the one you love is more useful than teachers and parents. "

These words really fell into Jian Yixi's heart, and she nodded in favor.

"Teacher Chen is still insightful, sometimes the teachers and parents are too exaggerated."

Chen Han was washing the sea cucumber, as if asking casually: "What about you? Do you have a boyfriend?"

"Where is my girlfriend?"

Jian Yixi was cutting the **** that had just come from Chen Han, and almost missed it.

"No...no."

——It is said that France is a romantic and free excess. It seems to be true. Who would just ask others if they have homosexuals?

Chen Han asked three sentences about love. Jian Yixi's heart moved and couldn't help but asked, "Does Teacher Chen have a favorite?"

Have? ! ! !

Jian Yixi was overjoyed, although she didn't know what she was really happy about.

"Then, what kind of person does Teacher Chen like?"

Chen Han's slender fingers penetrated the dark ginseng body of stichopus japonicus, rotating and cleaning, the clear lens reflected a cool white light, and the depressed waist was slender and flexible. With the sound of cleaning, the gentle voice sang pleasantly. open.

"What I like... is a stubborn and cute girl. When I first met her, she was less than thirteen years old. She was not tall enough to reach my chest. She was a spoiled eldest lady who was both spoiled and headstrong, and also picky eaters. Very picky, the whole person is thin.

It took a lot of time for me to raise her some meat. She only likes to eat the food I cooked. She will go to my house to have a meal every other day. Occasionally, she is too busy to take care of her, so she squats with her schoolbag. Waiting for me at my door, pitifully making me feel guilty.

Later, I simply gave her the key to my house, and she often stayed with me. I had to call her parents. Her parents trusted me and would agree to her stay overnight as long as I contacted.

Before she was sixteen, she stayed at my house for eight out of ten days. "

This... how do you say it is a bit like An Mu?

Jian Yixi felt more flustered as she listened, pretending to be calm and asking: "Then...have you been dating?"

"Of course not. She confessed to me. I refused. Her family trusted me so much. I was her teacher in name. I couldn't persuade myself to accept her. Moreover, once the relationship was confirmed, the mere embrace between me and her It will become less innocent, and if it is serious, it may be labeled as a crime."

Teacher in name...

Is it really An Mu?

No, no, she must be thinking too much. Even if she doesn’t believe in Chen Han, she has to believe in An Mu. An Mu just said that no one likes it, and emphasized that it was a perfunctory person who made up someone who liked it, Chen Han must be someone else.

Jian Yixi took a deep breath and continued to ask: "Then how are you doing now?"

"What do we... how do you say? She's still angry with me.

I can understand that I was too much, and if I was her, I would be angry.

It was too simple and rude that I refused, saying that she was still a little girl, and that she hadn't developed enough to have a relationship with her, and that she had no interest in her at all, and that I didn't want to post it, and said a lot of things that hurt her. "

Jian Yixi's heart was beating violently, she tried hard not to let herself connect these to An Mu, even if Chen Han said more and more like it, she also tried not to think about it.

"This...it really hurts a bit."

Wow!

Chen Han suddenly pressed his hands into the ginseng basin, and suddenly with an echo, Jian Yixi jumped.

"You are wrong, not a little bit, but very! If she doesn't love me, she will be angry at most, but won't be too much hurt. The more she loves me, the more my words will be to her. Sharp, the deeper I hurt her."

"Then... later?"

"After severing the teacher-student relationship with her, I haven't seen her again for a long time, and I deliberately kept myself busy not thinking about her, and I even deliberately avoided all news about her.

I didn't feel it at the time, but looking back now, I hate myself.

She obviously liked her, but she didn't dare to admit it, and she dared to use her own life to guarantee that she would never touch her as long as she was not an adult, but she didn't dare to face everyone's doubts.

I am weak and incompetent and selfish, afraid of being accused, afraid of being framed and imprisoned, afraid of losing my reputation, and afraid that my hard-working career will be ruined. "

Chen Han laughed while talking, with a sad smile on his face.

"Fortunately, I am still an adult eleven years older than her, but in the end I hurt her to protect myself. I...really...lived so much in vain."

Jian Yixi's mind is very messy, just like people who are afraid of ghosts can't control the horrible scenes, and she can't help always substituting that girl into An Mu.

She felt that she should say something, after all, Chen Han had helped herself, but she really didn't know what to say, so she could only comfort her dryly.

"You...you don't have to blame yourself too much. If you feel that you are wrong, then apologize and try to minimize the damage."

"You are right. I have figured it out. Whether it is a career or reputation, it is not as important as I imagined. I only want her now, and I just want to ask her forgiveness."

At this point, Chen Han's conversation suddenly changed.

"You said just now, thank me very much, is it true?"

Jane Yixi fished out tomatoes soaked in hot water, tearing the skin nervously.

Chen Han said: "I know Shien should not ask for anything in return, and I am not asking you to return me, I sincerely ask you, I hope you can help me."

"I'll help you?"

"Yes, only you can help me."

Jian Yixi raised her eyes to look at Chen Han, with a trace of astonishment.

"How can I help the teacher?"

"It's like this. She lives alone now and her family is not around. I want to move with her. At least I can help her cook and balance her nutrition. She will soon be in the third year of high school, and her studies will become more and more intense. People take care of her, her body is easy to break down, but she is still angry with me now, I am afraid she will not agree, so I hope you can help me persuade her."

"I know her?"

"Yes, the girl I was talking about... is An Mu."

An Mu!

It turned out to be An Mu! !

Jian Yixi looked at Chen Han blankly, but couldn't say a word for a while.

With drops of water dripping with Chen Han's white fingers, she held Jian Yixi's hand full of juice.

The juice was red as blood, and Chen Han's hoarse voice was bewitching.

"Will you... help me?"