I Am In Love with Myself

Scolding Jian Yixi is equivalent to scolding herself. After An Mu scolded, she felt funny and shook her head and opened the curtains.

There are thousands of lights outside the window, and there is no dust on the window sill. It seems that Jian Yixi will come to clean from time to time. He is already very busy studying, why bother?

An Mu opened the closet door with his hand, wanting to put the dress box in temporarily, but when I opened the door, I saw a huge glass bottle inside.

The glass bottle is in the shape of an old-fashioned canned bottle. The lid on the top is a beautiful candy blue. There is a circle of pearly sky blue ribbon around the bottleneck. The glass itself is much thinner than old-fashioned cans and has better transparency. , It is also lighter and more beautiful.

The glass bottle contained more than half a bottle of paper cranes, leaving only a little space at the mouth of the bottle. Each paper crane in the bottle had its wings spread. Unlike hers, the wings were not adjusted at all.

An Mu picked up the bottle and looked at it. There was a small label on the bottom of the bottle, which was the supermarket at the gate of the community.

An Mu glanced at the wall clock. It was just 10 o'clock and the supermarket was off work at 10:30. It was too late to buy it now.

She closed the cabinet door, turned around and went downstairs. Originally, she wanted to buy a bottle that was exactly the same, but found that besides the blue-mouthed bottle, there was also a pink one.

An Mu deliberately glanced at the product label, and it turned out to be a wishing bottle.

The wishing bottles in An Mu's impression are all quite small, and they can hold a few paper cranes like a star. This is the first time I have seen such a big one.

An Mu hesitated for a while, instead of buying the same blue-mouth bottle, he bought a pink one.

Back home holding the bottle, Jian Yixi and the others hadn't returned yet, An Mu opened the dress box, put the paper cranes on their wings and put them into the bottle.

Put them all in, tighten the lids, one pink and one blue, two bottles side by side, candy powder plus candy blue, pearly ribbons, and colorful paper cranes. They look pretty good.

An Mu looked at it for a moment, and suddenly felt a little naive.

Who could have thought that she was such an adult, and she was still playing with such gadgets?

I looked up at the wall clock, it was so small, it was almost 12 o'clock.

Where did they go? Why haven't you come back so late?

An Mu yawned and went into the bathroom, turning on the faucet to wash his hands, and suddenly remembering that he had forgotten to buy a toothbrush, and subconsciously looked up, the sink was empty, there was no toothpaste, toothbrush, facial cleanser, or even a comb.

Jian Yixi sleeps honestly. She woke up a few strands of hair every morning. She used to put the comb by the sink. When combing in the morning, she would dip a little bit of water and comb the warped part down. How could there be no comb?

An Mu shook his wet hand, and while wondering, he reached out to touch the towel.

Feeling empty.

Why don't you even have a towel?

Even if you are going to leave, shouldn't these toiletries or something be put away at the end?

I haven't packed any clothes yet, so how come I put away the least ought to be put away first?

The more An Mu thought about it, the more he felt wrong. The cabinets under the sink, the living room, the kitchen, and even Jian Yixi's bedroom and balcony, all turned over, but did not turn to the toiletries.

An Mu's heart jumped suddenly, and he took out his mobile phone and called Jian Yixi.

Shut down again.

She had already chatted through V letter last night, and she should have bought her mobile phone, why did she turn it off?

An Mu pursed her lips, and then retrieved the adoptive mother's mobile phone number.

The other side only answered after a lot of noises.

"Hello? An Mu, right?"

It was the voice of the foster mother, and the voice was a bit empty, as if it was in something... an empty corridor or hall.

An Mu was a little surprised. Based on her knowledge of her adoptive mother, she originally thought that her adoptive mother would definitely give Jian Yixi the mobile phone.

"Well, it's me, auntie."

"You... are you looking for us Xixi? It's unlucky, she is already asleep, are you in a hurry?"

Fell asleep?

An Mu glanced at the empty bedroom, her eyes dimmed.

"It's okay, I thought you were still shopping."

"No, it's so late, we are sleeping at home."

At home?

"Is that my little apartment?"

"Uh... yes, that's it."

"Oh...Is that aunt in the same room with Jian Yixi?"

"Yes, what's the matter?"

"It's okay, I just want to say that there is a set of spare keys in the closet drawer in my room, can you trouble aunt to see if it is still there, it's been more than a year, I can't remember.

"Oh... that... let me see."

After a while, the adoptive mother hesitated and said, "Um...I can't open the door of your house. Xixi seems to have locked it for you. I will let her find it for you tomorrow?"

An Mu closed her eyes, clutching her phone, and quickly walked to the hallway, changed her shoes, and went out.

"Auntie, don't go around with me, what happened to Jian Yixi?"

"Wh, what? What's wrong with what? She, she is sleeping."

The adoptive mother laughed dryly. An honest person like her was originally not good at lying. When she was exposed so directly, her nervous voice became stiff.

"I am in Weicheng, in a small apartment."

In a word, the foster mother stopped speaking, and it took a long time before she sighed, her voice choked for an instant.

"Yes... I'm sorry An Mu, my aunt doesn't want to lie to you, but Xixi won't let you say that she is afraid you are worried."

"What's wrong with her?"

The adoptive mother covered her mouth and choked, then said after a long time: "She had a car accident because of me... it's all me! If she didn't push me away, she wouldn't... won't be too late to hide."

An Mu was shocked and stopped at the elevator entrance. Seeing that the elevator door was about to close, she stepped forward and pressed 1.

-Didn't you have a fever and stayed in hospital? Is it a car accident? !

An Mu vaguely felt a little dizzy, closed her eyes and leaned against one side of the elevator wall. In the empty elevator, her short breath seemed particularly clear.

"Is there life-threatening? Where did it hurt? How is the situation now?"

"There is no life-threatening situation, the situation is almost stable, it is suffering, ribs broken, pain."

Hearing that there was no life-threatening situation, An Mu felt that his chest was suffocated a lot.

"When did the car accident happen?"

"On the day of the exam, I got up early to see her off, and we were waiting for the rental by the side of the road, and then the three jumpers rushed over after me.

At that time, I really couldn't care about anything. No one thought that the car was too fast. When I reacted, I was pushed by Xixi and hit a tree on the side.

We were still standing on the curbstone, not on the curb. The Sanbangzi rushed to the curbstone like that! Put Xixi... Put Xixi..."

The adoptive mother choked on the phone and couldn't say anything. An Mu took a deep breath and opened a bloodshot eye.

"Where are you now?"

"In the third house."

"Okay, I'll go over."

After leaving the apartment building, An Mu walked all the way to the side of the road, hiring a taxi casually, the phone was always on, and she carefully asked Jian Yixi about her injury.

The adoptive mother said: "It was originally a rib fracture, and the timely delivery to the doctor had little effect, but... But she came too late, and the doctor said that the displacement is still ectopic. I don't understand it. Anyway, it's quite serious. I didn't need it. Surgery, this is now another operation."

Too late to the doctor?

Could she go to the exam again as if she was hit and she was fine?

An Mu heard her temples jump so badly, she couldn't help rubbing her headache, and asked, "When did you go to the hospital?"

"The night before."

"The night before? I went there after all the exams?!"

She thought it lasted until noon at most. Is this a two-day abrupt effort?

If I have a fracture, I don’t rush to the hospital, and I am walking back and forth. Is it not serious? !

An Mu didn't know what to say.

Perhaps she had been blamed by her adoptive father. An Mu just asked a question back. The adoptive mother was especially at a loss, and she spoke with remorse and self-blame.

"I...I really don't deserve to be a mother. I was hit so badly at the time. She said it was okay. I was really okay. So I sent her to the exam and didn’t call the police, so the driver just asked for a phone call, if it wasn’t for someone else to remind me, I even forgot to take a photo.

She started to have a fever after taking the exam that morning. At noon, she found that the phone was broken. She asked me to fix it for her in the afternoon. I asked her to go to the hospital but she didn’t go. If she said she was fine, I gave her some food. Anti-fever medicine.

When I went there in the afternoon, the fever had subsided a little. Who knew that she would not be able to walk after the exam and come out again.

I dragged her to the hospital, but she refused to enter, saying that she was okay, so she yelled pain. In the end, there was nothing I could do. I could only take her to the clinic for a fever-reducing injection.

At that time, the fever was gone. I thought it would be fine. The next morning, I saw her face was wrong. She wanted to touch her head and she refused to touch her, so she urged her to go to the exam as soon as possible.

I...I just thought, the headache was overwhelming, and it was just the last two.

I... I just let her go. "

An Mu knew that the adoptive mother was not shirking responsibility by saying this, nor was she not caring about Jian Yixi. She just had nothing to do and couldn’t turn her mind. She didn’t realize she was hit by a car and had to go to the hospital for an examination, and she didn’t know she had some injuries. It was invisible at the time.

In addition, the college entrance examination is really important for most people. How many years of study can count on these two days. Jian Yixi insisted on going there, so she was confused and sent her there.

An Mu understood her foster mother, she couldn't blame her, she shouldn't, and she didn't have the qualifications.

What's more, if others don't know, Jian Yixi should also be aware of her physical condition. She is already 18 years old and an adult, so she should be responsible for her actions.

The adoptive mother's nasal voice became heavier and heavier, probably because she was too uncomfortable in her heart, and she couldn't help crying as she spoke.

"How can I be so confused? How can I listen to her?! I missed the college entrance examination once and can take the exam again next year. What happens to this person? How can I live in the future?!"

At this time, any comfort will appear pale and weak, it is better to divert attention.

An Mu asked, "When did she have the operation?"

"Done this morning."

It was originally a topic that I wanted to make the adoptive mother feel better, but I didn't want to. The more the adoptive mother said, the more saddened it became.

"Actually, when I came to the hospital the night before, I found something out of place. It was too late. I couldn't get the operation right away. I had to do a lot of checks and I didn't let me eat hungry.

After the examination yesterday, the knife was moved this morning, saying it was minimally invasive, or an anesthetic. The anesthetic was too strong at noon, and it hurts her no matter what, and the pain relief stick doesn’t work, and I don’t know how the calf will cause trouble. It was swollen, and the legs looked like the radish.

The doctor did not know what it was, and automatically massaged the legs as they swelled and contracted. The legs were a little better, but the ribs were still painful, so I didn’t dare to cough or move. I had an operation. Don't dare anymore. "

Speaking of this, the adoptive mother sobbed distressedly: "Anyway, she didn't know how to get over it this day. She has been tossing until just now, just before you called, she just fell asleep, otherwise I wouldn't have let it go. That lie, I must let her answer the phone."

The third hospital is not far away, it's the nearest hospital to the apartment, and arrived there after talking.

An Mu asked how many wards on the floor and hung up the phone and hurried upstairs.

It’s too early to visit the patient. The elevator door has been locked. It was originally unlocked. It is said that some criminals sneaked into the hospital building to steal things in the middle of the night, and even stolen the children. This is the hospital. Be strict.

The adoptive mother knew that she was coming, so she called the nurse to open the door, and An Mu went in smoothly.

The foster mother was in a very bad state of mind. She was very old, and she was exposed to the wind and rain all day. She was hit by the blow, and she looked ten years old all at once, and the wrinkles on her face drooped down. Like Jian Yixi's mother, she looked like a grandmother.

An Mu's heart became sore, and he went up and hugged her. Neither of them spoke. The foster mother rubbed the corner of her eyes and took her to the ward.

The author has something to say: Why did the car accident happen?