I Am In Love with Myself

On the way back to Beijing, An Mu has always been in a good mood, even if her second brother laughed at the nouveau riche to show off her wealth as low, it would not affect her good mood.

She still feels that it is not low enough, so she can't wait to build a golden house directly for her adoptive parents to live in, and anger her uncle and them.

The second brother was keenly aware of the change in her mood, and said with emotion: "You finally look a little bit as you should be. Your mother has been nagging with my mother several times, and I can't worry about it."

The second brother's words made An Mu settle down.

She knew that she was indeed a little impulsive this time, and the adoptive parents would inevitably have a psychological burden. They are not people who love to owe favors.

But fortunately, she understands them and knows how to offset their burden. Even if they do it again, she will still do it. Few normal people like to be bullied, and they are bullied all the year round. She uses the most suitable method to support them. The parents raised their heads and helped them improve their living environment. There was nothing wrong with it.

Back to Beijing, the days passed quickly, and the notice was written in the blink of an eye. She and Jian Yixi and Maomao both passed the first choice. When they got the notice, An Mu still felt a sense of trance. He always felt that everything was just right. It was like a dream, a dream that she had imagined before she died.

The trance didn't last long. The military training in early August must be registered at the end of July. Jian Yixi and Maomao came over two days in advance and moved into An Mu's house.

An Ma had already returned to France, and she was the only one in the family. An Mu led them to get acquainted with their respective campuses, and then ran to the Forbidden City and the Great Wall. The military training began without taking care of other places.

Maomao cried and stayed at the school. An Mu's sleep quality was not good, and he could wake up with any movement. Of course, it was impossible to stay in the dormitory.

She didn’t live, and Jian Yixi gave up living. The two of them planned to rent a house together, but they didn’t find a suitable one after searching around. It's better to live at home. It's a little far away, but there is a car. It's very convenient, provided that you have a driver's license.

An Mu signed up for the driving school, Jian Yixi hesitated for a long time, and finally signed up for his driver's license with the accommodation fee.

The money owed to An Mu can be paid back later, but the driver's license cannot be delayed. She can't let An Mutian drive every day. In case something happens, she will be able to handle it.

The two of them have a finance department, a biology department, and not the same department. The military training venues are naturally far away, so far away that you can't see with your feet.

But this is not important. An Mu needs military training, but Jian Yixi does not use it. She has a fracture certificate issued by the hospital and is temporarily unable to engage in high-intensity exercise. After signing up at school, she went home to help An Mu cook. .

The military training ended at 11:30, An Mu returned home at 12:30, took a shower, had a meal, had a short rest, and then took a ride to school again.

The first day was okay. An Mu felt tired. After a nap, his whole body was sore as if he had just crawled out of a drum washing machine. He couldn’t get up. He was punished by the instructor for a leap. She can jump a few steps, but she can't jump a step.

The instructor also had nothing to say, and could only punish her to stand in military posture.

Under the blazing sun, she was sweating like rain, and the military cap on her head was like a frantically heated perm. Without standing for half an hour, she felt dizzy and nauseated, drawing circles under her feet, and she didn't know how she fainted.

When Jian Yixi received the call, she had just cooked the mung bean soup for relieving heat. When she heard that An Mu fainted, she almost didn't throw her mobile phone in the pot.

All the way to the school hospital in a hurry, An Mu has relieved that breath, lying limply on the bed, using a needle to replenish the liquid, half-closed her beautiful eyes with a bit of fatigue, her long eyelashes trembling slightly with the air-conditioning Then, even with the sound, it seemed to be weak in a hot bath for too long.

"It's okay, it's heat stroke."

"I fainted and said it was all right?!"

Jane Yixi's eyes were red. It was always An Mu's attack on her in the past. For the first time in her life, she changed her voice to An Mu.

"No one can do it. I didn't expect my physique to be so bad."

From the last life to this life, An Mu herself couldn’t tell how long she hadn’t exercised properly, especially in this life. At first, she rode a bicycle to and from school. Later, in order to save time, she hired a driver to pick up and drop off her every day to make it easier for her to get in the car. Supplementing sleep or memorizing words, the only amount of exercise is gone.

After coping with the physical exam, An Mu hardly moved again, and stayed up all day long, it seemed that there was nothing to be fuss about when his physique deteriorated.

An Mu felt that way, but Jian Yixi didn't. In Jian Yixi's eyes, An Mu had always been calm and capable, and no one could defeat it. Who would have thought that a mere military posture would make An Mu weak like this?

Jian Yixi couldn't tell what she was feeling. Of course, distress was distress, and it was a little mixed.

She suddenly felt that An Mu didn’t seem so far away, no matter how strong An Mu’s background, how much money An Mu has, and no matter how beautiful or good An Mu is, An Mu is a living person, and it may be difficult for others to match. , But he is fortunate enough to be within reach.

She touched An Mu's head like An Mu touched her own head. An Mu's hair was cold and smooth, which was different from her soft black clouds, but it was particularly attractive to her fingers, making her feel that she was not enough after a touch, and then touch it again. It seems to be addicted.

"I'll get a certificate from the school doctor in a while and ask for leave."

"No, it's just a heatstroke, it's not that serious."

"What you said doesn't count, the school doctor has the final say, I will go to the school doctor."

Jian Yixi went as soon as she said. It was completely different from what she would usually do for a long time. An Mu watched her out of the ward and couldn't call her back.

The school doctor, of course, puts everything safe first, so he readily issued a diagnosis certificate, and Jian Yixi rushed to hand over the slip before the instructor got off work.

After the infusion, it was more than one o'clock in the afternoon. The two drove home. An Mu had no appetite. After adding the medicine, he lay down and fell asleep when he returned. Jian Yixi continued to cook, and lunch was directly changed to dinner.

When the mung bean soup boiled, Jane adjusted the fire to a low temperature, covered the processed ingredients with plastic wrap, and waited until the soup was ready before starting to make it. The soup was almost cool after making it, and she could just call An Mu and drink it.

The ingredients were being packed, and the doorbell rang.

An Mu has no friends in Beijing, and very few people usually come to his house. Jian Yixi has lived for a few days, except for his second brother.

Who will it be? Second brother?

Jian Yixi didn't want to disturb An Mu's sleep, so she wiped her hands and looked through the cat's eyes.

Chen Han!

Why is she here?

Jian Yixi's heart sank to the bottom in an instant.

For more than a year, in order to concentrate on studying, she deleted all the entertainment apps in her mobile phone, including v-blog. Not only her, but An Mu and Maomao have also deleted them. This is the joint action of their three-person team for the purpose of sprinting. In the college entrance examination, everyone tried their best.

Only two days ago, she went back to the v-blog again, and she turned over Chen Han's v-blog, knowing that Chen Han had always been in Beijing, and now she runs her own studio, which seems to be running pretty well.

Chen Han is very diligent in posting blogs, every three to five, except for some work-related, occasionally posting pictures and moods, every sentence she thinks is meaningful, and it refers to An Mu.

She originally wanted to ask if An Mu had contact with Chen Han, but Maomao was here before, and she didn’t have a good time to ask. The two days of An Mu’s military training was very tired, and she didn’t find time to ask. Unexpectedly, Chen Han would come home today. !

Open the door... or not open the door?

The doorbell kept ringing, and it was obvious that Chen Han was sure that An Mu was at home, so he pressed it so persistently.

Jian Yixi squeezed her hair and felt that she was hesitant to be a little ridiculous. It was Chen Han who did the wrong thing. How could she make it as if she was at fault, so she didn't even dare to open a door.

Jian Yixi opened the door. It hasn't been seen for two years. Chen Han, as always, has gold glasses, a well-tailored dress and long hair strands behind his head, elegant, intellectual and beautiful.

Seeing her, Chen Han didn't seem to be surprised, only handed the bouquet in his hand forward.

"I heard that An Mu fainted due to heatstroke. When I arrived at the school, the hospital said that he had already left, so he came home.

The information is so well-informed that An Mu often contacts her.

Jian Yixi was suddenly in a bad mood, but she still had the politeness she should have. Even if Chen Han lied and lied about improperly, she couldn't lose An Mu's face.

Jian Yixi took the bouquet and smiled and said, "An Mu is still asleep, I'm afraid it's not easy to visit."

"It's okay, I'll wait for her to wake up."

Chen Hanmai stepped in, and without Jian Yixi's help, he found the guest disposable slippers and replaced them by himself.

Jian Yixi sighed and followed Chen Han and said, "I think you should come another day. She is uncomfortable. Even if she wakes up, she should not have the energy to entertain guests."

"I don't have to entertain."

"I know what you mean." Chen Han interrupted, looking back with a wry smile, "You don't need to be so defensive against me, I just want to see her."

"But she doesn't necessarily want to see you."

Chen Han froze, and sat short on the sofa.

"Can't you write off everything in the past? You will be friends in the future, ordinary friends."

Looking at Jian Yixi's still sullen face, Chen Han said again, "Isn't it OK for me to apologize to you? It's been more than a year, are you still angry?"

Reaching out his hand and not hitting the smiley person, Chen Han wanted to continue to shamelessly quibble. Jian Yixi dared to drive her out. But when she apologized in a low voice, Jian Yixi couldn’t do it anymore. In any case, Chen Han’s favor was paid. in.

Jian Yixi bit her lip, raised her eyes and glanced at the second floor, turned around and made tea for Chen Han, then cut the fruit and brought it out.

The mung bean soup was still boiled, and the two sat on the sofa without a word. The whole apartment was quietly left with the gurgling soup.

"I have thought a lot over the past year and I have figured it out."

Chen Han broke the silence first, took a sip of tea and spoke lightly.

"I don’t seem to like An Mu as much as I thought. Otherwise, I would not reject her easily at the beginning. I returned to China this time, but it was not for her. The reason was that the cooperation could not go on. It’s not a contract issue to give face to each other."

Jian Yixi glanced up at her without commenting.

Chen Han didn't seem to intend to listen to what she said, so he continued, "It was because my career didn't go well at the beginning, I wanted An Mu especially, so I lied on impulse, now I think about it, I'm a 30-year-old man. How can it be so naive? It's really ugly."

Chen Han lowered his eyes, pressed his temples, and was silent for a while before continuing: "I know that once a relationship breaks, it is difficult to repair it, such as the teacher-student relationship, but I really value this relationship. I don't want to end up alone. At my age, I don't even have a friend who can say a few words in my heart.

Regarding the impulsive lie before, I solemnly apologize to you again. I will be your teacher Chen in the future. When you feel that I am trustworthy, you can call me Sister Han again.

I hope I can wait until that day. If I really wait, I think I will be very happy. "

After this passage, Chen Han didn't say anything anymore, and kept her eyes down. After drinking a cup of tea, she put down the teacup and got up and stood up.

"I'd better go back. It may not be suitable for visiting right now. I will come back tomorrow."

Chen Han just came in so hard, talked to himself, then changed shoes and left.

Jian Yixi’s eyes were always on her, seeing the corners of her red eyes, and also seeing that she was desperately suppressing emotions, until the door was closed, Jian Yixi leaned back against the door, and looked up at her blankly. In the direction of Lou Anmu's bedroom, it took a long time to walk into the kitchen with heavy feet.

An Mu wakes up at sunset, and his body is still aching, but at any rate, his head is not dizzy or nauseous, and the whole person is refreshed a lot.

Turning over and getting out of bed with difficulty, it took a while to get used to it, and stepped into the bathroom.

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