I Am With You Forever

Brent and Zane were going out for some fresh air,it was Saturday,Zane were wanted to took Brent somewhere relaxing or somewhere they could settle in, Zane thinked about it for a while where he could tkae his friend and he wanted to invite Ranz too cause this days, Ranz's face was a bit off not even surfacing an expression from the first time they met.

And now they are on his grandmother's shrine.

\"Grandmom!\"waving Zane's hand to the old or young woman brooming the leaves.

His grandmother looked to his direction in delight of his grandson coming for a visit,she was not lonely again,she is not left alone,his grandson is the only thing that keeps her driving alive in this world,his parents were so busy that he was left out,his grandmother took notice of this when he was a kid,she took care of him despite that he is stubborn, ignorant as a toddler that time.

\"How are you grandmom?\"he asked.

\"I'm fine Dear and who are they?you never brought someone before her\"she giggled.

\"Haha\"Scratching the back of his neck\"they're my friends and since I wanted to visit why not let them come too?\"

\"Yes Dearie you're right,go inside I'll check you up later once I finish this\"

\"Okay\"

They come in the shrine in the time of morning and goes to the rooms that are still vacant,the shrine is just filled with silence that only the floor would sometime creaks at their foot steps.

Until they unpack themselves in the three rooms which Zane is in the middle and the other two at the side.

Brent comes outside the backyard were a garden full of flowers bloom bathing in the sunlight of the sun,he came through the bushes and saw boulders and rows of different colours of roses then a fountain in the middle.

There was a different spot,a pathway to the middle ,he saw a rose quite unique and mystic,this thing doesn't exist,this was not true at his eyes,this was the first time he saw a rose of such beauty,a blue rose.

Droplets of water slide through the petals of the rose,he touches the rose gently,the beauty it has was more than any flower you've seen,observes around if the flower was given a blue ink , unfortunately it doesn't because it was connected to the ground,blooming at it's peak of beauty.

\"Beautiful\"he mumbles.

\"Brent!\"Zane's Grandmom calls.

\"Yes?\"he answers back.

\"Come in! it's already time for dinner!\"she shouts.

\"Okay!\"

He goes inside the shrine again looking for his room,he got lost a bit as he hears voices of two in the same room,moaning and groans he hears from that specific room in the middle,he felt anxious and fear coming to his heart\"hmmmmn kiss me more\"the familiar voice says.

He opened the door trembling of what he'll know on the other side,filled with fear he toughens himself to make sure what he heard was right, and so he saw them both kissing intimately.

Brent was shocked at the moment,tears come out to his eyes,he holds his chest tight from the tightening it does,he feels left alone, abandoned and also betrayed but he remembers what he said that time that they should forget what happened.

(I am no one, I'm the one who said that we will forget what happened,now i realise the feeling that was growing inside me, jealousy that filled my heart at this moment,the things I wanted to him was more than a kiss,but love and then i failed to know the feelings i carry seeing them both was not the thing I wanted to see,why did say that I wanted to forget?)

Brent runs outside crying as Zane was staying there like a statue being petrified,he pulls away Ranz and realizes that he betrayed Brent inside his heart,he never thought that Brent would cry, it's not like they are dating?but why did he felt this ?

he is so desperate to kiss Brent,cuddle with him and now he did something bad to Brent's eyes.

(Whyd i go for Ranz?)he thinks.

He runs off to find outside Brent leaving Ranz all alone to his room,Ranz purses his lips,he seeing Zane going to another man but not him,tears coming out from sadness, jealousy of how he chooses Brent,in need of Zane's warmth,he goes doing sinful to the eyes of the Lord.

\"I really am not the one\"Ranz said sobbing.

(How could i use lustry magic to him?,why?why? I do not get it Zane!why not me! it's been like this for the past and now, it's not me anymore, it's my heart needing for someone to be with me for the rest of my life,sadly he left coming to his past lover and not me)

Sobs* sniffs* \"Why am i not the winner?\"

bowing in the sitting position.

He did all the ways he can do for Zane,even giving him a good luck aura around Zane,avoiding Zane from getting hurt,he did more than he could do,he stalks Zane if he was okay or safe,he fell in love with him at the time they met in the classroom,he couldn't grasped it but he did what he wanted to do,he follows him anywhere,he wanted to give him a gift when they were at the street then he saw Brent,he felt envious of how they get along,going to arcade doing fun stuff,he wanted to do it with Zane too Alas he never stood a chance at love.