I Am With You Forever

\"Uhmm... Grandma sorry about the visit\"I said.

\"Ohhhhh... it's nothing dear you could in right now chubby hunk\"waving her hand.

\"I'm not chubby\"averting eyes.

\"Sure you are handsome\"Handling my cheeks tight.

Pat*pat*

\"Now,now it's been a long time since you've your grandmama so let's go in.'

\"Ok.\"

I slide the door to go in taking my shoes and socks off then properly fixed them up to look decent.

\"Sorry to intrude.\"

\"Haa! Be my guest dear\"pecking my cheeks.

\"Awww... grandmama you still never change huh.\"

\"Of course not\"she giggles.

She is so energetic as always,but furrowing her brows like something or someone is missing.

\"Where's ya girlfriend?\"she asked.

I was going to the kitchen letting my back only show to her,but as soon she asked that question, I turned around clenching my hand,burrying my nails.

\"Ohhh you didn't know?Grandmama she died...\"looking away from her turning my mouth gritting.

She looked like the heaven just spilled her all the dark things in this world,she was utterly shocked not knowing her soon to be daughter died because in this grandmom is always alone and also doesn't have a cellphone or even telephone.

Due to shock and sadness she remembers how she spoiled Serah letting her eat as much and Serah comments to grandmom how beautiful grandmama is even though it's not normal,but my girlfriend accepted it and they became close.

The tear rolled down to her cheeks and wiping it off.

(So that's why i felt sinister from the soul earlier and somewhat in a different situation my grandchild has lost his love)

She spaced out thinking about things while I was just waiting here.

\"Oh s-sorry grandchild I-\"

I stopped grandmama at that moment to cut her and speak.

\"It's okay grandmama\"

Grandmama tilted her head with worries in her eyes locking at my eyes as well.

\"Ok...If that's what my handsome chubby says\"she smiled.

Thank goodness she accepted it still though I continued walking to the kitchen after that conversation, I took out some water to the refrigerator... Although there are appliances here,but just the kitchen cause' grandmama likes to cook and not likes cellphones.

After drinking water I go outside in the garden where lotuses in the pod float,yes there may be lotuses here cause the air,water, sunlight and earth is abnormal here.It came from the very first generation of the family praying to the almighty God making it sacred.

\"Wow pink lotus...pretty.\"

This was the part of the shrine which is in the back of the front I just crossed awhile ago,I walked as I remember to where the place should i go next.

(Ah right there is another garden other than this)

Then I went through the bushes and saw pink,white,red roses and a fountain in the middle.

White roses in the third row of circle,pink roses in second and red roses first row.

There are big boulders on the sides with letters which I don't understand and a pathway in the sides of the fountain going to a straight pathway to something.

My eyes widened from what I saw also my jaw opened a lil bit, it was miraculous,mystic and magical seeing it glistening of the water drops like glitters from the sunlight.

\"A blue rose...no way\"

I hurriedly ran back inside the shrine as I panted after coming to granma close.

She saw how sweaty I am,furrowing her eyes.

\"Dear what's wrong?\"she asked while holding her broom.

I leaned my arm to my knees in that moment catching my breath and slowly calms down.

\"Hey grandma I want to show you quick.\"

I hold her hand tightly running towards the garden i came to earlier.

\"Hey grandma l-\"

I stopped and walked back and forth looking for that beautiful rose,but never to be seen.

\"Child...did you have a screw loose?\"she asked leaning closer.

Shooking my head from being honest,well what could i do?God only knows what just happened.

\"No that's not it I swear I could've seen it.\"

\"Seen what child?.\"

\"A blue rose.\"

Covering her mouth as if it's going fall ,her brows litting up,her eyes,the broom fell unto the ground.

\"Good Lord.\"

\"Granny what does blue rose meant?\"I asked tilting my head,index finger to my cheeks with a pout.

\"It's a secret dear.\"

\"Ok\"I said blankly letting my curiosity get over to me.

\"Wa-wait I said it meant secret dear.\"

\"Ok grandmama it's a secret\"rolling my eyes and continues walk inside the shrine.

\"That wasn't...\"sigh\"I guess I'll let it be\"she mumbled.

The blue roses symbolises secret and unattainable love and Zane does not get what his grandmama said.