I Can’t Be This Protagonist

The lights in the ward were dim, the bed was soft, and Yan Shuang sat on the bed with his feet dangling.

"He was about the size of a kettle when he was born."

"I didn't see it with my own eyes, I heard what my mother said."

Yan Shuang smiled at Qin Yu beside him.

Qin Yubai listened quietly, his eyes a little pity, "How about you?"

"Me?" Yan Shuang said, "Of course I'm healthy and strong. After all, I stole all his nutrition from my mother's womb."

"You're also very thin, how can you be strong," Qin Yubai lightly kicked Wei Yichen's foot across Yan Shuang, "isn't it?"

Wei Yichen lowered his eyes, "Yes, sir."

Yan Shuang took a deep breath, "No matter how weak I am, I can still live well, unlike him, who loves to be sick since he was a child, he has no good times in my memory, hey, has he been sick in all these years? How's your body?"

"I was always sick when I was young, but it's been two years," Qin Yubai said, "...I was negligent."

"It's alright," Yan Shuang pressed his hand. "This sudden illness is unavoidable, and I don't blame you."

Qin Yu gave him a white look, his eyes were still red, and he didn't know if it was because he was tired, or because of the tear that dropped quietly on Yan's shoulders just now.

Yan Shuang is really beautiful.

His face, eyes, and even the lines on his lips were exactly the same as when Qin Yubai first saw him.

After so much, he was still so clean and pure, so clean that Qin Yubai sometimes became jealous.

He would rather he hated him.

This at least shows that he has left traces in his heart.

Like now, the three of them sat side by side and spoke calmly, but Qin Yubai felt more powerless than ever.

A faint sadness came over him.

His eyes got hot again.

"You should blame me."

"I should have hurt him like my own brother, but I had an undeserved possessiveness towards him."

"I want it, but I don't dare to," Qin Yubai laughed at himself, "I really..."

He didn't say a word for a while, but Yan Shuang took it up thoughtfully, "Are people addicted to vegetables?"

Qin Yu glanced at him, half helpless and half in love, and finally just shook his head lightly and said nothing.

Yan Shuang lay down directly.

The hospital bed was soft, his arms fell on the quilt, and he said lazily, "I will have the surgery in two days. I have to take good care of myself."

The men sitting on either side of him exchanged glances.

The content in their eyes is the same.

Worried, restless, nervous, hesitant...

No matter how tit-for-tat the relationship is now, it can only be temporarily eased and put down.

They looked at the lying man at the same time.

Yan Shuang had closed his eyes, put his hands on his stomach, and had the words of serenity written all over his face.

At this time, he is the only one who can be so calm and indifferent, but his posture is strangely empowering to everyone.

Both Qin Yubai and Wei Yichen's expressions gradually calmed down, and there was a similar tenderness in their eyes, like a piece of moonlight falling on Yan Shuang's face.

"Stop staring at me."

The rosy lips moved, and the snow-white teeth were exposed from the gaps between the lips, and the articulation was articulate.

"It's impossible to split with you three times."

"Give it up."

"..."

"..."

So it's settled.

Qin Yubai, a workaholic who has to go to work today, has rarely left his job. He has nothing to do in the hospital, but just stalks around Yan Shuang like a headless fly. In his words, staying in the company is also a frequent mistake. , it is better to stay in the hospital, and when the operation is successful, he will be able to reluctantly settle.

Things have come to this point, Qin Yubai can only look forward.

Fortunately, Qin Qing's illness can still be saved, and the price to save him is not life.

Qin Yubai has consulted numerous experts, and the conclusions are all optimistic.

People can't be killed by things. Haven't there been few things in his life? He has come over so many difficulties, and God can't do anything about him, Qin Yubai thought smugly, and then he didn't fall asleep for three nights in a row, with red and swollen eyes in Qi Feiyun's office, he asked Qi Feiyun to swear that the operation would be successful , Before Qi Feiyun could answer, he fainted first.

When Qin Yubai woke up on the hospital bed, Yan Shuang was standing in front of the hospital bed and shook his head, "To steal the show, it's too much to steal the show."

Qin Yubai: "..."

Yan Shuang: Even he and Qin Qing had to be robbed of the hospital scene, it was too cruel!

Qin Yubai also knew that he was being overly nervous, and it was indeed embarrassing. His ears were quietly red. In his shame and anger, he somehow got a wrong nerve in his brain, and blurted out, "Should we inform Ji Yao about the operation?"

The moment he said it, he regretted it, and at the same time he was a little relieved.

Although he has been avoiding denial, he is actually very clear in his heart that the only person who has made Yan Shuang have feelings is Ji Yao.

At such a critical moment, perhaps Yan Shuang would want Ji Yao to appear more than he and Wei Yichen.

"Why inform him?" Yan put his hands in the pockets of his hospital clothes, "The child in my womb is not his."

Qin Yubai: "..."

Yan Shuang really perfectly explained the meaning of the saying that the emperor is not in a hurry and the **** is in a hurry.

The nerves of the whole floor were tense, and they were busy for the upcoming surgery, but Yan Shuang, the client, walked around the whole floor in a hospital gown every day like no one else.

During the physical examination, I gained two pounds more than when I first came to the hospital.

Yan Shuang: The food in the hospital is too good!

I was too relaxed, and the nervous and anxious Qin Yubai finally stopped being so tight. Apart from insomnia and hair loss, Qin Yubai's condition was not bad.

Compared to him, Wei Yichen became more nervous and relaxed.

Yan Shuang's decision, he has no objection, so relax.

But a strong unease in his body made him feel a strange tension.

It's not the kind of nervousness that Qin Yubai has to review a "rehabilitation meal" like a big contract all day long.

There was no reason for that tension. It was a harbinger of fear lurking in the human DNA.

When bad things happen, people sometimes have the idea of ​​"it really is", as if a bad ending has been predicted.

Wei Yichen had experienced this feeling as a child.

At that time, his parents were secretly divorcing, and they were wrangling each other to get rid of his trouble.

Even though he was uneasy in his heart, Wei Yichen didn't show the slightest bit, he still did his thing properly, with measure, grace and distance, at least he didn't want Yan Shuang to get bored now.

"I have something to tell Teacher Qi alone," Yan Shuang pulled the door handle and smiled at Wei Yichen who was following behind him, "Don't eavesdrop."

Wei Yichen took a half step back without saying a word.

Really nice.

Like a puppy who is afraid of being abandoned, he tries his best to please his master.

"I don't cause trouble" and "I'm very obedient" stick these two labels firmly on the body in an attempt to arouse people's affection.

Unfortunately.

Whether it's the person who pleases or the person being pleaser, they know in their hearts - it's no use.

Yan Shuang closed the door, turned to Qi Feiyun who was sitting behind the desk and said, "Mr. Qi, discuss something."

"The cornea?" Qi Feiyun glanced at Yan Shuang lightly, Yan Shuang was lying in the chair, with a smile on his face, and his eyes were shining, "Yes, I want to complete both operations at once. "

"impossible."

Qi Feiyun categorically refused.

"Keratoplasty does not accept live donors."

Yan Shuang smiled, "Mr. Qi, there are exceptions to everything."

Qi Feiyun's face was cold, "You don't need to worry about corneal transplantation. There are many opportunities. He is still very young, so he is not in a hurry."

Yan Shuang: "Mr. Qi, it's rare to hear such mean words from you."

Qi Feiyun didn't refute, his eyes were on the computer screen, and his fingers were scrolled on the mouse, "If you're fine, you can go out. Make sure to rest before the operation."

Yan Shuang stood up and walked to the desk, put his hands on the desk, and bent over, "Mr. Qi, I have never looked down on you from beginning to end, don't you feel angry or want to Try to get revenge on me?"

"Did you hear what I said at the door that day?"

"The sweet-scented osmanthus that I want to give you is actually the goods that the convenience store has cleared. I'll use it to tease you."

"You really don't want to teach a bad boy like me a lesson?"

Yan Shuang raised his face, getting closer and closer, seeing that his red lips were about to touch Qi Feiyun's chin, Qi Feiyun stretched out his fingers and pressed against his chin, "You don't owe a lesson."

Yan's eyes flashed, "What is that?"

Qi Yun's eyes narrowed slightly, and brushed over his red lips, "We'll talk about it after the operation is over."

"Okay then," Yan Shuang stood up straight, his hands behind his back, and made the last request to Qi Feiyun, "After the operation, just pay me back the kiss I owe today."