I created the Bureau of Anomaly Control
#214 - 209. "Our Children"
The girl sat at the table, looking at Maen across from her with a complex expression:
"Are you saying..."
"I'm the Moon God now."
Maen nodded slightly to her:
"That's right."
Seri was quite bewildered by her situation.
Only in the instant she appeared in this room was she truly born, and before that, she was just a false character co-created by the Moon God and Maen in a dream.
It was just that the Moon God's skills were so superb that she even thought she was really alive.
Seri now didn't know how to treat her identity. If she were Maen's childhood playmate, it would be quite unreasonable. Chen Yun and You Yue had never even met her. Those were all Maen's memories distorted by the Moon God.
But she did have her own personality, and those memories were all she had.
And if she were to say she was the Moon God, she didn't think she was the cruel woman who created her. Rather than being the same person, she felt that the higher Moon God was more like her mother, but according to Maen...
They seemed to be one and the same.
Seri looked at Maen, asking her best and only friend:
"Do you know what I really am?"
Seri was a little apprehensive and nervous when she asked the question, even though the person across from her was her best friend.
But she was familiar with the young Maen. After so many years, what had he become?
Would Maen have turned into a terrible adult? After all, if she was the Moon God, then her value might attract covetous eyes, but Seri wasn't afraid of what Maen might do to her itself.
She was afraid that Maen had changed.
Maen said gently to the girl in front of him:
"I understand your confusion. It depends on how you look at it.
"From a human perspective, you can understand it as being born on her corpse. Normally, gods of the same concept will also have different personalities, and they will be reborn every time they are killed.
"And although the reborn gods may be very similar to the past, most of them will become completely new personalities. They believe that they have not died because of the change in personality, but your situation is very special.
"Because the Moon God probably doesn't think so.
"She seemed to think that maintaining her personality was very important before she died. I think she might even regard it as a matter of life and death. I haven't seen other gods up close, but I can assure you that she.
"The Moon God is indeed different from other gods. Gods are born from human understanding and imagination of a certain concept. After they appear and are given a personality, they will certainly not be limited by human imagination, but they are still influenced by humans.
"Moreover, personality is not an important thing for them. In ancient times, gods may have existed as concepts close to spiritual bodies or natural will. These and human appearances may just be different faces to them.
"From the perspective of the gods, your personality is just the appearance they show.
"They do not exist in a fixed way, but are a completely different life form from us. If we have a non-human understanding of nature, these gods may develop in other directions.
"Human-like minds are just the form they can express, not their essence.
"But the Moon God is a bit different from the existence of her kind. She is a mental god.
"From my limited understanding, she exists as a mental entity that is more independent and complete than other gods, which is probably why she actively tries to preserve her personality.
"After all, if you think you are human at this moment, you will probably try to continue your mind, and may even regard the non-human parts as not your own, and regard your sleep as death, which is why the Moon God is so afraid.
"It may even be the truth.
"So, Seri..."
"Can you feel who you are?"
Seri closed her eyes.
"I..."
"I don't feel anything."
Maen nodded slightly:
"You don't feel anything different from the past, right?"
The girl nodded to him:
"Yes, I don't feel anything."
Maen looked into her eyes and said:
"That's right."
Seri said in confusion:
"What do you mean?"
"It means you are still the same as before," Maen said, "No matter whether the Moon God is standing in front of me now, or something else, but it is you, Seri, who is talking to me.
"It is also you who is thinking."
Seri showed a bit of realization:
"I understand. Actually, none of those questions are important.
"'I' am me. These thoughts and memories have already formed me. Even if most of the memories don't exist at all, I am formed by them. It doesn't matter if the memories are fake..."
"Because I am real."
Maen nodded:
"That's right, no matter what Moon God, you are definitely Seri.
"And I also have some inferences about this.
"Actually, I didn't expect this situation.
"After all, before deliberately walking into her trap, I didn't know I would meet you there.
"If the situation goes smoothly according to my original plan, the Moon God should theoretically fall into a deep sleep.
"Moreover, she will be trapped in this room and will never be able to be reborn. As far as I know, there are almost no gods below Tier IV. If you reach your level, they often can't maintain their existence.
"Actually, you are also an accident, but I already have some ideas.
"Actually, there is basically no problem with the whole plan, including killing the Moon God was also successfully completed, but I didn't accurately predict what this god would do after entering the containment room.
"She died, but the Moon God did not fall into a deep sleep, but was born in the containment room.
"I suspect this is related to the containment room, her trap, and the Moon God's characteristics as an independent mental entity.
"It is very likely that your appearance was caused by the fact that she is a mental entity, but I don't have any basis for this. At least there is no way to verify it until the next god is contained.
"Judging from your current appearance, you are a newborn composed of my dream and her corpse. After all, if calculated by the real standard, you have only just appeared."
Seri said worriedly:
"But if I use my false memories as the standard, I have lived for more than ten years.
"And it was just now that I suddenly realized that almost all of my memories are false, and then I appeared here and was reborn by the body of the gods, but this is just my memory.
"The truth is that I didn't even exist before entering this room."
"Chen Yun and You Yue have never even met me. If I ran up to them and said 'Hello', I have actually known you for a long time, they would definitely regard me as a madman.
"And..."
She raised her head, looking at Maen with sad eyes:
"Even the time you and I actually spent together is not that long, it was just a nightmare we spent together, and I have only just really seen you, is that how you see me..."
"Am I just an old dream of yours?"
Maen shook his head:
"No, although it is difficult for me to see you as my childhood playmate, it is definitely not just that. Frankly speaking, I feel responsible for you, as I said..."
"You were born in my memory, which makes me feel that in some ways you are a bit like my descendant, after all, you come from me, but to me you are definitely not the kind of offspring we understand.
"From other perspectives, you are also a bit like your past. Actually, simple words cannot summarize the relationship between us. You and I cannot be understood by any common friend or blood relationship, because in fact we are indeed different from them.
"This is a very complex emotion, and I don't expect to figure it out in a short time.
"And actually, when I look at you, I also vaguely feel a strange sense of intimacy.
"This is very similar to the feeling I get when I call Chen Yun."
The girl was a little puzzled when she heard this:
"Why? You really know her."
Maen said:
"Actually, my situation is a bit similar to yours. For you, Chen Yun and You Yue may never have remembered you, but I have never remembered them.
"Because I lost my memory some time ago."
Seri's face was full of surprise:
"How could this happen?
"You clearly remembered your past in the dream. Could it be that it was also imagination? No, it is impossible for imagination to be so real..."
Seeing that Seri was showing signs of panic, Maen quickly comforted her:
"No, that's not fake.
"I sent people to search for past photos and video records. Some of the things in the dream that I had not seen since I lost my memory, but they are basically the same as the real ones. Even if there are some differences, they are distortions and changes on the real blueprint.
"Strictly speaking, what we see is derived from my memory.
"But I still didn't remember anything while inside. I was just moving forward vaguely along my instinct. At that time, I was basically controlled by the Moon God's trap and had no room to think for myself.
"And this is also one thing I want to tell you.
"You now have the memories of me before I was a teenager. Although it is not so accurate, it still contains my past memories. If you allow it..."
"I want to take a look, there are some things I must know."
"What do you want to know?" she asked hesitantly.
Maen hesitated to speak:
"You also understand that what we experienced in the dream was distorted memory, right?
"That is to say, when You Yue was attacked..."
Seri suddenly turned pale:
"I wasn't there?"
Maen nodded and said:
"Therefore, I probably didn't have time to find her at that time, or even couldn't kill the angel at all. I don't remember the specific situation, but from my understanding..."
"She should have died there."
Seri's face turned even paler:
"So that's why you took me there."
Even though she knew that You Yue had never met her, Seri still felt intense grief uncontrollably.
It was as if she had just lost a friend forever.
Maen asked:
"So I want to ask, do you mind if I take a look at my past?"
Seri replied:
"I'm not used to you saying that. In my opinion, it seems to be our past."
After speaking, she closed her eyes:
"Come on."
Maen looked at the position of her eyes, and then closed his eyes as well.
Blank.
Countless bubbles surrounded him.
The white bubbles that burst at a touch turned into a sea-like scene, and there were some isolated islands floating on the sea. Maen immediately turned around and moved towards them, and then felt the memories inside.
Then, he confirmed one thing.
The person in front of him was indeed a girl named Seri, and she had spent a long "time" with him, not the Moon God's disguise or the resurrection of the backhand. Seri had many memories of living in the orphanage.
Although he didn't say it, this was actually another purpose of his.
Although she is now in the containment room and is only Tier III, she cannot be taken lightly.
After that, he began to look for his memories.
But he found nothing.
Maen withdrew from the girl's mind:
"Are you sure you remember the time you spent with me? I didn't see anything inside."
Hearing this, the girl quickly recalled, worried that even her memories had disappeared, but she immediately raised her head in confusion and looked at Maen:
"I remember it very clearly?"
If that's the case...
Maybe he just couldn't see it, just like he couldn't see the Moon God at that time.
The Unremembered is still affecting him, preventing him from remembering his past situation. It seems that his brain may still have memories of the past, but he just can't perceive them.
And when these memories appear in the minds of other creatures, he still has no way to perceive them.
Because he didn't "forget".
But he can't see those memories circled by the Unremembered.
"Maen..." the silver-haired girl asked cautiously, "Am I not allowed to leave here?"
Maen nodded:
"For the time being, but don't worry, I can see your concerns.
"Our situation is complicated, but our relationship is definitely not a simple friendship.
"No one knows me better than you, and no one knows you better than me.
"You know, I won't lie to you."
Seri was stunned, and then showed a relieved smile:
"You understand."
Maen nodded and then said:
"If you leave the containment room and the Abnormal Control Bureau now, you may be completely killed, because the Moon God has a ritual in reality that can revive her personality and has arranged it in the hearts of all South Federation humans.
"Once you go out, she may replace you.
"But I will still try to find a way to solve this problem."
"Until then, you can wait here for me to sort this out, or do something else. If you want to live the life of an ordinary person, I can also extract the Moon God's traits from you, but that would require another Rank 5 anomaly to be consumed as the cost.
"And if you're willing, you can also join the organization I'm currently in."
Serri blinked and asked:
"If I join, can I stay by your side?"
Maan nodded:
"Of course you can."
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