I Don't Care, So Let Me Go Home!

Inside the carriage returning from the Feiras Empire.

In that one word from the twins, there is a heavy air that changes from the fun air in a sense of going.

On one occasion at the site of the Colloses, the meeting was suspended, rather than the Kingdom of Lumail declaring its non-participation thereafter, and we were to return immediately.

His Royal Highness Wang said, "Handle the continent's troubles in the continent," but I think it is a face-to-face situation.

Because His Majesty the King's brother made a difficult face after hearing the name "Arcaios".

Perhaps it will be more serious for the Kingdom of Le Mer than the plans of the greedy ex-smart and the drunken Count. Otherwise, I don't think I would return home so forcibly.

In this way, we returned home faster than when we arrived.

I was thinking about him, about that damn green man, in a speeding, badly swaying carriage.

And you can't forget, you mustn't forget, you think about the past.

I don't like talking about the past very much.

Because it's painful, itchy, and above all, I can't get it back.

When that green bastard forced me to be unreasonable, I was a terribly arrogant child.

With Sarah, my strongest friend, I mistook myself as omnipotent as Sarah.

... oh, I really want to hit myself in the past.

At that time, my fashion was "mess".

When I learned the word 'interlocutor' in the story that Niisama read, I pointed at the surroundings like one of the idiots and named them 'companions'.

Despite my selfish nominations, those gentle people laughed and accepted my words and became my "companions".

I misunderstood the kindness and got on with it. One after the other, I searched for the "bad guys I think" in the territory and uncovered the "bad things I think".

... every time my father and mother fell down, even if my brother was being followed, I didn't doubt that I was just.

Yes, I didn't understand.

It also means gathering and moving people. It is also my duty to order something from the Earl.

It was I who was helpless, young and irresponsible.

Even though it is.

I wasn't the one who paid the price.

It was too late for me to know that it was a non-lethal organization.

That's all I was interested in, from a little curiosity.

I stood alone in the cabin where I was at liberty.

Surrounded by a sea of blood.

"Sam" laughed.

"Grandpa Trump" said he looked like his grandson.

"Sania" is as bright as a flower.

"Dan" said he resembled his sister.

And Issa, who made a fist to let me handle it.

"Yurt" also made delicious sweets for me.

"Zack" slapped his back to ask me to help him.

"Gund" stroked his head when he had a child.

And "Larana", which wiped out the mud.

Guys, they're dead.

I didn't want to understand it in my head, but I smelled the smell of iron and my body knew that everyone could no longer smell it.

From my dazed eyes, my tears are filling up, and I can't stop.

"You are the child of the Count, right?

The killer was still in front of me.

He was such a narrow-eyed man, everywhere.

Even though I just slashed someone I care about, he talked to me with ease like a close friend.

"I wish I had left your people alone."

It's getting closer and closer to me without worrying about the blood pile.

"I just happened to pass by. Come on? Well, at the same time?

--------It just so happens that...

The incredible words stunned me, but I just saw the man in front of me.

Whether it was glowing in front of me or feeling a frightening fear, I just saw the man.

Hee, slightly changed his expression, and he peeks into my eyes.

"Did you think maybe it was unreasonable?

I felt unconscionable disgust when I laughed at her.

I don't know who you are, I think I touched something tough, and I wanted to get out of here now.

... still.

When I turned away, if I stepped back, I could not move because I would destroy everything I had cherished.

He came closer to me without a move.

"The world is irrational and overflowing just because you didn't know it."

The flower is beautiful, but with a normal voice, you throw a cruel word at me.

"I'll keep you alive. Don't take a step, don't forget your guts."

Shake the bloodstained sword and place it in the sheath.

I want to yell at him who took my precious people, but I want to take my enemies, but my body doesn't move like it's frozen.

"Thhhhhhh?

He wipes someone's blood on my cheek with his fingertips.

"You're alive on my whim right now, aren't you?

He sprayed the blood on his fingertips on my cheeks with joy.

"Hey, did you feel unreasonable?? Huh, huh, humiliation?? How are you feeling?

I felt a fierce anger that I had never felt before.

So, gathering all the energy, gathering the memories of the gentle, I stared at him with hatred.

Then he started laughing madly, as if he had heard an interesting joke.

"Ahah, ahahaha!! Ahahahaha!! Hah! Like it, like it!?

That said, he waved his hand.

"You hate me? You want to kill me? But you can't do it right now."

They might kill me, but I couldn't stop staring.

"Well, I'll be waiting. A brave lady."

After the words, the shock runs behind your neck and your consciousness is distant.

The last thing I caught in my eyes was his strangely bright green hair.

When she noticed, Sarah, with her pale face, held her hand and was hugged by her tearful mother, who was in her room in bed.

The sight that lost them.

Void eyes, bleeding, mouth without words anymore, hands without petting.

All of them were unacceptable and I didn't want to accept grief, and I was stuck in my shell.

Sarah hugged me with a tearless expression, saying, "I'm sorry."

Mother just gently stroked my back without saying a word.

Father and Niisama certainly had something to say as lords, but they didn't say anything to me like that, and they handled it casually.

- - - So, time passes.

When I realized it, everything was over.

"Sam", "Grandpa Trang", "Sania", "Dan", "Issa", "Yut", "Zack", "Gund", "Larana"...

The people who helped me at that time were after they had finished mourning.

That made me irresistibly embarrassed.

I can't believe you helped me so much, had a good time, and didn't even mourn everyone who died because of me.

"I'm going out," said Sarah to my father, brother, and mother.

... I'm worried... But I'm sorry?

Still, I really have to go there, no.

There was a boneless rock on the lookout hill through which the cool wind passed.

Before that, there were enough flowers to overflow.

Take the knight of the guard and approach the monument.

My people weren't the only ones killed.

Sarah said, "It was a diversion to take something," and mass murders occurred everywhere.

And one of them is the case of one of my people.

Gently stroking the surface of the monument.

I had no idea what to do with the magnitude of what I had done.

"Nh, it's your fault!!

The boy shouted at me with a young, trembling voice.

Conquer the Guard Knight and face the boy.

"Whoa, whoa, hiccup... you, hey, I had to get involved... I didn't die!!!!

The boy glanced at me with sincere hatred. The eyes were full of tears.

With the hatred, I took it for granted.

"You! What a thing to say to a lady!!

"It's okay, Kate."

Control the guard knight with the sword by hand.

With a little meditation, I ask myself.

Do I have to put myself through hatred like a boy?

No, no, no.

You want me to kill the green bastard who killed everybody?

No, no, no.

Do you think it's my fault that you're soaking up self-pity?

No, no, no.

What should I do, what should I do?

Worried, he went to the boy's side and knelt before him.

"Miss Luluria."

Ignoring Kite in a hurry, just staring at the boy in front of you.

Red eyes rubbed too much with tears, usually cheeky weak eyes, young cheeks with traces of tears, and the same brown hair as Sania.

"Sis, Sania's brother, right?

"Nh!!??

Boy, Scythe is visibly upset.

You didn't think that nobles knew the name of civilians, let alone the name of their brother.

"Sania's death is my responsibility."

The words came out.... because I've been thinking about this for a long time.

A boy who choked his throat in response to the words.

I stare at the boy with all my strength.

"The one who killed everybody is so much stronger than me that I can't take the enemy."

... I've been thinking about it for a long time, but it's still hard to say.

This word is the reason for giving up. That's why I want to think it's okay.

But still, I still don't understand how to hit Doco with the anger and sadness at the bottom of his belly.

I'm sure that's true of the boy who was taken away from his sister unjustly.

"And I can't give back your penis."

I looked him in the eye and touched his wet cheeks with tears.

It's not hatred, it's not hatred...

That's right, I don't forgive you. Is that the closest you can get?

"But I can promise you this."

I laughed so that I could look confident.

"I'll beat the guy who killed everyone, one shot at a time."

Heh?

"What about it?"

... slightly, the missing reply came back, but I don't care.

On my knees, I gripped around my heart and continued.

"I swear here. I, Luluria Talbot, will beat that damn green man with one shot."

Oh, this is it. I'm terribly convinced now.

This is what I was going to do to him!

"I swear I will not give up until the very last moment of my death, no matter what dangerous place I may be, no matter what I may be killed."

Remember later, faithful knight, who murmured to a boy with a stupid face and tears, "Miss..."

Then I turn around and head home.

The boy's reply is irrelevant, because what I do is the problem.

Yes, I've made up my mind.

I'll definitely beat that green man who beat me up with my "irrationality"!!!!