I Don’t Want This White Moonlight Anymore!

It’s snowing, the fireplace is open downstairs, and a few people are sitting there after dinner. Liu Siqi is knitting sweaters, Zhao Zhengyang is reading financial magazines, Zhao Yin is clearing his words, and Sun Lu is brushing his mobile phone. Each has work and occasionally chats. A few words, the atmosphere has never been more harmonious.

There are snacks and fruit tea on the small table in the middle, the alcohol block under the teapot is still burning, and the spout keeps steaming.

Zhao Yinqing poured a cup and took a few sips, then returned to the rocking chair and pulled up the blanket to cover it carefully.

Sun Lu said: "I think you have worked hardest in English."

Now I have not slackened when I go to university. I am holding English materials almost every day, even if I am not studying, I will read the original English books.

Zhao Yinqing was stunned, and then said, "It won't hurt to learn more."

"That's true, it just seems that I'm not motivated by my mobile phone."

"You are already a college bully who has gone to University A, and you still care about what others say about being motivated but not motivated.

The phone shook suddenly, and Zhao Yinqing took it out from under his **** and looked at it. Fu Zefa said, "Children, come out and meet."

Zhao Yinqing put the phone back.

Sun Lu glanced at her, then said: "Drink milk tea?"

"Where is milk tea?"

"I will do it for you."

"You still do this?"

Sun Lu said: "Drink or not?"

Liu Siqi smiled and said, "Alu's milk tea tastes good when it is made, and I was fortunate to taste it once."

Zhao Yinqing smiled: "Then I will try too."

Sun Lu put her phone on her phone and got up to go to the kitchen.

Zhao Yinqing sat for a while again, put the book away, and got up to read it.

"I'll make you a cup of caramel milk tea, but no pearls." He took the pot on the fire, put sugar and water.

Zhao Yinqing stood by and watched: "It doesn't matter, I don't like pearls either."

Sun Lu took out a large box of fresh milk from the refrigerator and found black tea bags.

Wait for saccharification, boil it to caramel color, pour milk, put in tea bag, and cook.

"Is that all right?" Zhao Yinqing asked.

"Yeah." Sun Lu turned to look at her and smiled, "Isn't it simple?"

"Much simpler than expected."

"The simple version is easier to operate."

After the milk is boiled, throw the tea bags into the trash can and find out four cups to distribute, and finally there is a little left.

Sun Lu first handed her a cup and said, "Drink and watch, be careful."

Zhao Yinqing took a sip, raised his eyebrows in surprise, nodded and said, "It's delicious!"

Putting the remaining three cups on the plate, Sun Lu held it up with one hand, and gently stroked Zhao Yinqing's back with the other hand, and said, "Okay, let's go out. I'll come back here to clean up later."

Back in the living room, outside the floor-to-ceiling windows was a vast snow, and the room was warm like spring. Several people put aside their business for a while, each holding a cup of milk tea and chatting happily.

Zhao Yinqing took a sip from time to time, half a cup down, her belly was a little full, she put the cup in and touched the phone to check the time.

There is another message on it: "I'm at the gate of your community."

One hour has passed since the message was received. At this moment, the phone shook again, and he said, "Isn't it out yet?"

Zhao Yinqing's eyes widened, staring at the phone screen for a long time, then suddenly jumped up, hurriedly putting on his shoes and rushing out.

Zhao Zhengyang frowned: "Where are you going this day, the clothes are not worn yet."

"I'll be back soon." Zhao Yinqing had already arrived at the hallway, and knew to change his shoes.

Liu Siqi pushed Sun Lu: "You can take your coat over to Yin Qing."

Sun Lu took her coat and went to the hallway to grab an umbrella. Zhao Yinqing had already run away at this meeting.

The night was dark, the snow fell "pupu", the eaves, grass-pointed tree crowns were stained white.

Zhao Yinqing ran out, went on the main road, and ran to the gate of the community.

The road was muddy, and water droplets splashed after the snow melted, climbing up her trouser legs.

The gale mixed with snowflakes hit his face and body.

Zhao Yinqing panted and trembled with cold. From a distance, he saw a figure on the other side of the bridge. Standing under the street lamp, snowflakes were flying wildly above his head. He was silent like a stone statue.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, he moved and turned his head to look over.

Then he opened the zipper of the down jacket, strode forward, and picked up Zhao Yinqing who was rushing.

Fu Ze wrapped her clothes tightly, then raised his hand to caress the snowflakes on her hair.

He angrily blamed: "Why don't you wear a coat!"

"It's too fast to run."

Zhao Yinqing raised his head, and Fu Ze had obvious distress on his face.

"You just stood here and waited for more than an hour?" Zhao Yinqing asked in a low voice.

Fu Ze hugged her tightly, lowered his head, his ears were breathing each other, and his body was cold and hot. After a while, he heard him say: "No, I have been waiting for three hours."

He suddenly showed weakness, which was fatal to Zhao Yinqing.

"You don't want to see me, you have been afraid to send messages at first." He explained.

Zhao Yinqing was shocked when he heard what he said, mixed with the biting cold of the winter and snowy night, she slowly raised her hand and put it on his waist.

At this moment, who would dare to doubt Fu Ze's sincerity?

Zhao Yinqing had to admit that she was moved, and no one had done this for her in her two lifetimes combined.

She is always paying, she is thankless, and now there is someone who is willing to hold her in the palm of her hand, for fear of her refusal and forcibly frozen for several hours.

Forget it, gamble once, anyway, he is still young, since he wants time, then she will give it, and it will cost him a year or two.

Zhao Yinqing closed his eyes and said after a while, "I can't stay longer."

The people who came out in a hurry from home didn't explain clearly, the time was too late, it was impossible to take a taxi to other places, and it was obviously inappropriate to stand here.

Fu Ze took a deep look at her face, then smiled: "Let's meet more after we go back to school."

"Ok."

Snow fell on the two of them, melted, penetrated, and the surface of the clothes was already wet.

Fu Ze suddenly let go of her to take off her clothes, Zhao Yinqing stopped: "What is this? Do you want to wear it for me? No need, my house is so close, I quickly ran in, and it didn't freeze me."

"You wear too little."

Zhao Yinqing only wore a turtleneck sweater, which really couldn't protect against the cold, but it was more cost-effective for her to freeze the two compartments.

At this time, the security guard at the gate of the community suddenly came over, holding a coat and an umbrella in his hand, saying that her brother had brought it over. Please pass it on.

Zhao Yinqing hurriedly turned his head to look, and the community was so dark that no one could be seen safely.

The umbrella opened and the coat fell on his shoulders. Fu Ze said, "So you still have an older brother. I haven't heard you mention it before."

Zhao Yinqing shook his head: "Not a real brother, just like you."

Fu Ze was stunned. When he reacted, he raised his eyebrows lightly and smiled: "Is there anything else? Do you all live together?"

Zhao Yinqing nodded.

"How long has he been here?"

Zhao Yinqing thought about it for a moment. She moved in during the winter vacation of the first year of high school. Now it happens to be the winter vacation of the freshman year, and it has been three years.

Fu Ze smiled and said, "It's so jealous, I know you so much before I did."

Zhao Yinqing shook his head, not wanting to say more about this.

When he returned, Zhao Yinqing specifically thanked the security guard, and met Sun Lu who was waiting there at the corner. He closed the umbrella, got under Zhao Yinqing's umbrella, and stared down at her face.

"Xue Ye is waiting, should I be moved for you?" he said.

Zhao Yinqing glanced at him quickly and said nothing.

When the two walked towards the villa, Sun Lu suddenly raised his hand to grab her shoulder, and moved to his side: "The snow fell on me."

Zhao Yinqing said, "I'll give you all the umbrellas."

"No, that's fine."

"I don't think it's good." Zhao Yinqing twisted hard, shoved the umbrella into his hand, pulled the coat and hat, and ran out.

Sun Lu continued to walk, staring at Zhao Yinqing and running away, just like watching her running into the arms of other men a few minutes ago.

What he seemed to see was her back forever, and the back of escaping from her.

After returning to school, her life hasn’t changed much, but Fu Ze’s frequency of coming to her has increased. She has a meal, takes a walk, and then sends her back to the dormitory. She was bumped into by classmates many times and often used to tease her. This is a sweet burden.

Chen Yange began to gradually integrate into the group. Although she still talks less, she suddenly no longer rejects contact with people, and she does not return late at night anymore. She occasionally chats, she said that she is no longer in a hurry to spend money, and it is enough to earn a little by doing tutoring. Feed themselves.

Zhao Yinqing didn't understand.

Chen Yange smiled dismal and said the root cause: "My mother will pass away during the Spring Festival."

She didn't see any heavy sadness either, it was just indifferent and outrageous.

Under what circumstances will there be such a reaction to the life and death of a loved one?

In addition to the disagreement of his own feelings, the long years of pain and suffering are also a reason.

Sometimes death not only means the end, it also means release.

When Chen Yange got her first tutor salary, she asked Zhao Yinqing to have a meal and went to Laowang.

She didn't have any friends here, even if it was Zhao Yinqing who had only contacted a few times briefly, she might not be considered a friend.

But after all, this person has the deepest contact with himself on the whole, and he is the most suitable person who can say a few words.

"When are your tutors in line?" Zhao Yinqing asked her.

"On weekends, I was a junior high school student, a girl, obedient and well-behaved, and did his homework seriously, but his grades were a **** of a mess."

Chen Yange put a piece of pork belly into her mouth, chewed and swallowed, and then said: "Her mother has changed her several tutors. I won't be the first, and I won't be the last."

"Not far?"

"It's okay, let's transfer the subway to the bus for an hour."

"That's not close!"

"It doesn't matter, there is time on weekends."

The two were eating and chatting here, and two people came in at the entrance, Sun Lu and Ren Xue.

Ren Xueyue's may be due to the unpleasant telephone communication during the Spring Festival, and later realized that his tone was too bad, so he wanted to meet soon after school started.

They arrived earlier and there were not many guests, so as soon as they walked in, they saw Zhao Yinqing and the others, sitting in the aisle for a glance.

"I'll go over." He said.

Ren Xue stood on the spot and looked in that direction. It was not surprising to see Zhao Yinqing. When she glanced over the person opposite her, she was taken aback for a while, and then a little panicked and leaked, but she quickly converged her mind and turned her head away. Very concerned about the appearance.

Zhao Yinqing sat with his back to the aisle, and people passed by from time to time.

Until someone stopped at their table and tapped their fingers twice.

The two raised their heads, Chen Yange raised her eyebrows, and smiled at Zhao Yinqing.

"Why didn't I answer your call yesterday?" Sun Lu said.

Quite a little bit of inquiries, but Zhao Yinqing actually doesn't answer his phone a lot of times now.

"You called too late, I was busy washing up but didn't see it."

As soon as I heard the truth and falsehood, Sun Lu didn't expose it, patted her on the back of the head, and turned away.

Turning at the end of the aisle, passing by the seasoning area, meeting with Ren Xue who was waiting there, and walking in the other direction, took a seat by the window.

The milky white soup bottom in the pot kept boiling, Zhao Yinqing threw the ingredients into it, Chen Yange retracted their eyes, put the chopsticks enoki mushroom into the bowl, and tumbled in the seasoning and stuffed it into his mouth.

She seemed to be thinking about something, and then said: "I see you are very close to him. This person is good enough for you, but he is not a boyfriend. You are..."

This is complicated to speak of. In this place, Zhao Yinqing has not talked to anyone about his family structure, after all, it is not a glorious thing.

After a long period of silence, Chen Yange said: "I just ask it casually, don't mind."

"No." Zhao Yinqing shook his head, "I don't know where to start. Our family is more complicated."

"you guys?"

"We are step brothers and sisters, but my dad and his mother haven't got the license yet, but they all live under one roof."

Chen Yange nodded suddenly, and then said with emotion: "Then your relationship is pretty good."

Zhao Yinqing smiled awkwardly, not knowing how to respond.

Chen Yange was silent for a moment, and then asked, "What about the girl beside him just now?"

Zhao Yinqing didn't know how to define Ren Xue. In his previous life, Ren Xue was Sun Lu's white moonlight, but this life is obviously not anymore.

"Let’s be young, friendship is good."

"How is your relationship with you?"

"I haven't been in contact with her."

Chen Yange scooped up a bowl of soup, picked it up and drank two mouthfuls of "huhu".

"She has been asking me about you before."

Zhao Yinqing was taken aback for a moment, but did not clarify the relationship for a while.

Chen Yange laughed and added: "She also works at night, and her name is Amy."

Zhao Yinqing's eyes widened sharply, looking at her incredulously.

Chen Yange stretched her hands: "Don't look at me like this, you are so scared."

Zhao Yinqing shook his head, shocked: "She goes to school in University A."

"What then? What about A University? When I get there, they are all sitting on the stage. I told you before that some of the students who enter and leave the Fairview Division are high-quality students from prestigious schools, and A University in the meantime is nothing more than that."

"I just can't figure out how she would go to such a place." Zhao Yin said in a clear voice, "Sorry, I didn't mean to belittle you."

Chen Yange could understand her feelings and said: "It's nothing, I just mention it, anyway, I think she is quite interested in you."

After a hot pot meal, the table hadn't settled when I left.

Chen Yange put on her coat and said, "Don't you go to say hello?"

Zhao Yinqing shook his head, and the two went out of the store.

Sun Lu didn’t eat much that day. He spent most of the time leaning on the back of his chair, letting Ren Xue say over there, but sometimes the conversation between two people is to have each other, and it doesn’t make much sense when they become a one-man show. Up.

Gradually, Ren Xue fell silent, and the dining atmosphere fell into a relatively depressing range.

They used to get along easily and happily. Even if they were faced with unspeakable dilemmas in their lives, they could be revealed as a joke when they talked. For many years, it has not changed much.

How long is it now?

Why is it so difficult to even ordinary chat?

Ren Xue felt very uncomfortable, depressed, and even anxious about such changes. She wanted to fix it, but she couldn't find a suitable way.

"Are you still eating?" Sun Li used a colander to scoop up a pile of sunken food, including mushrooms and meat.

Ren Xue said muran: "I'm a little full."

He put the colander back in again.

There are still people who are not in the pot on hand, and they cannot be returned, which is very wasteful.

"Are you in a bad mood?" Ren Xue reluctantly twitched her mouth, "You don't have anything to say, or something happened? Or was it my attitude towards you that day? I didn't mean to..."

"No." Sun Lu interrupted her, "You have the right to protect your own privacy. If you really don't want to tell me, I won't be embarrassed."

Ren Xue's face was slightly ugly, and she was not happy with his clear words.

Sun Lu looked at her faintly, still with gentle eyebrows and moist eyes, but there was a little more social atmosphere inexplicably, and he became a lot stranger without knowing it.

"I still said that, if you have any difficulties, if I can help, I will definitely not stand by."

I don’t know what’s going on right now, Ren Xue suddenly couldn’t help but want to stab him with words, and said without a word: “What can you help me? I’m short of money, do you have money? How much money do you have? Turn around and still need your stepfather to help?"

Sun Lu was taken aback, then lowered his head, his expression became colder and lighter, and the delicate jaw line was slightly tightened.

Ren Xue looked at his shocked expression, both uncomfortable and happy.

She couldn't bear the appearance of this person in business, as if facing an ordinary friend. It was obvious that the two were childhood sweethearts and grew up together, and the relationship between them is not comparable to anyone.

She couldn't help but want to break this cold mask, even if the way she used it was not wise, even if she paid the price for harm.

"Let's go." Sun Lu said at this time, "Since I'm full, it doesn't make sense to sit here all the time."

Ren Xue stared at him closely: "It's okay to sit and chat when you are full."

"But your state is obviously not like chatting."

"What does that look like?" Ren Xue smiled sarcastically, "Does it sell a smile?"

Sun Lu frowned and glanced at her strangely. He didn't understand how to come to such a conclusion, but he was too lazy to argue.

I glanced at the time and said, "Would you like to go? I'll take you back."

"If you want to go, I plan to sit down again."

Sun Lu nodded: "Well, you will be careful when you go back on the road, and you will contact you next time when you have time."

Ren Xue couldn't wait to stare out a hole in him: "Facing me, you shouldn't have time next time, right?"

Sun Lu didn't answer, but got up, picked up the coat on the back of the chair and walked out.

Ren Xue suddenly got up and shouted: "Sun Lu!"

Sun Lu quickly checked out at the cash register and left the restaurant directly.