I Don’t Want This White Moonlight Anymore!

"Go, go back to eat." Chen Yange said.

Zhao Yinqing glanced towards the door.

Chen Yange noticed and asked, "What? Do you still want to talk to him?"

"Not really, I just feel it's a pity that Brother Opposite doesn't show up."

"..."

After eating hot pot for an hour and a half, Fu Ze called in several calls, but Zhao Yinqing did not answer. She had to consider whether to change her mobile phone number.

Chen Yange said: "Anyway, I'm going abroad, it doesn't matter if I change it or not."

"Right."

Chen Yange didn't stay here overnight. She was about to go back after nine o'clock. She glanced in the cat's eyes first, and there was no one outside.

In case Fu Ze finds it again, Zhao Yinqing didn't want to stay in this house either, so he packed up a change of clothes and went out with Chen Yange.

Three years of getting along, such a short few days to say that no feelings are gone, that is nonsense.

Zhao Yinqing still suffers, but he keeps this kind of pain to a minimum, and uses the bland breeze on the surface to cover it up.

As time goes by, it will slowly fade, rot, and disappear.

No matter it takes time for anyone, it takes time to heal and time to forget.

She found a star hotel and moved in.

By the way, both Fu Ze and Sun Lu’s contact information were blacklisted, and the school started like this.

Sun Lu came to the school to stop her several times.

Just kidding, she can't hide from someone on such a big campus?

The most recent time I saw him on the school road, Zhao Yinqing hid far behind a tree trunk, Chen Yange helped to cover, Sun Lu answered the phone in the middle, and hurried away.

At this time, there were still 10 days left before Zhao Yinqing went abroad.

Sun Lu answered the call from Ren Xue, and the two have not contacted since the last time they ate together.

Ren Xue was crying on the phone, crying very miserably.

She kept repeating a sentence: "Alu, help me!"

Such a situation has never been encountered before, Sun Lu was wrong, and while walking hurriedly out of school, he said: "Where are you?"

Ren Xue reported an address, and Sun Lu took a taxi. When he got to the ground, he found that it was a community, which was still a very good community.

With a puzzled look in his eyes, he finished the registration at the guard, and looked for it according to the building number.

A small high-rise took the elevator to the ninth floor and knocked on the door.

After a long time, when Sun Lu thought that he had found the wrong place, the door finally opened.

Ren Xue was wearing only a set of silk pajamas. He lost a lot of weight. The clothes looked empty and his hair was longer. It hung down on his waist and was ironed into big curls.

There was no trace of blood on his face, even his lips were white, and his forehead was covered with cold sweat. Only those eyes were red and swollen from crying.

The moment he saw Sun Lu, his eyes lighted up, and then mist filled with mist again.

Sun Lu went in, before asking, Ren Xue couldn't stand still and threw himself on him.

Sun Lu subconsciously stretched out her hand and held it up, only to find that her body was trembling slightly, not knowing whether it was cold or something.

After closing the door, the two walked a few steps towards the living room, and Ren Xue suddenly couldn't walk.

"Where are you uncomfortable?" Sun Lu asked, looking down at her.

"Stomach hurts." Ren Xue's voice was weak, and she seemed vulnerable. "My stomach hurts too much."

"I'll take you to the hospital."

She shook her head: "I'll just lie down for a while. I've had pain before, and I'll be fine after the first two days."

After thinking about it, Sun Lu came to his senses without saying much. He helped someone into the bedroom and poured her a glass of water.

This apartment is hard-decorated and small in size, but it is very warm and tidy.

Ren Xue needed money very much. Under the circumstances of extreme financial constraints, he moved to a place that was more than many times better than his previous residence. The reasons for this were thought-provoking.

However, any choice is her freedom. As an adult, she should be responsible for her choice.

Ren Xue patted the edge of the bed and motioned him to sit.

Sun Lu dragged a chair over and sat on the side.

He didn't know what he could do in this situation, and after thinking about it, he asked her, "Is there any medicine for this? Do you have it at home? If not, I will buy it."

"There is no special medicine, so I can only simmer it."

The unprecedented pain this time made it feel like I was about to take my life away. It was too painful, and when I was in pain, I would subconsciously remember the person I wanted to rely on.

Years ago to the present, I haven't seen Sun Lu again after that unhappy break. Many of them called out the address book late at night, and finally hesitated for a while and gave up.

She missed him, and this kind of miss suddenly collapsed when her body was tortured today, and it was impossible to pretend to think about it anymore.

I called Sun Lu with the excuse of being embarrassed. There was nothing else, I just wanted to see him.

"Have you eaten?" Sun Lu asked again.

"No, I can't eat it."

"Eat as much, is there any food here?"

Ren Xue thought for a while and hesitated: "I rarely fire here, so..."

"Then take it out," Sun Lu took out his mobile phone to find a congee restaurant, "How about preserved egg and lean meat porridge?"

"it is good."

Sun Lu put the phone away after finishing the order.

Ren Xue looked at him and said, "How are you doing?"

"It's the same, have you settled it?"

"almost."

Sun Lu said with a "hmm" and didn't know what to say.

Ren Xue happened to hit another wave of pain, her eyebrows furrowed, her expression extremely painful.

They didn't wait for the takeaway on this day, because before the takeaway arrived, the sheets under Ren Xue were dirty, and there was a lot of bright red blood that couldn't stop it.

Both of them were stunned, and Sun Lu was the first to react, and took the coat and put it on her, dragging it to the hospital.

Ren Xue's face was worse than before, and her expression showed obvious panic. She seemed to be more afraid of other things than pain.

"I can't go to the hospital, I don't want to go to the hospital." She started struggling in a panic, completely lost.

Sun Lu scolded: "If you don't go to the hospital at this time, you will die!"

"I don't want to go to the hospital, I die, I don't want to go to the hospital!" Ren Xue began to scream.

Half an hour later, I arrived at the nearest third hospital and diagnosed a rupture of an ectopic pregnancy. The bleeding was very heavy and the condition was very critical. The operation was performed immediately.

On the way to the operating room, Ren Xue had a drip on one arm, and one arm was pressed against his eyes, looking calm.

The operation was over an hour and a half later, and he was pushed into a general ward. The double room was divided by curtains.

Sun Lu also had blood on his clothes, and he hadn't changed it yet.

The nurse's desk, the ward, and the doctor's office ran back and forth several times.

When I came back, I picked up two tubes in my hand, and the excrement was taken away for testing tomorrow.

He put the things on the cabinet next to him, and then looked at the person lying on the bed with a pale face.

Whose child is it? Do you need help notification?

Sun Lu looked at her for a while, but finally did not ask.

"Do you need to notify Auntie?"

"No need to."

Sun Lu sat on the stool and rubbed his forehead tiredly.

Ren Xue looked at him and said, "Are you going back?"

"Leave you here alone?" Sun Lu put down his hands. "Or is there someone else... who came over?"

"No, no one else," she rolled her head and said coldly, "It's just a minor operation, I can do it myself."

"Do you know what this surgery means?"

"What else can it mean? Ectopic pregnancy bleeding, the most serious result is nothing more than infertility. Anyway, I don't have any expectations for the child. Whether it can be born or not is the same."

The clouds on her face were light and windy, and she spoke an understatement.

Because of the influence of her native family, it is difficult for her to have nostalgia for her family.

"I'll come over when I go back and change my clothes. Is there anything I want to eat?"

Ren Xuepi started without saying a word.

Sun Lu helped her tuck the quilt, got up and left the hospital.

Sun Lu stayed to accompany the night. The bed was very narrow, and it was very uncomfortable for the whole person to curl up, so he never fell asleep.

Ren Xue on the hospital bed also had no intention of sleeping. She lay on her side, facing Sun Lu's direction, looking at his back with the glimmer of light outside.

"Alu!" She yelled softly, "Are you asleep?"

"No, what's the matter?" He didn't turn around, but tilted his head slightly in her direction.

I don't know why, Ren Xue suddenly got a sore nose.

In order to pay off the debt, she finally sold herself out. Who would have thought that one day she would fall to this point.

The period was never allowed, and I thought it was the same this time, but I was taken care of in the end.

She hates her parents and has asked herself why other people can have a happy family countless times, but the calmness she has thought about is luxury. She is no worse than others. How can she be miserable when she is here?

It's just that no one can answer her question. People are born unequal. There are always a few who fall into the trough in order to set off the happiness of others.

Unfortunately she is the latter.

When it came to the real critical juncture, she couldn't really just watch them suffer like this, after all, besides Ren Feipeng, there was also Liao Xiuyun involved.

She can ignore her father, but not her mother, who has suffered for most of her life.

It was late at night, and the patient in the next bed snored slightly.

Ren Xue is like a person floating on the endless sea, desperately eager to meet a floating board, which can support her to have a moment of respite.

But Sun Lu would no longer be the most suitable candidate for her. He had already fallen into hell, so why bother to pull him down.

"You stay with me like this, it will make me feel dependent, I can't let go of you, and can't help but want to rely on you."

She said in a low voice, almost whispering, but in this silent night, she still sounded very clear.

Sun Lu was silent for a few seconds before saying, "There will be no next time. You will take care of yourself in the future."

The tears in Ren Xue's eyes finally slipped and she hid in her temples. She still looked in that direction, slightly hooked the corner of her mouth, and her voice trembled slightly.

He was discharged from the hospital five days later. Because of heavy bleeding before the operation, Ren Xue's recovery was very slow.

After returning home, the breakfast and lunch are served directly, and the dinner is brought by Sun Lu after class. It is usually customized in a private restaurant. Try to eat the last meal as nutritious as possible.

Until Ren Xue could take care of herself alone, on the last night, Ren Xue opened her mouth and said, "Alu, I won't use it tomorrow."

Sun Lu looked up at her. Ren Xue's hair was loosely tied into a bunch, slanted slantingly on his shoulders, wearing light-colored furnishings, with a smile on his face. This looks very gentle at the moment, and has a little bit of the old one. shadow.

"I can take care of myself, so I don't have to trouble you anymore, just do your own thing."

"you sure?"

"Ok."

Sun Lu nodded, indicating that he knew it.

Ren Xue put his chopsticks at this time, put his elbows on the edge of the table, and said with a smile: "Tell me about the girl you like. What kind of person is she?"

Sun Lu was stunned. He hadn't talked about Zhao Yinqing carefully yet.

What kind of person is it?

He recalled for a while and said: "She has a bad temper, but she is not bad-minded. She is very cute and has average academic performance."

After a pause, he said: "I don't know why, there is a kind of hope to see her."

"Hope of life?" Ren Xue raised her eyebrows without much understanding.

"I think it makes sense to live."

Sun Lu bowed his head and continued to eat.

Maybe it was because the past was too hard and the life was too rough, so seeing Zhao Yinqing would make him feel very good. He grew up smoothly, without any heart, any emotions on his face, simple and pure.

Thinking of this, Sun Lu's eyes had a touch of tenderness, which was keenly caught by Ren Xue.

She said: "Like her very much?"

"Ok."