I Don't Want to Be a Heroic Soul

I thought my future would be static, like the snowflakes flying all over the sky here.

Heavy snow, heavy snow, heavy snow, heavy snow...

The sun and moon will rest, the clouds and stars will rest, spring, summer, autumn and winter will rest, but the wind and snow here will not.

What fills our eyes is the unchanging whiteness of snow, which is beautiful but also very monotonous.

But it doesn’t matter, because this piece of snowy white is everything to me. There are no colors other than white among the"colors" that make up me, so I will not get tired of this piece of snowy white.

In my long memory, I also had a good childhood.

Happy family, happy life.

Occasionally it will be accompanied by some minor difficulties, but overall it is still very happy.

So, when the land that brought me happiness was affected by war, I stood up.

I succeeded, I drove the war away from my hometown once and for all.

However, when she lowered her sword-wielding arm, she found that the people around her only looked at her with fear.

Whether it was people who were her enemies, people she didn't know, or even people from her hometown, everyone looked at her with fear in their eyes.

This is normal, after all, she is the God of Killing who can kill an army of 300,000 people with one person.

She became famous in one battle, and the world was afraid of her crushing power, and the world was afraid of her ghostly swordsmanship.

This fear is exactly what she needs. Because of the fear of its existence, her hometown is no longer disturbed by war.

She succeeded, she won.

But the price is that she can't return to her hometown.

Today, she has become the world's strongest swordsman and the world's most vicious criminal.

But everyone in my hometown is just ordinary people. If we get too close, it will cause trouble for them.

Moreover, no one would want to live with"the world's most vicious criminal".

So she left her hometown where she had always lived, settled at Edberg, the highest peak in the world, and started living alone...

I thought my future was unchanging, like the white snow flying in the sky.

Recording time is meaningless, because this unchanging snow scene and unchanging life make it impossible for me to feel the passage of time and to have no expectations for the future.

I have lived in this pure white world for too long, so long that my memories are almost all of this unchanging whiteness.

My hometown, my"root", is within reach, but there is a wall blocking the middle, preventing me from going back, preventing me from seeing the direction, and preventing me from finding"myself".

Gradually, my body, my spirit, and my soul were all dyed the same color by this white snow.

I no longer look forward to the past, and I no longer look forward to the future.

Because I think a future that will be as unchanging as snow is not worth looking forward to, because looking back on the past will only make me tired of a future that is as unchanging as snow.

Even if I am in deep darkness, as long as I have never seen the light, I can't stand the loneliness and silence.

Even if I am in the same white snow, as long as I have never seen colors, I can't stand the loneliness and cold.

So...why do you show up like that?

Suddenly broke into my world and dyed this white snow with other colors.

I thought my future was as static as the snow that was flying in the sky.

It wasn't until you appeared that I felt the beating of my heart again.

A second color besides snow-white appeared in my eyes, and my soul was dyed with a second color besides snow-white.

Really... Do you know how hard I have worked and how long I have spent in order not to get tired of this white snow?

As a result, you walked into my world like this, stupidly and nonchalantly, making all my hard work go to waste.

Why is there such a strange person as you? When he saw me for the first time, he didn't show any fear like they did. Those amber eyes seemed to have seen through the disguise I had deliberately put up from the beginning, and saw directly that I had lost it long ago. 's"true self".

I thought my future was unchanging, like the clear snow flying in the sky.

But your appearance changed everything. You made the time that seemed to be stagnant in my body begin to flow again, and the layer of ice and snow covering my soul gradually melted.

Looking at you, I seem to see spring under the warm sun and sunny days with floating clouds.

The snow melts and spring flowers bloom.

People are always keen on the romance of love at first sight, but I fall in love with you every time I see you.

I want you to stay by my side, I want to look into your eyes as bright as gems, I want to hold your face like a delicate flower, I want to eat your words that are boring but can be integrated into my heart every time. Dessert with emotions.

After all, it is because of your sudden appearance that I can never go back to before, and I can no longer endure the loneliness of living alone.

So, you have to take responsibility obediently.

My cutest, dearest and most important sister

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"Remember to take off your shoes when entering."

Edwise took the lead to enter, and Okita Souji followed her obediently.

"……Do you live in such a small place?"

"How to speak? Could it be smaller than your dormitory?"

Edwise appeared next to Souji Okita as if in a flash, and gently pinched Souji Okita's little face with his slender white fingers.

Edwys didn't squeeze very hard. The evidence is that Souji Okita could still speak normally. say

"Sister Ai, you are the best swordsman in the world. Even if Big Wolf's Wolf Castle lives in your capacity, it shouldn't be a problem, right? Is this small apartment too unworthy of your status?"

The place where Edwys brought General Okita here is Edwyth's residence, or temporary residence, in this city.

"The store manager rented this to me because he saw that I did a good job. It has a separate bathroom and two bedrooms, and there is a canteen downstairs. The most important thing is that I am the only one living in this apartment. Your sister and I are the ones who make the most money. OK?"

Edwise crossed her arms on her chest and showed a very proud look in front of Souji Okita, which made Souji Okita blush.

Edwys came out this time to find Souji Okita. However, her journey was not just Looking for someone.

As the saying goes, money is not everything, but there is nothing you can do without money.

While searching for someone, Edwine also worked as a temporary worker from time to time to pay for travel expenses and living expenses.

……Can you believe it? The world's strongest swordsman and the world's most evil criminal still have to work part-time to earn travel expenses?

And she still went to a dessert shop and worked as a chef.

Even because she is so good at making desserts and the desserts she makes are so delicious, every time she wants to leave after earning enough travel expenses, the store manager will hug her thigh and beg her not to leave.