I don't want to be a heroic spirit

Chapter 65 Changes brought by you

I thought my future would remain unchanged, just like the snowflakes flying all over the sky here.

Heavy snow, heavy snow, heavy snow, heavy snow...

The sun and the moon will rest, the clouds and stars will rest, spring, summer, autumn and winter will rest, but the wind and snow here will not.

What fills my eyes is the unchanging white snow, which is beautiful, but also monotonous.

But it doesn't matter, because this piece of white snow is all I have, and there is no color other than white in the "color" that makes up me, so I won't get tired of this piece of white snow.

In the distant memory, I also had a good childhood.

Happy family, happy life.

Occasionally accompanied by some small troubles, but overall it is still very happy.

So, when this land that brought me happiness was affected by the war, I stood up.

I succeeded, and I completely drove the war out of my hometown.

However, when she lowered her arm that was swinging the sword, she found that the eyes of the people around her were only fearful.

Whether it was someone who was her enemy, someone she didn't know, or even someone from her hometown, everyone looked at her with fear.

This was normal, after all, she was a killing god who slaughtered 300,000 troops with her own strength.

She became famous in one battle, and the world feared her crushing power and her ghostly swordsmanship.

This fear was exactly what she needed, because her hometown was no longer disturbed by war because of the fear of her existence.

She succeeded, she won.

But the price was that she couldn't go back to her hometown.

Now she has become the world's strongest swordsman and the world's most vicious criminal.

But everyone in her hometown is just an ordinary person, and if they get too close, it will cause trouble for them.

Moreover, I guess everyone would not want to live with the "world's most vicious criminal".

So she left her hometown where she had always lived, settled down in the world's highest peak, Edberg, and began to live alone...

I thought my future would remain unchanged, just like the white snow flying all over the sky.

It is meaningless to record time, because this unchanging snow scene and unchanging life make me feel the passage of time and have no expectations for the future.

I have lived in this pure white world for too long, so long that my memories are almost all this unchanging white snow.

My hometown, my "roots", is within reach, but there is a wall in the middle, which prevents me from going back, makes me unable to see the direction, and makes me unable to find "myself".

Gradually, my body, my spirit, and my soul are all dyed the same color by this snow.

I no longer recall the past, and I no longer look forward to the future.

Because I think that the future that will only be unchanging like snow is not worth looking forward to, because recalling the past will only make me feel tired of the unchanging future like snow.

Even if I am in deep darkness, as long as I have never seen light, I can endure this loneliness and silence.

Even if I am in the unchanging white snow, as long as I have never seen color, I can endure this loneliness and coldness.

So... why did you appear like that?

You suddenly broke into my world and dyed this piece of snow white with other colors.

I thought my future would remain unchanged, just like the snow flying all over the sky.

Until you appeared, I felt my heart beating again.

A second color appeared in my eyes besides the snow white, and my soul was dyed with a second color besides the snow white.

Really... do you know how much effort and how long I spent in order not to get tired of this piece of snow white?

As a result, you just walked into my world like this, stupidly and nonchalantly, making my efforts for so long go to waste.

Why is there such a strange person like you? When you first saw me, you didn't show fear like them. Those amber eyes seemed to see through my deliberately strong disguise from the beginning, and saw the "true self" that I had lost long ago.

I thought my future would remain unchanged, just like the clear snow flying all over the sky.

But your appearance changed everything. You made the time that seemed to have stopped on me start flowing again, and gradually melted the ice and snow covering my soul.

Looking at you, I seemed to see the spring under the warm sun and the sunny day with floating clouds.

The snow melted and the flowers bloomed in spring.

People are always keen on the romance of love at first sight, but I fall in love with you every time I see you.

I want you to stay by my side, I want to look at your eyes as bright as gems, I want to hold your face like holding a delicate flower, I want to eat your dessert that you say you hate but can always be filled with hard work and emotion.

After all, it is because of your sudden appearance that I can never go back to the past and can no longer bear the loneliness of living alone.

So, you have to take responsibility obediently.

My most lovely, dearest, and most important sister.

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"Remember to take off your shoes when you enter the door."

Edward took the lead and entered, and Okita Souji followed her obediently.

"...You live in such a small place?"

"How can you talk like that? Can it be smaller than your dormitory?"

Edward appeared beside Okita Souji like a flash, and gently pinched Okita Souji's little face with his slender white fingers.

Edward didn't pinch very hard, and the evidence was that Okita Souji could still speak normally.

"Little Sister Ai, you are the world's number one swordsman. Even if it is Wolf Fort of Gray Wolf, it should be no problem for you to live there, right? This small apartment is too unworthy of your status, right?"

The place where Edward brought Okita Souji to was Edward's residence in this city, or temporary residence.

"This is rented to me by the store manager because I do a good job. It has a separate bathroom and two bedrooms, and there is a small store downstairs. The most important thing is that I live alone in this apartment. Your sister is the one who made a lot of money, okay?"

Edward folded his hands in front of his chest, showing a very proud expression in front of Okita Souji, which made Okita Souji blush.

Edward came out this time to find Okita Souji, but she was not just looking for someone along the way.

As the saying goes, money is not everything, but without money is absolutely impossible.

During the search, Edwards worked as a temporary worker from time to time to pay for travel expenses and living expenses.

...Can you believe it? The world's strongest swordsman, the world's most evil criminal, actually has to work to earn travel expenses?

And she went to a dessert shop as a chef.

Even because of her excellent skills in making desserts and her delicious desserts, every time she wanted to leave after earning enough travel expenses, the store manager would hug her thighs and beg her not to leave.

Chapter 66 I'm going to talk to the chairman

"I've already told your classmates."

Completely different from the Valkyrie who always wears snow-white flawless light armor, holds two swords shining with flowing light, and is impeccable, Edwards at this moment is wearing a very ordinary but comfortable home clothes, and chooses a very lazy and relaxed posture to half-lying on the sofa.

Although the clothes are no different from ordinary people, the extraordinary temperament can't be concealed.

"You will live with me from today."

"...Do I have the right to object?"

Okita Souji asked weakly, and then he saw Edwards on the sofa turned his head and smiled softly.

"This is a notice, not a discussion. It is the sister's duty to listen to her sister."

Okita Souji spread his hands helplessly.

"What did they say?"

"They asked me to have a good talk with you, and they also said a lot of good things about you to me." Edwards said while changing her sitting position, and her sexy and plump long legs under the short skirt slightly straightened, "And... After they heard that I was your sister, they said that you mentioned me in front of them."

Okita Souji's face froze for a moment, and then he saw Edwards's eyebrows and eyes curved with a smile.

"Little sister Ai, I really want to know how my sister commented on me in front of her good friends... Can you tell me?"

What did I say?

A little girl who is afraid of loneliness?

I'm afraid that this day next year will be my death anniversary!

"Uh...but Sister Ai, whether I live in the dormitory or not is not something that I or my friends can decide."

Wipe the non-existent sweat on his forehead, Okita Souji mustered up the courage to say: "This kind of thing should be decided by the president of the school, and we don't have that power."

"...That makes sense."

Edward slowly sat up, touching his smooth chin with a serious expression.

"I'm going out for a while."

"...Where are you going?"

Looking at the sky outside that was about to get completely dark, and then looking at Edward who was about to go out, Okita Souji had an inexplicable ominous premonition.

"Go talk to the chairman of your academy and ask her to agree to let you live outside."

Three seconds of silence for the chairman...

"Don't be too harsh."

"What are you thinking about?" Edwards, who had already put his hand on the door handle, turned around and glared at Okita Souji with a coquettish look, "It's just a simple friendly exchange. Do you think your sister is a violent maniac who can only solve everything by swinging a sword?"

With your communication level, I suspect that any insurance seller on the street can fool you and buy a lot of useless and boring insurance.

"Oh, right."

The door was opened again just after it was closed. Edwards poked his head in from outside the door, and his long hair, as pure white as snow, fell naturally in compliance with gravity.

"I haven't tasted my sister's cooking for a long time. I hope that when I come back, I can see that my lovely sister has prepared a table full of loving desserts for me. Souji, your cooking skills should not have been lost, right?"

"It's just right. You can take this time to seriously think about what your impression of me is. When I come back, I want to enjoy the desserts carefully prepared by my sister while listening to how my sister talks about me with her classmates."

The door was closed, but Okita Souji felt very cold.

After counting 180 seconds in his heart, Okita Souji muttered in a voice not much louder than the wings of a mosquito.

"It's so late and you're still eating desserts. Sister Xiaoai, are you really not worried about getting fat again?"

Okita Souji knew that Edwards loved desserts very much.

In order to be able to eat delicious desserts, she even trained her ability to make desserts to a world-class level.

But while liking desserts, Edwards is also very concerned about his figure and is afraid of getting fat.

There is one thing that is incredible, that is, the purpose of Edwards' sword practice at the beginning was because he heard that sword practice can lose weight.

Then Edwards practiced swordsmanship to the world's strongest.

If those who have practiced swordsmanship for countless years and have achieved a little success knew this fact, they would probably be jealous, right?

But this is the fact. Edwards, the world's strongest swordsman, does not like swordsmanship at all. The purpose of practicing swordsmanship at the beginning was just to be able to eat desserts without getting fat.

This is the gap in talent. Any world is full of such unfairness, but it becomes particularly conspicuous in this world.

Some people are born with huge magic power, and some people don't even have supernatural powers.

Some people become the strongest in the world with a little effort, and some people can hardly go further even if they burn their lives.

During the time when Okita Souji and Edwards lived together, such an incident happened.

At that time, Okita Souji had just finished the sword swinging training today, and when he came back, he saw Edwards lying face down on the sofa, looking like he had lost all hope in life.

Because they had lived together for a while and had a full understanding of Edwards, Okita Souji guessed what was going on at once, and then he said, "Little Sister Ai, have you gained weight again?"

Then... Edwards's swordsmanship broke through.

I don't know whether it was because of the shame of being discovered for gaining weight or because of the murderous intention to kill people to silence them, in short, Edwards' swordsmanship, which was originally the strongest in the world, was broken through by himself under such a hasty reason.

That day, the sky showed two kinds of scenery.

The upper part was still snowing, white and unclear.

The lower part was strangely without a single snowflake, and there was no cold wind as cold as a blade.

A "line" divides the sky into two parts, the upper and lower parts. No matter how violent or cold the blizzard in the upper part is, it cannot cross that "line" and affect the clarity of the sky in the lower part.