I Give Half of My Life to You

When I was a kid, it was my elder brother who was staying by the side. Now she was replaced by her, who was accompanying her.

Lin Miao had never been sick since childhood, and later she was not very sick. She was always in good health. When I was a child, I felt sad when I saw my brother getting sick and wanted to take medicine and lay in bed. At that time, she often shook hands with her brother and contacted her more often. She had a very hidden idea in her heart.

I want to share my health with my brother.

It may be that because of being ill, people are easily vulnerable and recalling the past, she seems to have returned to that time, when she was young.

At that time, she looked at her brother almost every day and wanted her brother to look at her. Later, after returning home, she actually still missed her brother.

At that time, just back to town, before her brother came to find her, she actually wanted to find her brother in the past. Just like that, when she was at her brother’s house, she wanted to walk home, but later, she found that it was really too far .

Lin Miao realized at this time.

She seemed, always, to keep her brother looking for her.

When I went back to town, my brother came to find her with a dog. At school, my brother came to her with milk, and went to a game. My brother came to find her.

Even now, my brother came to her, and every time my brother could find her.

She... she... suddenly felt terrified... If one day, my brother would stop looking for her...

Perhaps getting sick can really make people vulnerable.

When Ms. Lin came over, Lin Miao's drip was over. When she went back, she took the Yu's car. However, Yu Jingxuan did not eat at the Lin family.

Lin Miao had something hidden in her heart, and felt that the soda meat she wanted was not so delicious.

Seeing her like this, Ms. Lin probably knew what was going on. Her daughter really couldn’t hide anything in her heart, and everything appeared on her face. What should she do in the future?

And...Mother Lin is also anxious. Yu Jingxuan looks like Lin Miao as a sister. If he has a girlfriend, her daughter...

Alas, people always grow up.

Mother Lin used this reason to comfort herself.

After lunch, Lin Miao took the medicine and was pushed into the room by her mother. "Sleep well."

Lying on the bed, Lin Miao soon fell asleep.

In the dream, it is very unstable.

However, when he woke up and didn't know what dream he had, he lay on the bed and watched the winter sun spill in through the gaps in the curtains.

Her head is still dizzy, and she feels as if she has passed by.

Is this the feeling of being sick? Did your brother suffer so much every day?

Lin Miao felt even more distressed about his older brother.

Lin Miao took the phone and saw her brother sent a text message to her, lying quietly on her phone.

"Shui Shui, don't sleep during the day. Easy to dizzy." Experienced people.

Lin Miao just fell asleep, her head was dizzy, and texted her brother, "I just woke up and seemed to have a nightmare..."

Brother's text message came over quickly, "What's your dream?"

"Forget, but there must be no brother in the dream, otherwise I would not be so afraid."

Yu Jingxuan saw this message, froze for a moment, and quickly replied, "No matter when, as long as you find me, I will be there."

Lin Miao looked at this text message and remembered all these years. My brother was always looking for himself, and he didn't know how he felt in his heart. He replied, "Brother... Why are you so good to me?"

She once asked this question, and at that time, her brother said it was her.

No specific answer was given.

She couldn't help asking again, wondering what her brother thought, and wondering what kind of existence she was in her brother's mind...

Is he going to be like he is now... thinking of the other person in his heart makes him panic, but he can't think of it.

This is not badminton, she has no way to control, she can only passively think.

I want to go back to school to play badminton, but I don't want to think of anything while playing.

She must be too busy, and because she was sick, she became so hypocritical.

Yes, Lin Miao suddenly panicked. She seems to have become the kind of hypocritical girl that Sister Jing said.

My elder brother didn't return any information...Does she think that she is particularly hypocritical and asks the second time about such a simple matter?

Lin Miao covered her chest, don't feel uncomfortable, don't panic, hurry to sleep again, and forget it when you sleep.

She had encountered particularly embarrassing things like this before, and she forgot to sleep.

Then this time my brother's phone came suddenly.

Lin Miao's heartbeat accelerated, and he quickly picked up and apologized to his brother, "Brother...I...was a little strange recently."

Over there, getting rid of the eyes of my parents and grandma, I finally reached a quiet place to call Lin Miao and heard this sentence.

"What's wrong?" Yu Jingxuan asked, "Is it still uncomfortable?"

"No..." Lin Miao was lying on the bed, listening to his brother's voice, and that emotion surged up again. It was the feeling of standing in the most beautiful time, the warmest sun in the sun, but a sour nose She always felt that everything was lost. She said softly, "I...I have always felt very uncomfortable recently, but I feel so happy again..."

"It's not uncomfortable," Yu Jingxuan coaxed. "Tell your brother what's going on? Brother helps you."

Yu Jingxuan had already thought about it, and went to buy a few adolescent education books.

"Brother, if... I mean if..." Lin Miao still wanted to say, she held her uncomfortable.

"If I made a mistake, would you forgive me?"

"Yes." Yu Jingxuan said, "I will accompany you to correct it. Make up for the fault."

My brother will forgive me, Lin Miao breathed a sigh of relief, so I was more at ease.

"Brother, I became hypocritical and overly selfish." Lin Miao gritted his teeth and said everything in his heart.

She has been hiding, hiding, deliberately ignoring things, but there is no way to ignore them for too long.

My brother said that even if she was wrong, he would forgive her and accompany her to correct the mistake. Lin Miao believed what his brother said.

"Why?" Yu Jingxuan thought Lin Miao's statement was very strange. "Why do you think so? You are not hypocritical or selfish."

Lin Miao's tears were almost coming out, and she didn't actually want to be like this, but she just became like this, and became a type that many people hated.

"Brother, you said, you will forgive me." Lin Miao said with a cry, "Actually, brother, I never told you, I was particularly selfish. Jingmei used to say that she wanted to have a brother, but , I don’t want to share you with her at all... There are a lot of teammates looking for my number... I won’t give them... Actually... Actually..." She can do it for her as her brother, but she doesn’t want to. Ask your brother to give it to others.

"I saw someone say yesterday that I want my brother to hug her, I... don't want to at all, just want my brother to hug me."

Yu Jingxuan was stunned over there. He thought it was just a small problem, but he never thought that Lin Miao actually told him that she had possessiveness towards him.

"When I was young, I wanted my brother to get married. I felt it was good to have someone with my brother, but now I have changed...I don't want my brother to be with others...brother..." Lin Miao's voice came to the back with a cry, " When I thought of my brother, I was so happy, but I was so scared again, I really became hypocritical..."

Yu Jingxuan's voice was a little hoarse, "You are not selfish or hypocritical, because I am the same, I don't want to see you marry someone, you don't want to see you falling in love with others, you don't want you to see you being with others."

He thought that the things he had waited day and night had finally arrived.

Yu Jingxuan said slowly, "I have felt this feeling for more than two years. Shui Shui, do you know what this feeling is?"