I Got My Bad Side Awakened After Rebirth

170. Tell Me Your Past

Translator: Guy Gone Bad

Looking at the worries on Ling Fan’s face, Chu Xiao couldn’t help but smile.

“No.” Chu Xiao said with his lips curved.

“Are you sure?” Chu Xiao had already too indulged him, which was already known to Ling Fan, but he did not want him to feel a little bit uncomfortable of this because of him.

“Like I have a choice…” Chu Xiao glanced at Ling Fan, “Although I thought I would resist it at first, but this time, I didn’t.”

Whenever he went to the main residence, Chu Xiao would feel depressed, some kind of contradictorily depressed.

However, this time, when he went with Ling Fan, he no longer had such bad feeling.

Especially after telling him everything about himself, Chu Xiao felt relieved.

Now thinking about that place–the main house of the Chu family, for Chu Xiao, was only a residence, and that’s all.

“And, don’t forget that it will soon be yours, no longer the Chu family’s main house,” Chu Xiao said with a smile as he looked at Ling Fan.

“Haha, of course,” Ling Fan said with a smile. If he could make Chu Xiao feel more comfortable after he bought it, of course he wouldn’t mind.

Especially…it was a huge bargain.

“I will prepare the money as soon as possible,” Ling Fan said earnestly.

Actually, for what Ling Fan said, Chu Xiao had some different opinion.

He didn’t tell Ling Fan that in the afternoon, he had asked Uncle Li to contact the lawyer to go through the transfer procedures.

Therefore, whether Ling Fan paid or not, ten days later, that place would become Ling Fan’s.

Unfortunately, his few subordinates like Chen Feng and Lin Tianchen still didn’t know about it…

Of course, even if they knew, they couldn’t change anything.

However, they only couldn’t help but sigh: Love doesn’t just make one blind, but even make one a black sheep.

Their boss was typical case…

…

“Then…what about you?” Chu Xiao suddenly raised his eyes and asked.

“Huh? What? ”

“What was you like before?” asked Chu Xiao seriously.

About Ling Fan’s past, based on the investigation information provided by Chen Feng, Chu Xiao was crystal clear, even including Ling Fan being beaten up by those little punks at school, and his monthly exams never passed…there was even once that Ling Fan smashed his own head with a brick.

Chu Xiao knew all of those things.

However, he wanted to know how Ling Jing told them in his own narration.

What kind of desperation would he have experienced to make himself grow so fast?

Sometimes, Chu Xiao felt that he kind of didn’t understand Ling Fan.

He was clearly a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy, but sometimes he could see a sense of vicissitudes in him.

That kind of vicissitudes of nearing his end.

“Me?” Ling Fan was stunned when he heard Chu Xiao’s question.

Then, he suddenly felt a little awkward.

“Actually, it’s not nothing wonderful at all…” Ling Fan’s mouth twitched as he answered.

To be honest, he really didn’t want to talk about his past in front of Chu Xiao.

It was not that he was worried that Chu Xiao may know something he shouldn’t, but simply because he felt humiliating…

If he wanted to make an evaluation of his former self, it would be garbage.

If using a word as a summary of his past, it would be loser.

Especially in his past life, he was already a loser without money, power, and good appearance, and even fallen for someone so blindly. Oh, that was not right. He had blindly fallen for the white lotus Luo Li. In the end, he was used, and he was thrown into jail in a miserable state until he died.

Thinking of his past self, Ling Fan couldn’t help but smile sarcastically.

“But I want to know,” said Chu Xiao in a low voice when he noticed the change in Ling Fan’s expression.

No need to be wonderful. He just wanted to know what this young man who had become his lover had experienced in the past.

“Ahem, all right…” Ling Fan pretended to be helpless.

Chu Xiao had said about his past. If he still hid it, wouldn’t it be too rude?

What’s more, compared to Chu Xiao’s past, his little problems…

Hehe…

“I was born in Nanxiang. Mm, you know, where we lived together before. I really didn’t know who provided the sperms to make me. And then, in my memories, my mother seemed to have been trying hard to find a reliable and rich boyfriend. Something like that…”

“A few years ago, my mother finally found such a man and abandoned me.”

“You should know what happened afterwards. No money, no family, no friends, no balls, uh…no brain. That’s me…” Ling Fan said in a relaxed tone as possible as he could, “My seventeen years of life were like this.”

“Every class has to have such a tailender to highlight the wisdom and diligence of others. Unfortunately, I was that one.”

“In every school, there will always be a representative of the vulnerable group who get bullied but dare not fight back, to satisfy the heroic dreams of those little punks who have puberty hormone disorder. Unfortunately, that person was still me…”

“The reason Luo Li chose to make us of me is also because no one will even notice me. Speaking of which…you know, Luo Li asked me send you letters for quite a few times.” Ling Fan made a sigh.

Even Ling Fan himself couldn’t help but feel that it was a little funny to analyze his former self.

Such a person…even he loathed now.

Fortunately, he was reborn.

Otherwise, in the face of his own self like that, he would even want to give himself a stab and end his own life.

Hearing that, Chu Xiao didn’t find it funny at all. Instead, he frowned deeply.

He couldn’t imagine how Ling Fan would have looked like before. He also wasn’t sure if such a Ling Fan would really have had the charm to make him fall in love with him.

There shouldn’t be such a possibility…

After all, if Ling Fan had always been like that, they wouldn’t have had any intersection at all.

However, this did not affect Chu Xiao’s feeling sorry for him.

“Don’t you think I was a loser?” Ling Fan asked as he looked at Chu Xiao’s frown.

This was also the deepest part of Ling Fan’s inferiority when facing Chu Xiao.

In the past, even he himself looked down on his past self, let alone others.

Therefore, Ling Fan was afraid that Chu Xiao would not like him or even despise his past self.

After hearing what you said, yeah…an absolute loser.” Chu Xiao commented unceremoniously, but in the next second, he couldn’t hold it and his lips curved.

“But for me, other than making me feel sorry for you, it won’t make me have any other thoughts,” Chu Xiao said as he hooked Ling Fan’s neck.

“I’m afraid that my past won’t match you,” Ling Fan said in a muffled voice. This was also the truest thought in his heart, and after confirming that he liked Chu Xiao, this had been bothering him.

“Pfff, idiot…” Chu Xiao scolded softly. If it hadn’t been that his hand was so sour that he didn’t want to lift it up, he really wanted to give him a slap in the head.

“I love you, so what I will accept is the past you, the current you, and you in the future,” Chu Xiao glanced at Ling Fan and said seriously, “I can’t deny that I love the current you, but whether in the past or now, it is always you, right?”

Without the past, how could he have turned into the current Ling Fan…

Chu Xiao’s words made Ling Fan click into place.

It should be that even heaven couldn’t bear to see, so it gave him another chance…

Without the sadness of his previous life, and even the ten-year prison, without all the previous experiences, including the rebirth, it seemed like he would not have been able to have his current self.

If it was just like everyone else, he should have been burying his head in doing the mock tests wearing pair of glasses with large frame in the classroom, right?

In that case, it was even more impossible to meet Chu Xiao.

So, wasn’t his previous struggling before a little too stupid?

Ling Fan couldn’t help but despise himself in his heart.

Chu Xiao didn’t know what Ling Fan was thinking at the moment, but as he watched Ling Fan’s eyes gradually shine, he could guess that this guy should have thought it through.

“All the changes started from that time when you were beaten by the group of gangsters and then you smashed your own head with a brick?” asked Chu Xiao curiously.

So…without perishing, in silence, this guy broke out in silence?

“Mm, more or less.”

To be precise, it was a little earlier before the brick thing.

At that time, a dead soul came back to life again, and reborn before all the tragedies had happened.

However, Ling Fan decided not to be entangled with the exact time.

“Fortunately, you woke up at the time,” Chu Xiao smiled and said.

Otherwise, if the former Ling Fan really appeared in front of him…he really couldn’t guarantee that he wouldn’t despise him.

Chu Xiao silently added in his heart, but he decided not to say it out to stimulate him.

“Yeah, of course…” Ling Fan raised his eyebrows and said in a half-jokingly tone, “No matter what, I’ve died once.”

If he still couldn’t have gotten enlightened, he should really have given himself a shot.

However, when he heard Ling Fan’s words, Chu Xiao’s heart couldn’t help but ache.

In fact, he did not treat Ling Fan’s “death” as a real death. From his understanding, it should be some kind of complete despair to let Ling Fan use this word.

Then the counterattack…