I Have a Secret

One day before Huang Dan’s birthday, Chen Yue will leave his job and return to China. He will smoke a few cigarettes under his house. After zero, he will sing a birthday song in the corner and wish him a happy birthday.

This is a habit.

As soon as I approached that day, Chen Yue unconsciously improved his work efficiency and made time to cross the sea to see Huang Dan, even if he would not take himself seriously.

Last year, Huang’s birthday, Chen Yue returned to China to see him, just in the accident that happened that day.

The weather is not good, the heavy rain, Chen Yue far away saw Huang Dan was stopped by a man, and also put roses in his arms.

At that time, Chen Yue was running away from Huang Dan. He did not pay attention to the car that was chasing the sidewalk. He was hit and flew and died on the spot.

At that moment, there was a voice in Chen Yue’s mind, and his life changed.

The system worker who claimed to be S01 told Chen Yue that he just came out to play, happened to pass there, took a fancy to his obsession, and said that he was a lucky one.

As long as he completes ten tasks, he will have a chance to be born again.

Chen Yue said that he can't have a relationship with someone other than Huang Dan. There is no way to do it. Virtual ones don't work. S01 says that he doesn't need it. He just goes to be a male match, and he can play according to the deep lovers.

The task world is different from the real world timeline. Chen Yue successfully woke up with all the tasks. It was only a second or two. He was still lying in the heavy rain, but he could not find the figure of Huang Dan. He left.

Chen Yue has been recovering from injuries last year. One day, S01 asked him if he would like to work part-time. He agreed.

People have instinctual curiosity about the unknown, and they want to touch the magical field and explore higher technological civilization.

Chen Yue thinks more and deeper, and can get a chance to regain his life by completing tasks. This is something that everyone can't think about. It really happens and feels a dream. He hopes that he will be stronger and he will be able to make a living at the dawn of Huang Dan. Do something.

In the first half of this year, after the recommendation of S01, Chen Yue’s part-time job changed. He took over the work of the former caretaker and officially took care of the main program network.

The main program network does not have a table, a chair, a brick, a tile, or even a piece of dust, and some are countless light spots, each light point is a virtual world, the naked eye can not count, unless you look at the statistics.

Can only be the main system of the main program network, Chen Yue saw S01 there, the same ordinary people as him, said that he has to go, and soon there will be a new main system.

After that time, S01 really disappeared.

Chen Yue’s part-time job is extremely boring. He has to look at countless virtual worlds. When he finds an abnormality, he reports it, and the latter thing is not related to him.

Each time there is a new host, the main program domain will record personal information, the corresponding virtual world will be enlarged, and then back to the original size in a few seconds.

When Chen Yue saw the name of Huang Dan, he confirmed it over and over again. During that time, he thought a lot and did it.

After five or six minutes, Chen Yue told Huang Dan all the things. "You can ask me if you have doubts. I will explain it to you."

Huang Dan’s thoughts were chaotic. After he learned that Chen Yue had died, he had already thought of countless possibilities, and he was denied by him. The last one left was received by the system workers.

Because Huang Shan lived for nearly 30 years, only this matter is not within his cognitive range, completely out of the knowledge points he has mastered.

That S01 is the former boss of the third brother, but unfortunately disappeared, otherwise Huang Dan would like to thank him.

It’s not him. Chen Yue’s life stopped at the age of 28 and left with regret. Huang Dan lived in the framework of his own construction. He would never like a person. He didn’t need it, and he didn’t have to try it. impulse.

Many things have changed because they happen to hit a certain point, and they are turned upside down.

Chen Yue thought of something. "Every time I go in, I don't have a memory of the world. I can only copy a few data so that you can recognize me earlier."

He has a lot of selfishness, as for what will happen, all look at the yellow single.

"Actually, I am not sure that you will like me. I just want you to notice me, talk to me, smile at me, wait for your tasks to be over. I will follow back from time to time. You know that you are good, I will be fine."

Huang Dan asked, "How many times have you appeared in front of me?"

Chen Yue yelled at him. "I can't remember it. I have seen 136 times in front of you all these years. Tickets are there."

Huang Dan was shocked by this number, and he had no impression at all.

When I returned to the past, Huang Dan only stayed in the senior year. He missed Chen Yue and returned. The years later did not re-experience, nor did he observe the opportunities of people and things around him.

Chen Yue touched his face and slammed two channels. "My brother, I am not a public face, how can you not have an impression? There are many times when I cheeky to say hello to you, who knows how to meet again next time, you Seeing that I am still a stranger."

If you want to eat a meal with Huang Dan, it is impossible to make a contact. He pulls himself out of the world of everyone, especially those who have a purpose for him.

Huang single hanging down the eyelids is a problem with his own life attitude, and he is equally indifferent to everyone, "I'm sorry."

Chen Yueyi, he quickly raised the face of Huang Dan, frowning and said, "Why do you say sorry to me, you are right."

Huang singled his mouth, as if to cry.

When Chen Yue looked at Huang Dan, his heart was not a taste. He took people to his arms. This kiss kissed him. "It’s okay, nothing, you have nothing wrong."

Huang single eyes, "When you wake up and don't see me, is it sad?"

Chen Yue said that he was not sad. It was too fake. He couldn’t cry because he was sad. "I was thinking, you wouldn’t be with the man? I bought the castle for you, I don’t know if you would Yes."

Huang single turned over in bed, his eyes closed and his eyes were wet.

Chen Yue lay next to him, his arms stretched over to let him rest. "There are many accidents in life. I have already experienced it. There are so many surprises in life. I have experienced it. Now is the biggest surprise."

"Don't think about it, our road is still growing. Let's go together later, don't go alone and ignore me."

"Well, go together, it won't leave you alone."

Huang Dan asked what was bothering him. "Do you know why I will cross?"

Chen Yue shook his head. "I only care about those mission worlds. Others can't manage them. Every system worker has different personalities and the conditions for selecting a host are different."

This answer is expected in the yellow single.

From the moment he inexplicably crossed, the unfathomable universe was blocked in front of him, forcing him to fantasize and to study hard.

Chen Yue asked abruptly, "Have you found your parents?"

Huang nodded. "I have found it, but there is no clue. They don't seem to exist. I asked Song Hao not to ask the result."

Chen Yue frowned and said, "I suspect that they are not people in our world."

At that moment, there was a lot of speculation in Huang Dan’s mind, which was suppressed by him.

Chen Yue said, "You think about it, you have been looked after by that person since he was born. He raised you up. During this period, you have never seen a relative, it is not normal."

It is indeed not normal, but Huang Dan has no way to break the status quo in desperation, because Song Yu is not a housekeeper for him, but his parents.

Chen Yue took hold of Huang Dan’s hand and pinched it. “I’ve been thinking about ways to investigate and tell you when I’ve found it.”

Huang single asked, "Do you know Mr. System?"

Chen Yue said that he didn't know. "The only place I care about is the main system. I heard that all the system workers are not coming in, even if the friends are their own colleagues, they will not know when they face each other."

Huang Dan sighed, and the secret work was done very well.

Chen Yue pulled the quilt up, "Sleep, it’s too late, let’s talk again tomorrow."

Huang Dan can't sleep.

There are so many things in his mind that he needs to clarify and accept the classification. "Chen Yue, have you been to the world where Mr. System is?"

"I haven't been there, but I can apply. If you want to go, I will apply."

Chen Yue is sitting on the bed. "Your parents may find some clues there. I will apply for it as soon as possible. The process is very slow."

Huang Shan said, "You can contact the third brother faster."

Chen Yue’s face is weird. “He is sometimes indifferent to you. Sometimes he talks and laughs. He changes and changes. As far as I know, he originally made up all the mission worlds for the assessment of the main system. Set yourself into a completely different personality, and the assessment will be promoted from the system to the main system."

"His other half was created by him. Recently, there seems to be a contradiction within the family."

Huang Dan’s mouth was slightly pumped. “It’s really complicated.”

"Every family has its cupboard."

Chen Yue took the cigarette case and the lighter. "I will come back when I smoke."

Huang Shan grabbed one of his hands and kept it. "Don't go out, just take it in the room."

Chen Yue’s roots are on the edge of his mouth. “Give me some time to prepare, I will try to quit smoking. You supervise me.”

"Okay."

In the latter half of the night, Huang Dan didn't close his eyes. Chen Yue did not. In the morning, the two stood in the bathroom and did it once.

Chen Yue put the sweater over the yellow single head and gave him a next pull. "Every time I go back to the country to book a hotel, I choose to be closer to your home. I have lived all over. My plan was to open a family next year." It’s so convenient to see you, it’s not needed now.”

Huang Shan asked him, "Where are you when you can't live in the hotel?"

Chen Yue is working hard all the way with his own hands. He has been crawling for a long time at the bottom. "Speaking of this, I am quite depressed. Your home is in a high-end residential area. There is no cheap small hotel nearby. Just one. Park, I have no money to live in the hotel."

Huang Shanyu tightened his lips.

Chen Yue laughed. "Why, I feel bad about me?"

Huang Dan said seriously, "Well, it hurts."

The smile on Chen Yue’s face disappeared, and the thin lips rose again. “Stupid, what is so good, I am very happy when I come back to see you.”

Huang Shan grabbed one of his hands and pointed his fingertips at the palm of his hand. "In high school, your hands are not rough, no jealousy."

Chen Yue’s hand was a little bit itch by him. “At that time, there wasn’t a big thing in the night, I was full, I woke up, I didn’t work, of course I didn’t, you don’t think it’s so man. Flavor?"

Huang single touched Chen Yue's fart||Shares, "It's not the same here."

He now knows Chen Yue's careful thoughts and secretly brings some of his own characteristics into the mission world. He wants him to remember that if he doesn't like it, he will return to the real world and then come across it. Maybe he can see more.

This kind of thought humbled into the dust.

Chen Yue’s breathing was “trick” and he buckled Huang’s wrist. “I don’t want to let go, I don’t want to go to work in the morning, right?”

Huang Shan said, "There are many things in the morning and half an hour in the afternoon."

Chen Yue likes how he talks seriously. "You too underestimate your brother. You will kiss your mouth at most for half an hour. You can't do anything else."

Huang Dan looked up at the man and said nothing.

Chen Yue gave Huang a tie and retired to see him. His eyes were full of love and obsession. He couldn’t help but get close to him on his lips. "How come you don't talk?"

Huang Shan said, "You don't think you have waited too long?"

Chen Yue heard the meaning of his words, and he couldn’t smile. "What do you think, if you were unintentionally picked up by the 444 system worker, I just went there to work, have the opportunity to do it, or I will not wait for ten." Four years, it’s a lifetime. When I am old, I can’t walk, I can’t find you. I can’t see you when I die.”

If there is no accidental death, the obsessiveness is not strong enough, it does not attract the attention of the system staff, and it is not allowed to participate in the interview assessment of the main system field workers because of the excellent performance. It has not made Huang Dan like himself.

Then the direction of his life is to ask for nothing, there is no other possibility.

Chen Yue thought that Huang Dan could like him, probably the so-called righteousness and righteousness? Apart from this, he can't figure out what other factors are there.

Excellent or not, Huang Dan will not care.

Huang Dan’s eyebrows are tightened. “Don’t say it, I’m not comfortable.”

Chen Yue didn't talk, just looking at Huang Dan, his eyes were full of gentleness and gratitude, and he only spoke for a while. "From the moment I liked you, all my efforts and waiting are willing, you don't want me. Sad, don’t even condemn yourself. You are the best person in the world. In the past, you just didn’t like me. There is nothing. The emotional things can’t be reluctant. I won’t be the kind that you refused. Come to hurt you."

He touched the head of his lover. "One thing I hope you can understand, just because I like you, I can live a very fulfilling day every year, and life has the goal of struggle. You let me grow."

Huang Shan said, "Hold me."

Chen Yue opened his arm and hugged him. "These two words can be said several times a day."

Huang Dan did not say anything.

Chen Yue took his face out of the way and opened the subject. "Right, is it inconvenient for you to draw a ring?"

Huang Shan said, "I am wearing my left hand."

"..."

Chen Yue bent over and put his chin on his shoulder and sighed and said, "Dear, you have to get used to my idiots and stupidity."

Huang Shan said, "I have been used to it."

Chen Yue smirked and hugged his arm tightly.

The door next door was open. Liu Feng occasionally stretched his neck to look at the corridor outside the door. The two people who saw him passed out immediately and greeted him with nothing. "Early."

Huang Dan’s line of sight swept through Liu Feng, who kept stealing from him. He took another look at Chen Yue, and then he went down the stairs after his eyes exchanged.

Liu Feng pulled Chen Yue into the corner and his eyes swept to him. "You won't have a rest for one night?"

Chen Yue put the coat on the neckline. "What?"

Liu Feng lowered his voice. "What about it? Before you come out, look in the mirror? You are now a whole | vertical | | desire | | too | degree of ghost look."

Chen Yue’s forehead, there is a blue color at the moment, "I think."

Liu Feng’s face was pumping, he groaned. “I was so worried that I was ready to call you an ambulance at any time, ready for emergency treatment in the hospital. I woke up in the morning and found myself still holding the phone.”

Chen Yue came up with a sentence, "I am not you."

When Liu Feng was on the top of his head, he took a sigh of relief and couldn’t say anything.

When he had a girlfriend, the two of them were the first time. He had no experience, and he ran rampant with a force. His girlfriend cried and said that his face was still white and white, and he was scared. Rolling up and running to get a mobile phone to play 120, and to call Chen Yue, who is far away from abroad, to borrow money, thinking that he would be hospitalized for surgery, and even thought about contacting the family.

Later, every time I remembered, Liu Feng wanted to find a place to squeeze in. Slowly, he didn't want to, it was a bit of a painful love experience.

Because Liu Feng is ready to marry his girlfriend, when she is responsible for her, the person is good, send him a text message to say that he broke up, hit the past to shut down directly, and then meet to participate in the other party's wedding.

Asked the reason for the breakup, the other party said that he could not feel happy when he went to bed with him. When two people are together, not only must the bed be harmonious, but the bed should be harmonious. Which aspect is important and indispensable.

Liu Feng had seen the doctor during that time. The doctor said that he had no problem in his body, that is, he was not relaxed enough in the process of acting, and he did not take care of the feeling of the other half.

"Fuck, do you expose your buddy's scars? Do you want me to expose you to see if you hurt?!"

Chen Yue is a shackle, has never been better, has not been exposed before, it will not hurt, he will not hurt after the exposing, he is good, and very good.

Liu Feng’s face was undecided. In the morning, his beard was not shaved and his head was not combed. “What, I told you, Huang Dan’s crying last night was really scary. I’m listening to the scalp next door. It’s not that I’m smart enough. Jiang Long is going to knock on your door. When the old classmates on both sides will come out, you won’t have to play.”

Chen Yue patted his shoulder. "Thank you."

Liu Feng said that he came to this set. "Huang Shan is so delicate, a young master is still very afraid of pain. If you break the skin, you can drop a small pool of tears. It will take a long time to slow down. You are not afraid that he will not let you mess next time. Come?"

Chen Yue pressed the temple a few times. He only did it once last night. He only solved it himself in the bathroom. He didn’t dare to do it. He did it this morning. The speed is comparable to that of the snail. Speed ​​up.

It’s not a problem that Huang Dan’s pain is going to go down. I have to find out why his pain is different from ordinary people.

In one of the mission worlds, Chen Yue took the initiative to apply for a modification of the pain nerve in order to feel the feelings of Huang Dan. Only the body was scratched, and the data corresponding to the pain was far more than the level at which women gave birth. He used to only feel distressed, but he couldn't imagine how painful it was.

I realized that I had to know what the Huang Dan had to bear, was misunderstood, despised, treated as an alternative, and even ridiculed. These strange eyes test a person's psychological endurance.

Huang Dan’s disregard of others after his childhood is also a form of self-protection for him.

Liu Feng sees the buddy silent, thinking that he is worried about the next sex||Fu life, after all, secretly for more than ten years, the baby is going to die, "Would you like me to get some films to learn?"

Chen Yue said that he didn't need it. He and Huang Dan were both husband and wife for several generations. They didn't really come in the real world. For the first time, it would inevitably be a bit unsatisfactory. "I closed it with him."

Liu Feng’s face is lying on his back. “You **** early in the morning and opening the yellow || cavity!”

Chen Yue went to the stairway. "What the ghost is, I am thinking about it, and I blame it on my head."

"Wait, I haven't finished yet."

Liu Feng quickly catches up with Chen Yue, puts the sweater on the waist of the waistband, and then lifts the pants up. There are more hanging wires in the action, and the store is the boss, and it is still the same. "I really decided to be together? Although he has no parents, but there is one... How to say it is to treat him as a pearl, I think the other party will not sit idly by."

Chen Yue keeps on his feet. "Yellow is a person who is not an object. He has his own ideas. He wants to go east or west. No one can make decisions for him."

Liu Feng licked his eyes, which was not big. "What about it? The hard-boiled cabbage has been arched by the pig. Who can be happy? Look at it, he will take the initiative to find you."

Chen Yue didn't care about Liu Feng's **** metaphor. He laughed. "I will wait for him to come to me."

Liu Feng’s smashed heart. Last night, Chen Yue and Huang Dan’s squatting, he was a little bit sore inexplicable. Two people could go around and go together. It’s definitely a fate. “Would you like to bring a yellow one to go home? He is The office is working, the work is very good, the car is about the same as you, he is willing to give up such a good job to go with you? Besides, your father and your mother, if they know that their baby son likes a man, also likes ten In a few years, if you don’t get married, you don’t want to get involved, just for the other person, can they swallow this breath?”

Chen Yue didn't care. "That's not a thing."

Liu Feng’s two buddies looked at each other and found that although he was wearing a face that didn’t sleep well, the whole person braved a pink bubble from the inside out. Love is not the same. “It seems that I just congratulate you on your wish. ”

Chen Yue said, "It is a dream come true."

Liu Feng is stunned at his back. "Is there a difference? Not all of them have hit the Universiade."

This kind of thing can't be hit by others, it won't last for so long, it's terrible, and it's hard to understand. Anyway, he can't understand it.

When the sun was shining, the snow stopped. At this time, the sun was lazily peeping out. The weather was good. Everyone ate early in the shop opposite, almost filling the tables and chairs.

Jiang Long, who had a chicken head, had no spirit. He had a nightmare. In his dream, he took a rose and a ring to propose to his girlfriend. The girlfriend did not agree. He told him not to contact him any more and wish him happiness.

They refused his proposal and were happy.

Huang Dan knows things from Jiang Long’s mouth. “Dream and reality are the opposite.”

Jiang Long bites a bite of buns. "Well, it must be the opposite. When I was in the most bitter time, I laughed and followed me all the time. I spent the time with me. Now the days are getting better, and it will get better and better in the future. I don’t want to enjoy it with me."

Huang Dan took a soy milk and knew that Jiang Long’s words were comforting himself, but he did not succeed, and his mood was still very low.

Jiang Long, who is proposing marriage, secretly prepared for a few months. The plan was to ask the girlfriend to marry him in the face of the classmates and the classmates yesterday. I did not expect her to appear.

Jiang Long’s voice is vague. “Is it that she is aware of it, knowing that I have to marry her before she comes, she has that pre-marital depression? Or is it a marriage phobia?”

Huang Shan said, "You are too nervous."

Jiang Long glanced at the ring in the yellow hand. "If I can be as smooth as you are."

Either don't do anything, or just make a big one, suddenly put on a ring, still on the ring finger, this kind of thing spreads on Huang Dan, Jiang Long is incredible, because he is not an impulsive person at all, and the gossip can't There are detailed plans for eating out.

Jiang Long swallowed the food in his mouth. He thought that Huang Dan definitely liked the person very much. He liked that even the principled things can change.

The shop is full of noisy, the housewife is talking about the child's growth education, when the boss is showing off the rich in various kinds, the cattle are flying all over the sky, the office workers are talking about the gossip of the boss and the colleague, all of them are full of relish, it seems to say a few more words. You can drink two bowls of porridge and two pounds of meat.

Huang Shan’s table has his same table and back seat. When others look at Chen Yue’s table with Liu Feng, they are particularly eye-catching.

Although Chen Yan is pregnant, the state is very good, and there is no morning sickness reaction. The appetite is not affected at all. "Chen Yue, last night we asked you when you contacted Huang Dan. You haven't told us yet."

Several other people also looked at the past, Liu Feng is purely watching the show.

Chen Yue gave the porridge that was not hot to the yellow single. "It has always been in contact."

puff--

Jiang Long squirted a soy milk. He stood up and was very excited. "I have always been in contact? Huang Dan, Chen Yue said it is fake?"

Huang Shan said, "It is true."

Jiang Long didn't dare to grin. "I don't know at all."

Huang Dan pulled him down.

Jiang Long sat back on the stool. He didn't talk. When he was free, he asked Huang Dan to come out and have a chat.

Liu Feng sympathizes with Jiang Long, and it is also very contemptuous. Your buddy and my buddy are standing together, all eyes are careful, even if others can't see it, you can't see it? Losing you still has two big, round eyes.

Seeing Chen Yan, a few people are still asking, Huang Dan used a sentence to swear their words. "I will go abroad after the year."

This gave the opportunity for everyone to guess. In the class, Chen Yue lived abroad, his career was in full swing, and using his contacts, going out would definitely be a lot easier.

Qian Meng said that he wanted to travel abroad at the end of the year and asked Chen Yue if he had any recommendations. Chen Yue said that he did not. "I don't usually pay attention to that aspect of the matter. It is better to ask Liu Feng, he often runs around."

Liu Feng went down. "Let's talk back alone, I recommend you to recommend."

Qian Meng said that although she is still laughing, anyone can see that her interest is not so high, and 80% of this will not happen.

Chen Yue didn't eat it. He held his head and turned to the lighter. The leather shoes under the table were yellow singles. If there were other people, he had already hugged his arms and kissed him.

Huang Dan just wanted to talk, the phone in his pocket rang, it was called by Song Song.