I Have a Secret

Jianghuai has never seen the youth so enthusiastic and eager. He did not have a fight, but he was a bit embarrassed. "Do you have anything to blame me?"

The throat of a yellow single-parent man, "Don't you eat? I really don't have time to eat at night."

Jianghuai's throat was a few times, and he couldn't be better. He put the young man's face on his chest and bowed his head to kiss the other person's cheeks.

The salty and sweaty smell of the young cheeks was scraped by Jianghuai.|Into the mouth, he was not enough. He used his teeth to grind and bite.

Huang sighed a little, and reached for the man's arm. The nails plunged into his tight muscles || In the flesh, he suppressed the cry and said, "Go to the room."

Jianghuai picked up the youth, and the strong arm held steady, "Looking at my neck."

Huang Shanzhao did it, his hand rubbed his man's neck and cried and kissed him.

Jianghuai’s face had tears, a drop of two drops, and a wet one. He took a heavy breath. “You look at you, and you start crying without any problems.”

Huang Dan murmured, "You don't | bite | | me."

Jianghuai glared at his face, wet||漉||漉, "Like you bite||Your."

As soon as he entered the room, Jianghuai stopped.

The quilt on the bed was flat, and there were several small paper boxes on it. All of them were taken apart. The colorful things inside poured out some, messy and silent, showing a sense of rushing to do things.

"..."

Jianghuai’s breathing suddenly became thicker. He smiled at the forehead of the young man. “Baby, don’t you want to live tonight?”

Huang Danxin said that it is going to be a dead life tonight.

Ten minutes before the game, a single mechanical sound appeared in the mind of Huang Dan, reporting the detailed rules of the game.

After the start of the competition, there will be professionals who control the machine and are responsible for the audit work to ensure fairness and justice, but not open.

Because it involves the hidden part of each host, unless the party is willing to share the side of the game with the lover, it will not be forcibly disclosed.

Huang Dan is not sure how the whole game is going, and there is no time to think about it.

Ten minutes is too short, and the brushing is over.

Jianghuai went to open the computer, clicked on the pop music, and the electronic sound mixed with the sound of the subwoofer. The lead singer sang the blood and youth, and the furniture in the room was shaking.

The screaming songs kept ringing, and the dust floating in the room followed the fast pace.

Jianghuai is doing a big deal.

Wahaha's bottle stuck in the water pipe, not going down, not coming up.

Wahaha's bottle is so thick, the material is also hard, it is too difficult to push || into the pipe of the sewer, and it is not possible to force it out, and the water pipe is crushed.

Jianghuai's brow deep lock, Wahaha's bottle and mouth tightly | stick together, the more he squats outside, the tighter the stick, the bottle and tube | wall | motorcycle | | rubbing is very powerful, already cracked at any time Signs, a dilemma.

Huang single urged.

Jianghuai was sweating and sweating on his body. He licked his dry lips and slid a sweat through his throat. "Don't remind me, it's fine."

There was a subtle sound in the air, and the water pipe swallowed the whole bottle of Wahaha.

Jianghuai pushed the Wahaha bottle into the water pipe a little. He would spit it out in the eyes of the blind man, rubbed the sweat on his hand, and gasped and went to do something else.

After the rock sings, another song is changed. I don’t know what the name of the song is. I don’t know who sang it. There are cries of crying, pressing, painful, and gradually, crying more and more. Big, the people who listened felt that tears were coming to the face.

The songs were played one after another, more than one hundred heads ended, and they started again, and they were never tired.

The songs in the front part of the song reveal the taste of green, like a couple who just fled to love, will be nervous, embarrassed, helpless, scared, crying.

The song in the middle part of the song is as hot as a fire, as if a pair of people fell into the abyss at the same time, and at the same time flew into the heavens of love | | people, in that | death | wrapped | | cotton, full of burning.

The songs in the second half have become gentle and soothing. It seems to be a lover of several generations. I am familiar with every part of each other. They embrace the lips||tooth||dependence, tightening their arms, 厮||grinding Deep love.

I hurt together, cry together, laugh together, and be happy together.

Huang Dan’s consciousness began to blur. He was dreaming, dreaming that he was on the grassland, in the wind, on the horse’s back. Hey, he hugged the horse’s neck, the wind was hot, hot, when he boasted, Let him not stand the shackles, the tears of the corners of the eyes fly back.

The grassland has no end, the wind is not cool, and even a round flame is rolled up, trapping the yellow single. He feels that his body has been burnt, and the soul is fast-melting from the soul to the body.

The consciousness of Huang Dan is struggling with waking, the grassland is gone, the horse is gone, the wind is gone, he is hanging on the man like a noodle, or the noodles that are fished out from the pot, sticky | | paste | | A soft pinch will become a slag.

He fainted again.

The time of fainting was very long. When Huang Zhan’s consciousness recovered, he found himself lying flat on his bed, wearing clean pajamas, and his head to feet were refreshing and there was no feeling of sweat.

It is muscle||meat soreness, pain in both limbs and back.

Huang Dan is just like an athlete who has just come down from an international sports meeting. He is an all-around athlete. He has participated in many sports such as sports, sports, water, men's doubles and marathons.

I often don't know how long it took, he played very often and broke every record he set.

The headache was cracked, Huang Shan was just awake, and the eyes that had not swollen were red again. The tears rushed out of the eyelids. He turned his head and rubbed his face on the pillow.

The curtains next to it opened a small part and I could see the bright sky outside. One night had passed.

Huang Dan remembers that once the man stopped his mind last night, he immediately smashed it to the other side, and worked hard for the game. The throat that was crying was dumb, and several times he was fainting.

The door was pushed away from the outside, and the footsteps approached and stopped at the bedside.

Huang single opened the half-folded eyelids, saw the man holding a glass of water, dressed casually, his posture is usually calm, and his body was seriously injured, half-dead is completely different.

It is clear that the other party is the one who works hard.

Jianghuai opened the hair in front of the youth. "If you don't wake up, I will take you to the hospital."

Huang single moved his lips, his throat hurts. He opened his mouth and his voice was dumb. "How are you at home?"

"You are like this, where can I go?"

Jianghuai said with no anger. "If I really leave you out, it’s not all of you. If you don’t, you will be killed and killed on the road."

He put the cup on the bedside table, holding the back of the young man's head with one hand, and the other hand to wipe off the tears on the other's face. "You are crying for a night, how do you cry, eyes don't want it?"

Yellow single **** the nose, "It hurts too much."

Jianghuai frowned, and the action of wiping his tears was lighter. "Where is it hurt?"

Huang Dan cried and said, "It hurts."

Jianghuai sighed and held the man in his arms and touched his hair. "What do you say hello?"

"You don't know, I am in front of you, there is no self-control. You hook your fingers, I can't help but pounce on it. Last night, you told me not to stop with a nose and tears. I saw you crying like that, and I took care of you | dry | | one night."

When I thought of it, Jianghuai was afraid of the color. "When it is dawning, I see you close your eyes, your face is pale, your body is still slightly stunned, and I almost scared me out of heart disease."

Huang Dan’s mouth is pumping. “It’s good.”

Jianghuai did not hear clearly, "What?"

Huang Shan said, "You were very good last night."

Jianghuai's ear roots are reddish, and his fingers flick on his forehead. "I don't know the little madman who lives and dies, you hook again||Take me a few times, I will really be me | Engage||Dead."

Huang Dan, "..."

Jianghuai helped the young man to sit up and drink water for him a little. "Take you to the hospital."

Huang Dan said no.

Jianghuai touched the young man's forehead and touched his face. He twisted his eyebrows and muttered. "It seems like a fever."

Still not assured, Jianghuai found the mercury thermometer in the drawer, and then placed it under the armpit of Huang Dan, "Clip it."

Huang took his arm and held it. "What time is it?"

Jianghuai looks at the mobile phone, "more than nine o'clock."

Huang is hungry and wants to eat, but the throat hurts and the water is uncomfortable, let alone the food. He puts the wetness of the corner of his eyes into the palm of his man. "What can I eat?"

Jianghuai touched his face, wet, "cooked porridge for you, put it on the table, and let you eat it in the cold."

Huang Dan asked, "Is there meat?"

Jianghuai pinched his chin. "I ate one night's meat last night, haven't eat enough?"

Huang Shan said, "No food."

"Nonsense, my two meats are not what you eat, who eats?"

Jianghuai laughed, the cockroaches in the corner of his eyes were all gentle. "You didn't know how much you ate last night, and swallowed the meat in your mouth. I couldn't tell you."

Huang Dan didn't want to talk to him.

The time is almost up. Jianghuai took the thermometer out of the yellow armpits and found that he was a low-grade fever. He went to fight the water.

Huang couldn’t move, let the man take off his pajamas and take a wet towel to cool him down.

Jianghuai changed the basin water and continued to rub. "I will give you a leave of absence."

Huang Dan didn't want to talk. The blind man was very painful. When he heard the man said, he still opened his mouth. "What time?"

Jianghuai wiped his neck. "Before I came in, your beauty was very refreshing, and didn't ask anything."

Huang Shan said, "The art is almost done here."

Jianghuai shook the towel in the basin and wring it out to wipe the neck. "Would you like to change a company? Add a little class, have a double break, and you won't be so tired."

The task of Huang Dan has been completed. He can actually eat, drink, and wait for the time to arrive and leave the world. But if he does not work, he will be very boring, so he still has to go to work, so he should learn more.

"Let's see it later."

Jianghuai did not mention it again. He took the basin to the bathroom and said, "I am going to give you porridge."

Huang Shan said, "When I eat, my leg hurts."

Jianghuai sat in the past, holding one leg of the young man, and the other hand gave him a pinch of ||, "no exercise, muscle|| meat was pulled."

Huang Dan’s voice was very thick and crying. "You lightly."

Jianghuai raised his eyebrows. "You are only in your twenties. This leg can't be put on my shoulder. It's time to exercise."

Huang Dan screamed, "Okay."

The man's fingertips were powerful, and the pinched yellow single was very painful and comfortable. He cried and cried, and his chin was drowned by tears.

Jianghuai went to take the towel and wiped his face again. He found the ice bag and put it on his eyes. He was both distressed and helpless in his arms. "I haven’t served this person in my life."

Huang Shanwei, "I know."

When Jianghuai spoke, the heat rushed to his ear. "Remember."

Huang Dan said seriously, "Well, I remember."

Jianghuai's satisfied lips, smelling the fragrance of the shower gel on the young man, he moved a few throats. "What to do, I want it again."

Huang Shan said, "I can't, I still hurt."

The neck of Jianghuai’s young man, taking the shaved scum, "to tease you."

Huang Shan was tied to hide behind.

"Don't move."

Jianghuai's breath was breathless. He held the youth's face and snorted. He was very wronged and said, "Since I followed you, I and I only shrugged||waist of the public||the dog became more and more like."

Huang single and said, "Let's come over."

Jianghuai is close, and his lips are soft. He laughs twice and half-squinted and kisses him for a while.

Huang Dan finished the porridge, his physical strength is a little better, "Mr. System, I got the number?"

System, "It takes one to two business days to count."

Huang Dan thought that the result of the game had already come out. "Will you inform me then?"

System, "Yes."

Huang single changed his position, from lying to squatting, it was the most painful at first, the pain was going to die, and later it hurts, but how painful it is.

After the incident was finished, there was no wound and no discomfort. He went to the toilet and it went smoothly.

For a while, Huang Dan felt that "Chrysanthemum|Hua Ling is really good."

However, he used it and he was running out.

System, "The company to which the product belongs will hold an event every year, collecting a large number of user feedback, the company will select the top three, and send a number of products."

Huang Dan asked, "Is there a requirement?"

System, "Slightly wait."

"Let's check it out for you. The number of words for feedback is more than a thousand words and is accompanied by an English translation."

Huang Shan said, "I can write 10,000 words. In addition to English, I can also attach simultaneous translations in German, French, Russian and other countries."

The system seems to have been shocked, and the sound is only a few seconds later. "There will be activities at that time, and I will tell you later."

Huang Dan grateful, "Thank you."

The voice of Jianghuai came from the living room. He was on the phone. It seems that there is a case to follow up.

Huang Shan shrinks into a thin quilt and falls asleep.

There was a hand covering his forehead, and Huang Dan was awakened by the rough touch. He yawned. "If you have something, go and work."

Jianghuai’s hand moved down, and he touched his face and frowned. “The heat has not yet receded.”

Huang Shan said, "It doesn't matter."

Jianghuai's thin lips are straight and the facial lines are stretched, which is obviously unreliable.

Huang Dan yawned again. "It's okay, I am much better now. You are going to be busy with you. I am at home."

Jianghuai bowed his head to kiss him, "Hey."

Huang singled up the eyelids and listened to the sound of Sosuo behind him. "I have something to call me, my mobile phone is on."

Jiang Huai snorted, smashed the gray shirt down, stuffed it into the waistband, and quickly buckled the belt. "There is food in the refrigerator. Go hungry and get it."

Huang single vague, um, people are asleep.

The porch of Jianghuai is about to wear shoes, and then go back to the room, touch a few times on the lips of the youth, and tighten the people into the arms.

It’s different to live in the heart.

No matter where you are, where you are going, what you do, and who you meet, you will remember, you can't wait to see it, you can see it all the time.

When Huang Dan didn't sleep for a long time, he heard the knocking of the "button".

He thought that he was still not awake, ready to turn over and sleep again, but the "button" sound was always ringing, accompanied by a few hard shots.

Make sure someone is knocking at the door, Huang Dan finds the slippers, and slowly goes out of bed, he takes a breath, backache and leg cramps, these words are placed on his body, very appropriate.

I really did it last night.

Huang Dan went to the living room, and the forehead had already oozing cold sweat. He wiped the paper towel and wiped the sweat, and wiped the tears on his face. "Who?"

Outside the door is a young voice. "Jiang Ge called me."

Huang Dan didn't open the door right away. He sat on the sofa and waited for the pain to be less intense before he opened the door and recognized that the person was the last inch.

The inch of the head saw the youth's eyes red, and there were tear marks on his face, which could not help but be dumbfounded.

Thinking of Jiang Ge’s account, he was agitated. "You, what happened to you?"

The yellow pendulum swings, "Nothing."

The inch board entered the door and said what he had come here.

Huang single listened silently, knowing that Jianghuai was worried about him and asked his brother to come over and help him to look after it.

The inch is a bit cautious, he picks up his hands and doesn't know what to do.

Huang Dan gave the bottle head water, he wanted to stay with the other party, watching TV and chatting, but the body has already protested, the waist is broken, can not sit, can only lie down.

If the yellow single hard support, it will definitely cry in front of the inch head, the other party will be scared, he thought, still not scary, "I go to sleep, you are free."

The inch head took the bottle of water and saw that the young man was uncomfortable, his face was white, and his walking was not natural. It was estimated that he was twisted to the waist.

His eyes turned around, Jiang Ge was so eager for a man, it seemed strange, and he thought it was something that could be expected. After all, he witnessed Jiang Ge holding the man tightly in his arms.

The inch head shook. "That, what do you want to eat at noon?"

Huang Shan said, "Noodle."

The inch board is oh, "Okay."

Huang Dan just said casually. At noon he sat at the table and looked at a bowl of noodles in front of him. He asked strangely, "What did you do?"

The inch is licking the mouth. "Yeah, I see that the kitchen has fine noodles. There are meat, vegetables and eggs in the refrigerator. I did it myself."

Huang single clipped a piece of tomato into his mouth and gave a comment after chewing slowly. "It's delicious."

The inch head shyly touched the back of the head. "There is still in the pot."

Huang Dan let him also eat.

The two men solved the big pot and the atmosphere was not so embarrassing.

In the afternoon, Huang Dan didn't sleep. He leaned on the sofa, padded with a sponge baby cushion, and watched TV with the inch board.

That TV is about the war between the mother and the daughter. The two great men don’t know what they can see. The resonance is definitely not there.

The inch board started to talk without words. "This house is very expensive."

Huang Dan drank saliva, "okay."

Inch heads and pouts, "S city is expensive, there are still a lot of people going to run here."

Huang Shan said, "Because there are many opportunities here."

The inch is looking at the void. "It’s also said that those who are unemployed to work in the office are all things that are common. Unlike us, we enter a nest and stay in it. We have no instructions on the top and we have to wait until we retire."

Huang Dan gave him an orange.

The inch board is embarrassed to say thank you, the orange peel is peeled off in three or two, and the half is handed over.

Huang Dan said thank you, slowly eating oranges.

The two are quite kind and amiable, that is, the TV is not good-looking, it is not good.

Counting on this life, Huang Dan has been a **** of three generations, and has not dealt with the relationship between mother and daughter. If the head is still a child, it is even more difficult to experience what it feels.

The mother-in-law and daughter-in-law on the TV have tolerated from patience and torment.

The mother-in-law asked her daughter to hurry and said that the house was bought by her family. She had the final say.

The daughter-in-law held the baby just full moon, and found the real estate card on the face of her mother-in-law. As a result, the corner of the real estate certificate broke the face of her mother-in-law.

It’s incredible.

If you look at the two ages, you can be excited and round your eyes.

The yellow single and the inch board are all calm, and they are bored.

When the inch head waited for Jianghuai to come back, he greeted him and went outside. When he thought of something, he turned back and smashed his eyes.

Jianghuai lost the key to the door. "Do you have cramps in your eyes?"

The inch board coughed and whispered, "Jiang Ge, this road is not easy to go."

Jianghuai heard the meaning of the words. He took a picture of his brother's head and did not use any strength. "You kid, the hair is not long, what an adult."

The inch head went to the living room, and when the young man was absent, he said the words in his heart. "I have a relative, that is, the road that I have taken, I have not come to my head."

Jianghuai picked up his eyelids, "Well?"

Inch said, "The relative is a single seedling. It is impossible for the family to agree. After being discovered, it is noisy, even forced by death. In the end, he still compromised. Now his wife and children are hot-headed."

"He cut his wrist and did it on a hunger strike. Can you say that he didn't take it seriously when he took the road? In the end, he didn't succumb to reality."

After the inch board left, Jianghuai’s mind was stuffed with the words, and he couldn’t get rid of it.

His cigarette addiction came up and touched the door in the upper and lower pockets before he thought that the cigarette and the lighter were thrown into the drawer and he was starting to quit smoking.

Because the young people said that the smoke was much pumped, the smell in the mouth was not good, the teeth were not good, and the kidneys were even worse.

Jianghuai’s mouth is stunned, but it’s in mind.

No one wants to be disgusted by his lover, and the other party is still seven years old and round to ten.

The sound of the flushing sound in the bathroom, Huang Dan opened the door, and saw the man standing on the door stupid, the brow wrinkled can catch a fly.

"What are you doing?"

Jianghuai was thinking about something, and he couldn't help but hear the sound. He was shocked. His face was too late to cover up the uneasiness and worry. There was a hint of gloom in the head.

Huang Shan blinked. "Is that what the little brother said to you?"

Jianghuai fixed the **** and pulled a corner of his mouth. "He is a little boy, can say something."

Huang Dan said from his own self, "The little boy in your mouth tells you that the road to homosexuality is very difficult to go, and may have told you something about the failure of the cabinet."

"You are afraid that our business will be discovered by my family. The family strongly opposes it. I am forced to obey and part ways with you."

He said, "But you don't want to be separated from me, so you secretly make up your mind that no matter how difficult my family is, you have to go through that level."

Jianghuai was so stunned that he walked over for a long time, and reached out to pinch the face of the youth, screaming two channels. "Hey, your head is so smart, it’s all told you."

He stared suspiciously. "You shouldn't be hiding behind the door and eavesdropping?"

Huang Shan grabbed the man's hand. "I was in the toilet just now, I couldn't hear it. Those who said it were all I guessed."

"..."

Jianghuai whispered, "How do you know the thoughts in my heart? Don't worry if I will back down?"

Huang Dan said no, "Because you said, death does not let go of my hand."

Jianghuai stunned, and he laughed and said to the young man's nose. "Yes, death does not let go."

The next day, Jianghuai slammed the inch of the board and said, "What kind of noodles, you write the steps to me, hurry, what are you doing?"

The inch head responded, "Hey."

After he finished writing on paper, he still felt incredible. "Jiang Ge, are you going to change your family to cook?"

Jianghuai rolled up the paper and put it in his pocket, which means deep and profound. "Being a man is difficult, be a man who likes men..."

Inch said, "It's even harder, I see it."

Jianghuai did not respond.

Difficult is difficult, but very happy.

I am so dedicated to one person, desperately trying to give all of my own to each other, for fear of giving a little less.

Huang Dan eats the noodles that Jianghuai cooked for him, tomatoes, eggs, vegetables, and pork. It looks like nothing.

Jianghuai looked at the young man and took a chopstick to his mouth. He asked, "How?"

Huang Dan slowly swallowed, "good."

Jianghuai is not very satisfied with this evaluation. "Just delicious?"

Huang Shan said, "It's best to eat."

It is said that Jianghuai just took a look at his apron, but he was relieved. He went to find the root smoke, and he was not so nervous about his mission.

Huang Dan finished the last few noodles, but also relieved.

Jianghuai’s eye has caught it. “Don’t tell me, it’s hard to eat. You don’t want to hit me, you’re forced to eat.”

Huang Dan, "..."

He sighed. "You haven't reached forty, why are you so embarrassed?"

The smoke from the mouth of Jianghuai shook, and the neck of the young man was handcuffed. He did not use force. "Well, you, Laozi is working hard to cook your face. If you are full, you will abandon Laozi!"

Huang Shan said, "I didn't lie to you."

Jianghuai pinched the cigarette between his fingers and spit a cigarette ring to the side, asking sideways, "What?"

Huang Shan said, "The face is really delicious, I will eat it tomorrow."

Jianghuai’s eyes are black and bright. “Well, how long do you want to eat, how long I will give you, and I will do it for a lifetime.”

Huang Danxin said that if he is tired of life, he can change other foods, as long as he is doing it.

In the evening, Huang Dan just took a shower and sat on the bed to cut his toenails. He just got a piece of nails in the trash and heard the results.

Ninth place.

This is the ranking of Huang Dan, the top ten, much higher than he expected, he thought he could only be in the top one hundred.

Huang Dan learned from Mr. System that this is a game against the host, and only qualified hosts can participate.

Otherwise, the competition may not only be the host, but also the system workers who are bored, do their best, and try their best to find some fun and play.

It is said that the family members of the system workers are terrible.

Some are a team, taking turns, on physical strength and energy, who can compare?

If strict requirements must be men's doubles, but the family members of the system workers are fine, do not look at a group, in fact, is a person, the situation is within the rules, you can fully participate as usual, you are angry, but also What can I do?

Huang Dan this time is good luck.

He listened to Mr. System and said that during the game, several hosts had retired in advance due to physical reasons.

After all, it is such a big game. If you have a bad attitude, you will be nervous, lack of sleep, loss of appetite, eating bad things, and contradicting the other half... These will have unimaginable influence on the field.

"Mr. System, what prize will there be in the ninth place?"

The system, "integration of 50 million, chrysanthemum | | Hua Ling three hundred boxes, a total of nine hundred, and some nutrient solution and products, are all in your collection."

After listening to Huang Dan, I didn’t return to God for a while.

The mentality that suddenly came out was what he experienced now.

Through this game, Huang Dan realized a little deeper. Don't be afraid when encountering difficulties. Believe in yourself and get ahead of the game. In the end, you will win.

God knows how many times he wants to give up that night.

It is really painful.

This time he took more difficult than others.

Huang Dan turned to think, not necessarily, every family has a difficult experience, other hosts may have difficulties, just different from him, he does not know it.

Jianghuai brushed the toilet in the bathroom and his neck was shackled. He didn't look back. "Don't lick me on my back, and quickly blow my hair to sleep."

The ear is wet, and the Jianghuai's breathing is heavy. "Don't make trouble."

On the broad back of the man, Huang Shanyu kissed his hot ears and walked to the front. "Catch you."

The string in Jianghuai’s mind slammed and slammed. He stood up and quickly washed his hands and took the young man behind him and hugged it up to the table.

Huang Dan bowed his head and kissed him. "It is still early, we can do it."

Jianghuai said nothing, but just slammed the people to cry, the crying did not suppress, earth-shattering, to die to live.

The small room in the one bedroom and one living room is filled with the dots of Huang Dan and Jianghuai. They will take a bath after the end of the day to make a love. Sometimes they will not wash the bath, they will hold a piece of sweat. Children, when they go to go, they are all sweaty, and no one dislikes anyone.

After the storm has calmed down, the two will twist each other and look at each other, share the people and things around them, and get a little response from the other side.

Life is quite dull.

Huang Dan thinks so, he never asks Mr. System, when he will leave.

Because Huang Dan has already known through the first two crossings, he will leave when he leaves.

It’s not yet time.

A few months later, Huang Dan heard a thing from Jianghuai, Ayu died, died in the ring | | poison, died the day before she came out.

The ring that has been desperately killed || The poison is successful, why should we make that choice and give up the life we ​​have sought?

Huang Dan can't figure it out, Jianghuai is also, they bought tickets to go to Ayu's hometown.

A jade's body||The body is cremated, just a small box, the gray is to be sprinkled in her hometown, which is written in her legacy.

Huang Dan and Jianghuai traveled long distances. When they appeared in Ayu’s hometown, they were all gray-faced, like two earth monkeys.

Looking for a place to wash your face, Huang Dan took a breath, "very poor."

This is his first impression of Ayu’s hometown.

Jianghuai took a handful of water and poured it on his face. He wiped his face. "Yes, very poor."

The kind of poverty is not a pitted mountain road, nor a small flat house with high and low, the old clothes of the village, the vicissitudes of the face, but the things mixed in the air.

Huang Dan did not know where Ayu’s home was, and Jianghuai did not know.

They asked people to find Ayu's home.

There are rubbish, bricks, firewood, dirty and chaotic around the house. The more you go, the less you can get off the ground.

There is a girl with a ponytail cooking.

There is no kitchen, no pot table, just a bunch of bricks piled up, the pot is hung on it, inside is green porridge, hot air flutters to the girl's face, she lifts her sleeves and wipes, the dirt fades some, revealing the dark face Eyebrows and Ayu are similar.

The girl saw Huang Dan and Jiang Huai, who was alert to ask who to look for.

Her accent is not a standard Mandarin, people are very nervous, and keep rubbing their hands on their trousers.

Huang Dan made a self-introduction, and he said that he was a friend of Ayu.

When the girl heard that she was a friend of her sister, she was happy and ran to call her younger siblings.

Huang single glanced at the house. "Ayu is not easy."

Jianghuai ordered a cigarette, "Well."

Not long after, the three children were standing in front of Huang Dan and Jiang Huai. The youngest boy was less than ten years old, and his big eyes were full of timidity.

The oldest is the girl who cooks rice. She is the second child at home, 18 years old.

On the way, Huang Dan discussed with Jianghuai, concealing the death of Ayu, saying that she only went to a far away place, or told the family to the truth.

The result of the final negotiation is the latter.

Because Ayu’s younger sister is already an adult, she understands that she is old and sick, and this kind of lies cannot be partial to her.

When the three children asked the elder sister why she did not return, Huang Dan said that she was back.

Huang single pulled the zipper of the backpack and pulled out the small box inside.

The girl cried when she saw the box.

The third child also followed the cry, only the youngest boy did not know that the box contained his own big sister, he saw two sisters crying, they also followed the cry.

For a time, the dirty house was full of three children crying.

Huang single took off the black-rimmed glasses and pinched the bridge of the nose. "How can Ayu go?"

Jianghuai smoked cigarettes, "I don't know."

The three children cried for a long time, the little boy was the first to stop, he did not know that the big sister was gone, so not sad.

Huang Dan looked at the two girls who were still sobbing. He sighed, the children of the poor family were precocious, and the younger brother and sister of Ayu were so young, they already had traces of being tempered by life.

The little boy took the girl's clothes and said that he was hungry and wanted to eat.

Both sisters did not pay attention to him.

Huang single hand spread out, palm is a big white rabbit toffee, "take it to eat."

The little boy’s eyes lit up and the hand was lifted and put back.

Huang Shan said, "Give it to you."

The little boy raised his hand again and grabbed the toffee. "Thank you, uncle."

Huang Dan saw the little boy grabbing the toffee and ran to the two girls. He said that you are one of me. He turned his head and went outside. He felt that the house was very depressed and it was very uncomfortable to stay inside.

Jianghuai followed.

The air outside is also stuffy, and every dust here seems to be heavy, making people breathless.

Huang Shan said, "I don't like it here."

Jianghuai rarely agrees, "I don't like it either."

He bounced the body of the cigarette and watched a smog fall into the mud. "Go back early, go back here. This place is waiting for people... how to say it, that is..."

Huang singled his words, "Despair."

Jianghuai bites the cigarette. "Yes, it is despair."

When they went back to the house, the crying was gone, the small box was placed on a slightly clean cabinet, and a photo frame was placed there.

In the photo frame is an old man, the girl said that there is a grandmother, the older sister will not be alone.

Huang Dan and Jiang Huai were invited to eat green porridge and ate with the three children in the pot.

A gust of wind blew, and the fire swayed, and the gray soil flew into the bowl.

Huang Dan looked at the black ash above the porridge, and then looked at the few children who had nothing to do with it. He pouted and smashed it into his mouth.

It’s not dry, it’s not sick, it’s what Jiang Jiangi said after eating the bowl of porridge.

Huang Dan pee in the pit. "Do you have paper on your body?"

Jianghuai squinted, "Is it necessary to rub urine?"

Huang Shanmei, "I have a stomachache."

Jianghuai touched his stomach. "Talk to my brother, why don't you obey? What do you bully my baby?"

Huang Dan didn't bother to say more. When you find a place, you will kneel down. "You stand far, I am afraid to smoke you."

Jianghuai said nothing, he resisted smoking.

Huang singlely talked with him about the day, "Ayu's younger siblings are quite sensible."

Jianghuai leaned against the tree, and the foot squatted on the turf. "What if you don't have a child, don't you know what to do? Waiting for God to reach out? God is busy, can't take care of it."

Huang Shan knows that men think of their parents.

It is a pity that the picture he has watched only stays when the man is six years old. He does not know where his parents are now, whether they are dead or alive.

Jianghuai said after a while, "Well, no ancestors, you can have been so long."

Huang Dan came out from the pit, and his body was full of flavor. "It’s not just me who eats porridge, how are you doing?"

Jianghuai single-handedly put a pocket, "You are squeamish."

Huang Dan, "..."

His hand was held, and the voice of the man was in the ear, with a smile. "Nothing, my brother will let you squeak."

I’m far away, Huang Dan said, “I didn’t wash my hands.”

Jianghuai angered him. "What are you talking about? I have ignored it."

Huang Dan, "..."

Jianghuai talked with Ayu’s sister for a while, and sprinkled his ashes on the land. Huang Dan accompanied him along the way.

Falling leaves return to the roots is probably the reason why Ayu chose to return here.

Ayu’s father was treated in a hospital in the city. Huang Dan and Jiang Huai went to a squat. The skinny skinny of middle-aged people was supported by one breath.

Everyone has the right to choose to live and die.

Ayu's father didn't want to die. He wanted to live, so he still insisted, even if he knew that his child would have to go through the hardship of his huge medical expenses.

A few days after that time, Huang Dan received a letter.

It was sent by Ayu before his death.

There is not much content in the letter, and the yellow single word is not leaked.

Ayu knows that Huang Dan and Jiang Huai will go to her hometown. She said in her letter that she was sick, but she did not say that she was sick. She only said that she had a sum of money in the card. The password is the day she and Yan Er knew. She was engraved. The wall of the shared house.

Part of the money in Nakari is for the younger siblings, and part of the medical expenses for the father.

Behind the letter, Ayu said she didn't want to be cured. She wanted to be selfish.

So she reported her hatred before she was taken away by the disease, and after she quit the poison || addiction, she went to another world to find strict two.

- I am very happy, I am leaving.

This is the last sentence written by Ayu.

Huang Dan thought that when the young woman wrote here, she must have laughed.

After Jianghuai came back, Huang Dan took the letter to him. "You will do things tomorrow."

"Okay, go tomorrow."

Jianghuai folded the letter and placed it on the table. "Ayu went to see Yan II and had a companion."

He didn't understand it before, and now he knows how a partner will bring changes to his life.

The premise is that the companion is what you want.

After the fall, the weather turned cold, getting closer and closer to the cold winter.

Huang Dan received a phone call from Lin Mu and told him to go back and say that he was a grandfather.

Lin Mu chats with someone at that end, the voice is very messy, "Son, you come back this time, Mom introduces you to a girl, who is a high school student, graduated from a major university, is now a sales manager, and is also beautiful." ”

The yellow single ear is the voice of the mother, while the ear is the sound of the balcony, and the man is brushing his shoes.

"I don't have time."

"Why didn't you have time on the weekend? Don't make excuses with your mom. Your cousin has booked the tickets for you. Twenty people, don't be so ignorant."

Lin Miao slammed a few words and hung up the phone.

Huang single pinched the phone, turned and saw the man standing behind his back, all heard, he can be sure.

Jianghuai holds the shoe brush in one hand and the foam of the washing powder in one hand. His lips are hooked and there is no smile on the bottom of his eyes. "The key university graduates, the sales manager, the people are beautiful, you will find it for you at home."

Huang Shan said, "You go to brush shoes first."

Jianghuai smashed the shoes and threw them into the pool of the balcony. "What brush to brush, give me over!"

Huang Dan approached, "I will brush later."

He touched the man into a straight thin lip. "You go home with me."

Jianghuai’s breathing was stagnant. “What are you talking about?”

Huang Shan said, "I will let my cousin take the ticket back. I buy four here and buy the tickets for both of us."

Jianghuai stared at the people under his eyes. "Why do you want me to go back with you? I am not afraid of what your family thinks?"

"Lin Yi, as long as we stand together, even if we don't make a pro-||near move, some things can't be hidden."

Huang Shan said, "I will talk to my family this time."

Jianghuai's brows are knotted, the atmosphere of the whole body is chaotic, and the whole person is not right. He is afraid.

He was afraid that Huang Dan was shaken by his parents' dissuasion, and he was even more afraid of Huang Shan's choice between filial piety and feelings.

Huang Shan said, "Don't worry, I don't want others."

Jianghuai asked with a low head. "What do you mean by others?"

Huang Shan said, "I just want what you mean."

Jianghuai’s body shook, and he muttered, “You can’t lie to me.”

Huang single looked up, "Do not lie to you."

Jianghuai wants to hold the youth. When he thinks that his hand is dirty, he goes to wash his hands and puts his arms in his arms. He presses on the sofa.

The pair of white sneakers lay in the pool for two hours and then they were picked up again and brushed.

It is a hassle to wash the white sneakers. To cover the toilet paper, there will be a layer of yellow attached to the sun.

Jianghuai squatted on the floor and laid toilet paper on the upper. "Give me another."

Huang Dan took a pass and handed it over.

Jianghuai wrapped two white sneakers into a white, fat, big scorpion. "Go first to book a ticket, then go buy clothes."

Huang Dan asked, "Want to buy clothes? You are very good."

Jianghuai laughed, "I can still be better."

"..."

Huang Dan looked at the man so seriously, and could not say anything, just stayed with him.

They went shopping at a specialty store in a specialty store and bought two pants at the Haicang House.

The black Jianghuai wears, the gray yellow wears.

The second floor of the textile market is selling clothes. There are men, women and children. Most of the quality is very general, the price is still high, and the **** that will not be slaughtered is not left, but it is not self-aware. Can find something that is cheap and good.

Huang Dan looked at a T-shirt and felt that Jianghuai was very suitable.

Jianghuai asked how much the T-shirt.

The proprietress Zhangkou came to say, "This one hundred and seventy-five."

Huang Dan just wanted to take the money, Jianghuai gave him a stop eye, "Fifty."

The proprietress was dumbfounded, her face was full of smiles, a bit stiff, and she had never seen such a knife. "Cool, how can you bargain?"

Huang Dan also stayed, this is not half-cut, he secretly looked at the man, can tell the price, it is already very powerful.

Jianghuai faintly glanced at the T-shirt. "I think this dress is also fifty, isn't it?"

The last half of his sentence is the yellow one.

Huang single swallowed water, nod his face, "Well."

The proprietress still smiled. "Two handsome guys, I can't get in at that price."

Jianghuai hung back the T-shirt and put both hands in his pocket. He said lazily, "That's it, let's go to another house."

Huang Dan went out with him.

Behind the prophet of the proprietress, "You guy, if you sincerely buy the T-shirt, we can talk about the price."

Huang Shan said, "Fifty shouts are too few, you can call eighty, she should sell."

The T-shirt feels good and the style is very steady. He has a small grass in his heart and wants to buy it.

Jianghuai picks his lips, "Don't worry."

They didn't go to the end, and the voice of the proprietress passed over. "Okay, I am here!"

The proprietress put the T-shirt in the bag. "Handsome, I haven't made a penny. How can you care more about it next time?"

"Will do."

Jianghuai paid for the T-shirt and left the eye.

Although Huang Dan did not say anything, it is unbelievable to see his eyes are worshipped.

Jianghuai patted his shoulder and "learned."

Huang Shan said, "I want to buy a root belt."

Jianghuai took Huang Dan to buy, this time is the price of half cut.

He said that what price to cut, how much to cut, are divided into things, but also in the store, the depth of the water is very deep.

Huang Dan learned the same thing, that is, bargaining.

Jianghuai met the youth and looked at himself. His eyebrows rose. "Why, I was hooked on me?"

Huang Shan said, "You know so much."

Jianghuai’s eyes deepened and he lowered his voice and said, “Hurry and take your eyes back, or I will find a place|dry||you.”

Huang Shan said, "I did it before I went out."

Jianghuai gritted his teeth, "so you give me honesty, don't hook||引 me, huh?"

Huang Dan really did not hook||quote, "Buy things to eat, go back after eating, if the state is good, you can do it."

Jianghuai's facial convulsions, "How do I hear you mention this every time, are they so strange? In your heart, what is | do ||| love?"

Huang Shan said, "Just do || love|do things."

Jianghuai just wanted to speak, and he heard the young man say, "You like me, I like you, I can do it."

He thought that he liked this statement.

On the 7th, Huang Dan and Jianghuai made a train back to Y City.

Lin's father Lin mother knows that Jianghuai is a policeman||Check, that is a good attitude, nothing to say, polite.

Huang Dan asked them not to tell other relatives.

Lin’s father Lin promised, and the old couple knew that it was still not revealed.

Huang Dan saw the girl that Lin Mu said on the phone. It was really beautiful. However, the other party started from the beginning, and the line of sight was on Jianghuai.

But if the eyes are not flawed, the person who can pick up the girl is Jianghuai.

Lin Mu is not happy. "Son, you bring your friends back. Mom doesn't have any opinions, but how do you bring a lot of things back than yourself? Isn't that looking for yourself?"

Huang Dan is speechless.

Lin’s father stepped back and said, “Forget it, children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren.”

Lin Mu said, "If you are a grandson, you don't even have a daughter-in-law."

Lin’s father stunned and said, “There is no such thing as a daughter-in-law. The happiness of my son is good.”

Lin Mu said, "No girlfriends, can you be happy?"

Huang Dan and other old couples did not say, he only said, "Parents, I am very happy now."

Most of the things that come out of the cabinet are the character.

Huang Shan’s character is not bad. After he said his relationship with Jianghuai, he was sorrowful and sorrowful.

Lin's father Lin Mu did not threaten him, told him to break with Jianghuai, otherwise he would not enter the house.

The old couple are jealous.

The outside of Jianghuai and other impatient, the girl has no eyesight, come together to say hello.

"Mr. Jiang, are you also in S city?"

Jianghuai's face was cold and his attitude of refusing people was set aside. He was only slightly headed, his voice was lazy, his heart was restless, and there was an open mind.

The girl is a thoughtful person. When she sees that Jianghuai is not interested in herself, she will leave with pride and self-respect.

When the door opened, Lin’s father came out and the opening was called Jianghuai.

Jianghuai frowned, people did not move, he wants to see the youth safe and sound, "Uncle Lin..."

Huang Dan, who came out later, interrupted Jianghuai. "You should go first."

Jianghuai still did not move, his eyes swept on the youth, and his walking was normal, indicating that he did not squat, and there was no paw print on his face, indicating that he had not beaten, and he spit out a breath.

Huang Dan took out his mobile phone from his pocket and pointed it to the man.

The gloomy face of Jianghuai was only moderated after seeing the text message. He looked at the young man and turned and left.

In the evening, Huang Dan sneaked out to look for Jianghuai. "My parents will want to understand."

Jianghuai asked, "Why don't you handle it?"

Huang Dan learned about his parents from the memory of the original master. If the Jianghuai came out, the difficulty factor of coming out of the cabinet would rise from two stars to five stars.

A pain in the ear, yellow single eyebrows, "I can cope."

Jianghuai kissed his nose and said with a low voice, "Don't go back at night."

Huang singled him. "No, it will be a loss."

Jianghuai frowned and put the clothes on the youth. I can't refuse it. "Baby, you have a chance. If not, I will come."

Huang single pinched the man's hand and buckled the palm of his hand. "Trust me."

It’s been a half-month to stop the battle.

The winner was Huang Dan, who returned to S City with Jianghuai.

On the day of the walk, Lin’s mother Lin’s face was cold on Jianghuai, and Jianghuai did not bully their son.

Jianghuai laughed. "Where I dare to bully him."

There is a pet in his eyes. Lin and Lin are all coming over. They are really looking at the old couple. If you have prepared for one night, there is no need to say it.

In the year of Jianghuai’s fortieth birthday, he made a wish for the cake, hoping to stay with Huang Dan forever.

Huang Dan asked him what he had promised.

Jianghuai does not admit, "Nothing is promised."

Huang Shan is used to it, every time he lie, his mouth is the wrong person.

Jianghuai’s birthday was less than a month later, and Huang Dan was **** |

It was a normal day to think about it, and all of them were shocked by the cold sweat. Jianghuai just seized a poison||selling, the mobile phone rang, but the voice was not the voice of a lover.

The mobile phone has been hung up, and Jianghuai is still standing in the same place.

A brother took his shoulder. He seemed to be caught in his neck, licking his eyes and breathing hard.

According to the request of the other party, Jianghuai went to a place alone.

It was on the rooftop. When he received the call, he looked down. There were a few more figures in the field of vision, including his own lover.

Huang Shan’s hands were tied and his head was high. He was shaking his head and wanted to tell Jianghuai that he would not die if time was not up.

However, his mouth was covered with tape, which only made a faint blurring sound.

After a minute or two, Huang Dan heard the people around him call and called Jianghuai to jump, otherwise he would kill him.

At the end of the call, a gun was aimed at Huang Dan's eyebrows. He widened his eyes and saw the sky darkened and water droplets on his face.

That life was hanging on the line, Jianghuai was not dead, and broke a leg.

Huang Dan waited for the man's emotional collapse, and looked down on the other side, but the other party accepted the reality calmly, even without a little bit of depression.

Jianghuai in turn appeased Huang Dan. "You are alive, I am alive, I am very lucky."

Huang single touched the man's chin, very handy, he went to find a razor and scraped the scum to the other party. "I will take care of you in the future."

Jianghuai laughed, "fool."

With one leg missing, Jianghuai retired from the front line and asked him to be a civilian.

Jianghuai insisted on winning the police | | official certificate, his attitude is determined, who advised is useless.

His head boss slammed the teacup. "Have you forgotten what you said when you first entered the team? You said you want to protect every citizen until you die!"

Jianghuai said, "I haven't forgotten."

He bombed the dust that didn't exist on his body. "At that time, I was a person, no concern, it is different now."

There is a short silence in the office. Jianghuai said lowly, "The general public has the protection of you, he only has me."

After saying that, Jianghuai would not say more, just walked out of the building with a cane. He didn't look back, but he knew that the brethren, including the headboard, were wiping their eyes.

A week later, Jianghuai took Huang Dan to his hometown.

That home is stronger than Ayu’s hometown, the air is not so depressed, the mountains are good, and the people are simple.

Jianghuai has no one leg, but he still does the housework. He does not want Huang to intervene.

Huang Shanlian did not take care of himself, let alone take care of others, but he was studying. He learned to cook and learned to go alone in the mountains to pick up water at night and struggle to find his way home.

A lot of things are going to be learned. Huang Shanxue is very hard and very serious.

In the winter of one year, the ground was frozen, and Huang Dan went to the next door and took a bucket of water to pick it up. Without paying attention to his feet, the body went forward.

Jianghuai under the eaves sat in a chair with a book in his hand. When he saw that Huang Dan was going to fall, he subconsciously stood up from the chair. The uninjured foot just took a few steps and it was heavy. Planted to the ground.

Jianghuai's gums broke his lips, and the smell of rust permeated his mouth. He was still stunned.

Huang Dan fell and cried, and he cried and pulled the man on the floor. "How did you run out? Didn't you fall?"

Jianghuai hangs his eyelids. "I don't use it."

Huang Dan’s eyebrows screamed. “I don’t like to hear this, don’t say it later.”

He looked at the man's lips. "Broken, go to the mouth."

Jianghuai stunned the youth, and his breathing was shaking. "I had a dream last night, dreaming that you are gone. You said that you have had enough of my disability and never come back."

Huang Dan wiped the blood of the man's mouth. "Dream and reality are the opposite. Unless I die, I will not leave you."

Jianghuai gasped low and there was a depressed sob in the throat.

Huang single patted the man's back. "I won't go anywhere except you."

Jianghuai's straight back bends down and his face is buried in the youth's neck.

There is a warm liquid in the neck of Huang Dan. | Body, he held the man tighter, tears could not stop, and all the faces were.

Since then, Jianghuai has followed Huang Dan everywhere, and he can never let him touch it.

Huang Shan’s painful physical condition lives in this place, and it is hard everywhere.

One day, Huang Dan wanted to kill the chicken stew, and he accidentally cut his finger.

Jianghuai was very helpless to give him a wound. "Killing a chicken can cut a finger. How did you do it?"

Huang Shan said, "The chicken is struggling."

Jianghuai did not laugh very angry. "I am holding a kitchen knife against your neck. You are not struggling?"

Huang Dan, "..."

The life of the chicken ended in the hands of Jianghuai, the soup was also stewed by him, and the smell was very sweet.

Huang Dan and Jianghuai Meimei finished the chicken soup and lay down to watch the sunset outside the window.

They crossed each other and faced each other, deep and shallow.

After a while, Huang Danyi went to the chest of Jianghuai and continued to kiss his neck.

The sunset came quietly, didn't go.

There was a flaming flower in the courtyard.

One year and two years... Ten years and twenty years, Huang Dan and Jiang Huai have been living there, both of them, and a big dog bear doll.

The bears are old and they are old.

Many years later, there was a grave bag on the mountain. There was not one person buried in it, two of them. Their hands were tightly tied together and they did not let go.