I Heard You Still Love Her

—A Yan, what are you running? Are your words count?

Just like pressing acupuncture points in one sentence, Xiao Ruoyan stayed there and didn't dare to move.

The two people were in the bedroom, and only one bedside lamp was turned on. Under the dim and yellow light, it was even more ambiguous.

Xiao Ruoyan's face turned red, and even her neck and collarbone turned red. Before taking a bath, the faint heat spread from the bottom of her heart.

She lowered her head and bit her lip, shy for a while, then turned to look at Yan Zhilan.

Yan Zhilan looked at her with a smile, and the longing in her eyes was not hidden. They are going to be together for a lifetime. Sooner or later they will get there, right?

In this impetuous society, the two are completely innocent.

All of my mind is in my career, and I don't even know the fingertips.

One who is struggling in fantasy and reality, even thinking is really just fantasy.

Thinking of this, Xiao Ruoyan felt a little sour. She looked at Yan Zhilan, raised her hand and slowly put it on the belt of her pajamas.

The silk pajamas that Xiaoyan chose for her fit her image, clean and simple, with an engraved coolness.

Pulling out the belt around her waist, Xiao Ruoyan looked at Yan Zhilan, her pajamas were like water, sliding down the charming curve of her body. She looked at her, her eyes shy with firmness and heat.

Her look was filled with all kinds of amorous feelings.

Xiao Ruoyan has always been cold to the outside world, even a lonely talented woman who walks the world with a guitar, and no one needs to care for and warm her.

Only to Xiaoyan can she show such a woman's unique shyness.

Yan Zhilan stood up, she walked over slowly, with a cat-like pace almost silent, Xiao Ruoyan was inexplicably nervous, her figure is very good, tall and thin, but there is no shortage of meat. Long hair like ink draped over the snow-white shoulders.

Yan Zhilan hugged her from behind, wrapped her hand around her waist, Xiao Ruoyan's body trembled slightly, and she resisted the throbbing and asked, "Is it the same?"

The corners of Yan Zhilan's lips rose slightly, her silly Ayan, "I can't tell."

Xiao Ruoyan paused, what should I do?

She was drifting away, Yan Zhilan raised her arms like white jade, and her expression was serious: "I need to feel it more deeply."

…

The rain outside the window is still falling.

The light rain is lingering, nourishing everything, like a kiss from Xiaoyan.

She didn't make too much trouble, just gently kissed Xiao Ruoyan.

Even so, Xiao Ruoyan's body and mind, which had been lonely for a long time, couldn't help being captured. She hugged Yan Zhilan tightly and rubbed her hair.

Yan Zhilan looked into her eyes and muttered, "It's true."

Such a real temperature is not a shadow of the cold in the environment.

Xiao Ruoyan endured and endured it, looking at her eyes all the time, looking for her free hand to clasp her ten fingers.

Intimacy.

She has been proud since she was a child.

I thought I would be proud for a lifetime.

But after meeting Yan Zhilan, everything changed. It turns out that love really makes a person willing.

…

Xiao Ruoyan finally fell asleep deeply in Xiaoyan's arms.

She is very tired.

The height of physical and mental exhaustion made her feel a little collapsed after accepting this lingering and delicate kiss.

It's a happy collapse.

Yan Zhilan supported her head with one hand. She looked at the person in her arms carefully. After a while, her hand gently stroked her cheek and touched her arm...

Real temperature.

But she still seemed uncertain, lowered her head and pecked the red lip.

She is still a little confused.

She didn't dare to tell Xiao Ruoyan, maybe it was because the time in those few years was too sad, she had imagined them many times.

Even through their lives.

Just now, she just kissed Xiao Ruoyan and broke Xiao Ruoyan, she frowned forbearingly, and looked at Yan Zhilan with blurred eyes: "Why don't you continue?"

She is hers, willingly.

Yan Zhilan smiled softly, she kissed Xiao Ruoyan's lips, and carefully soothed, "Waiting for you to come back."

Everything is stable.

Xiao Ruoyan looked at her eyes, staring unblinkingly. She knew Xiaoyan, knew she was hiding and lying.

Yan Zhilan indeed lied to her.

Obviously looking forward to it, but at this moment, she suddenly felt that everything was not real.

That illusion made her uneasy.

…

In the end, Xiao Ruoyan was a little bit ashamed. She didn't expect that she would be crushed in that simple kiss. Yan Zhilan hugged her tightly, kissed the sweat on her forehead, and felt her trembling. The piece was closed for a long time. His heart was washed away by the heat wave, and got a little bit of temperature.

Staring at Xiao Ruoyan for a long time.

Yan Zhilan retracted her hand, she turned around and took out a pill box from the drawer of the bedside table.

She usually takes a pill.

But today, as if to prove something, she took two pills.

After taking the medicine, Yan Zhilan waited for a while, then turned to see Xiao Ruoyan.

Her Yan did not disappear.

She was very well-behaved and slept next to her, her cheeks were still pink, and her long eyelashes blinked gently.

Yan Zhilan's heart was comforted, and she followed with the quilt, and did not retract into her arms, but slept on the side of the bed, still holding one corner of her clothes with one hand.

The next morning, when Xiao Ruoyan got up, Yan Zhilan was already awake. As soon as she opened her eyes, she saw Xiaoyan looking at her.

Her eyes were a little hollow, as if she had been looking at her for a long time.

Xiao Ruoyan's heart beat, she asked gently, tentatively, "Xiaoyan?"

Yan Zhilan was in a daze. She raised her hand to touch Xiao Ruoyan's face, but the hand stopped in mid-air, as if she did not dare to touch her.

Xiao Ruoyan was sad, she grabbed her hand and put it on her warm cheek, "I'm here."

Yan Zhilan let out a sigh of relief, "Yeah."

Xiao Ruoyan stared into her eyes: "You haven't slept all night?"

As if she didn't want to answer this question, Yan Zhilan turned around, shrank into a ball, and turned her back to her: "Sleep, it's raining, it's a bit noisy, so I wake up early."

Deceiving.

Xiao Ruoyan could see at a glance that she was lying to herself, but she didn't go to reveal it, she felt a little uneasy.

She found that Xiaoyan's situation was far from as optimistic as she had imagined.

She thinks that as long as they are together, things will go on a good trajectory.

Xiao Ruoyan spread his arms and hugged Yan Zhilan from behind, "I'll make it for you if I want to eat."

Yan Zhilan tilted her head and thought for a while, "Tomato and egg noodles."

It was when Xiao Ruoyan was a student, and Xiao Ruoyan's favorite food, she remembered clearly, Xiao Ruoyan's smile was a bit bitter, she shaved Xiaoyan's nose: "Okay."

…

When cooking.

Xiao Ruoyan was still thinking about Xiaoyan, she was sure she hadn't slept all night.

Because of what?

Did you watch her the whole time? Are you afraid that she will disappear?

Xiao Ruoyan thought over and over again, Yan Zhilan walked over, hugged her, and rubbed her head against her neck: "What are you thinking about? The face is going to be muddled."

Suddenly, Xiao Ruoyan quickly fished out the noodles, but it was too late.

The noodles have been boiled for a long time, and it will become gnocchi.

Yan Zhilan looked at her and laughed at her, "I'm almost up to my previous level."

Xiao Ruoyan was annoyed, "I'll cook it again."

Yan Zhilan smiled, "No, eat quickly, Lan Lan and the boss will be here in a while."

Tomorrow, Xiao Ruoyan will go back to hand over work. If it were not for the fear of delaying the rest of the two people, Lan Lan and the boss would have come long ago.

Knowing that she will come back after the handover of work, Xiaoyan is still absent-minded. The food is tasteless. Xiao Ruoyan is also thinking about other things. Seeing that Yan Zhilan has no appetite, she whispered: "Wait for me to come back. , Shall we go see a doctor?"

Yan Zhilan's body stiffened, "I have had a physical examination, except for some mild anemia, nothing happened."

Feeling the resistance in her attitude, Xiao Ruoyan hesitated and nodded, "Okay, I'll talk about it then."

A smart person like Xiaoyan knew that she was talking about going to the doctor as a psychologist, but she changed the subject.

But Xiao Ruoyan was too distressed, so how could she force her.

Xiaoyan has been alone for too long, facing too much pain and sorrow, her heart is scarred long ago, like a dry earth, every crack represents the pain of the past, she can't heal her all at once. , The time to come is still long.

After a long time, Yan Zhilan asked softly: "Are you going back tomorrow?"

The atmosphere is a bit low.

Xiao Ruoyan cleaned up the dishes and looked at Yan Zhilan's pensive look with her head down. She sighed and walked to the sofa and hugged her.

"I promise, I will be back soon."

On Mr. Xu, she had communicated and exchanged in the early stage. After all, she was her old leader and had a good understanding of her. Xiao Ruoyan has always respected and appreciated her.

Mr. Xu was surprised when Xiao Ruoyan said he was leaving the city where he had worked hard for many years. He was surprised, "Ruoyan, are you sure?"

For so many years, she knows how much this girl has paid for this job.

She was very impressed with Xiao Ruoyan at first, not because of her talent, nor because of her outstanding appearance, but because of her ability to endure hardships.

In the beginning, after graduating from university, no one has no experience, so there is no way to gain a foothold in society.

What music director? She can't even be a creative person. She started from doing miscellaneous work.

Generally, girls of this age, especially girls with a little beauty, can't bear hardship. Most of them only do simple and easy jobs, and there are jobs that leaders can see. It's not the down-to-earth, diligent and hard-working world that the older generation spoke of. Now sneaking, rape, flattery, and flattery have become a major trend in many companies.

Xu is always a typical workaholic. After a short marriage, she gave up on feelings and devoted all her energy to work. These interns have come, and there are many outstanding ones. She has been observing secretly. It looks like this kind of entertainment company looks harmonious on the surface. In fact, the internal division is serious. She needs to support her strength. The elderly are not in control, and the mind is complicated after too much experience. The newcomers are like a piece of white paper, the most important thing. Good candidate.

At one large-scale event, she watched Xiao Ruoyan busy from a distance. From morning to night, she not only helped to stare at the live music link, but also the bulky music equipment, which helped to push it out, next to it. Basically, several of the girls were chatting there, and she was the only one who was silent.

Obviously they were here to serve, and the girls were all dressed up and dressed in famous brands.

Xiao Ruoyan is very simple, cool denim jacket, loose hair, and feels like a free musician.

In the afternoon, when the event was about to end, Mr. Xu walked out in a western skirt with his head up and his chest high. Several girls who were still chatting and swiping their mobile phones stood up, all yelling.

"Mr Xu."

"Mr Xu."

…

And Xiao Ruoyan, who had been busy, only greeted politely and silently retreated to the back.

Mr. Xu's eyes swept across the crowd and landed on Xiao Ruoyan. She nodded gently, "Yeah."

She took care of Xiao Ruoyan, and when she went back, she arranged for her staff to check the girl's background. After listening to some of her original tracks that night, Mr. Xu's eyes lit up.

There is often a Maxima in the world but Bole does not often have it.

Mr. Xu knew that she had met her Maxima.

Xiao Ruoyan also waited for her Bole.

The two hit it off.

In the workplace, it is a great honor to have a noble person to take care of.

Xiao Ruoyan has always been very grateful and cherish. She told Mr. Xu about the cause and effect without reservation. Mr. Xu was silent for a long time after listening, and said slowly: “Ruoyan, to be honest, Yu privately, your feelings let I am very touched, and I respect your choice, but from the point of view of your friend and your leader, I hope you think about it. After all, you have been rooted here for so many years and all your contacts are there. Here, the current society is different from before. When two people are together, it is not enough to have love, firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce and vinegar. Poor and lowly couples are sad.

If she said so earnestly, most people would be shaken, but Xiao Ruoyan on the phone just smiled, "Thank you, I have made a decision."

Mr. Xu was silent for a while, then sighed: "Don't worry, I'll talk to the leaders of the headquarters and see if I can arrange them for you in terms of relationships."

In the beginning, she cultivated Xiao Ruoyan with purpose, but after so many years of getting along, people's hearts were grown, and she felt sorry for this girl who was desperately clinging to being alone.

She didn't want to erase everything she had done just because she left.

Two days later, the news of Mr. Xu came, saying that there was a talent exchange between the head office and Yiyang Entertainment, and see if she could be deployed there.

Such good news is undoubtedly a pie in the sky.

When Xiao Ruoyan received the message, she almost jumped up in excitement, and she hugged Xiaoyan around happily.

Xiaoyan was also happier by her, looking at her eyes, and stroking her face with one hand: "We Ayan is awesome."

Although it is happy for her.

But the subsequent separation still made Yan Zhilan uncomfortable.

Since the meeting, maybe it was greedy, she always didn't want to leave with her every second.

It should be very bad to worry about gains and losses like this...

After Lan Lan and the boss came, Xiao Yan felt absent-minded.

The boss is more mature. She walked into the kitchen and looked at Xiao Ruoyan who was washing the dishes and asked, "Is the plane scheduled?"

Originally Xiao Ruoyan's iron cock-saving character, must be a train or a higher specification, bloodletting to be a high-speed rail.

But this time I chose an airplane, which was obviously a quick decision.

Xiao Ruoyan nodded, "Boss, if you have time these days, you can spend more time with her."

Zhang Wei looked into the room, "Hey, I see, she is uneasy."

Also, after so many experiences, who can feel at ease?

…

Xiao Yan was initially uneasy, but Lan Lan in front of her was noisy. She first handed her reinstalled finger cots to Yan Zhilan, "Here."

Xiao Yan took it, and Lan Lan looked at her: "One is missing."

Yan Zhilan nodded, she didn't think much about where she fell when she tore off the package vigorously.

Lan Lan was a little shy, "I tried it yesterday and it feels good."

After finishing speaking, she twisted her body very affectionately.

Yan Zhilan:...

With a trembling hand, Yan Zhilan looked at Lanlan incredulously. Lanlan also tried to communicate with her: "Now this technology is developed very well, it also has a self-heating function, and it is full of graininess. I tried the strawberry flavor yesterday, nothing It feels like, next time you try the mint, it should feel good for both ice and fire, right?"

She looked at people approaching and asked humbly.

Yan Zhilan:...

Is this a matter of technology? Also, why did you discuss this with her early in the morning?

Looking at Yan Zhilan's embarrassment, Lan Lan asked incredulously, "No, Xiao Yan, haven't you used it?"

What kind of an incredible and extremely contemptuous tone.

Yan Zhilan was silent for a moment, Xiao Ruoyan's eyesight was six-way ears listening to all directions, although she was washing dishes, but her heart was on Xiaoyan, she felt wrong when she saw Lanlan's expression, wiped her hands and walked out and walked to the sofa. Before, she did not evade the boss and Lan Lan, and she sat on the sofa with long legs, and put her arms around Xiaoyan's waist: "Lan Lan, what are you talking about?"

Xiao Yan bit her lip, her heartbeat suddenly accelerated, like a girl who was caught by her parents secretly reading a bad magazine.

Lanlan reacted very quickly at the moment. She pointed to Xiaoyan’s light bulb: "We are talking about the stars, the sun, the moon, the ideals of life, and the poetry." She stared at the light bulb: "Ah, it's a light bulb from a distance. It’s a light bulb up close. Everyone has a light in their home to light up the way home. It’s really ordinary and great."

Yan Zhilan:...

Xiao Ruoyan:...

What an unpretentious word... sentence?

Friendship is really the most beautiful existence in this world, not inferior to love.

Xiaoyan didn't sleep all night, and the medicine didn't work. She was confused by Lan Lan for half an hour, and fell asleep with her pillow leaning on Xiao Ruoyan.

Xiao Ruoyan was almost done, she gave Lanlan a thumbs up, and carried Xiao Yan into the house.

Xiao Yan was really too skinny, Xiao Ruoyan felt very light and hugged her up, and even felt that it was almost the same weight as a small weight in terms of feel.

On the ground, the little girl who had been born without love was lying lazily in her nest, and Lan Lan poked her with her hand, "Hey, Chou Chou? Chou Chou? Why are you still unhappy?"

…

Xiao Ruoyan put the person on the bed carefully and covered her with a quilt. Yan Zhilan seemed to be a little awkward in her sleep. She muttered something, frowned and turned around. Xiao Ruoyan thought for a while, and put her coat again. Squeezing it into Xiao Yan's arms, as expected, Xiao Yan's brows stretched out, and Xiao Ruoyan was relieved to go out.

In the living room, Lan Lan was drinking water. She listened to the boss's words and said: "Naturally, I feel insecure. If I were Xiaoyan, I would also have no sense of security. Who knows what I will encounter after going back here? The second child is so good. People of, there must be a lot of crushes who know that she is going to leave, what if they are excited to confess?"

Xiao Ruoyan curled her eyebrows, she sat opposite Lan Lan, "Don't talk nonsense, what should I do if Xiaoyan hears it?"

Lanlan is now very good. She raised her eyebrows and stared at Xiao Ruoyan: "Second, is it the time for you to talk to me like this?"

…

Xiao Ruoyan's body softened and looked at Lanlan, "Dear Lanlan, please close your little cherry mouth and eat some cakes I bought for you?"

This is pretty much the same.

Lan Lan gagged.

The boss smiled, "The second child, the third child is straightforward, but they are telling the truth. Xiaoyan is indeed lacking a sense of security."

Xiao Ruoyan sighed, she habitually touched the cigarette, thinking about it, and then she tolerated it.

The word security is the most elusive and the most elusive.

Seeing her embarrassed, Lan Lan patted her on the shoulder, "Actually, it's not that difficult."

Xiao Ruoyan and her boss watched Lanlan together. In recent years, this person has really met Xiaoyan's "great wisdom and foolishness". Sometimes, he can really speak up.

Under the attention of everyone, Lan Lan opened her bag and took out seven long pink packaging objects. She pointed to the bedroom: "The boss and I can disappear for an hour now. You go to bed, Xiaoyan, All these have been used, and the sense of absolute security is overwhelming."

Xiao Ruoyan:...

Boss:...

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