I Heard You Still Love Her

—She is giving you a thumbs up.

Where does Gao Yu know that his goddess can be so deceptive? His understanding of Yan Zhilan comes from Xiao Ruoyan. In his mind, Yan Zhilan always wears a white gauze, standing under the moonlight, light and not eating. Fairy type of fireworks in the world.

He lowered his voice and continued: "Her home, all these years, except for me who have gone in with a faceless face and Xu always wants to go up for tea, she has not agreed."

Yan Zhilan was stunned when she heard it. She looked at Gao Yu, and Gao Yu squeezed her eyes at Xiao Ruoyan in the distance, "Her room is all your paintings."

Xiao Ruoyan is probably the kind of person who was born for art.

Other people's leisure and entertainment are watching TV and brushing mobile phones, except for music and painting.

Yan Zhilan is all in her room, she smiles, she frowns, she blinks mischievously, she plays the piano...

Gao Yute didn't understand at that time, "Why do you do so many paintings?"

Xiao Ruoyan said faintly: "Most of the photos from my school days were ruined by my mother."

When Gao Yu heard it, he felt very uncomfortable. He had seen Xiao Ruoyan painting Yan Zhilan and he was very focused. Sometimes, he would drag a glass of wine in his hand, and often a cigarette was held between his fingers.

When she painted her, she was not so cold, her eyes were gentle, and her expression was focused.

Many times, when she finished painting a picture, she was already in tears when she turned around.

And there is a super large painting in her bedroom. Xiao Ruoyan is usually covered with canvas. In the sixth sense that **** is basically the same as a woman, Gao Yu feels that the painting must be super taboo. Of course, He didn't dare to touch him if he gave him a hundred courage.

…

Yan Zhilan's eye circles were red. She bit her lip and glanced at Xiao Ruoyan. Xiao Ruoyan is not short-sighted. She was afraid that Gao Yu's mouth did not close the door: "Don't you hurry up and take a rest. Tired?"

Gao Yu twitched his neck: "I'm not tired!"

Xiao Ruoyan sneered. She unceremoniously picked up the lipstick Gao Yu had placed beside the table and asked him, "Can you see what this is?"

Gao Yu nodded and looked at Xiao Ruoyan with a foolish look. He wasn't stupid. Isn't this the lipstick he just used as an example of not being **** women?

The cold light in Xiao Ruoyan's eyes flickered, she unscrewed the lipstick, and under Gao Yu's gaze, she pressed her hand mercilessly.

The lipstick broke.

Gao Yu's hair was about to stand up, Xiao Ruoyan looked at him, and continued to ask, "Are you tired?"

Gao Yu hugged himself tightly, "Fuck, I'm so tired, so tired, goodbye goddess, we'll talk tomorrow."

Yan Zhilan:...

Gao Yu was ready to go into the house and rest.

He still kept a small head secretly, and squinted at the two people.

At first, he and Xiao Ruoyan met because of a work relationship. Don't look at Gao Yu's foolishness, he can write lyrics that are more delicate than women, and Xiao Ruoyan occasionally cooperates with him to get acquainted with each other.

In Gao Yu’s eyes, Xiao Ruoyan has always been cold and unearthed. It can be said that there is a little arrogant geek. No one can enter her heart. She usually works too, and she doesn’t talk much. She talks to superiors and subordinates. That's the case, but someone wants to approach her inexplicably.

Xiao Ruoyan watched the person go, and waved his hand directly at Xiaoyan. Xiaoyan walked over, and she put the crowd in her arms, "Do you like him?"

Yan Zhilan smiled, and poked Xiao Ruoyan's nose with her hand: "Be careful."

Xiao Ruoyan raised her eyebrows, with Yan Zhilan's shadow in her dark eyes, "Why are you blushing while talking?"

Yan Zhilan didn't say a word, she bit her lip, stretched out her hand to hug Xiao Ruoyan's waist, and quietly leaned against her.

It's been ten years.

Only her, only her.

I feel the same for her loneliness.

Xiao Ruoyan also hugged her quietly, with the tip of her nose lowered from time to time, gently rubbing her nose.

That kind of temperature transmission, that kind of breath is the most soothing.

Gao Yu looked a little bit surprised. Sometimes women are really different from men. If he and his honey are all the hardships and happiness, and finally can be together, it is definitely a firewood, every day it grows without doing anything. In bed, you can see them like this, and they feel sweet and happy and beautiful inexplicably.

In the afternoon.

Xiao Ruoyan coaxed Yan Zhilan to take a nap, and in her arms, Yan Zhilan fell asleep.

Xiao Yan didn't know what she was dreaming about. She gently grasped Xiao Ruoyan's clothes with her fingers, and murmured a little nervously, "Don't be like this, don't be like this..."

Xiao Ruoyan hugged her tightly for a while, until Yan Zhilan calmed down, she took out the medicine bottle from the drawer beside her, and looked at it thoughtfully for a long time.

When she came out of the living room, Gao Yu was sitting on the floor of the bedroom, lowering her waist doing yoga. He glanced at Xiao Ruoyan: "My dear, what do you think of me? Isn't it soft? Isn't it so special that Meng1 wants a flood? Feeling like being bullied?"

Xiao Ruoyan glanced at him up and down, and didn't know where he got a particularly irritating vest, which felt like a lady's sling, "You pay attention, Xiaoyan is still at home."

The two of them used to toss Gao Yu no matter what, but now Xiaoyan is here, and he can't let him see the picture of this spicy eye.

"Come on." Gao Yu rolled his eyes directly, "It is because of you that we have the illusion that she is so cold and unearthed who thinks of you. Look now, the goddess is more popular than you. Many, gentle and considerate."

After all, Xiao Ruoyan is an entertainment company over there. She is quite open to things like sexual orientation. In private, she has not concealed some of her close friends, including Mr. Xu.

Gao Yu looked at her, leaning his arms forward, and pressing his body on the ground at almost 180 degrees, "Ruoyan, have you thought about it? Have you really decided?"

He is usually accustomed to waves, and Xiao Ruoyan is still a little uncomfortable with his appearance.

Gao Yu sighed. He really is better at maintaining than a woman, "You have been there for almost ten years, and the country, who has been beaten down with bare hands, says that you don’t want it? Is there no compromise? Mr. Xu this year At the party, I also said that the boss at the headquarters intends to develop a youth promotion plan. You are a very important object of attention."

Xiao Ruoyan didn't say a word, she checked her watch.

Gao Yu continued: "I see my goddess. Although the house is not big and the dress is not very flamboyant, but her words, her manners, and her temperament all show that her family background is definitely not bad. She is a rich second generation. Bar?"

Xiao Ruoyan's eyelids twitched, and Gao Yu knew that he was right. "You really have to think about it. You have been rooted there for ten years and have worked hard for such a good network and future. Once you come back, start from scratch. The leader serves tea and pours water as a pug, can you bear it? If you look back, if you feel unbalanced, you—"

"Gao Yu."

Xiao Ruoyan's face could be covered with frost, Gao Yu immediately sat upright: "The humble job is!"

Xiao Ruoyan: "I asked you to be a kingfisher? You go downstairs now and go shopping for me."

Gao Yu pulled his neck and looked at the kitchen, "Why? I see a lot of vegetables on the floor."

Xiao Ruoyan was extremely cold, "Because I am going downstairs to meet people now, I don't worry about you being in the same room with my woman."

Gao Yu held his heart with one hand, "Well, this cruel life..."

After all, Gao Yu was carried by Xiao Ruoyan.

Before leaving, Xiao Ruoyan wrote a note to Xiaoyan, tucked her quilt, and kissed her on the forehead again.

Xiao Yan's sleeping time is very variable now, and the cycle is too long, based on one hour, but Xiao Ruoyan is not at ease, fearing that she will not find herself when she gets up, and writes a note to her.

Gao Yu saw his teeth sore, and he straightened his coat: "I really didn't expect that our Director Xiao still has such an affectionate side."

Xiao Ruoyan raised her eyebrows: "I warn you, don't pollute my woman with the yellow of your brain."

"Oh, you opened your mouth and shut your woman, why did you call you a woman? You slept with someone?" Gao Yu hummed unwillingly, and Xiao Ruoyan closed the door gently, "You didn't look at what she was holding. Ring?"

Gao Yu was taken aback, Xiao Ruoyan tilted his head and said seriously: "When the handover over there is over, everything is stable here, I will marry her."

Such a sentence, being understated by her, is like talking about the daily weather.

Gao Yu was taken aback. For so many years, he and his family did not use such a certain tone to say that he wanted to marry him.

Xiao Ruoyan still had a tacit understanding with Gao Yu. She watched this man with a bewildered mouth all day long when her eyes were red when she said a word. She patted Gao Yu on the shoulder and said, "She eats for me. I have suffered a lot, and I can’t bear her for the rest of my life."

Xiao Ruoyan looked really handsome when he got serious, Gao Yu covered his face, and said idiotically, "It's over, you're going to break me straight."

Xiao Ruoyan:...

The weather today is not bad.

When Xiao Ruoyan came down in such anxiousness, she had an appointment with Xu Xiaohe, the psychiatrist the boss sought.

Arrived at the agreed coffee shop.

Xu Xiaohe was already waiting there. She was very familiar with Zhang Wei and knew something about the two girls. She was sitting there, holding a coffee cup in her hand and looking at Xiao Ruoyan with a smile.

Xiao Ruoyan was a little surprised when she saw her, what a beautiful psychiatrist.

In her impression, the general psychiatrist would be such a very old uncle or aunt. This is the first time I have seen such a young man.

Xu Xiaohe wore a very professional skirt. Her hair was curled up neatly. Her eyes were very firm. She looked like that kind of big woman.

Xiao Ruoyan nodded slightly, "Sister, hello, Zhang Wei introduced me."

"I know, Ruoyan, right? Sit down. I heard Weiwei say that you like passion fruit, so I ordered a glass for you first."

Xu Xiaohe looked into her eyes: "This can save time."

Xiao Ruoyan's heart moved, she knew people's hearts very well, she was indeed anxious, and now she has a kind of wonder for Xiaoyan whether she can't live without Xiaoyan or Xiaoyan can't live without her. I don't want to separate for a second.

The afternoon sun was just right.

Xu Xiaohe is a woman who knows how to listen. She tilted her head and listened carefully to Xiao Ruoyan's words about Yan Zhilan, including when she fell asleep, she would cry inexplicably, and sometimes she would laugh foolishly, but also Sometimes, she frowns forbearingly, and the expressive one is like living with others in a dream.

She spoke very carefully, for half an hour.

Xu Xiaohe inserted almost a word, but nodded from time to time. In the end, she met Xiao Ruoyan's anxious eyes and smiled, "I once had a friend like this."

She calls all the people in need of help she has received as friends, and doesn't like to call them patients.

From Dr. Xu's point of view, they are more like a momentary loss, and they need someone to push them.

Xiao Ruoyan was very serious. Her hand even squeezed the tea cup tightly. Xu Xiaohe's voice was soft and soft: "The other party is an aunt in her fifties. When she was forty, her wife died in a car accident. After more than ten years, she lived alone and drove away all the children she wanted to accompany, until she accidentally fell down and was discharged from the hospital. Because of leg and foot inconvenience, she discovered the abnormality with her eldest daughter. "

She looked at Xiao Ruoyan: "That aunt’s situation is very similar to that of Xiaoyan, except that she is not so dependent on drugs. She quit early due to physical reasons. She goes out for walks and exercises every morning, and she sleeps for a long time. When her daughter first discovered the sleeping pills, she thought that her mother used it occasionally when she couldn't sleep. She carefully calculated the dosage. After waiting for a week, she was shocked to find that her mother was taking it every day."

"Later, my aunt came over during the children's repeated pleadings. I chatted with her for a long time. Later, I also had hypnotic treatment. I walked into her dream and found her—" Xu Xiaohe's eyes changed, Xiao Ruoyan His heart followed up.

"It turns out that for so many years, she never thought that her wife had left her, and she still lived with her in such a loving relationship in her dreams."

…

that moment.

Xiao Ruoyan's hands were cold, she didn't know what to say.

Xu Xiaohe: "I think Xiaoyan is very likely to be like this. I don't want to forget you, and there is no way to see you. The reality is too tragic and she can't resist, so she can only find the illusory you in her dreams to make up for the vacancy in her heart. ."

Xiao Ruoyan murmured, "But I'm back."

Xu Xiaohe patiently explained: "People 24 hours a day, many people give half of the time to sleep, think about it, Ruoyan, in your dream, have you also dreamed of Xiaoyan? Real? Don’t you want to wake up from dreams? Sometimes, you wake up suddenly because of external stimuli, alarm clocks or other people’s calls. For a moment, do you feel confused and don’t know if it’s in reality or in a dream ?"

Xiao Ruoyan's eyes were a little empty.

Yes, Dr. Xu said everything in her heart.

"You are back, but she is still there in the dream, she will not bear it."

"Now you can naturally say that she in the dream is an illusion, and you want Xiaoyan to wake up quickly, but if you look at it from another angle, why doesn't she think you are fake? In a sense, you are the trespasser. Into their third party."

…

Xu Xiaohe took a sip of coffee: "From what you and Weiwei introduced to me, Xiaoyan's dosage is not small, and the time span is too long. Although I know you may not be able to accept it for a while, you still have to take one. Face it with a gentle attitude, try not to irritate her, the days in the future are still long, don’t let her have a feeling of being rejected by you, for her, the sky will fall, and she may even seek The warmth in the dream, of course, in reality, you should not love too carefully, and be careful to lose to the self in the dream. As for the follow-up, when you come back, I have to meet her to know what to do."

…

Come out from the cafe.

Xiao Ruoyan felt like a dream.

At the door, Gao Yu grabbed the boss’s guitar, unbuttoned his shirt, pretending to be cool, playing and singing, and he was happy. Seeing Xiao Ruoyan's straight eyes, he hurried over: "What's wrong, this is what happened?"

Xiao Ruoyan was a little confused. After a long time, she slowly looked at Gao Yu and asked softly, "Gao Yu, do you dream of your boyfriend?"

Gao Yu nodded, "Of course, I miss it and I can't see it. I dream about it almost every two days."

Xiao Ruoyan murmured, "Then what do you all dream of him doing?"

She couldn't figure it out.

Is it because she is not good enough in reality, that's why Xiaoyan is immersed in the dream "she"?

She did not expect that one day, she would be jealous of herself.

Gao Yu returned the guitar to the boss, "We have everything, everyday, as a student, and sometimes there will be pictures of us living together in the future."

What's wrong with her?

Xiao Ruoyan stared at him: "What do you dream of most often?"

She wanted to show Xiaoyan that in reality she was a thousand times stronger than the one in her dream.

Gao Yu was very frank. He hooked Xiao Ruoyan's shoulders with his long arms and raised his eyebrows: "What is the dream? Do you still need to talk? Of course it is crazy sex. Love, various postures, time after time, more than reality feel!"

Xiao Ruoyan turned blue: "...you can shut up."

Until I entered the house.

Xiao Ruoyan still kept a distance from Gao Yu, a man with a forehead.

Yan Zhilan woke up and put on an apron to cook noodles, "You are back? Can we eat spaghetti bolognese tonight?"

Gao Yumei is about to jump up, "Wow, goddess, how do you know which one I like best?"

Xiao Ruoyan snorted coldly and was about to speak. He glanced at the few finger cots left by Lan Lan on the table. The little **** Lan Lan sent a message specifically to tell her that he had left seven for her.

How come there are only six in this way?

Xiao Ruoyan looked at Gao Yu incredulously: "Gao Yu, you mean man, aren't you? You steal the fingertips too?"

Her voice was a little loud, and Xiao Yan from the kitchen walked out.

Gao Yu is usually a joker. He wants to laugh at everything others say. Now, his handsome face is flushed with Xiao Ruoyan's words. It is a shame: "Fuck! Xiao Ruoyan, you Don't insult me, I'm not that detailed!"

Xiao Ruoyan:...

Seeing that the bullying face turned red, Yan Zhilan coughed: "It's not him."

That is?

Xiao Ruoyan instantly looked at Yan Zhilan, Yan Zhilan tilted her head, a little embarrassed, "I took one."

Yes.

In her dream, she dreamed that Xiao Ruoyan who had very good physical strength was haunting her except for cutting wood and carrying water.

After she woke up, she felt a little uncomfortable. She took a bath and didn't relieve it, so she took one.

If this is normal, Xiao Ruoyan might understand it. Now, she is almost completely. Her jealousy makes her completely different. She is so angry that her face is redder than Gao Yu. She grabbed Xiaoyan's wrist and said, "You come in, I have something to say to you. Say."

Xiao Yan glanced at the spaghetti, and Gao Yu waved his hand beautifully: "Go, go, I can eat all of these by myself."

Xiaoyan:...

What's wrong?

Yan Zhilan was taken into the room blankly by Xiao Ruoyan's strong "semi-coercion".

With a "bang", the door was heavily closed, Yan Zhilan was startled, Xiao Ruoyan locked the lock with a "click", her mind was full of the words of Doctor Xu.

-In reality, you should not love too carefully, be careful to lose to the self in your dreams.

There was fire in Xiao Ruoyan's eyes, she unbuttoned the collar with one hand, and said coldly, "I wanted to care about your body."

Yan Zhilan immediately blushed as she unbuttoned her.

For what?

There are still people outside.

Xiao Ruoyan approached her step by step, "Now it seems that I am too innocent to give the **** vixie in my dream a chance."

Although it is an illusion.

But so much love.

When Xiao Ruoyan thinks that in her dream, Xiaoyan will be with the person who is against her but not her at all, as Gao Yu said in various postures and passions, she will be hard to collapse.

Xiaoyan is her girl.

She is alone.

Xiao Ruoyan pulled Yan Zhilan over. There was no ink mark this time, and she pressed it directly onto the big bed. Yan Zhilan lifted her body, she struggled to look at Xiao Ruoyan's eyes: "Ayan, you—"

Xiao Ruoyan licked her lips, eyes burning with evil fire: "I want you to see who is the best."

The author has something to say: It's a bit late, the leaves are put up first, and the typo will be corrected later.

JJ is very clean, don't expect too much.

Light it up, Ye Ye said, the update time is not fixed. Don't be pitiful and come here at ten o'clock just like a manga stone, just brush it occasionally.