I Heard You Still Love Her

The eyes are facing each other.

At this moment, the water droplets from the fountain seemed to have become granular, wrapped in the soft light that would only appear in dreams, and dropped into each other's hearts bit by bit.

What can be separated by time?

Ten years.

They haven't met face to face like this in ten years.

Yan Zhilan stared at Xiao Ruoyan without blinking in tears.

Her Ayan has grown up, matured, and is more beautiful than before.

When Xiao Ruoyan was a teenager, she was unruly and unrestrained, and there was always a sense of vigor between her eyebrows. At that time, she was alone, with a guitar, rampant campus, no one did not know her, behind her was a fan of my brother and sister. Countless, and the scorching smile occasionally tucked at the corner of her mouth is enough to make people fascinated.

Now, the smile on her face is gone, and there is more solemnity and solitude in her eyebrows.

Time has added a steady aura to her, like waterfalls of long hair, sharp eyebrows, and powerful red lips, but only a few fragile tears rolled in her eye sockets.

…

When she was seventeen years old, Yan Zhilan shrank into Xiao Ruoyan's arms and asked softly, "Will we be separated?"

Just after taking a shower, her body exuded the fascinating fragrance of a woman. She raised her head, her dark eyes stared at Xiao Ruoyan, and her delicate white cheeks rubbed against Xiao Ruoyan’s neck, revealing only facing each other. She will be squeamish.

Xiao Ruoyan squeezed her nose. Although the road ahead is too far, full of thorns and no light can be seen, she will still firmly hold her tightly and say seriously: "No, as long as we love each other." , Nothing can separate us."

Yan Zhilan heard her heart warmly. She played with Xiao Ruoyan's clothes with one hand, and whispered softly: "Then you have to remember, we will love each other forever."

Nothing can separate us.

We will love each other forever.

…

Did they do something wrong?

no.

But God still pushed the cruel ending in front of them.

"How did I give birth to you so perverted?"

"Are you killing mom and dad? Are you catching up with the trend???? How can you be a girl like women, it's against human ethics!"

"Separate, must be separated, otherwise I will make her Xiao family unable to gain a foothold here!"

…

With the unforgettable memory of the young boy's moments that gush out from the fountain, the water column rolls, the music is the highest. The tide blooms in the air, and the momentary decline, floating and sprinkling.

Raindrops were wrapped in wetness and scattered around the surroundings, soaking the coats of the two of them.

Permeated into my heart and turned into blood.

Xiao Ruoyan tried hard to smile at Yan Zhilan, but in the end, only a piece of wetness surged in his eyes.

Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan...

The years are rushing, and the ten-year situation has not left anything on her face. Her eyes are still so beautiful, soft and rippling like water, and the soft hair that once wrapped around her fingertips is attached to her neck. In a daze, Xiao Ruoyan seemed to still be able to feel the softness and fragrance that had been lost.

The two were looking at each other far away.

As in the past, no one can cut off their entangled eyes from the passing people hurriedly and the water droplets passing by from time to time.

No one spoke, but his eyes were also red unknowingly.

They fell in love, very seriously.

But only because of gender...just because of gender separation, this distinction is ten years.

ten years…

Lan Lan's explosive scream roared and broke the silence.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! How is this a coincidence!!!"

Lan Lan rushed forward excitedly and hugged Yan Zhilan. Yan Zhilan staggered into her arms, lowered her eyes, and restrained her emotions.

"I want to die, I want to die!" Lan Lan's cheeks flushed with excitement, she put her arm around Yan Zhilan, and turned to look at Xiao Ruoyan: "Second, are you a fool?? Come here! Fourth, you don’t know anymore???"

She wondered if Xiao Ruoyan was pierced by the soul?

But no one who has been to high school together doesn't know how good the relationship between the two was back then.

Xiao Ruoyan is not a good-tempered person, but Lan Lan has only been obedient to Xiao Yanyan. Originally, Xiao Ruoyan didn't know why he had a bad temper, and nobody ignored him coldly. Later, Xiao Yan was obedient. She tugged at the corner of her clothes, her original tight face was easily moved, and all the coldness fell apart, where there was the indifferent aura before.

At the school's New Year's Eve party, Xiao Ruoyan and Yan Zhilan were on stage, and the ensemble of one piano and one guitar turned the audience upside down.

They are an ensemble of musical instruments, and even more a chorus of souls. The entangled and sweetly chasing eyes were discussed on campus at that time, but after all, in those days, they just talked about it in private. No one thought that the two big school flowers were really true. Can be together.

Up to now, Lan Lan still has endless aftertastes, and she can't forget the professional performance and the tacit understanding of the two people. She is about to rush to the welcome and thank you party for the boss to wait for her to come back and revisit it again.

Yan Zhilan kept looking at Xiao Ruoyan with a hint of red in the corners of her eyes. The waves of her eyes were the gentleness that once made Xiao Ruoyan crazy.

She smiled with tears.

Xiao Ruoyan, who stepped forward against the light and stepped on the water droplets, was in a daze. She tried her best not to let the tears flow down: "...Long time no see."

Yan Zhilan choked up: "Long time no see."

The breeze blew the bangs on his forehead. Xiao Ruoyan's dark eyes stared at Yan Zhilan. Yan Zhilan also looked at her. She was thin and haggard. Her eyes were not sharp and full of tiredness when she was a teenager. It was stinged.

Lan Lan looked pleased: "Is it a long time since I have seen you, so my excited eyes are red?? Oh, it's really a coincidence. I said I could see you tomorrow, I met today."

The three of them went to the cafe that they used to go to in high school.

At that time, the cafe was not as refined and elegant as it is now, with only a few simple tables, chairs and benches. In that era, coffee was not very popular among students, far inferior to the gas such as Coke, Sprite, Rising Sun, and Jianlibao. Stimulant drinks are popular.

Xiao Ruoyan didn't like it either, but Yan Zhilan liked it at that time. She liked the mellow aroma of the coffee and the bitterness of the tongue.

Several times, Xiao Ruoyan sat in front of the window seat, and looked at Yan Zhilan helplessly, "Is it so delicious? Isn't it too bitter?"

She had just finished training and was reprimanded by the teacher, saying that she had lost her mind recently and stopped adjusting her mind. She was in a bad mood.

Xiao Yan drank coffee without adding anything to her partner or sugar, and she chose the strongest American coffee. Xiao Ruoyan secretly tasted it once, and the tip of her tongue was bitterly paralyzed, so she vomited it out.

Yan Zhilan smiled. Under her thick black and curly hair, a layer of light powder spread on her cool and white skin, and she slowly smeared her entire face, "Drink the bitterest coffee and see the most beautiful lover." "

In this case, if it weren't for making Xiao Ruoyan happy, she wouldn't be able to tell if she was killed.

But that's it, the pink on her face still revealed the little shame in her heart.

Her beauty is enough to make Xiao Ruoyan's heart tremble, not to mention such love words, Xiao Ruoyan's cheeks are wrapped with pink, she stands up, the sun outside the window shines in, she is pressed against Xiaoyan In his ear, whispered: "Go back to the dormitory, can you tell me more?"

…

"The second child? The second child! I said, what kind of **** do you go?!"

Lan Lan looked at Xiao Ruoyan dissatisfiedly, doing something, talking to her, her eyes kept straightening.

Xiao Ruoyan was in a daze, she recovered, and smiled apologetically: "What's the matter?"

Lan Lan shrugged, "Ask you what to drink, the fourth child ordered you and said you love passion fruit."

Xiao Ruoyan's heart seemed to have been touched by something, and she still remembered her sadness with a sweetness that seemed like nothing.

The light hit Yan Zhilan's body, as if there was candied fruit circulating on her body. When she was a teenager, her temperament was very good. Standing in the crowd, even if she didn't say a word, she could be seen at a glance. Under the influence of music and professionalism, she has more classical elegance, her red lips are not dotted and red, soft and reserved.

Perceiving Xiao Ruoyan's gaze, Yan Zhilan raised her head and smiled at her, tenderly smiling, and the deep waves of smoke made people intoxicated.

Instinctively, Xiao Ruoyan turned her head away, and concealedly took a sip from the cup next to her.

"Puff." Lan Lan smiled next to her. She raised her eyebrows and looked at Xiao Ruoyan playfully: "Second, what's the matter with you, since I saw the fourth, the cup is empty. , What are you drinking?"

Xiao Ruoyan:...

Yan Zhilan also laughed, smiling slightly, the gentle light almost overflowing from her eyes.

Xiao Ruoyan lowered her head habitually, and the depression in her heart gushed out again, and she almost shed tears when she was sad.

once Upon a time.

Countless times, in her dreams, she had seen her.

Or just the two of them.

Or just like in high school, the sisters in the dormitory are happily together.

Xiaoyan is more alone...

She watched Yan Zhilan or was running around looking for her, shouting her name; or holding herself tightly, squatting on the ground slowly; or playing the piano and crying silently.

In the dream, Xiao Ruoyan shook Yan Zhilan's vigorously, and asked sadly and unwillingly, "Xiaoyan, why didn't you come back? We said that we had gone away in four years. Have you forgotten it? Or...your courage lies in it. Those four years fell apart, is your love gone? I waited desperately for you like a walking dead, a whole year..."

Every time I wake up from a dream, it's midnight.

Xiao Ruoyan would be heartbroken.

The love of the teenager and the deep first love burned everything in her.

Ten years.

Xiao Ruoyan thought that she had let it go. Back then, the last note she left to Yan Zhilan was mottled by memories.

—Wait for me, four years later, after graduating from university, we must be together.

She doesn’t blame Yan Zhilan. She was too impulsive and took it for granted when she was a teenager. Yan Zhilan is different from her family. In this city, she has intricate strengths and a huge circle. She can’t just walk away like this. .

She doesn't hate her.

She thought she had forgotten everything.

I thought I could walk over.

But when she saw Yan Zhilan, Xiao Ruoyan knew that everything she thought was let go, and everything she thought was let go, they were just "thinking."

I thought, that's it.

She neither resents nor hates.

Just want to ask, Xiaoyan, how are you doing?

…

Xiao Ruoyan's words rolled on her chest for a long time, and finally landed in the bottom of her heart, as if she was crushing a big rock.

She wants to know the answer, but she is afraid of knowing the answer.

She hopes that Xiaoyan will live well without her vacancies in the past ten years, but she is afraid that she will live well.

She didn't want her to have a bad life, and was even more afraid of what she said was a bad life.

What Lanlan said is full of enthusiasm. Her temperament has been like this since high school. Yan Zhilan didn't say much, but she looked at her with a smile, and she gently rubbed the mug with her snow-white hand, listening carefully, and her hot eyes fell on Xiao from time to time. Ruoyan.

Entangled by the feeling of suffering and loss, Xiao Ruoyan became anxious and irritable. She looked down at the phone and quickly sent a message.

Lan Lan drank the orange juice while leaning over, laughing gossip: "Oh, no wonder I ignored both of us. Is this sending a message to my boyfriend?"

Yan Zhilan, who had been smiling all the time, stiffened, her hand holding the cup tightened, and she stared at Xiao Ruoyan unblinkingly.

Xiao Ruoyan leaned back, with long narrow eyes raised, staring at her with a hint of chill.

"Right, yes, this is you!"

Lan Lan was so happy that he was so cold, this was the expression that their second child often had in high school, and the feeling of "don't endure me" is right!

Xiao Ruoyan was really defeated by her. She glanced at Yan Zhilan from the corner of her eye. Xiaoyan lowered her head and didn't know what she was thinking. Her long eyelashes blinked gently, and her eyes were slightly dim.

Soon, Xiao Ruoyan's phone rang, she said sorry, got up and went outside to answer the phone.

As soon as the talent went out, Lan Lan thief went to gossip with Yan Zhilan, "Fourth, you see, I'm right, there must be something, can I not come back for so many years?"

Yan Zhilan smiled, a little more reluctant in her smile.

Not far away, the proprietress who was licking the cat stared at her. She felt familiar. There were a lot of students who came to her. After so many years, she did not dare to confirm. She tentatively walked to Yan Zhilan's side with the cat in her arms. "Excuse me, are you the girl who played the piano when my shop first opened?"

Yan Zhilan looked at her in surprise, and the lady boss smiled when she saw her, "Is it really you?"

…

Xiao Ruoyan stood at the door coolly with her arms in her arms, a cigarette between her slender fingers, and her ears were the gurgling voices of men on the phone, "I, I, I!! I will meet the goddess today! How about? I haven't seen her for ten years. After seeing her, do I still want to hug her, kiss her, and bite her!!"

Xiao Ruoyan frowned, "Gao Yu, are you very free?"

Gao Yu, who was scolded on the phone, smiled, his voice was hearty, "Isn't this caring about you? Oh, listening to your voice, it seems that I didn't kiss him."

Xiao Ruoyan said coldly, "No, as long as she is sure she is doing well, I will leave immediately."

On the other side of the phone, he murmured something, "Not only did he not kiss, but he was flustered, didn’t he? That’s why I called you out? Hey, you’re really scared, didn’t you talk about it, ten years, Whether it is happiness or sadness, draw a satisfactory sentence, are you just saying that? Are you not going to have a goodbye kiss, you—"

Xiao Ruoyan resolutely shut off the phone and took a deep breath. She dusted her clothes and took a strong puff of cigarette.

A curling smoke ring floated in front of my eyes.

Xiao Ruoyan's eyes were a little blurred, she was thinking about the past in a daze, and before she knew it, a familiar scent came from around her.

At that moment, her body was instantly stiff as a stone.

Yan Zhilan didn't know when she came out of the cafe, how long she had stood beside her, let alone whether she had heard Xiao Ruoyan and Gao Yu's call.

The two were silent for a moment.

Yan Zhilan looked at Xiao Ruoyan, "The boss recognized us here."

what…

Xiao Ruoyan didn't react. Yan Zhilan looked at the cigarette at her fingertips, frowning her eyebrows imperceptibly, almost obeying the instinct of her heart. Xiao Ruoyan wiped out the cigarettes and threw them into the trash can next to her.

Wait for this series of actions to be completed.

Xiao Ruoyan was a little stunned, what was she doing?

Yan Zhilan was also a little stunned, looking at her faintly.

When she was a teenager, she sometimes followed the band to rehearse, and occasionally stayed up late, Xiao Ruoyan would smoke a cigarette. At that time, Yan Zhilan was simply Holmes, no matter how serious she took a bath after she returned to the dormitory, she also applied shower gel. It's perfume again. As long as Yan Zhilan is close to her, holding her and smelling it, sniffing like a puppy, Xiao Ruoyan immediately walks on thin ice and laughs cautiously, but as long as the leader's complexion changes, it's not a big deal. NS.

The light one will be reprimanded for a few words, and the heavy one will be bitten and swollen.

The wind blows...

Like people in their dreams, both of them were in a trance for a while.

Yan Zhilan was silent for a moment. She took out a gypsophila made of paper strips from her pocket, and said softly, "I don't know if you remember. Ten years ago, at the opening ceremony, we both performed improvisationally to help out. "

Xiao Ruoyan nodded, remember, she naturally remembered.

At that time, the two of them not only surprised the customers present, but also did not know how many people gathered to watch.

The proprietress was very happy. At that time, it was very popular to stack the sky with stars. She took out a note to the two people and said with a smile: "I am going to open my store as a century-old store. In the future, as long as you come, I will be free of orders. This, as me Lucky customers of, you can write down your wishes, and you can come and see them when you go to university in the future."

You can come and see when you go to university...

It seems that time has passed in the blink of an eye. Nowadays, they not only go to university, but have graduated and worked for many years.

The belated stars.

Xiao Ruoyan squeezed the star in her hand, and a heat wave surged in her eyes. Yan Zhilan looked at her eyes and turned to the beginning: "See you tomorrow."

She felt her uneasiness and avoidance.

Xiao Ruoyan nodded, her throat seemed to be stuck, and said with difficulty, "See you tomorrow."

Yan Zhilan left.

Her figure is still slender and beautiful, but there is a trace of loneliness and depression.

I didn't know how long I watched, Xiao Ruoyan opened the stars and looked at the words written ten years ago under Xiaoyan's gaze with the corners of his mouth frantically rising.

—May my she be the happiest girl in the world.

In the cold wind, Xiao Ruoyan looked down at the words, tears raining down.