I Heard You Still Love Her

Xiao Ruoyan cried bitterly in Xu Nian's arms.

Such a warm embrace has not passed for a long time.

The taste of mother and the taste of home are always what a person desires most in his heart.

In fact, in the most painful year, Xiao Ruoyan not only shed tears once, she was afraid of the future, fear of loss, and fear of pressure.

She was afraid that after all she waited so long, it would be nothing.

Many painful times, she will miss her home. There are parents who gave birth to her and raised her at home. She also thought about it, just give up, whatever they want, there is nothing perfect in people's lives.

But how many times, the painful blood flowed just as soon as her heart moved.

She can force herself to get married, start a family, have children, and then sink a heart to the bottom in the rush of time when she doesn't love.

But how about Xiaoyan?

She knows how stubborn Xiaoyan's character is.

If she knew that she was married and had children, would she collapse in pain?

Xiao Ruoyan thought, just hold on, even if it's a minute and a second, maybe next time, parents will understand her and won't be angry with her.

The years have passed in such a hurry. Ten years are not long or short.

Long enough to let her no longer expect the acceptance of her parents.

So short that Xiaoyan returned to her embrace.

She was supposed to be happy, but she didn't know why her tears could not be controlled.

Xu Nian held her, the same old tears.

When the daughter left, her hair was still black. Although tortured by the illness, it was well maintained. The husband and wife were loving and the daughter was obedient, which made her look much younger among her peers.

But now, the wrinkles of the years have covered her cheeks. After so long of seeing the saw, Xu Nian has lost the hope and requirements for her daughter. What she wants is for the rest of her life, the family can be peaceful. Sitting together, when she saw her daughter, she was no longer treated like an enemy, and she didn't burst into tears anymore.

Follow her wish.

When she gave birth to her daughter, Xu Nian held her and looked at her innocent smile. Wasn't the only wish in her heart that she wanted her to be happy and safe for a lifetime.

They can't be on the way they hope most, the biggest stumbling block is their old couple.

Life is over a hundred, and I don’t know how long I will spend with my child in the future. I can make up for as much as I can do.

The moment Xiao Ruoyan came out of the house, standing in the sun, her eyes were reddish, but she was glowing with happiness.

She was almost uncontrollable and ran all the way to school.

The surrounding wind was whistling in her ears, and she couldn't wait to yell, wanting to declare this happiness to the world. 1

When she ran downstairs, Xiao Ruoyan gasped and gasped. She stabilized her guilty conscience and stared at it for a few seconds outside the classroom, waiting for Xiaoyan to come out of class.

In the past, there was a tacit understanding between her and Yan Zhilan. Public and private were separated. When Xiaoyan was in class, she would not easily call and send messages to harass her, for fear that she would not concentrate.

But now, Yan Zhilan has received Xiao Ruoyan's message.

——I'll wait for you downstairs and come out after class.

Yan Zhilan felt a little uneasy. She was afraid that something might happen, so she calmed her mind and finished the lesson for everyone.

The bell just rang after class.

She walked faster than the students and hurried downstairs with the textbook in her arms.

She is so eager.

Happiness came with great difficulty, everything was like a dream, such an unrealistic feeling made her panic now, for fear that it would break like a bubble.

Arrived downstairs.

Xiao Ruoyan was standing there looking at her, under the sun, she smiled brightly at Yan Zhilan.

Yan Zhilan was stunned, the wind blew through her long hair, and the skirt wafted with the wind, as if the two met when they were young.

Xiao Ruoyan stepped forward and took her hand. Because of her excitement, her palms oozes sweat, hot and hot, through the palm of her palm, it reached Yan Zhilan's heart, and she looked at Xiao Ruoyan in surprise.

Xiao Ruoyan didn't speak, and hurriedly pulled her to the corner of no one. She tried to restrain herself. Yan Zhilan felt her eagerness and accelerated her pace.

To the corner of no one.

Xiao Ruoyan hugged Yan Zhilan, put her arms around her waist, and turned around in a circle.

Yan Zhilan's toes were off the ground. She exclaimed and hugged Xiao Ruoyan: "Ayan, what's the matter with you?"

Xiao Ruoyan's eyes were red, as if she wanted to cry and laugh. She couldn't help but kissed Yan Zhilan on the forehead and hugged her hard: "Xiaoyan, I'm waiting, we're waiting!"

Xiao Yan was lifted high by her, and she could feel Xiao Ruoyan's tightened arms and a violent heartbeat coming through her chest. She knew that Xiao Ruoyan was going home today. See her like this and listen to her saying this. I guessed it, Yan Zhilan was a little startled: "Auntie, she..."

Xiao Ruoyan nodded, her tears falling down her cheeks, she hugged Xiaoyan tightly.

Try harder.

Harder...

once.

They are like mice on the street.

You can't panic all day long.

Even if the love is firm, the love is lingering, and the love is inseparable, the word separation adds a shadow day by day.

Happy through.

Walked through separately.

Through the pain.

They were recognized after all.

Xiaoyan's tears also shed. It should have been the happiest moment, but the two of them cried with each other in their hands.

No one can understand.

On one side is the affectionate lover, on the other side is the family of the dear ones.

Being torn by both sides, day by day insomnia, day by day toss and turns, day by day only a cigarette to accompany.

They can't see the future, but they don't want to give up the future.

After all, he ushered in his own future.

Yan Zhilan was also excited. She squatted on the ground and called her sister, talking while calling.

She can only share it with her sister when she is so happy.

Yan Zhiyi listened to her sister crying unbearably over there, sitting in the office with red eyes, feeling happy for her and heartbroken for her.

hang up the phone.

Xiao Ruoyan hugged Xiaoyan again, and the two of them held each other tightly for a long time, and finally looked at each other, getting closer and closer, and kissing each other like they did in adolescence.

For the first kiss.

Both the boss and Lan Lan asked them who took the initiative.

Xiao Ruoyan and Xiaoyan had said this many times, but no one believed it.

During the vacation of the second year of high school, the dormitory chose to go to Hainan to rest and play before the arrival of the third year of high school.

That season, the blue sea and blue sky, the breeze is quiet.

Xiao Ruoyan and Yan Zhilan are in the early stages of an ambiguous window paper about to be broken.

They originally went to Sanya to play, but later there, Xiao Ruoyan received a message from a friend that there was a business show. If they were to go, they would be able to sponsor the whole trip for the money.

When she went back to tell the people in the dormitory, the boss and Lanlan were naturally excited.

Yan Zhilan hesitated, "What kind of friend is it?"

Xiao Ruoyan smiled: "It's an older sister who is a teenager, and her surname is Wang."

At that time, A Yan had a characteristic of recruiting sisters. She was particularly attractive to older people. Perhaps it was her cold appearance that made them unable to resist contact and want to melt.

Yan Zhilan thought carefully, she did not speak, nodded in response.

The day of the performance went well.

Xiao Ruoyan was also very relaxed. She wore a very casual dress. A white long dress was like a dusty princess in the sea. The guitar was hot again, and a few songs came down and turned the audience.

The performance is over.

Sister Wang stepped forward and hugged Xiao Ruoyan, and smiled and said, "Ruoyan, you are awesome." Xiao Ruoyan smiled, "Sister, you can tell me if you have this kind of opportunity in the future."

Sister Wang nodded. She looked at Xiao Ruoyan, her eyes bright.

She is a mature woman who has never been married and has almost come out publicly in the circle.

The evening is a bonfire feast.

Sister Wang invited four people over.

Lan Lan and the boss like to be lively and very happy. They danced with a bunch of people eating and drinking and holding hands.

Sister Wang took care of Xiao Ruoyan and gave her a taste of everything in advance, and the coconut chicken specially selected the tenderest parts for her.

The friends around her all looked at the two people tacitly, and some even started to make noises.

"Yo, Sister Wang, why didn't you think you were so kind to us?"

"Tsk tusk, what do you know, this is called preference."

...

Sister Wang laughed, but Xiao Ruoyan’s expression was not very good. Although she was a little slower in feelings, she was not a fool. When she saw Sister Wang’s friends booing so much, she immediately lost her appetite. I don’t know why, she looked up subconsciously. Looked towards Xiaoyan.

Xiao Yan wore a rose-red dress today, and the little woman's mature charm was released a little bit. There were so many people around her that she was talking to each other, but she turned a blind eye.

Xiaoyan has always been able to blend in with the crowd, but at this moment, she was holding a glass of red wine in her hand and drinking it to herself, the wind disturbed her long hair, and her eyes were blurred.

Xiao Ruoyan walked over and took away the wine in her hand.

Yan Zhilan looked at her with a haze in her eyes.

Xiao Ruoyan: "Why are you still drinking?"

Yan Zhilan didn't say a word, she got up and walked back, her feet were soft, and she staggered. Xiao Ruoyan hurriedly supported her, Wang Jie stood up and followed her for two steps: "Ruoyan, are you okay?"

Xiao Ruoyan's tone obviously brought a sense of distance, "Sister Wang, we are a little tired, let's go back first."

Sister Wang nodded, she stared at Xiao Ruoyan with a pair of eyes, and then at Xiaoyan, a little dim.

On the way back to the hotel, Xiaoyan didn't say anything all the way.

Into the hotel.

She was sitting on the moonlit rooftop, holding her slightly bent knees in her hands, her expression a bit cold.

Xiao Ruoyan walked over: "Aren't you happy?"

She found that Xiaoyan didn't talk very much this day.

If it's for others, she doesn't have the patience to ask.

Yan Zhilan's transparent eyes stared at Xiao Ruoyan for a moment, and said faintly, "You have a smell."

Smelly?

Xiao Ruoyan lowered her head and smelled it herself, no, she had just taken a bath before eating.

Yan Zhilan felt uncomfortable. The picture of sister Wang holding Xiao Ruoyan flashed through her mind time and time again. She was a little bit drunk. She was coldly domineering: "It smells bad, you go take a bath."

Xiao Ruoyan looked at Yan Zhilan strangely, she had never seen Xiao Yan like this.

Just go.

She had to take a bath before going to bed.

Xiao Ruoyan was absent from the bath, and with the patter of water, her heart was very confused.

She seemed to understand something, and it seemed that she couldn't catch it.

That feels even though.

When she came out of the shower, Xiaoyan still kept the same movement, just hugging herself like that, looking lonely from her back makes people feel distressed.

Xiao Ruoyan walked over and wrapped her in a soft blanket, "What's the matter with you?"

She knew that Xiaoyan was not happy.

Xiao Yan didn't speak, looking at the moonlight outside the window quietly.

Xiao Ruoyan sat down beside her, and also did not speak.

Just finished the bath.

The scent spread on her body. After sitting for a while, Yan Zhilan asked quietly: "Ayan, do you like being extraordinary?"

Xiao Ruoyan's heart jumped, and at that moment, she was a little flustered, "I...no, no."

Like people?

Like those in the class, who are always getting tired of each other day by day, do they want to find no one to do some small actions?

Yan Zhilan smiled faintly, she tilted her head, her expression was a bit charming: "I have."

Xiao Ruoyan's heart jumped to her throat, she couldn't say a word, her body tightened into a ball.

Yan Zhilan gently, she tilted her head, stared straight into Xiao Ruoyan's eyes, and said softly, "I like her for a long time."

Xiao Ruoyan didn't know what was wrong with her, she couldn't say a word, and she couldn't even move her body as if she had been tapped.

Yan Zhilan smiled slightly at her nervous look. Her voice was very soft, mixed in the wind, charming and charming: "I don't like you being with Sister Wang."

Xiao Ruoyan stammered: "She... is a performance."

Yan Zhilan's eyes were dark, and her lips were so red that people wanted to kiss: "Ayan, I'm actually very rich."

Xiao Ruoyan was speechless again, and her face turned red a little bit.

Yan Zhilan turned sideways, leaning forward slightly, staring at her eyes unblinkingly: "I don't like the smell of others on you, and I don't like you smiling at others. If it's just for acting, I can also ask you. If it’s for money, I can also give it to you. I can also give you a lot..."

Xiao Ruoyan's head was boiling, and Yan Zhilan's thin lips made a nice arc, and her eyelashes blinked gently like wings, bringing out a bit of temptation.

The moonlight is getting darker.

The temperature rises.

As they looked at each other, before they knew it, the two people got closer and closer.

Can't tell who took the initiative.

When the four lips were getting together, Xiao Ruoyan really felt that electricity was flowing through her body. She looked at Yan Zhilan blankly, rejoicing and a little scared and terrified, but Yan Zhilan refused to let her back down and held her aside nervously. With her fingers clasped, she tilted her head and kissed her again.

now.

More than ten years have passed.

The two people did the same action again.

Only this time, it was Xiao Ruoyan who clasped Yan Zhilan's hand and kissed her gently.

In the end, both of them were in tears.

Yan Zhilan opened her eyes, looked at Xiao Ruoyan and asked softly, "Ayan, is it a dream?"

Xiao Ruoyan looked into her eyes: "No, Xiaoyan, we really did it."

As she said, she leaned forward, squeezed Yan Zhilan's face and smiled and asked, "Does it hurt?"

Yan Zhilan also smiled, she twisted the soft flesh on Xiao Ruoyan's waist: "How about you?"

...

The two were torn and bitten together for some reason.

Before they entered the house, they were so excited that the door did not close in time.

Now I was biting so much that I couldn't see Xu Nian when he was standing at the door.

Xu Nian was carrying the vegetables just bought from the market in both hands. She and her daughter were in a much better mood after they made it through. They sent her a message saying that they would come over and cook them a meal. By the way, Xiaoyan was looking at what happened before. I have to say sorry too.

But now...

She looked at the two people who were still fighting, and the bag in her hand fell to the ground.

The two grinning people on the sofa heard the noise and became stiff, and turned their heads to look at the door together.

Xu Nian opened her mouth and looked at the two people, her pupils plunged into an earthquake.

The author has something to say: You can't be too frustrated.