I Heard You Still Love Her

Chapter 78:

The cold rain was falling, Xiao Ruoyan hugged herself tightly, she really shrank and shrank again and again.

Lan Lan looked at her sympathetically, it was over, brother-in-law, it seems that your abstinence plan tonight has failed, and you are about to start enjoying the nourishment of love all night.

My sister also changed her attitude. In the past, she didn't understand why her sister was so possessive of Xiao Ruoyan, but she gradually understood after having Lanlan.

There is no reason for love.

Just love her, no matter how love is not enough, I want her eyes to stay on my body forever.

Seeing her looking at others will involuntarily get angry, for no reason.

A little bit domineering and strong.

"Hello?" Xu Nian, who personally threw her daughter into the fire pit, didn't even know it. She asked suspiciously, "Ruoyan, what's the matter?"

Xiao Ruoyan was already scared and dumb. Xiaoyan looked at her eyes and answered the phone. Her tone was very soft: "Auntie, it's my Xiaoyan."

Now it was Xu Nian's turn to be scared into a fool.

Xiao Yan's voice is so gentle, "Thank you for the clues provided by Auntie, please take a good rest, and Ayan and I will go back to see you in a few days."

Xu Nian:...

God, what did she do? ? ?

I don't know what I did.

Anyway, as soon as Xiao Ruoyan and Xiao Yan returned home, Xiao Yan pushed them down on the bed and kissed them.

There was a hint of dominance in the tenderness of the kiss.

Xiao Ruoyan looked like a peach blossom, and her long hair fluttered like silk on the white bed, her face full of petting and helplessness.

Xiao Yan finally leaned on her neck angrily, and said quietly: "You are mine."

Xiao Ruoyan nodded, "I know, you won't really believe what your mother said."

Xiaoyan snorted coldly. She stroked A Yan's long hair and played with one hand, "I know I shouldn't be angry, but I'm just a little bit angry, A Yan, you can't fall in love with others."

Xiao Ruoyan hugged her tightly and said softly, "I know."

After all, it is a human being, but there is still anxiety and anxiety in the heart.

Xiaoyan leaned on her and said softly: "I didn't know that love would kill people like this before I actually met you, Ayan, if I didn't have you, I really didn't know what I would do."

Sometimes, Xiao Yan knew that it was not good for her to have such a strong possessiveness, and she even felt that she would be a little bit "sick", which would make A Yan scared.

But she couldn't help it.

A Yan in the dream has been driven away by her.

If she disappeared from the truth.

Then where should she go.

Xiao Yan held Xiao Ruoyan's chin and looked at her eyes condescendingly. She couldn't see enough at all. After a while, she lowered her head and gently rubbed the tip of her nose with the tip of her nose, sighing from the bottom of her heart: "Really My favorite hobby loves you."

Xiao Ruoyan smiled, she hugged her neck and gently gave feedback, "I know."

She knew, this sentence began when the two people confirmed their relationship.

I remember that after the kiss in Hainan, everything changed when I returned.

What I look forward to most is the little happiness when the lights in the dormitory are turned off every night.

As a girl, Xiao Ruoyan never knew that, as a girl, she could be so gentle and charming.

Xiaoyan will lie on her body, pester her, twist her, and say in her ear the most beautiful love words in the world: "Ayan, you are mine."

Xiao Ruoyan loved blushing a lot when she was a teenager, but she was white, especially obvious.

Xiao Yan loves to see her dodge and enjoy, soft kisses, hugs, and dependence. Both girls are fragrant, with long hair entwined, and have had the best time.

Her love for herself.

Xiao Ruoyan knows it, and her attitude today is also very sincere, trying to confess and be lenient, Xiaoyan looked into her eyes: "You all know."

Xiao Ruoyan nodded and Xiaoyan smiled. She touched Xiao Ruoyan's face with one hand: "Then do you know where the Huya senior sister that auntie said is?"

Xiao Ruoyan:...

Damn it.

she does not know.

What does her woman want to do, did she raise her AK47 to abruptly?

It was another long night.

Xiao Yan used her lips to tell the world a little bit. She is always so energetic. Xiao Ruoyan always said that she didn't seem to be enough, but Xiao Yan smiled and said, "We have been apart for ten years, of course it will take so long Fill in the blank space a little bit."

Ten years of separation may be separated a lot.

Someone once said that no matter how deep the feeling is, time can't be used as a killer.

But it seems that Xiaoyan and Xiao Ruoyan are very tenacious little pigs. Not only did they escape under the knife, they became stronger.

When preparing to have children.

A grand meeting was held at home on both sides.

Both Xu Nian and Yan Zhiyi came, but this time, the sister also brought her family, brother-in-law Lan Lan.

Lanlan has a good look and bought many gifts for Xu Nian. She smiled slightly with her teacup: "Hello Auntie, I am my sister's girlfriend, and we will be a family in the future."

Xu Nian looked at Lan Lan a little surprised and helpless, she smiled.

I still remember when I was in high school, a few children would always run home.

At that time, she and Xiao He were very happy because they had expected too much of Xiao Ruoyan since childhood, and perhaps the requirements were too harsh, which made her taciturn.

But because of the children in the 417 dorm, she is much warmer and often laughs.

Lanlan and Xiao Ruoyan are very good, and she is also very good at pleasing old people. Several times, Lanlan held Xu Nian in an arm like a baby: "Auntie Auntie, your cooking is so delicious, and I will be your daughter in the future. OK?"

Xiao Yan glanced at Lan Lan, without saying a word, twisting Xiao Ruoyan's butt, Xiao Ruoyan coughed, "What are you doing? Lan Lan?"

Xu Nian kept smiling.

Among the children, her family conditions are the most average, but every time she comes, Xu Nian will make a lot of delicious food for her daughter, and various snacks are also prepared, so she is the most popular.

Now, it has been around for so many years.

It was really pierced by Lan Lan's words.

They really became a family.

Although her daughter didn't follow her initial hope, Xu Nianzhen's eye sockets were a little bit sour at this moment.

Xiaoyan and Xiao Ruoyan sat side by side holding hands, smiling at the others.

Xu Nian was the oldest, and she was the first to speak: "Although the two children are both young, you can't worry about the children, you still have to go for a systematic physical examination first."

My sister nodded, "I have arranged the hospital."

Xiaoyan looked up at her, "Sister, I—"

"Shut up." Yan Zhiyi was very domineering, "Before you can do whatever you want. This time, I will listen to my sister."

She knew that her sister had never wanted the idea of "privilege", but why did she work so hard every day?

At this time, everyone must give her sister absolute love.

Xiao Ruoyan took Xiao Yan's hand and wrote words gently on her hand. Xiao Yan was a little distracted, and a numb feeling spread across her palms. She discerned carefully, her eyes flushed.

——We are going to have a baby.

They are going to have their own babies.

Once upon a time, this was something I couldn't even think of.

Now, with their insistence, they really did what they wanted to paint a little bit of a home.

The conversation went smoothly, but Xiao Ruoyan said, "Let me say a word."

Everyone turned to look at her, and Xiaoyan looked at her too.

Xiao Ruoyan touched Xiaoyan's hair with a soft voice: "When I was young, Xiaoyan's body was hurt for various reasons."

Speaking of this, her sister's eyes were dim, her heart shrank, Lan Lan held her hand and pursed her lips.

This was the gloomiest moment in the Yan family.

Although it has passed, Jianzhe can still feel that biting.

"Mom, you also told me that a woman giving birth is like walking through a ghost door. Let me come this time."

She looked at Xiao Yan, Xiao Yan pursed her lips: "But..."

Xiao Ruoyan held her hand, gentle and domineering: "Observe."

After all, it is the child of two people. Even parents and elders cannot participate in such a thing.

Xu Nian and Yan Zhiyi thought about it at the end and both said they listened to them.

When I got home.

Xiao Ruoyan also said to her according to Xiaoyan: "You see, from an objective and practical point of view, my body is more suitable, let alone anything else, I used to have better physical strength than you."

Xiao Yan didn't say a word.

She loves Xiao Ruoyan more than her life.

Although she didn't speak, Xiao Ruoyan felt the waves in her heart with her slightly cool palms. She put her arm around Xiaoyan's shoulders and gently kissed her forehead: "I listened to many things in the past. Yours, this matter, will you listen to me?"

She can't lose Xiaoyan.

In the past, although she was not by Xiaoyan's side, she just heard her sister say that the fear of loss followed the skin all over the body cells and eventually spread to the heart. She could hardly breathe because of the pain.

She knows what Xiao Yan is thinking, and she knows that Xiao Yan is so true to her.

Xiao Ruoyan understands that actually giving birth to children is only because of individuals, and not everyone is in danger.

But it was one in ten thousand danger, she didn't want Xiaoyan to go through it again.

What's more, she has just stopped taking the drug and her body and mind are adjusting. Xiao Ruoyan has checked the information and said that the postpartum woman's physique will change a lot, along with hormone body problems, there are many long-term Psychological problems.

Xiao Ruoyan always thought that she was strong enough that she could bear it.

They both love each other more than their lives.

In this matter, Xiao Ruoyan grinned Xiaoyan for a long time, and finally convinced her.

The day I went to check my body.

The two families are here, and everyone pays attention to it, even Ruan Yihan and President Qin are here.

President Qin and Ruan Yihan also thought about having children as they grew older, but they were delayed because of various things. Before the examination, they smiled and said that if Xiao Ruoyan and Xiaoyan went well this time, they would also Plan it.

Even Lan Lan took her sister's hand and said sternly, "We might consider it too."

As soon as she finished speaking, she was blown into the air by Xiao Yan's eyes.

Because my sister has arranged everything in advance.

Therefore, the inspection time is not long, and a series of inspections have been completed for most of the day, and the results came out very quickly.

The dean is an amiable old lady, two people she personally received.

She looked at the reports of the two people and said with a smile: "In general, neither body is suitable for having children."

Unexpected answer.

Both Xiao Ruoyan's and Xiao Yan's hearts tightened.

The dean first said Xiaoyan, "Have you ever taken hormone drugs before? Several test results are not up to standard and need to be adjusted. As for Ms. Xiao." She sighed: "Your indicators are all It’s not very good. Did you care about your body before? You have severe cold in your palace, heavy polycystic ovaries, and effusion in your uterus, and you don’t feel that your stomach will be uncomfortable, especially before and after your menstrual period?"

Xiao Ruoyan's head was buzzing, she felt uncomfortable, but what did she rely on for so many years of wandering outside? It's fate.

She left her hometown and became homeless. Isn't she just trying her life?

She does the work that no one else can do.

She adds to classes that other people can't afford.

She gnaws on things that others can't gnaw off.

Now... her body gave back.

In the end, Xiao Ruoyan couldn't hear what the dean said, she only looked at Xiaoyan with a stern expression.

The dean is a very serious person, and she will not conceal much, telling the truth: "From the perspective of the bodies of two people, Ms. Yan can make a little adjustment, and Ms. Xiao, you see that you are not only in gynecology, you Does my stomach often drink and eat irregularly? The gastric mucosa has problems. I have to do a gastroscope and check it later. And your heart. You can’t stay up all night anymore. At such a young age, you have a bit of myocardial ischemia. If you continue to stand like this..."

In the end, the dean looked at Xiao Ruoyan: "It's not that I scared you, you are so young, that's it, this is checked out, otherwise... Hey, the young people who are there don't know how to cherish the body... "

Obviously it is for the child to check.

But this time, they were terrified.

Xiao Ruoyan's health is terrible.

Neither of them looked very good when they came out.

Originally, President Qin and his sister were still smiling and chatting, and they looked serious when they saw that they had both shut up like this.

On the way back.

Xiaoyan has been comforting Xiao Ruoyan: "It's okay, Ayan, it will be a long time in the future, let's adjust slowly, don't worry."

Xiao Ruoyan's hands were icy cold, she was silent for a long time, looking at Xiaoyan and said quietly, "Xiaoyan, am I very useless?"

Xiao Yan squeezed her hand and shook her head with red eyes, "Don't say that."

Xiao Ruoyan looked ahead and said softly, "I still want to protect you."

With her body like this, the dean said it politely, so it was no different from a useless person.

In a person's life, energy is limited.

There are a lot of people who are taken care of by A Yan.

Xiaoyan, parents, friends.

Only without herself.

She has always felt young, with a good physical foundation, and able to resist. She just needs to bite her teeth before committing a crime, and even the usual stomachaches and heart cramps, she doesn't care.

Now, I finally suffer the consequences.

Xiaoyan squeezed her hand: "I want you to protect me."

She needs A Yan.

No one dared to tell Xu Nian about this result.

She has been worrying about her for most of her life, and she is too old to make her feel more troubled. She just said in a perfunctory manner that the doctor said that the two of them do not pay attention to maintenance, and their bodies need to be adjusted with Chinese medicine.

Xu Nian was quite worried after hearing this. She insisted on buying an old hen to stew the soup for two people to adjust their bodies, and clamored for them to go to bed and get up early, so she couldn't toss about it anymore.

Both Xiaoyan and Xiao Ruoyan were absent-minded when they agreed, and Xu Nian thought they were perfunctory and scolded them.

Yan's condition has not been very good.

She is an easy minded person.

In fact, she and Xiaoyan have considered death many times over the years after being separated.

She is not afraid of death.

But I am afraid that if I really leave on my own, it will leave endless sadness to the family, and her small face... They are just a little happier.

When she got home, Xiao Yan made some porridge for her. Xiao Ruoyan was not in the mood to eat. She squeezed out a smile to make Xiao Yan at ease, and finally said she was a little sleepy and went to bed.

Maybe it was affected by the inspection during the day, or maybe there was too much pressure in my heart.

Xiao Ruoyan was dreaming.

In the dream, she saw her tomb in the depths of her favorite rice field.

And she was in a state of floating in the air like a soul, standing and watching.

She watched her relatives and friends cry, watched her parents howl and cry, watched Xiaoyan who was wearing white clothes kneeling in silent tears, watched Xiaoyan looking into the distance, and said sadly: "Ayan, you promise Mine, have you forgotten..."

She woke up from her dream, touched her hand, and touched the bedside, but she didn't see Xiaoyan.

That dream was so real that even Xiao Ruoyan could see the name on the tombstone clearly. Her heart was beating fiercely, and her throbbing pain alleviated for a long time before she got up and went to look for Xiaoyan.

She knew that seeing Xiaoyan must be uncomfortable, but she didn't want her to see it.

A Yan before going to bed.

Xiaoyan has been watching her by the side. She has been watching for a long time, but tears have been falling.

Halfway through, she answered her sister's phone, fearing that Xiao Ruoyan might be quarreling, she went to the next room to pick it up.

On the phone, my sister comforted Xiaoyan carefully: "It's okay, Xiaoyan, don't think too much. Seeing that the medical treatment is so advanced and technological advancement, it will be better to adjust slowly. It is better to find out early than to find out later, you ......" She bit her lip: "Are you okay?"

Xiao Yan kept silent, after a long time, she said softly: "I'm fine, sister."

The ending sound is already choked.

After hanging up the phone, Xiaoyan felt that she couldn't be idle, she needed to do something.

She took out Ayan's clothes, the vest, jeans, and coat she had stolen before, and put them in a big basin.

She didn't want to cry.

But as I washed and washed, there was more and more water waves in the big basin.

In the end, Xiaoyan burst into tears. She cried, crying uncomfortably, and she couldn't help but tremble all over her crying.

Xiaoyan never cried like this since she and Ayan came back.

She doesn't know what's wrong, she just wants to cry, she just feels uncomfortable, she wants to cry whenever she sees everything.

She bit her lip fiercely.

She told herself to be strong and she had to help Ayan adjust her body. She saw that she was relying on her.

Until the moment when she was hugged and fell into the warm embrace behind her, Xiao Yan cried, and A Yan who was holding her also cried silently. Xiao Yan grabbed one of her arms and bit her lip: "A Yan... …"

Xiao Ruoyan nodded, tears on his cheeks.

Xiaoyan trembled: "You, can't you know something?"

Xiao Ruoyan nodded again.

she knows.

she knows……

Xiao Yan turned around and hugged her hard.

Once, she thought that God was unfair, so she and Ayan had experienced so much.

She once said that she would never ask God for anything.

It can be seen that now, what child, what in the future, she only wants to ask a lover to be safe.

She can't lose Ayan.

She would not survive that way.

The author has something to say: People will experience many ups and downs in their lifetime.