I [Imperial] Am This Type of Man

It was a storm outside, and Gu Jingzhen went out wearing a coat. This day was when Gu's second child disappeared. He came to the harbor as usual and watched the dark clouds on the sea.

The billowing ink waves were tumbling in the sky, and purple lightning flashed from time to time.

Gu Jingzhen stood for an hour at the beach and walked to a restaurant by the beach.

This restaurant has no private rooms and is surrounded by transparent glass materials, so that every customer eating inside can see the beautiful sea view.

Gu Jingzhen walked to the sitting position, only to find that there were already people sitting there.

He did n’t have much appetite, he just wanted to see it for a while in the old position. He had watched the monitoring of the harbor. His second brother fell down from that area and was swept away by the storm. The capital city was not found. .

Gu Jingzhen paused and said to the man at the table, "Can I sit opposite you?"

The man looked like a dumb person, nodded slightly, his eyes seemed to fall on him at all.

Gu Jingzhen sat down, sitting still.

The man across the room seemed to be waiting for the waiter to serve, and sat silently there.

It wasn't until the waiter came to ask Gu Jingzhen to order food, and Gu Jingzhen suddenly looked back, asked for a glass of boiling water, and ordered a few dishes at will.

Although he didn't want to eat, he never shy away from spending. After ordering, he also gave the waiter a tip.

The opposite man noticed his move and suddenly asked, "Have you ever lived abroad?"

Gu Jingzhen glanced at the man, thinking that he had taken the initiative to sit down, and he did not refuse to let people go thousands of miles away: "Yes, live a few years." At that time, he didn't have to worry about anything, and whenever he asked to go out to see and see the family was very supportive .

It didn't take long for him to return and everything changed.

Sometimes Gu Jing really thought that it would be nice if he didn't go abroad.

Even a few years later-

Everything will be different.

"I know that is the case. There is no such generous habit in China as you do," the man said again. "You seem a little regretful?"

regret? Gu Jingzhen jumped heartily, but did not answer. Even if his mood is abnormal today, he won't talk to a stranger about his feelings over the years.

No one needs to know what happened between him and the second brother.

The man didn't continue the topic.

After a while, the man pointed at the sea where Gu Jingzhen was looking at: "I see you have been staring at that side, is there anything special there?"

Gu Jingzhen said coldly, "Sir, can you calm me down?"

The man said, "Oh, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry, I just feel that you look sad. I hope you can talk to others about your sufferings." He paused, "I'm very willing to listen to you . "

Gu Jingzhen listened to the other party's calm but gentle tone, and slightly hesitated.

He suddenly remembered that his elder brother was also such a person, and he was ruthlessly and strictly demanded from childhood, and in fact he was always gentle with his brother.

Since he became the head of the Gu family, no one has dared to talk to him like that.

Until the last conversation with Ji Jinrong, he only faintly felt alive-at other times, he walked forward step by step as his own plan.

Gu Jingzhen looked at the man in front of him, and found that his face was handsome and handsome, but his skin was strangely white.

His voice was also slightly hoarse, as if he had been severely crushed.

Gu Jingzhen said, "I don't want to talk to a guy who is hiding."

Men's meal.

The waiter brought his order.

The man buried his head to eat.

Gu Jingzhen continued to look at the sea outside.

He comes here at this time of the year. If anyone wants to know, it should not be difficult to find out. If the other party knows everything about the Gu family again, how easy is it to pick someone to approach him according to his brother's model?

Gu Jing really didn't want to find the shadow of his brother from anyone.

When his food was delivered, he felt that he was really a bit hungry, and ate silently like the man across from him.

When he was half-eaten, the man set aside the tableware and the waiter took them away and asked for a glass of water to sit in place.

Gu Jingzhen felt the other person's eyes fall on himself.

Gu Jingzhen paused and said, "It's rude to keep staring at others."

The man said sorry: "I'm sorry, I'm just curious about you. You seem to be a respected and good person, but you are so sad and painful. Before you came in, I've been watching you here for a long time and heard the waiter "He said, gazing at Gu Jingzhen." They say, you do this almost every year. "

Gu Jingzhen listened to the other's patient explanation, and his heart twitched inexplicably.

Maybe it was really his heart.

The man in front of him was just curious about the reasons for his sadness.

Many people will want to know what the wound that others are covering looks like.

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Many people like to open their hands covering others' wounds, appreciate the wounds and blood dripping from the wounds, and comfort you with a few words of lightness.

They are really kind, but more, they just want to satisfy their curiosity.

Gu Jingzhen also put down the tableware. He looked at the sea outside the window: "It's nothing special, something happened to one of my important relatives."

The man said with regret: "The dead are dead, don't be too sad."

Gu Jingzhen said: "The saddest time has passed. Maybe when I find out the truth, I will let it go. Now I can't let it go because it hasn't ended." He slowly Say, "In a few years, maybe I will forget him."

The man didn't speak, just stared at him gently, as if comforting him silently.

Gu Jingzhen said, "What about you? Why did you change your face and voice? Have you done any bad things before?"

The man was not surprised that he found his disguise, but said jokingly: "Yes, I have done many bad things before, and I still want them."

Gu Jingzhen said, "Just tell me like this, aren't you afraid I'll tell you?"

The man said, "Before you told me, I had run far, and you couldn't find me at all." He teased, "Maybe the police will tell you to report false alarms, and then detain you for ten or eight days, Educate you deeply. "

Gu Jingzhen said, "In the beginning I thought you were a dumb person." I didn't expect it to be this temper.

The man said, "I'm usually very quiet, but suddenly my words have become more and more to you." He laughed, and the smile on his face looked a little weird, and his voice became rougher. "I also It's amazing. "

Gu Jingzhen also thought it was wonderful. The more he talked, the more he and the two people in front of him looked like friends for many years.

At least he could easily see his emotions from his fake face.

The other person was really friendly to him.

But things like "friendliness" can't move Gu Jingzhen.

Gu Jingzhen continued to fix his food.

The man sighed and said, "I thought you would say at least a few more words. I didn't expect you to have any curiosity."

Gu Jing smiled and didn't speak. curiosity? This kind of thing is only when you care about the other person. The man in front of him is just a stranger. Why should he be curious?

The man understood what Gu Jing really meant. "That's right, you're right," he said. "It's not a good habit to be curious about others."

Gu Jingzhen nodded.

The man said, "I actually want to talk to someone."

Gu Jingzhen stopped eating and looked at the man, waiting for him to say.

The man said, "I probably can't escape this time. There are always things that should come, so," he watched Gu Jingzhen, "I want to talk to someone."

Gu Jingzhen said, "Is that so?"

The man said, "I still have relatives in my family, but I can't see him. From the day I started to flee, I can't be their relatives anymore," he said sternly. Will not hate me-will I hate my brother without me. "

Gu Jingzhen listened quietly.

The man asked again, "Do you hate the loved one who left you?"

Gu Jingzhen said, "I'm an adult."

An adult, what does it mean to leave? People live in the world, who can not do without it? Does he blame his second brother for not being successful? He only hated that he didn't come back earlier, so he was out of the country for a long time, so he couldn't start the investigation.

The man said, "But I don't think you've been relieved."

Gu Jingzhen said, "It's not because I hate him," he stared slightly, telling a stranger the deepest secret in his heart, "that's because I love him."

Because I love him, I ca n’t let go.

Explaining the secret in the bottom of his heart, Gu Jingzhen was not so taboo. He exhaled softly and said, "He is my elder brother, but not a close brother. He was brought back by my father when he was on a mission, and he was raised as a child of our family. Later, the elder brother was useless, and I didn't want to carry it. Incident, he became a half headed family. "

The man stared at him.

Gu Jingzhen said: "He shouldn't have died early," he glare, "I am the one who should do those things and the hardships. It is because I cannot face the feelings in my heart that I will immerse myself in ' "In art, you go abroad to hide away."

The man said, "So you already have feelings for him at that time, but you can only go abroad if you can't face the fact that you fall in love with your brother?" What he wanted to ask was, in fact, was it because he hated the entanglement of his brother?

Gu Jingzhen said, "Yes, that's it. When he came to our house, I was not born. Since birth, I have regarded him as my own brother-someone who falls in love with his own brother. It sounds terrible, isn't it? ?"

The man said, "If he knew all this, he would be very happy. Even if he was killed immediately, he might be willing."

Gu Jingzhen said, "I don't want him to die," he looked at the sea out the window, "I think he is alive."

"I think he appeared in front of me alive." Gu Jingzhen said slowly.

Every time he stood on this harbour, he felt that the next moment his second brother would drill out of the sea and shake the drops of water on his hair. Haha laughed and said, "I am playing with you. Believe? "

The man said, "But when people live in the world, there is always something they have to do."

Gu Jing really jumped.

The pager on the man rang.

He glanced at him and said to Gu Jingzhen, "Goodbye, thank you for speaking with me." He paused, "If I were your brother, I would hope you forget me and live well-maybe he did Everything is for you to live a peaceful and beautiful life. "

"Maybe," the man had stood up, but his eyes still fell on Gu Jingzhen, with a serious tone. "It is his greatest wish to live well."