I just reborn, how come I become a scumbag?

"You said I was the sun. Look, the little sun is sitting next to you. Aren't we shoulder to shoulder?" Xu Anruo continued to flirt.

"Yes, yes, if Xiao Xu says it is, then it is." She pursed her lips and blushed. She had never been so lively and cute before.

Xu Anruo looked at her, a little dazed.

At this moment, Xu Anruo felt a special impulse in his heart. He wanted to hug her and kiss her again.

But the more he felt this way, the more he didn't have the courage. He was afraid that the situation would start to get completely out of control and make him completely at a loss.

Xu Anruo still didn't dare to respond.

The two-line operation that he had thought of before, in the end, still couldn't be done.

Because if you don't do some things, there is still room for maneuver, but if you do it, the nature will change, and it will be completely different.

Xu Anruo restarted the car and drove along the provincial road. The speed was not very fast. He was worried.

After a while, he spoke and said:

"Zijin, if, I mean if, if you feel that I have helped you, you feel indebted, or you are moved, so you say such words, then it is actually unnecessary, moved..."

"Xiao Xu." Before Xu Anruo finished speaking, Tan Zijin called him.

"Hmm? You say." Xu Anruo was stunned for a moment.

"Moved is moved, heartbeat is heartbeat, I can tell the difference..." Her voice was still small, very gentle, and great courage could be seen in her shyness.

Xu Anruo's heart trembled again.

Moved is moved, heartbeat is heartbeat.

But...

"Xiao Xu, did I put pressure on you? I, I won't do this next time. I don't know what happened to me just now. I don't want to put pressure on you." Tan Zijin said again, a little anxious this time.

"No, no, I don't mean that, I..." Xu Anruo didn't know what to say.

Then, he smiled and said:

"Actually, I am mainly afraid that you can't distinguish your true thoughts. After all... After all, classmate Zijin is just beginning to fall in love, right?"

It was still half a joke.

Tan Zijin blushed when she heard this.

Xu Anruo then added:

"For example, you said that you want to continue to work hard and become what I expect you to be. This is not quite right. My expectations are just a reference for you, not a decision. The real decision of what kind of person you want to be and what kind of life you want to live is based on you. You have to think about this question carefully. What do you want?"

After Xu Anruo finished speaking, he breathed a sigh of relief.

This is what he really thinks.

He also doesn't want his expectations to become a burden on Tan Zijin, and he doesn't want her to live for others.

"I still say that everything I have is just a suggestion. You have to make your own decision. For example, career planning, I said that, and the reason is also from my perspective, but what about you? What are your true thoughts? Or, you also have your own ideals and pursuits, right?" Xu Anruo added.

He hopes that Tan Zijin can calm down and think carefully.

The current state is very irrational, and all the good feelings for Xu Anruo are filtered with a strong touch.

What will happen if one day she sees the true face of Xu Anruo?

However...

"Xiao Xu." Tan Zijin said softly.

"Hmm?" Xu Anruo responded.

"Actually, I have considered what you said. Every time you give me advice, you will emphasize this sentence, but I want to say that Xiao Xu's suggestions and expectations are actually my ideals and pursuits, so Xiao Xu, don't worry or feel pressured." She said seriously.

Xiao Xu's suggestions and expectations are my ideals and pursuits.

This silly expression is really clear.

It was not like this before.

But the more it was like this, the more Xu Anruo didn't know how to respond.

Can't continue this topic.

If he continued, Xu Anruo felt that he would reveal his flaws.

But, for a moment, he had an impulse to confess and make everything clear.

Xu Anruo didn't want to, or dared not and couldn't bear to continue deceiving like this.

But what after making it clear?

Make a choice?

He couldn't do it.

At this time, Xu Anruo was very clear that Tan Zijin's performance today really touched his heart, which would only make him more and more reluctant to let go.

Wait.

Wait a little longer.

Didn't we already agree to give him some more time.

But then again, what would happen if we gave him time? What should Xu Anruo do? He didn't have an answer in his heart.

Well, Xu Anruo found that he also began to avoid the problem and was assimilated by Cheng Xuanyu.

"Really?" Xu Anruo stopped the car and looked at Tan Zijin.

"YesYes. "Tan Zijin blushed and nodded her head very hard.

Then, she added in a low voice: "So Xiao Xu must not feel pressured, and don't be as cautious as before. I will know what I have done and will try not to cause trouble for Xiao Xu."

What a touching thing to say.

There is a hint of humility in the thoughtfulness.

Xu Anruo was stunned.

Careful?

Was I like this before?

"Was I cautious before?" He smiled.

"Yes, I would be particularly considerate and concerned about my self-esteem and feelings. In fact, Xiao Xu doesn't need to be like this. I'm not that delicate, and I also hope that Xiao Xu can relax and be natural, so that I will be happier." She smiled with a slightly red face.

"If I relax and be natural, I guess bad habits will come out and disappoint you. "Xu Anruo's words have a hidden meaning.

"I think it's good to have some bad habits, it will make you more real. Otherwise, if you are always so perfect, it will always put pressure on me... Am I going too far by saying this?" She secretly glanced at Xu Anruo.

This girl is really smart.

It's really comfortable to communicate with her.

But the problem is...

Xu Anruo's bad habits are a bit too much.

"It's not too much. I like you very much, but I think you should pretend. Otherwise, you will have the handle in your hand and your personality will collapse. You used to admire me, and then snap, Xu Anruo, you are like this? Huh! How uncomfortable I am, isn't it? "Xu Anruo was still half joking.

This is one of his skills.

He always cleverly and humorously avoids difficult questions.

Tan Zijin looked at him, and even this made him laugh despite his pitifully low sense of laughter. Then he blushed and whispered:

"No, I have always admired Xiao Xu, and I will always do so in the future..."

Xu Anruo was stunned.

Is this fool courageous, or is he too straightforward?

Xu Anruo took a deep breath, reached out, and pinched Tan Zijin's little hand, and said seriously:

"Zijin, I am very happy, really very happy, but at the same time I am also very nervous and not ready, so you need to give me some time. "