I just reborn, how come I become a scumbag?

She heard all the conversations between her parents downstairs just now, and she felt powerless all over.

Cheng Xuanyu didn't know how she walked back to her room.

She wrapped herself in the quilt, wanting to cry, but couldn't cry out.

During this time, the door of the room was opened, and the footsteps were not light or heavy. Cheng Xuanyu recognized that it was her mother's footsteps.

Then, she heard her mother's voice, very gentle: "Xiaoyu, are you going to bed now? Are you too tired today? Then go to bed and have a good rest. The bed at home is still comfortable, right?"

Cheng Xuanyu did not respond.

She suddenly felt that this tone was disgusting.

For the first time since she was a child, she suddenly felt that she hated her mother so much!

Why is her mother like this?

Why is she so malicious towards Xu Anruo's family?

It's obviously arrogance and prejudice, but why is her mother so righteous?

Mom, she is so hypocritical!

In the quilt, Cheng Xuanyu burst into tears.

This time, she was not aggrieved or sad, but suddenly felt so distressed for Xu Anruo.

Cheng Xuanyu felt that Xu Anruo was really good enough, and had worked so hard. When they were together, she never put pressure on her, but in the end... she still couldn't get recognition.

And Aunt Luo and Uncle Xu, they were obviously such good people, but they were slandered so maliciously by her mother.

Cheng Xuanyu's mind was very confused.

She didn't sleep all night.

She didn't reply to Xu Anruo's message.

She thought a lot, and even for a moment, she thought, if... if the girl named Tan Zijin really liked Aunt Luo, was really suitable for Xu Anruo, and really liked Xu Anruo, then she would give Xu Anruo to her.

But why did her heart ache when she thought about this?

But, when she thought of her mother, Cheng Xuanyu felt suffocated and couldn't breathe, and even faintly, there was a violent emotion in her heart.

Yes, violent emotions.

She hated her mother so much!

She hated her so much that she wanted to rush down, question loudly, and argue loudly!

But what's the point of that?

It's too late to go back.

Cheng Xuanyu has actually been trying to change herself during this period. Her father said, and Xu Anruo also said, that her character is too weak, habitually dependent, habitually escaping.

This will never solve the problem.

But can the problem be solved by not escaping?

Cheng Xuanyu is not stupid, especially after going to college, she often chats with roommates in the dormitory, and slowly understands a lot of truths.

She was still quite optimistic.

Especially last time, her father said so much to her, making her really think that as long as Xu Anruo continued to work hard, one day her mother would recognize and accept him.

But now, Cheng Xuanyu is pessimistic.

Even if her heart hurts, even if she can't accept it herself.

But the reality is here, there is no result between her and Xu Anruo.

What happened has happened and cannot be erased.

Even if one day, I insisted on getting married and Xu Anruo insisted on marrying, it would be unpleasant for both families.

If that happens, Xu Anruo will be very tired and will bear too much.

Cheng Xuanyu doesn't want that.

Love is never the most important thing, suitability is.

And between me and Xu Anruo, it has long been very inappropriate.

I don't know why.

After thinking through this truth, Cheng Xuanyu felt very sad, but also felt a special sense of relief, and the whole person was much more relaxed.

She even had a revengeful mentality.

Yes, it was a revengeful mentality against my mother.

Didn't my mother want to control herself?

Didn't she always try to impose her personal will on her daughter?

Well, I won't listen, I just want to fight against you!

If you don't like Xu Anruo, then I will be with him secretly!

Maybe I won't have the chance to marry him in this life, but that doesn't matter. As long as he can find a better and more suitable girl, as long as he is happy, then I will be at ease, and then I will be alone until old age!

Don't know why?

It's just very strange.

After Cheng Xuanyu had this idea in her mind, the more she thought about it, the happier she felt. Instead, she didn't feel uncomfortable or entangled at all.

She felt that this was the best, for Xu Anruo.

As for herself, it was no longer important.

...

The next day.

Early in the morning.

When Zhang Hongzhi called Cheng Xuanyu down for breakfast, Cheng Xuanyu said she wanted to sleep for a while. Zhang Hongzhi didn't bother her too much, but said in a caring tone:

"Okay, Xiaoyu, then you sleep a little longer. It's rare to go home, so you should sleep well.Take a break. "

Cheng Xuanyu didn't say anything.

She became more and more resistant after hearing this.

Because she felt that her mother was becoming more and more hypocritical and excessive.

Around noon.

Cheng Xuanyu dressed neatly and dragged her suitcase downstairs.

At this time, Cheng Qigang, Zhang Hongzhi and the youngest son Cheng Zihang were all downstairs. They were very surprised to see Cheng Xuanyu dragging her suitcase.

"Daughter, what are you doing?" Cheng Qigang got up quickly.

"Dad, Mom, I have something to do at school. I... I will go back to school after lunch." Cheng Xuanyu gritted her teeth and said.

"What? Go back to school? This is only the first day of the holiday? Why do you have to go back to school? "Zhang Hongzhi asked in confusion.

Cheng Qigang looked at his daughter's unhappy face and figured out what was going on.

He looked back at Zhang Hongzhi and wanted to say something, but finally gave up.

So he nodded, didn't ask any more questions, and said to Cheng Xuanyu:

"If there is something wrong at school, there is nothing we can do. Okay, let's eat first, and then dad will drive you back to school after dinner."

"Dad, no need, I can just take the bus, it's too much trouble for you to drive back and forth." Cheng Xuanyu said quickly.

"Okay, let's eat first." Cheng Qigang nodded.

"Hey, isn't it? This is only the first day of New Year's Day, what school are you going back to, what's going on..." Zhang Hongzhi obviously didn't realize where the problem was.

"Okay, okay, stop talking, the meal is almost ready, right? Let's eat when it's ready! "Cheng Qigang suddenly got angry and glared at Zhang Hongzhi while talking.

At this time, Zhang Hongzhi finally realized where the problem was.

But she felt wronged, but it was okay. She didn't take advantage of the situation and just glared at Cheng Qigang.

After lunch.

Cheng Qigang drove Cheng Xuanyu to the bus station in the county.

Originally, Zhang Hongzhi wanted to come with him, but Cheng Qigang didn't agree. There were only the two of them in the car.

Cheng Qigang didn't rush to the station, but found a section of the road, stopped the car, looked at his eldest daughter in the passenger seat, sighed, and said:

"Is it because of your mother?"

"Yeah."

Cheng Xuanyu nodded.

She thought that this time going home would be a little different.

In the end, it was still the same suffocating feeling.