I Just Want to Play My Game Quietly

Although Cold Zongzheng has a place in the college, this time, the place where Zhou Wen is going, but it is not in the college, but a small courtyard that Luoyang City is not very eye-catching.

The small courtyard is very common, because there are very wet in the vicinity, the roots are moss, and there are many plants like climbing the tiger.

The house inside is also the red brick structure that came forward. Although it is clean, it is difficult to cover the traces of the years, and some bricks on some walls have signs of weathering.

"Cold principal, I am Zhou Wen, are you at home?" Zhou Wen knocked on the door.

"Come in." The voice of CHEN Zongzheng came out from the house. When Zhou Wen pushed, CHEN Zongzheng moved a pot of cactus from the house.

"Cold principal, this is your home?" Zhou Wen didn't seem to be inside the house. See the various decorations inside, but it is not an old, giving a mediocrity.

This is very different from CHANG Zongzhi. Cold Zong is this person. Whether it is a big aristocratic fan, and his soul is the kind of thing that looks very atmospheric, so it is always people It feels that Cold Zong is a person who is very concerned about the quality and details, and should not live in such a mediocre home.

In this yard, Zhou Wen found a special thing, how to see some home supplies, and even more stalls.

"I stayed here when I was young, this is my grandfather's old house." Cold Zongzheng is next to the cactus, shot the dust on the hand, continue: "I used to especially I don't like it, I always feel that I must have an old man. Be sure to live beautiful big houses, you must have to live like a person. But I didn't know when I started, I suddenly felt it, I still live comfortably, so I moved back. "

"You should return to the real thing?" Zhou Wen said.

Cold Zongzheng looked at Zhou Wen, and said, "" What is the straightforward point, the direct white point is that the braised meat is too much, I want to eat the green vegetables to solve the greags. I have not reached that step, and many good things I still Didn't taste it, it is not tired. "

Said, CHEN Zong is sitting on the wooden stool inside the yard, and the sun continues to say: "I have also thought about it, why I want to move back, discuss comfortability, here is definitely not I have lived in my own Any place, convenient, it is not convenient. To say that the environment is so quiet, here is far more than the villa I bought before. To say that the neighbors here is good, some people have a love. In fact, there is no one Old neighbors have never seen it. Even if they are still, I have no impression on them, I don't like them in my eyes. "

"Then why do you like to live here?" Zhou Wen asked curiously.

"I also think about it for a long time. Later, I was confirmed, because I was afraid." Cold Zong said.

"What is afraid?" Zhou Wen did not understand.

If you say safety, here is far from the college, there is no defense measures at all, it is a broken old town, just come to a fear, one hand can make it into ruins here.

"Yes, scared." Cold Zongzheng said: "People are afraid of death, but the degree is different, some people put the fear of death in the first place, and some people, the fear of death is behind some things, So when you encounter some things, you will not be afraid of death. But in fact, no one is not afraid of death, but he has encountered something more fearful than death, so it is not so important. "

Cold Zong is talking, from the arms and cigarettes, the skirts that are skilled, , ignite the smoke, then take a bite, close your eyes, it seems to be enjoyed.

Zhou Wenzhi looked at Cold Zongzheng, this and CHEN Zong Zheng usually give him a difference. If you don't know that this is Cold Zongzheng, look at his appearance, and thought it is a fair middle-aged uncle who likes gambling alcoholism.

After a while, CHEN Zong was close to the sun and continued to say: "Later I thought about it, my fear of death should be the third place. Before death, there are two things to die. Before, if you encounter the two things, if you can choose, I would rather choose to die. "

"You will do it here, is it afraid that two things happen?" Zhou Wen asked.

Who knows that Cold Zong is shaking his head: "No, there are two things that have happened."

Zhou Wen looked at Cold Zongzheng, I don't know what he wants to say.

Cold Zong is going to say: "I used to be very fearful, I will become the same as my parents, but now, I am in essentially different. I used to be afraid that Grandpa will leave me, so this world is I only have me alone, but that day is still coming. I live here because I am afraid of loneliness, but in fact, I have always been a lonely person. "

Zhou Wen didn't know what to say. Cold Zongzheng said, he occasionally had some flash, but there is no clear understanding of Cold Zongzheng.

However, I looked at CHEN Zong Zheng. Zhou Wen felt this cold principal, and it did not seem to be so difficult for him before.

Cold Zongzheng took a smoke, put the rest of half the cigarette on the cement tree next to it, put Mars and reached out into the trash.

"Live here, I will make me have an inexplicable sense of security, I feel that this is my one, I don't need to worry about anything, I don't need to worry about anything, as long as I sleep, it seems What bad people will disappear. "

Speaking of this, Cold Zong is laughing and laughing: "But actually, it is difficult to solve it, just self-deception."

"You can't say this. People's hearts need a clean soil, let their minds have been cultivated and restored. Maybe here solve the problem without substantive help, but here can let your mind get peaceful, let you can The calm mentality faces those problems, which is very important. "Zhou Wenzhi said.

"You are right." Cold Zong is talking, suddenly reaching out on the wall next to it, the entire small courtyard and the house collapsed in an instant, and the fragments were litter.

"You ... this is done ..." Standing in the ruins, the gravel around me continues to rise, Zhou Wen looked at Cold Zongzheng, I don't know why he did this.

Among the broken fragments, Cold Zong was turning around, and he said: "Just say that everyone has a self-escaping the pure land, which is more close to the fear of the soul. If one day You have encountered an enemy who doesn't put the death fear in the first one, then you should think about how to find the net soil belonging to him, killing people, sometimes it is more terrible than killing people. You all Ok, it is too kind, sometimes, kindness is also a crime. "

"Killing ... ..." Zhou Wen stood in the ruins of the ruins, looked at the back of the cold Zongzi, and there seems to have some kind of emotion in the heart.